Daddy Birthday & Updates~

Let's begin wif the dinner on Sunday~
Its on sis's... hehe~ free meal! yeah~

Went over to Pariss @ TM~ hmm... recommended for family wif kids and senior citizens!
50% off for senior Citizen even on weekend and of cos student rate on weekends too~ and ya... Dad and Mum got the deal and Sis's bf, LengKung got it too~ hai~ mi and sis is ADULT! no DISCOUNT! sob :'(
ok~ Buffet as usual... my dad is a big eater, so ya~ buffet suits him... all kind of seafood~ nth special... except for the goose liver pate, its cool, my first time tasting one, hmmm... taste like.. luncheon meat! haha~ nice, seriously! luncheon meat of best quality! haha~ hmmm... wat else... Chocolate foundae~ Teppanyaki~ cold seafood~ Orange ice cream! & my fav unagi~ finally ever since the rumors of poison Unagi, i nv get to eat it until then...

only manage to catch the empty plates!

back view of the OLD loving couples in the bus, on our way to TM... papa dun wanna drive~ ok~ lets save money den~
Let mi intro the participants:

The cutie bday man, too bz wif his foods (he dun even wanna look at the cam)~ I noe the plc look classy but still! u can wear shorts like the ah peh behind!

The classy rich man's wife look alike! haha~ and wats tat she holding?!

Boss of the day! i ask her to give mi a yummy contented look but y is she slping away?!! Oh! or is this the yummilicious kind of look?! o_O

The bday boy no. 2! sis's Bf, 'Hei de' (black one)... his bday fall on 23rd and my dad one is on 25th~ so... celebrate tog, kill 2 bird wif one stone?! or sis jus love dad too much tat she wanna find a guy of the same horoscope or even the same bday?! oh, jus two days apart, anything lah! Gosh! wat kinda look is tat?! happy eh?! haha~ old man wif his striking yellow polo! ok, not everyone can look as nice in tat colour, u win!

MI~! Photographer of the day~ wif my 'can't fight' rich man's daughter face! haha~ tat's herited frm my mum~ anyway, y can't she look at the cam?! damn it!

But still she did, she love me! dun u think so... and obviously tat blackie is jealous~
The couples:

Still as loving after so many years! they look alike huh! i jus realized tat~ haha~love them!

The loving one~ when ur getting married eh?! the 9 yrs r/s! OMG! i wan the room all by myself lah! wahahaha~
To end the day~

The cutie-esy thing i found in the whole eating plc! a MiNi pumkin... dun u noe DeSoLo love miniture stuffs and she even hav a collection of all kind of Trial Packs! haha~

on the 25th~

DeSoLo, Sis and Mummy :
HaPpY BiRtHdAy To U,
HaPpY BiRtHdAy To U,
HaPpY BiRtHdAy To PaPa,
HaPpY BiRtHdAy To U~~~~
a simple and cheap cheese cake from mi... light and non-sweet, papa can eat! hehe~

Make a wish and blown the candles~

Papa look jus so cute~ Love u~

Misc:
Trina bday present~
finally i can blog abt my master piece~ haha~ Trina's pressie~ OMG! DeSoLo is jus so gd wif surprise and creativity~ jus tat my handwriting SUX!

I even put 'glow in the dark' sand! wow~ nice huh! so so nice lor~ i'm proud of myself~ i used to make card so often last time during poly times... but den... i only made it for ppl who will keep them and cherish them... cos i dun jus spend one min on it, but a day... a few hrs... searching thru' pics... print & cut them... come out wif funny card shape~ cut and paste~ jus paste and paste until the card is done... and then, the wordings and watever~ OH GOD! not as easy as u tot k! but agn, not anyone could get it... so... dun even think k! only if i noe tat u will cherish it, if not... forget it... not gng to waste my precious time on it... haha~ isn't it so sweet... Libra huh~ haha~

and ya, not forgetting... the lead... the necklace~ i love it too~ and ya, i noe she love it too too~ haha~ DeSoLo is jus so sweet... cos she's sensitive, observen, and rmb unimportant small thing tat u mention, but agn, this only goes to ppl who i really love and cherish~ haha~ but also DeSoLo is suffering from STM (Short-term Memory), i hav a problem wif rmb names~ haha~ and surprise surprise, DeSoLo love to see tears of happiness, tears of touch and tears of surprise~ hehe~ and ya... i did it agn... surprise TRINA! tot tat i won't be giving u pressie, no lah... i'm planning~ haha~ and ya, u love it dun u~ **muack**

and some late updates:

My wat-who-ever's shih tzu... and... ya, ash still look the best! but DeSoLo love dogs~ no matter how they look like, as long as its frenly...


U agree wif mi dun u?! haha~ ya~ ash wif apple~ one of his fav~

hmmmm.... i guess its time for ash to go for grooming huh~ short fur suit him best!
To end:

Dad wif my niece, cousin's daughter~ daughter of two doc! hmmm... i wonder if she will be as smart?! haha~ most prob ba~ haha~ hmmm... i forgot her name~ haha~ STM!

Ben & Jerry Free Cone Day

Hey ppl~ Ben & Jerry free cone day in here in SG~
Went over to suntec on tues to grab the yummilicious ice cream~! wif my buddy colleague, juanna & Seri~ the 3 ladies choose choco brownie~ yummy~

Seri; Admin - the da jie among us! young mummy... and ya, she look the cutie-est amoung us! hump! haha~ excited over her free cone!

Juanna; Tenancy - the 2nd among us! marrying soon i guess, hav a stable bf but! MONEY! no $$ how to marry?!! haha~ Content wif her ice cream~

Jeslyn; CSO - youngest in the grp~ playful & still having fun... Freedom, her life goes ard only herself and her dog! haha~ So proud of her ice cream...

LAD 4th Series

OMG! series 4 is out~ i simply fall for 'Sine the soul', her white hair~ so... chio sia~ fuck! i haven't even buy the complete set of 1st series, now the 4th one is out liao... sian half... anyone wanna buy for mi?! pls....

Visit Baby Chloe

Went to visit Baby Chloe and Da Sao... @ Mt A.

OMG~ baby chloe is jus so cutie... bought a set of mitten & bootie for her, very sweet one, white with red wordings of 'i love mummy' & 'i love daddy'... so sweet lor...

a pic of Chloe~


New born baby, only a day old or so... so sweet, so tiny, so fragile~ haha~

Only when u see such a small baby, u realized how great is MUMMY! seriously... some more u noe how much a mum has to go through for giving birth anot?! carry the little life for ten mths, and feel the pain and mental torture when giving birth... and worse, the after birth confinement period... the one odd mth, having those confinement food, can't go out, can't even bath! OMG! can't imagine... if one day i were to go through this... but... isn't it sweet, a life is form in ur body, ur blood.... so cool rite?! Maybe this is a chance given by god to let me appreaciate my mum agn.... and ya, for mother's day maybe... hehe~ and no doubt i been really gd ger these days... quite a loner life some might think, but i'm rather happy wif it... mit up wif my nus ex-colleague, rafi, ah koon and ramli on monday, and catch up wif ah shu on tues, Visit little Chloe on thurs and simply go home for dinner on wed and fri, spend time wif ash boy, and family, and also re-touch my tarot! Pretty simple and gd... i should hav spend more time at home huh~ no fren?! hmmm... ok~ i choose to hang out wif those who i think its worth it lah... so... u noe who i mean 'WORTH' so... sad to say~ having simple life is a gd thing, cos in few mths time, i'm gng for studies... so... a gd thing too, so i can concentrade... i guess my close frens hav become lesser and lesser... agn, i start to suspect human's quality...

And agn, work life down here can nv be gd... no matter how hard u try... stereotype ba... even if i shut off my msn, concentrade my work... still, ppl pin pt on mi and its simply unfair... so unfair... worklife is forever sux... maybe a transfer will be much better...

My Little Niece, Chloe~

A big NEW!!! my little niece Chloe came to this world yesterday (19/4/06) @ 1345hrs, she weighs 3.02KG~ OMG! she's even smaller den ASH boy! haha~ obviously rite! hehe~ mum and child are both healthy...of cos, daddy is ultimate happy!!! y i get so excited?! cos she's my first niece... as in my godbro's baby!!! happy happy! haha~ OMG! i'm really a AUNTIE liao~ but anyway, a little member in my god-family... godma and godpa sure happy like dun noe wat sia~ haha~ their first grandchild! OMG! my godma is a young grandma, she's only almost 50! wow! so cool~ its always gd to marry young! haha~ anyway, i can't wait to visit my little niece, wonder how she look like... hmmm... must be a sweet little girl wif small eyes (cos the parent have small eyes) but who noes negative negative equal positive!!! haha~ OH GOSH~!!! I'm mad! haha~ and ya, as a tarot beginner, astrology believer, wiccan wannabe... i'm proud to annouce tat CHLOE IS A TAURUS BABY!!! haha... Queen of PENTACLES!!!

p.s. Trina, i had jus rename Gong Tao Pink to 'Dua Suai Bak' (big small eye in hokkien) cos ever since i rescure it from the broken tiao tiao, one of it eyes become bigger den the other one...

Zouk Ladies Nite

after so long, finally i'm back to clubbing life... went over to zouk last wed wif timmy and mh... was a last min decision... cos ya, u ppl noe... i'm a momo addict, and y am i gng to zouk's mambo nite and i extremely hate retro~ ok... jus for fun, since so few of my fren can enter momo and since my darling momo dustbin trina is not ard... therefore, went over to zouk... too bad, Pele wasn't there wif mi, anyway, Pele also one of my clubbing Kaki, so far the best after trina left, but still I WAN TRINA and only her~ haha~ anyway, while queuing up outside zouk! TEDENG!!!! i saw Valerie, my cousin... haha~ so heng huh... she's one of my most reliable and best cousin of my mum's side... and thanks to her, tim got in for free cos her fren's whoever uncle or dad is working at zouk as manager... so... haha~ lucky timmy~! took a couple of pics~

Mi & timmy~ hehe~

Roy & Timmy

Mi & Roy, i look freaking werid

I'm jus trying to act serious!

I'm jus to Hao Lian~

Oh Tim, who u wanna kiss? ur dar dar huh~ haa~

My lovely cousin~ Val~ btw, i love teh name .VAL. sound so lovely...

anyway, we spend most of our time @ Phuture, expected lah, cos am a R&B person. ok... hmmm... did i enjoy? hmmm... is it becos of the company or the plc... dun seems to, it dun attract me as momo used to do... anyway, ok, i can't really expect much lah, cos zouk dun play R&B, therefore only this small phuture can satisfy us these R&B Freaks~ and no doubt, u noe how many ppl love R&B not! countless sia... and how many GUYS who is under 21, love R&B? u can find them @ phuture~ haha~ no wonder Pele say Zouk's ladies nite no ladies... haha~ anyway, phuture is simply far too small, the music... hmmm... alrite, alot of remix... it gets better only @ ard 1am... the crowd are hell~! maybe cos of the age limit, u can't really find mature guys down there (sorry ppl)... there r guys who will jus tok loudly, saying 'wow, i go XIAN CHA BO ah' but they nv dare to really do so... there r Jerks who so despo but obviously a low class one, try to get close to gers wif their itchy hands... i mean serious, my cousin and her fren become a victim... and come on, they r young gers lor, at the age of 17, of cos they hav not enough strenght to fight back lah... alamak! agn, lao niang came into pic! Trina! tat's our dustbin sis's spirit... haha~ Dustbin sis are bias! we love looking at cutie boys but hate it when guys get onto our nerve, dustbin sis dun gif a damn, we gif our ultimate ya-ya face and insult all we can... and dustbin simply doubt on little girls, especially those weak and helpless one... hehe~ so of no choice but to hit and push my way thru! and no doubt, its a difficult fucking thick skin chap! finally, i get to chase him away! *phew*, almost lost my cool and gave him one kick! childish guys?! OMG! tat's wat make clubs sound so dirty and insecure! a buch of idiot jerks! and ok... afterall, phuture is jus small and obviously too pack, until the extend tat u can't really dance! both tim and mi were pissed off, cos u can't move at all~ no platform... hmmm ok~ if there's platform in phuture, haha~ it will be hell, so small, where to put platform?!!! sorry to say lah, momo still the best! dancefloor is big, alot of platforms... there's always alot of event gng on, like the one jus ended - the pole dance competition, the one on ladies nite - hunk search, the one on friday nite - sexy butt competition.... wat's more, they hire dancers, male dancer on wed, and female one on weekends~ a complimentary of red wine for a grp of 5 ladies on wed and lucky draw on ladies nite... and of cos... there are so many seats, at the entrance, rd the bar, at the billard tables, and oso the toilets! and not forgeting the glitter toilet bowls! haha~ and at times, even the bar tender will dance @ bar Top, hilarious! & rarely, the singer frm the live room will come over and sing us a R&B hit! & of cos on ladies nite, free flow for ladies & sexy CASH will be on the bar top, pouring housepour directly into ur mouth! and for me lah, i hav trina wif me during the time when i frequent momo... our very own 'OUTSIDE SITTING AREA', a plc for a puff and a plc for some breath air and peace! tat's jus how great it could be... no doubt, ever since trina went back, i can't really find any motivation to club, even if its momo, my addiction will still come every now and den... but not as often and kinda like hav the heart but dun hav the energy...

Oh ya! tat nite @ phuture, there's 'Uh Oh' and i jus scream for Trina! remind me of the very first time i went to momo without Trina, i almost cried! Its werid huh, even if whoever jio me to some club, even if its momo, even if one hundred ppl gng, i'm jus not content... during the time, when there's only me and Trina, 2 persons, its enough... we dun need anymore compianions... so did u make some sense out of this? It doesn't matter how many ppl u go wif, where u go wif, its the company tat matters! So pls, dun come to me and say "eh! clubbing only we two ah, not fun, must many ppl den fun." Its Crap! its the company tat matters, i tell u ppl, i go go wif a grp of 20 ppl but no compare to time when i went wif trina and only e 2 of us! so... think abt it~!
anyway, took a pic of pattern chua! specially for Trina!

pattern chua glowing in zouk~!


a pic of ash took some times ago! to cheer u guyz up~

Mi and my sis, taken during CNY,06~

and here some self-obsession...

I had jus cut my fringes~ and took a pic wif my lizard and Pattern liao liao HP! hmmm, i din see pattern chua huh~ where is it?

Jus after my Easter Day dinner~ i had my eyeshadow on....OMG my panda eyes, i hate it! and y my eyes seems to be one big one small eh? oh ya, u get to see pattern chua and a clear view of KuKu Man! btw, went to pay grandma a visit and... i miss her...

人的一生會遇上的四個人

人生就是為了找尋愛的過程，每個人的人生都要找到四個人。

第一個是自己,
第二個是你最愛的人，
第三個是最愛你的人，
第四個是共度一生的人.

首先會遇到你最愛的人，然後體會到愛的感覺；
因為了解被愛的感覺，所以才能發現最愛你的人；
當你經歷過愛人與被愛，學會了愛，才會知道什麼是你需要的，
也才會找到最適合你，能夠相處一輩子的人。

但很悲哀的，在現實生活中，這三個人通常不是同一個人；
你最愛的，往往沒有選擇你；
最愛你的，往往不是你最愛的；
而最長久的，偏偏不是你最愛也不是最愛你的，
只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。

你，會是別人生命中的第幾個人呢？
沒有人是故意要變心的，他愛你的時候是真的愛你，
可是他不愛你的時候也是真的不愛你了，
他愛你的時候沒有辦法假裝不愛你；
同樣的，他不愛你的時候也沒有辦法假裝愛你 。

當一個人不愛你要離開你，
你要問自己還愛不愛他，
如果你也不愛他了，千萬別為了可憐的自尊而不肯離開；
如果你還愛他，你應該會希望他過得幸福快樂，
希望他跟真正愛的人在一起，絕不會阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已經不愛他了，
而如果你不愛他，你又有什麼資格指責他變心呢？

愛不是佔有，
你喜歡月亮，不可能把月亮拿下來放在臉盆裡，
但月亮的光芒仍可照進你的房間。
換句話說，你愛一個人，也可以用另一種方式擁有，
讓愛人成為生命裡的永恆回憶，

如果你真愛一個人，就要愛他原來的樣子─愛他的好，也愛他的壞：
愛他的優點，也愛他的缺點，
絕不能因為愛他，就希望他變成自己所希望的樣子，
萬一變不成就不愛他了。

真正愛一個人是無法說出原因的，
你只知道無論何時何地、心情好壞，你都希望這個人陪著你；
真正的感情是兩人能在最艱苦中相守，也就是沒有絲毫要求。
畢竟，感情必須付出，而不是只想獲得；
分開是一種必然的考驗，
如果你們感情不夠穩固，只好認輸，
真愛是不會變成怨恨的。

兩人在談情說愛的時候，
最喜歡叫對方發誓，許下承諾我們為什麼要對方發誓，
就是因為我們不相信對方，我們根本不相信情人，
而這些山盟海誓又很不切實際：
海枯石爛、地老天荒，都不能改變我對你的愛!

明知道海不會枯、石不會爛、地不會老、天不會荒；
就算會，也活不到那時候。
許下諾言的時候千萬注意，不要許下可以實現的諾言，
最好是承諾做不到的事，
反正做不到的，隨便說說也不要緊，
請記住：”不可能實現的諾言最動人”

在愛情裡，說的是一套，做的是另一套；
講的人不相信，聽的人也不相信。
你呢？找到了第幾個？
茫茫人海中，你遇見了誰？誰又遇見了你？

(p.s. a very meaningful passage. Do spend some time to read, maybe it will wake ur mind. hmmm... ok, stop complaining, i now its in chinese! but come on, take this chance to improve ur chinese lah~ hehe)

Treasure Life (From: Trina)

Got this from trina. i believe many ppl had seen this email b4. I jus wanna put this up here cos it seems so meaningful to me...



Hey ger, thanks for the email. Thanks for being there always. i miss U. Perphaps like wat the email trying to say, we nv knew how precious our life is, that's one of human's fault.... maybe~

10th May 2006

One mth... everything will reappear in one mth time, whether it is or its not... frankly speaking, i hav a bad feeling... but... dun care... cos i wan love and not lust...

不做考虑也没半点犹豫
我就说了这一句我等你
你眼中闪过了一些压抑
更多的是怀疑
所以你可以离去
不相信你还会回心转意
是我任性才决定要等你
我眼中的泪没掉过一滴
只是随你背影
慢慢倒流进心里
我等你 半年为期
逾期就狠狠把你忘记
不止是伤心的还包括一切甜蜜
要等你 要证明自己
我可以纵容你在心底
也可以当你只是路过的人而已

歌曲：我们的爱

回忆里想起模糊的小时候
云朵漂浮在蓝蓝的天空
那时候的你说
要和我手牵手
一起走到时间的尽头

从此以后我都不敢抬头看
彷佛我的天空失去了颜色
从那一天起
我忘记了呼吸
眼泪啊永远不再

不再哭泣

我们的爱
过了就不再回来
直到现在
我还默默的等待
我们的爱
我明白
以变成你的负担

只是永远
我都放不开
最后的温暖
你给的温暖

不要再问你是否爱我
现在我想要自由的天空

远离开这被捆绑的世界
不再寂寞

Life, Decisions, Goals, Dreams

In jus less den 24 hrs time, i make a few important life decisions... Cried a bucket of tears for the word 'family'.... TIM, seems like we suffer the same thing at the same time... is tat the kind of 'mo qi' tat gd buddy hav? i'm having family problems too... like u, i decided to leave home once i hit 21. I can't stay anymore. Wat Trina been saying is rite, since i'm not happy at home, y not i leave... i always tot of leaving but nv decide it! tot as in nv wish to put it into action. cos i hate to carry the name of un-fillial, thanks god tat i even care if mi and sis get married wat will happen to papa and tat women, y i bother to think of all this?

Now, I dun wish to care. think watever ur wish, not a gd daughter, rather they nv had a daughter like me, up to them to comment and think. coming to such desicion, it takes alot of courage. i used to hold back everything, cos i tot i dun hav a choice, cos i tot i'm not tat inhuman. but now... ever since she doubt my effort, she hurt mi wif her words, things had changed. Money is still everything ba...

After so long since my graduation, i decide my goals. I wanna learn the most i could frm my current job, making plans for future. Taking up degree in Real Estate i a yr time, cos i wanna spend a yr to learn my tenancy stuffs frm my executive. and of cos, i dun wish to shoot without a bullet. To learn means to let go my slacking way of working. meaning i'll be working OT, won't be gng msn during office hr. and i decided to put all into action starting next week onwards. to learn for the first yr and to take up driving in a few mths times, thinking tat it will be a advantage for my future. den a yr time, take my part time degree. Thinking and dreaming is easy. To put tat into action, its take preserverence and support frm surrounding. I try to seek for my determination, gettign support frm my dear fren ard me, my baby, but not my family. To learn frm wkplc, not a problem. but to take the cos, financial problem, where the hell i find money for it, some more i noe its hard to get increment and company sponser is even more difficult. So as ignorant as i am, i jus casually ask my mum, if she were to sponser mi for futher study. Without even asking or listen to my plans, she begin to doubt me. saying that thing as if i'm only 15 yr old. saying tat i hav to really study and not playing ard, stop half way thru', to u ppl it might be normal for a mother to said such a thing. but come on, if she were like to hav faith in mi, but no! the way she say all this is in a harsh tone, the kind of like, 'u can nv make it', the kind of DOUBT! and of cos we always been having communication problem. Arguement arise. she doubt mi, she said tat i lied abt my work, i always go out late, i won't be serious wif my study. come on, the main thing isn't all this rite, the main thing is the money. for jus 100 bucks internet bill she start making noise and not listening, not to mention abt the sum to persude a degree. she can say watever she likes, its forever as hurting, but i can take it... watever she were to say, saying tat i ask for a electronic keyboard and end up not using it. saying tat i always hav alot of program, how to concentrade on study. when i get angry, she said i'm asking stupid qns, if she wanna sponser me, she will definitly do it , if not who paid for my pri and sec sch edu, but come on, now its different, am working ya noe! last time i'm financial dependent of cos i hav no say, now its different. and she try saying tat i'm not serious in work and so on, and doubt tat i'll really take my degree seriously. so i said, if not y do i hav to drag till now, after my grad for so long, den decide to take my degree and bear in mind, am not following any of my fren. and den she commented the worse ever, hurtful thing ' Ur diploma, i din even see the result, the cert b4, i wonder if u really pass ur diploma anot?' oh fuck! big fuck! she doubt me, she doubt my diploma! the cert i spend 3 yrs on it, the cert which makes me miser. i dun like attending grad ceremony, i dun like showing off my result and cert, doesn't means i din complete it. I'm not a genius, i nv score 'A' b4, but neither did i retain, Retake my paper, fail my test and exam, score D and below. but y doubt mi..? i not been serious in sec sch, i been slacking througout my 4 yr studies, struggle to get into express stream, struggle to pass my test and exam, failed my prelim, but still i make it thru' my 'O', i manage to scor a L1R4 of 18 pts, not as great, but to think, someone who actually pass only one subject in her prelim, able to make it thru', its not easy k! i admit i been fooling ard those yrs, but still i manage to finish my sec sch study, get into poly, get into my first choice. but y? i used to be tat way, doesn't means i'll be like tat for the rest of my life. y dun believe me, y doubt mi? those were my childish years, y no one seems to understand... y sentence me to death? not as in i killed someone, its jus not being serious during my childish years, i believe everyone experience tat, but y do i hav the suffer frm this kind of consequences. Its so painful, when ur mother doubt u, the women who gav birth to u. If so, y gif mi a life and make it miser for mi. Ever since i step into working life, i always wish for death cos there r ppl like this ard me... who noes abt it? only trina and tim. To hav get tat kind of comments, its enough to send more den a thousand bucket of tears to my eyes... i cried till my eyes swollen, cried till i suffer bad headache. how am i gng to succeed when my mum dun even support me mentally. i'm always a failure to her! i been toking to ash, i gng to leave him soon, which i hate so much, which i really dun bear to, but i hav no choice. i can't take him wif mi, neither do i able to stay in this kind of family. I'm force to come out wif such desicion. saying much more gd stuffs, doing much more gd things, cooking me much more gd foods doesn't helps anymore. heart had died. i truely understand wat it means by 'cheng xim', to totally given up hopes. as wat they had done to mi, i hav choose to do the same, i had sentence them to death. nth can helps anymore. I’m left with limited choices, to leave the house or leave the world. But seems like heaven thinks I’m too lousy for it and hell dun wan mi, therefore I hav to stay in this pathetic earth. Can Nanny bring me along wif her, I dun wanna stay alive anymore.

I missed Trina a lot, if only she’s ard, she noe wat I wan, wat I need. I missed her a lot a lot. I wan a future, but ppl look down on me. I dun wanna stay as a CSO forever, taking home $1000. I wan a better life, I’m willing to work for it but… no ppl understand. Y r human being born wif a pair of ears but nv wanna listen. I think money is essential for tat women’s need, she dun need me. She hav her daughter, not me.

Trina, No one can listen to me like u do. I really need u so much. :'(