So Many Restrictions

There's so many things that i wanna tok abt... but... it seems like there's so many eyes looking! opps =X

I'll try to be nice but no doubt... DeSoLo is a bitch... haa~ i miss the time when my dustbin mei was here... Trina, when will u be coming over to bitch ard wif me? i'm waiting...

Something i can't get it... y is it so that swimming on a 'rainy (not as in rain but there's no sun and its super cold, u noe the kind of weather when jus after rain and abt to rain agn)' day, will still get me TANNED?! OMG... i told it won't act on me... and still i got tanned after a morning swim yest... i din apply suntanning oil, well i din apply sunblock either... I DUN HAV ANY SUNBLOCK LOTION CAN! anyway... there's bloody no sun and only light drizzle... y do i still get tanned? OMG~

I guess Roy have had enough of me... haha... OMG... i'm so bloody mean... i have pass on the NUM maddness to him and not forgetting the slimming Craze.... haha~ i hav manage to build myself up quite.... hmmm... i will say gd, at least to me... thou' weight lost is not as speedy... but at least i look Fit and healthy~ hee...

Compare this...

i took it in May, when i was in bintan... and this....

(Taken on 12 Oct 08)
I'm proud of it... thou' I'm not at my best yet... but i still feel great... and i start cam-whoring... haaa~

and ya... both of us get really crazy over NUM until we wear their part tanks to town to shop for more NUM stuffs... OMG~
i got my 3rd and 4th pc of 'Mister Vainpot' and 'Mister Over Joyed' on last sun after our suntanning @ sentosa...

"U look familiar, are u at heeren yesterday?'
'uhhh... i'm at jurong... -_-?!'

haha~ shhhh....
And yest... i got my 5th party Tank~ i got myself 'BRAZIL' and 2 NUM shorts: 'BRAZIL' and 'GERMANY'... reminded me of that 'ah jie' we met in Cafe Del Mar last sunday... haa~ and roy got his 1st mister series 'Mister Promiscuous' and a pair of flip flop from Braziliano Praia~

Anyway, the cute little di di who serve us... the sales ppl @ NUM may be cute and hot but... u noe it lah... haha~

I shall stop buying NUM for a moment huh... oh ya... even my new suntanning oil is from there... FAINT~ haha

another thing... am i really dun look like my age..? ppls thot am like 26 yr old!!! OMG... I'm born in 1985, yr of ox tagged with the word 'LIBRA' on my head... hehe~ and pls! at this moment... i'm not even 23 lor... i'm only 22... still a young little INNOCENT GIRL... haa... ppl said gers @ my age look kiddish... hmmm... but at least ger ard are like wat they say... dun tell me u find tricia kiddish?! O_o or Nisa? or even my dearest TRina... haha... Its abt wat this ppl experience and how they dress up... i dun care wat kind of image i portray to others, i only noe wat kinda image i wanna see in myself... :) Anyway, gers out there, no matter how old u r, how fat u think u are, how ugly u feel abt urself... Jus need to learn to love urself... find the style u wan, find the type of beauty u seeking for... and love urself... with a 'positive' self esteem, we r unique... well, i rather be unique den to be jus pretty... haha... at least there r ppl who are addicted to me as well as ppl who hates me... haha... watever it is... jus live with no regret and live like there's no tml~ enjoy every moment u have in life... jus do wat u wan... be Free... No restrictions...

Pictures times~

Taken on 14th Sep 08, sis's birthday~

My jie jie... thou' i kinda abhor when ppl say i look like her and said that i'm the elder one... but... i still love her the most... (hmmm... she's the 2nd actually, cos i love myself the most, haha~)

My malaysia childhood frens~

Kissing the bday ger...

A grp photo... with my family and my relative... WHERE's ASHIE BOY?!

Some random pics~

My Handsome Daddy...

Lastly, my ashie Boi... the giant shih tzu~ haha~


The rare drinking session i had wif Xiao Mun Mun... haha~ 'thats y ppl prefer others than Heineken' SHHHH... =X

Roy and Me... pouting~ hee~

the one and only beer that i will drink~ Hoegaarden

I declared myself MISTER EMO... sob... ;(


One of the dinner session wif Roy... :)


@ Bugis Breko... on the 19th Sep 08, after a visit to Botak Uncle's office... opps =X Ray Ray will sure smack me hard for that... :p

Roy wif his Healthy Sandwich... me wif my Caesar Salad...


Random pics --->> caught Goldie Ger hugging bolster~

ok... Bear wif me... i'm a Parasitic Narcissist... haha... u can choose to skip this session, but jus dun let me noe abt it...

Before my haircut... my hairstyle go out of shape~
After my haircut...

Phew... be rest assure, you jus wake up from the horrible nite mare... haa~

Last but not least, a ultimate lame msn chat been posted up... featuring Jeslyn the DeSoLo and Roy the aHRoy:

jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
i am proud of myself
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
becos i found someone who i really love and someone who love mi... and i'm so sure that it will be forever and ever after...
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
??
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
wow
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
u got bf!?
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
hmmm
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
she my gf and my bf, she is my life and my everything
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
???
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
ya!
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
i know
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
urself!
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
YA!!!
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
how u noe?!
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
wahahah!!!!
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
OMG
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
I KNEW IT
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
u so so understand me so so well
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
i'm touch
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
haha
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
i also found someone that i love
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
Hasebe Yu
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
wahahaha!!!
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
-_-!
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
pls kill urself

The word Sensual...

Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.1) -

–adjective

1. pertaining to, inclined to, or preoccupied with the gratification of the senses or appetites; carnal; fleshly.
2. lacking in moral restraints; lewd or unchaste.
3. arousing or exciting the senses or appetites.
4. worldly; materialistic; irreligious.
5. of or pertaining to the senses or physical sensation; sensory.
6. pertaining to the philosophical doctrine of sensationalism.

American Heritage Dictionary -

–adjective

1. Relating to or affecting any of the senses or a sense organ; sensory.
2. 
   

• Of, relating to, given to, or providing gratification of the physical and especially the sexual appetites. See Synonyms at sensuous.
• Suggesting sexuality; voluptuous.
• Physical rather than spiritual or intellectual.
• Lacking in moral or spiritual interests; worldly.

Urban Dictionary is the slang dictionary you wrote

This is so so interesting...

http://www.urbandictionary.com/

Check it out!

Long Update

Finally... i'm alive agn... i mean my blog... for like so long i had neglect this little space...

Anyway... been trying to get back all my contacts... hmmm... feeling rather sad, cos after trying, i still lost some precious contacts... hai... and many ppl had changed... those who were once by my side... everyone seems to be so bz... and i dun noe wat are they bz-ing with...

Catch up with My 'Son', Kean Kean, and TN... kean said that i look different from b4 - when he 1st knew me... thou' i manage to slim down agn, but i look rather hectic and exhausted... is it due to work? or... hai... miss the old times when we had regular kopi sessions... ah kean will share every of his problems wif me and take my advice... now... even the two of them seldom mit up, jus like mi and shu, seldom mit up alrdy... tat's sad...

Toking abt Shu... i feel really sad... i jus find that she had changed, and we had become so so distant... i begin to lost touch wif her... she's forever bz... and ... hai...

Roy... still as usual... maybe i mit up wif him often... nth changed... at least am glad wif that... and wilson bro... still as cocky... the endless 'suan-ing'... relief in a way...

work wise... forever up and down... things seems to be gng down agn... many things cock-up... and am so pissed wif things... hai... how can i take care of everything? but everyone will jus think that they have alot of things to do and others are doing nth~ anyway, its in a mess... forever messy... when ur brain is messy, everything will be as messy... its like for e.g. a brain dead person is a dead man! brain is like everything.... so if the brain is gone, everything is gone-ED... hai...

Considering my next plan after my degree ending this yr... checking up all the available cos... i feel like taking up a diploma... learning technical... should looking at if i should take interior design? civil structure? electrical? mechanical? building?... and... comparing schools... gonna do my research asap... sch visiting... but for sure i need to take up autocad and 3Dmax... I need to learn abt the basic drawings of plans and stuffs...

am on diet again... so far i manage to shag off at least 6kg (certified by DOCTOR)... happy... but still the fit fit kind... cos i been toning up my arms, my thighs and my tummy... abs abs abs... anyone care to hit the gym? sports? some long long distance walks? swimming? badminton? beaches? i need to work on my beauty... facial and stuffs... massages...

Crazy shopping away.. bought lots of tops... still short of jeans... and more shorts needed... got my eyes on a couple of things....

Shades from Prada...


Bracelet from Tiffany...


My 2 aims... and ya... i needa get a hp... cos my bloody HP is failing me... it 'salt' alrdy...

OMG~ its kinda LATE... many pics to be posted... STay TUne....

Title: Single Artist: Natasha Bedingfield

Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you

I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't

[Chorus:]
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be

Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right

Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood

[Chorus]

Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't

X2:
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be

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