~CamWhore Madness~

finally, i had resize and select the best pics from the total of 82 no. i choose 60... hmmm... still as much~ haha~ enjoy~


Shall begin my first pic wif Dino, from the new grp, Soler~ we caught their performance while slacking at bugis mac on a wed nite~ tat's Belle's fav... she almost flood the whole of bugis wif her drooling of saliva lor~! haha~

below are all taken on 2nd of June...


A little touch-up b4 we head momo on a friday nite~

OMG! my groovy green contact agn... and my freckless complexion, take to make up... i dun like this pic... but i love the smoothness of my face! PLS! its not tat gd in real lor~ *wonder of DeSoLo*

The 1st 3 take... still consider normal... haha~ in bugis Toilet~
And here's the camwhoring session... *warning* nv let 2 ladies grab hold of a camera! and worse a digi cam, where they can view, delete and retake!!! haha~

OMG! this is so exposing... Thanks to Ding Dong huh~

and here miss belle, a nice sweet pic of hers~

a sweet smiling face... *note* these are all taken wif FLASH!

This somehow remind me of X'mas... haha~

Jus Stone!

Opps! =X No Flash pls!

I seriously think i should go take up photography! haha~ its so nice lor!!! i take one k!

YEAH! \/

I hav a BIG hair!

Jus acting cool~

*firece* who owe us money?!

I'm hungry! i eat Belle~!!! But seems like she dun taste gd~ haha~

we start Bitch ard... haha~

*blur*blur*

i love giving tat *du*du* ...

*tongue*out*

We turn into horrible creature~ Dinosaur?! i look so agressive and Belle look like she having a better plan in mind~ belle: 'let jeslyn attack the victim first, and if she die, den i'll go, at least easier to fight when victim is weak!' haha~ so imaginative~

So flirtatious~! haha~

Ding Dong hav her hair up!

Back to normal~

I jus wanna dance dance dance~

I like cannot ah! *trina's slogan*

I love the Pillar...

.... a little too much~

my love my dearie 'Jee Leng' too too~

OH gosh! she start acting serious! -_-!

Hav a 2nd tot?! she's not tat serious afterall, under my influence... she do tat *du*du* too~ haha

Beh Song is it?! Hump!

In mist...

Its rite or left?

Wat look is tat sia~ doubtful?

So sweet~ So girl lor~

She kei siao take my pic sia~

pure sian~

The time when i saw a star upon the sky~

The time when the two of us saw a star upon the sky~

A zoom in~

We look more like we're gossiping~ haha~

jus Belle Yu~

When we fall for the same pillar~

OMG! The pillar collapse and Hit her!?!

Star Star...

Surrender~

Flowery Belle~

Its my turn... Pure DeSoLo~

SCREAM~~~

Star Star...

DeSoLo get MAD!

Aaaa... I saw something...

Everyone is flooding MoMo liao~

Where are u sia?! We can go in liao u noe...

i shall end this entry wif a cutie cuite pic of Belle~ haha~

Tat's all for tat day... and there's more... stay tune~

MoMo Ladies nite... *yawn*

well... after so long since i last blog! *ar-dish* its only 2 days i noe~ ARGH... i missed tat 6/6/06... should hav blog on tat day~ anyway... went to momo agn yesterday nite! Big shit sia... Jerry was there~ sian.. and i kinda dun expect him to be there, therefore... hai~ wasted, if not Belle might be able to get to noe Cash liao~ sian half~ and of cos.. i admit i miss Jerry alittle... k... Punch me.. i miss Austin and Jerry... BLEH! the 2 who i shouldn't be missing but anyway... doesn't matter... jus pure wasted.. ok.. get to noe a few guys, or rather Belle get to noe a few guys~ haha~ took a couple of pic, shall upload it at a later time~

yesterday wasn't a gd day... cash din dance much... and hmmm... tat makes Belle extremely pissed!!! haha~ and yesterday was so crowded... din took as much pic as previous time... no mood ah~ stay till 5am lor! **faint** cos Belle too high tat she dun wanna go back yet~ and end up its TRANCE at ard 3-4am.. sian sian sian... i hate Trance or.. i shall say i hate any songs other den RnB~ ok~ i still feel so shit as i din catch jerry there... ARGH~~~ well, this coming sat... a difficult task, still struggling whether to go sentosa anot... i dun tan one k! and pls! how i tan wif tankini and MAKE UP...crazy lor.. might not be gng le... i rather go swimming in the noon, cos i easily tan... and best! i dun put on make up, cos i usually go alone! haha~ and swim pool at my area all ah pek one~ haha~ so no worry~ hehe~ sick!!!! OMG! i wanna go on diet.. i shake off my 1 and only KG after so so so fucking long lor... tat's not rite man... and cool enough, my sis got a new job, a higher pay one, much higher! she hit my dreams lor... to earn so-so much at the age of 25 and she's only 23... envy envy... well i can do the same too.. haha~ i wish! gonna help Belle wif her study too.. cos having a cert in sg is easier to find a job... wanna help her up... i'm so gd.. wahahaha~ thick skin!

will upload the pic real soon~ **wink**

Come on lah~

sorry and sad... i dun wanna label u, he, she, who liao~

TIMOTHY TITUS, if u think i'm refering to u in my previous post! come on lah... i referring to jus anyone and everyone... everyone who involve and obviously those who shouldn't be in... afterall, this thing happen rd U, MI and MUNHONG... i hav drag Trina down and i felt extremely bad... so i wrote it BIG AND HUGE! DUN BE A BUSYBODY, DUN ASK ARD... but agn things spread like dun noe wat fuck... i been very patient and i kept quiet... fuck care abt how others might think of mi... definitly, i din mention a single word to anyone, and neither do trina, so who else is saying... i leave the ans for u... and i din ever mention anything abt it... can't u jus think?! i'm freaking ultimate piss! u said u noe wat happening, but did u? i dun even DARE to say a word abt u lor... my post who's in fault, i wrote everyone except u, so wat do u think? i tot u not in fault, jus tat i dun even wanna say cos like mh said, u always the rite one... i wanna keep things within us, but den, here one person ask, over there the other asking?! wat the hell? saint ah?! i dun need middle person and i dun need angel... i called u, tok face to face, so who's the one who said tat he's isn't free?! not me... u msn mi say u were free this week, when i'm abt to sms u, guess wat i see?! ur freaking blog! So wat else wanna say?! nth, absolute nth... i dun wan a blog war, cos come on, we mention FACE to FACE mean face to face lah... so wat i said abt mystige, isn't it rite?! its very true lor, jus tat none of ur tot abt it, seriously tot abt it... NONE! I dun wanna be a saint, so i let ppl see me as wat they wish... up to them... i choose to wanna face up to u, cos i wanna say wat i wan and let u CLEARLY understand y all this happen... but den now, is it neccessary? no use... u jus read wat u wan and not reading wat other ppl means... this is not the first time... u noe it... So go tell ur freaking Mystiges, did i ask u out for clarification, did i? Go, tell everyone in this world, JESLYN is a control freak, she dun allow her fren to befren wif ppl who she dun like. and tat SHE'S JEALOUS! COS NO ONE CALLED HER ALONG... from the start u been thinking of these wat, so wat the fuck abt being fren for so long, simple things like this u dun get it... even trina, i only noe her for a few mths, she completely get my feeling, wat abt u? and here u telling me abt frens, true fren... forget it lah... no need clarify... u choose to make things ugly... and dun test my stubborness... if u love label things like ur fren and my fren den ask UR FREN dun bother me anymore! GO AHEAD wif UR FREN and leave me alone! ITS ENOUGH K! So ans me, how true is ur apology, is it from ur heart or jus to make everyone happy! FUCK U, no one is, no one is freaking happy over jus tat 'sorry'... if by saying sorry, everything can be solve den y is there prison?! to punish those who did wrong, even when they admit... a 'sorry' means NTH, NTH at all! if a 'sorry' can make mi happy, i'll pay a guy to say it thousand times! its not abt sorry, but abt understanding, if u choose not to understand and let mi understand den forget it... let the thing remain unclear, let everything be ugly... and sad to say at this pt of time, PLS, let all UR FREN noe tat Jeslyn is jus a FREAK and leave me FREAKING alone! i need peace... dun even be fren, cos NOT WORTH BEING FREN WIF JESLYN! SIMPLY NOT WORTH! JESLYN SUX TO THE CORE AND LEAVE ME ALONE! I MEAN IT... ANYONE WHO WANNA BE AN ANGEL, END UP WILL GET FUCK BY ME... SO SAVE UR EFFORT! FUCK OFF AND MY LIFE DUN NEED U and any of ur... No need clarify, no need face to face, jus simply fuck off and tat's it... Tat's the end, and i mean it, dun bother to write anymore entry cos i won't visit it anyway... i won't read any of ur blog anymore, so dun waste ur effort! fuck! I'm not munhong, to read and respond everytime... *pui*

I love wat u wrote...

jus a word for someone who wrote... i think i hav my pt... for ppl to respect mystige! i too wan ppl to respect the dustbins, even though its ya u noe, dustbin...

think of wat u wrote... who really care abt mystige other den the 3 of them? i and trina want to quit... and here tim saying he wanna leave... and dun u forgot, u even left mystige without a word and join back agn... if u do cherish, will u do tat in the 1st plc... and not to mention abt Timo, he totally lost from mystige... and ya, timo's son... i seen him once only or rather i can't sense his spirit... so... i got my pt...

Watever ur wanna say, it doesn't matter, not gng to respond anymore. if ur really go deep into wat i think thru, ur will understand... need no further explaination...

If ur dun wanna tok face to face den keep everything to urself! I hate blog war! written words can nv be as expressive as spoken words... if u claim tat u dun care, den PLS! show as if u dun care... Everyone is tired... if being fren is so difficult, so tiring den y create such trouble to urself!

Overstress HonKie Crazy Bus Uncle!

Jus to shre wif u ppl... Hong Kong top hit video clip, even appear in HK news... hav a gd laugh!



guess he's a little overstress... haha~ come on, jus gif him one punch lah! he is jus too naggy... haha~ 'i hav pressure, u hav pressure, y provoke me?'

and guess wat he got famous... and appear n new...



OMG~ it make mi rolling on the floor LOL~ still got songs sia! remix!!! hahahaa~ For ppl who are interested... go you tube and do more searching... wahahahaha~

World Blog War?!

Cool... jus slight world blog war... i read read read, but nv respond respond respond... cos ya... get over it pretty fast... things hav change in me... now, i'm kind of transparent, u can see thru' me cos i hav no more secret kind... or rather nth really bad i wanna hide anymore... whether how bad hurt b4, i'm cheated by someone, a failure in r/s, anything, everyone noe... no more secret... or rather major things happen which i choose to see it as a minor one and ignore... changes in me...

after reading reading... i hav so many to say, but forget it... it doesn't matters... blame who? blame everyone, we r all toking abt blaming... i'm to blame, cos i'm too aggitated... i do things without considering... i choose not to face it only until Trina strike me tat day... in fact, i doubt i will ask u out for a tok if Trina din fire me tat hard tat day... i doubt i'll be toking to mh, try to understand him a little more, if things like this dun occurs...

As for Trina, u wrong ah! wrong in knowing me lor... haha~ regret? no rite?! so u oi bi... wahahahaha~ i so mean to trina sia! haha~ anyway, like i told u, a frenship must hav some disagreement, some major or minor argument to proceed to a higher stage, it jus depend on if we able to move on or bk it... and here, we move on and get better... knowing Trina will go crazy if we dun listen to her advice and yet pestering her, knowing jeslyn will runaway from things and nv take the initiative and agn isolate herself, her tots...

For u, my angel dustbin... haha~

For mh, u wrong for not saying wat u been thinking... everytime when things happen, u run, u act as if u dun care but deep inside u do care alot, it do affect u alot... u hide and u act, we tot that u nv care, and so we dun ask either... and worse, when i ask u say not us... So in the future, dun everything hide, everything act as if dun care, not happy, jus say... we accept wat u say and u accept wat we say... den our frenship can improve mah... rite?!

For mystige, the 3 youngters... hey ppl, mystige is form as 3 person, Sher, Dallas and Roy... y add more ppl in? if more ppl added in, its not mystige anymore... and some more, i doubt we can be in mystige, respect mystige, cherish mystige, love mystige as ur do... so y add us in? like me and trina, we name ourselves dustbin, even if how gd Trina were wif jocelyn, how gd i were wif Belle, we still won't ask anyone of them to join us... cos dustbin sis is jus trina and me, jus 2 person... its enough, can't be added and can't be lesser... even one day i fall out wif trina, still no one can replace dustbin sis... it can vanish but nv be replace... see... the more ppl u add in, the grp get more messy, and we r not connected by blood, we may fall out anytime, u nv noe, now ppl coming in and leaving, makes the grp so unworthy... u noe... u like u join, u dun like, u leave, no respect... and hence, i strongly feel that mystige should jus be the 3 of ur and no one else... and of cos, ur hav more chemisty among each other, noe how to communicate and mystige can be more meaningful and respectful... So stick to 3 ppl, make mystige uniquely urs and urs only...

ya, tat's all i wanna say... anyway, we learn from fault... learn frm wat we done wrong... i need not go ard explaining myself, cos no pt, as long as ppl who i cherish understand me, even the whole world were to turn me down, it doesn't matters... i dun noe since when, i nv hate myself anymore, and i love myself even more... even u, dislike urself, how ppl will think of u? u can't even accept urself, how u wan ppl to accept u... respond to the call of change and rebirth, tat's wat i read from my tarot... i responded, i tok to mh, i open to him, telling him how i tot of him... try to understand... change... it depend on if u wanna respond to it... is ur apologise true or jus trying to make everyone happy... its not a battle, not a fight, no winner, no loser, if its solve, it will be only winners, like mi and trina... if its not solve, there's only loser... apologising doesn't helps... written are dead... like when u type in msn, somehow u feel distance, but when u speak on the fone or face to face, u feel closer... i said wat i wanna said... i dun noe how i gonna face u, maybe as time passes, when we slowly forget abt the past, we can really tok...

We all share something in common, we dislike ourselves at times, but agn, learn to love urself first k! **smile**

i jus ate a vegetarian dumpling... so yummy... haha~

Shopping Craze

OMG... mit up wif Belle Yesterday... by rite am miting shu straight after work for laksa, den mit Belle @ 8pm, but den shu's on mc, so mit Belle straight away... make my day easier too... haha~ ok~ we mit at bugis and settle down Mac's outside seating area... jus next to the chinese grp 'Soler' performing stage...well, i only seen them on TV commercial, nv really heard their songs... anyway, we sat there listen to their singing, while Belle drooling over Dino(one of the guys)... anyway, they r so ANG MO, not bad looking as in nice body, fit, and the ang mo features...

Oh ya... while i make my way to the ladies alone, i saw this guy who both me and Trina were looking at when we were at PS last time... she was looking at a rather sporty Hippie guy and we name him 'bye bye boy' and i'm looking at a rather fashion ah beng, and we name him 'liang chao wei'... and guess wat, i saw LIANG CHAO WEI as i went to the ladies next to bugis arcade! so conincident... he kinda like regonise me... ok! *thick skin* regonise doesn't means anything mah... its like we seen each other a few times lor, tat's y... deep impression... some more, when the dustbins get together, u noe lah... we bitch ard like nobody biz... of cos deep impression lah... **faint** anyway, after siting for a while, we decide to go for WINDOW SHOPPING!!! a bloody wrong move! the both of us end up having so much shopping crave lor... OMG! me and belle each saw a pair of shoes... and i saw this belt wif a crystal butterfly, still deciding whether to buy the butterfly or the crown one... den saw this shop @ the edge, all their shirt are wif crystal... love it sia... and agn, dun noe which design to buy... and ya! tat crown wif a key pendant @ 55th street, i think i saw it @ far east wif Dallas and yesterday went to see it agn wif belle... so nice lor~ few days ago i was reading one mag bought by my sis, a jap mag, inside there a section abt tieing hair and so on... and haha~ u noe DeSoLo... DeSoLo is ultimate vain... she love playing her nails, her hair, her dressing, her fone... haha~ so hav to buy alot of clips clips, head-bands, alot of hair accessories and u will be seeing DeSoLo wif her hair UP UP! and ya, i wanna go for SPA!!! my BioSkin's points, i can go for a 2 hr spa and massage for only $58... OMG! i can't wait sia.. but guess hav to put it till next mth... and finally, my last installment... and ya, my sis got voucher for spa too, a 1 for 1 treat, haha~ and ya, she's treating me... but agn next mth, when she got her bonus... feel like gng for facial, i think when i go to BioSkin, they will sure hav lobang one, some more its GSS! shit shit shit big! the weekend so many midnite shopping lor and lao niang haven got my pay ah! HUMP! i wanna buy watch too... so many things in mind, shit... and ya, i been shiting a little too much these days... at least twice a day... OMG! and i wanna go SWIMMING... and ya, i think i need a 2 way cake foundation, for mi to bring out, easier for touching up... and stock up my make ups, concealer, mascara, eye liner, so many thing tat i wan and wanna do... OMG~ kill me... installment $300, Shirt $30, Necklace $15, Shoes $50, Watch $250, Belt $10, Hair $10, powder foundation $50, Concealer $40, Mascara $40, Eye liner $40, OMG! go where find money!!!! SIAO LIAO LAH... but of cos i can't afford all lah... i will satify my shopping desire once i got the money... partially only... haha~ and ya... alot of upcoming appointment... friday momo agn, wif belle, jus trying luck, if i'll get to see Cash... and sat maybe momo agn, wif Pele... this weekend so power, cos am FREE! my mum gng malaysia!!! haha~ FREEDOM~~~ of cos must party until i die lah... rare opportunity leh... haha~ and monday, Marche wif shu, hope she dun fall sick tat day... got voucher! haha~ and either wed or sun, KTV wif mich, dewei, kun and blah blah blah... wow! happening sia... feel younger agn... haahaa~

enough of my shopping craze... the two gers went bitching again... abt everything under the sky, abt club, abt guys, abt make up, abt life, abt work, abt shape, abt neh neh, abt everything... at times i still find hanging wif gers make mi more girlish, a gd thing huh... and ya, perphaps gers noe gers better... love hanging out wif these girls, trina, shu, belle... shiok sia~ haha~ last time i always tot tat i can't hang out wif gers but i'm kinda wrong, now i feel more comfty wif them... OH GOD... i feel so GER~! haha... and we spilt our way @ 11pm, i make my way home while she head dbl O... ladies nite... can't! needa work the next day, can't afford to... and i feel ugly agn... btw, i met Kieth!!! haha~ miss tat dude a little... so long since i last saw him, and yeah, he's a BOTAK now.. wif his ger ger and i'm so sweet to hav greet her ger a 'happy bday' without anyone hinting me... haha~ surprise!!! thanks to Frenster, i noe everyone's bday... haha~ enjoy my day... so much! gotta post a few 'so lady' pic up... catch Belle Touch up her make up in the ladies... haha~ i'm so lame... Stay Tune~

p.s. For whoever who are so affected by my main page... haha~ am jus too 'zi lian'... i love myself alot k... love urself as how Jeslyn Love DeSoLo... *wink*