Let bygone Be bygone . . .

the result is out, CPG got the PGPR project... and so bye bye to bright beam... today that bunch of monkeys kana interview by the big boss, see if they will be transfer to other division or kana sack~! ok... overall, all have gd outcome, but some left unknown... hai~ fazli is pin point on his ah beng character, rosman for his lack of skills (but infact, he jus not gd in expressing his skills), rahim for doubting his skills, etc... others get into dun noe where, but may get a pay cut, sux rite~ all kana separated... sob... anyway all the best...

ok, watelse? its so kns today! tat idiot H, he now gng mad, keep targeting on we, student! shit him sia... its my fault not to hide my whereabt properly, let him find out tat every morning i'll go hall 1~ shit... frm tml onwards, i'll jus stay in maintenance in e morning and shift all my stuffs up during lunch time... f him upside down sia~ contract is ending, y make so much trouble for everyone, try to prove tat he himself is a gd manager? oh pls... everyone noe he is gd for nth...

today fazli is so gd~ hehe... help mi in posting letters... chao ah beng~ haha~ he get so fed up when i keep calling him tat... but jus simply love to see him in the stupid sickoing, bloody hell face~! haha... forever, kana pinch by fendy again on my cheek~! he's mad...! its really painful lor~ once he pinch until my tears drop sia~ power sia... bth rosman, he forever so agitated when he heard ppl calling mi 'ah mui'... wat e hell mann~ i'm a ger wat~! kuku~ they r jus simply so cute~! hehe...

one very... hmmm... dun noe how to describe~ anyway, while making my move toward harbour front mrt station, happen to see someone... guess who? haha~ its YONGKUN~! at first i jus find him familiar, nv ever come across my mind tat i will happen to see him in such places~ dun noe y i jus wave to him and gave a big smile as he did the same~ after doing so, i find tat actually i din hate him tat much~ maybe there's an end to hatred, or i jus threw everything behind mi? haha~ really hav a gd mood today, for knowing tat i actually able to throw all unhappiness away~ but one more thing, i still wan my bk back~ haha~ opps! maybe been wif those monkeys make mi happier each day~ haha...

Artist: Hoobastank
Title: The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Artist: Maroon 5
Title: She will be loved

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Pictures, Picturess and Picturesss...

haha~ this week, a nice week wif tons and tons of picturesss~ gonna upload the hse keeping side BBQ pic~ and some stupid casual pic taken wif my bunch of monkeys~ haha~

BBQ :


the 8-1 interns in PGPR. (from top left to bottom right) joshua, shacha, vincent, jiamin, joey, eve and mi...


That's all~ our bbq...!

haha~ now let mi intro my FACE 1 KAKIS... hehe... :


(from left to right) ~~ RAFFEEH, FENDY and SHAMSIR ~~



Favourite photo of all :


haha~ cute huh...!!!

~I Jus Dun Bare To Leave Your GUYS~

counting down, another 3 more weeks to go~ hai~ really really dun bare to leave them leh~ hai... will definitly miss them like hell... hai... still rmb last when i took MC, no one even bother to ask me where i am on tat day~ but now i take time off, all the monkeys keep asking mi where i been~ really nice to hav them in my life! hope that our frenship will not jus stop here... if the contract continue, i confirm go back to PGPR tp look for them every now and den... haha~ recalling last time, everyday i leave wkplace on the dot... but now every day leave @ ard 8pm+, follow fendy and raffeeh to set up funtion rm... rather spend most of my time in wkplace~ even sat when i'm suppose to leave @ 12.30, i leave @ 2pm... haha~ y? think tat i'm mad? no~ jus simply love staying there~

ok~ wat funny things happening these days? hmmm~ jus too many to recall~ haha.. but doubt anyone will understand my happiness~ but nvm~ i jus keep in inside mi~ haha... ya~ fri got one event in MPH, its for the japanese exchange students~ haha~ so kns... got 2 japanese actually interested in shamsir lor! haha~ ask him to take picture wif him~ bth sia... haha~ den this stupid guy, happy like mad~ den say mi : 'see~ i ask u to take pic wif mi, u ya ya, dun wan... now regret liao rte?' haha~ bth ah~ den every now and den say to mi : 'ok, fine~ we break up!' haha~ bo liao guy mann~ so i disturb him lah~ saying: 'oh yeah~ i wanna go for celebration liao~!' haha~ it really make him -_-; haha~ den this fendy, so kns~ i said i interested in one nike shoes, den he ask mi to let him noe the model, he can get a cheaper one for mi... den when i showed him the shoes, he laugh like hell~ saying that tml he go and see if GSA has this shoes anot~ kns sia~ now everything in hall 3 office is shifted to GSA office liao, as they need the hall 3 office for something else~ moving hse~! hehe~ this is wat we say lah... cos the office is like our little hse~ jus feel tat i'm one of them~ lots of wonderful memories tat will always always stay within me~ u guys are great, nv ever come across frens like u guys~ jus hope tat our relationship will nv end~

yesterday went to xiao mun hse wif ash ash to see xiao mun's new doggie~ guess ash really fell for this little ger mann~ haha~ he keep following her, i must admit this is the 1st time ash keep sticking to a female dog for more than 2hrs~ haha~ jus brought ash for a grooming session, prepare for sat bday celebration~ haha~ so cute mann~ shave the body and left the tail and head fur only~ haha~

P.S. hav to inform my FYP grp members tat this coming sat pls dun organise any meeting cos i'm not free, hav to help up wif my sis's bday celebration~ so sorry~

Artist: Natasha Bedingfield
Title: Single

Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you

I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't

[Chorus:]
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be

Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right

Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood

[Chorus]

Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way

Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single

This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

Floating in My Own HEAVEN

These days hav been super duper happy sia~ first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY< ZHENHUI!!! haha~

where should i start mann~ ok~ last fri onwards~ can u imagine i'm jus so happy, ma chiam floating in my own heaven~ even when i'm alone, on the bus, i will start giggle away when i think of this loads of MONKEYS~ haha~ last fri, we got our PGPR fire drill talk~ haha~ lolz... wat so funny~ ok~ tat day i went to wk @ 11.30pm, but leave @ 9pm~ haha... bought lunch for them, from my hse area~ haha~ sicko sia.. they r very grateful, but at the same time ask mi for a treat again the next day~ haha~ kns... they all owe mi sia~ but in fact they actually give mi lots of treats liao~ haha... from drinks, to ice creams, to breakfast, to lunch, to bbq, to dinner~ wow~ haha~ power sia~ haha... ppl had been saying tat nowadays i speak more and more like malay liao~ wahahahha... bth sia~ ok ok~ back to fri~ we all stay back for the talk~ as long as where these loads of monkeys are, tat's where happiness and jokes are~ haha... stupid shamsir fell down while playing soccer~ i din get to see it, but heard frm the other~ haha~ i very mean sia, went up to him, saying 'u fell down ah... (in a very caring and concern tone)...' den he say 'ya lor... (in a very sad tone)...' haha~ den i respond ' too bad, i din get to see the gd show'~ wahahaha... during the fire extinguisher demo, one stupid residence, shoot the fire extinguisher directly at hairil sia... wow biang... all get into his eyes, mouth and nosetril~ jialat sia~ after the demo, its time to keep all the stuffs~ but guess wat these monkeys doing? they having 'fire extinguisher war' spraying at one and another~ luckily they r kind enough not to spray at mi~ haha... after keeping tat extinguishersss~ they play wif tat stupid soccer ball which they found in the store room~ kns~ do u think they r really playing the ball? they actually aiming each other~ kick it hard in order to hit each other's body parts~ wow biang~ den poor mi lor, kana hit twice on my leg lor~ kns... danger sia~ den stay at hall 1, slack slack awhile~ went hm @ 9pm wif fendy and rafi...

sat: went to sch for on campus training~ nothing much to tok abt this stupid thingy~ haha~ play a trick on our bday ger, zh~ bluff her tat i'm not joining them for celebration as i'm on MC~ haha... still rmb her expression when she read the card tat i hand made for her~ haha~ touch leh~ hehe... but sad sia~ she din mention it in her blog :'( anyway~ hope she like the present mi and xiao mun gave her~ its a puzzle wif our photo~ hehe~ so loving... after tat went tosuki for lunch, thanks ger for ur treat huh~ guess she love her cake alot, but serious speaking, its super tasty~ chocolate royal~ had quite a wonderful day~

sun: feel so guilty, ever since i start attachment, i seldom bring ash ash go out for a stroll or something~ so brought him along to toa payoh, as my mum wanna buy some goldfish for her empty fish tank~ hehe~ really a collection of goldfish sia~ haha~ thought tat my sun is jus so simple~ expect a call frm mich, as she wanna ask mi out for a chat~ but guess she got something on... nvm~ but my sun not yet end k~ mich din call but pat called~ haha... a bit shock! as i never tot tat he will call~ hehe~ anyway, he came over to my hse area for a lunch or dinner? haha~ again~ i brought my little dar dar ash boi out~ haha... maybe ash not very familar wif pat, he din react when he saw him... or maybe he's not ash's cup of tea~ wahahahaha... anyway, pat really love dog alot sia~ keep on asking mi to go park so he can take pic wif ash, and ask mi if he could carry ash, etc~ haha~ after the meal, b4 gng to e park... we went purrfect pet, as usual saw tat alaskan, storm~ jack russell, cookie... shih tzu, kuli? (guess i spell wrongly) and ash's silbing, bubble~ haha~ pat was so frighten by storm sia~ cos she so huge... 25KG but yet under weight, the standard weight should be 35KG~ after buying some snack and a new cologne for ash, we went to the park behind my hse~ hav a chat and of cos taking pic wif ash ash~ its getting quite late, as ash haven't eaten his dinner nor had his bath~ i hav no choice but to leave early~ guess pat had not enough of ash, so ask him to come up to my hse lor~ haha... my mum invited him to join in our dinner~ and this fellow, keep saying the food is nice and ask mi to cherish wat i hav... haha... mum even ask him to join our dinner in the future when he feel like it~ haha... haha~ i guess he's the 1st one tat allow ash to kiss him on his mouth~ haha... kns... wanna snatch my ash ash by kissing him huh! wahahahaha~ jk~ a funny incident~ while mi and pat were in my room, he was carrying ash and ash struggle, so he shouted : 'bao yi xia hui si ah! (can't u let mi hug awhile) haha~ kns sia~ upon hearing this, my sis's bf misunderstood~ but heng ah, my sis scolded him and say 'he's refering to ash lah!' haha~ hey pat! careful wif ur words leh~! ah yoh~!

mon: yeah~ back to wkplace~ today, strange sia, full hse~ all tenhinician came to wk~ haha~ told some of them will be having monday blue, taking either MC or urgent leave. haha~ ya... again, i got a new nick name~ frm rafi, haha~ a bit mushy lah~ he call mi 'BABY' haha~ bth sia~ full of shits~ today~ as usual make mi laugh like mad~ laugh till my tears drop~ haha~ jus dun noe how to express in words, jus so funny and enjoyable tat no one understand~ wahahaha~ envy? wahahahha... ok~ something special, help fendy wif fixing the light in laundry room~ jus pass the light and stuffs to him~ kns sia~ scar by lizards sia~ EEeeeeeeeeee~ best not to mention~ make my hair stand sia~ haha... forever so on one, as usual, he accompany mi to post letter and i help him wif his defects~ hehe~ but i guess i din really help alot~ haha~ anyway.... a nice guy~! rmb this morning, fazli said to mi 'when u go back sch, u sure miss us!' ya~ i do think so~ but i will nv 4get u guys and hope we will always get in touch~ hehe~ \/ Actually feel tat i'm really quite lucky, got this bunch of cheeky monkeys being wif mi through out my SIP~ haha~ although they love to disturb and suan mi, but they do take care of mi~ :) so glad to noe them~

HaPpY BiRtHdAy, Ah LaN!!!

last sat went celebrate ah lan bday~ hav so much fun~ take tons of pic sia~ hehe~ as usual~ B4 tat went to dye hair wif xiao mun and sis~ crack alots of jokes sia~ haha~ finally found the colour tat i really long to hav~ hehe~ but kana nag abit by my mum lah~


(top to bottom)1. a grp photo... 2. mi, zh, mun and alan~ 4. our feets~ hehe~


the bday boy and his little bday cake~


Mi and XIAO MUN~


Forever, MI and ZHENHUI @k@ TRICIA~


again, the 3 of us~ hehe~


Lastly, its Mi, Me, Moi & Mee~


a little pic of ash tat i took! caught him red handed, stealing the pear and ate half of it~ power sia...

Know More Abt Myself

You are Gold Pegasus, who is extremely cheerful and seems like a very open person.
You can show consideration to others, and have a good sense of humor.
You are also a person who doesn't want to loose.
However, you can be very temperamental, and can suddenly become optimistic, and next minute you are very pessimistic.
You look for fancy atmosphere in daily life, but you know that is only to cover up for your own dissatisfaction and discontent.
You possess unworldly bilateral character.
You have very unique personality, and people who like you and those who don't are clearly divided.
You tend to be audacious, but you must be careful when you use it.
Because Gold Pegasus people tend to be divided into those who exhibit great talent and those who can go stray from the right path.
Unlike your confident attitude, you are rather too nervous, sensitive and can easily change or give up your objectives.
Your natural instinct is fabulous, and you have a passionate personality.
You tend to lead life with lots of emotional ups and downs.
You dislike being restricted, and prefer to enjoy freedom, and this will not change even after you get married.
Therefore there is a chance of you getting divorced.

taken from DOUBUTSU URANAI ~

Everything went wrong at the same time

this week is quite sux for mi~ out of sudden everything jus went wrong~ frm fren, to relation, to fren again and to work~ wow biang~ wat a week sia~ ok~ but anyway had settled some of the problem liao... cleared all e misunderstanding btw us~ and first thanks to those who care for mi~ wilson: thanks for taking care of me every now and den... mich: thanks for being there wif mi on monday. ZH: thanks for calling to ask wat happen to mi and tok mi rd~ xiao mun: sorry for all misunderstanding and stuffs. but glad to say tat this actually do improve our frenship... to mi, its actually means an increase in our frenship level~ thanks for listening to watever i told u yesterday, make mi really open out and say watever i being thinking lately... i noe i'm silly, but out of control~ hehe... anyway a very thanks you to u guys out there~

for frenship, ok~ end of all problems~ wat e next, wk~ hai~ sicko sia... guess my supervisor for my current dept condemn mi sia~ i been doing the job yet he feedback to my LO saying i din do my job and din report to him~ fuck sia~ den when i report, he insult mi, saying wat for reporting to him since i'm not fix to one dept~ fuck sia~ early in the morning gif me trouble~ got to tok to my LO personally regarding this matter, ask her if i could report to another guy who actually assigned mi task and will not be bias towards mi... but more fuck~ i can't get through my LO sia, call her, she not in. leave msg, she din return call~ fuck sia! wow biang~ wat e hell! got to settle this matter asap~ if not my SIP sure jialat one~ dun wan my effort to go down the drain sia~ i actually did the job and yet he say i din~ wat the hell~ so unfair to mi... dun noe when did i offended him sia~ wow biang... lucky sia, tml he time off, not coming, if not i sure jialat sia~ hai...

so wat's happening today at wkplace~ as usual, fun! today finally saw fendy liao, he had been on 2 days MC since tue. so after long weekend den see him~ haha~ as usual lor, ah mui~ hai~ now i got damn lots of nick frm them sia~ rahim: pussy cat, miao miao... rosman: boy boy... ah koon and his thai worker: ah wan... raffeeh: auntie~ fendy: ah mui... shamsir: violent ger... fazli: ah lian~ jia lat sia~ hai~ den tat sicko fazli, when ask mi to help him update his stuffs, be so nice to mi... den when i finish doing, he gif mi kuku face~ kuku one sia~ den tat raffeeh worst, he keep saying: 'pls lah~ can u behave like a ger anot~! ah yah, sorry ah, forget u not a ger!' wow biang... thank hor! haha~ sicko sia~ haha... kns sia...

Artist: Alicia Keys
Title: If I Ain't Got You

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what’s within
And I’ve been there before
But that life’s a bore
So full of the superficial

Chorus:
Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that’s the only way to prove you love him
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
with no one who truly cares for me

Chorus:
Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you, yeah

Outro:
If I ain’t got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don’t mean a thing
If I ain’t got you with me baby

Artist: Guy Sebastian
Title: Angels Brought Me Here

It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces and walking
Back into the light

Into the sunset of the glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes

My dreams came true
When I found you,
I found You, my miracle
(chorus)
If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know, it would be clear
that the ANGELS BROUGHT ME HERE

Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heart beat speaks your name

My dreams came true
Right here in front of You
My miracle
(chorus)
Brought me here to be with You
I'll be forever grateful
Forever faithful
My dreams came true
When I found You
My miracle

(repeat 2x)
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know, it would be clear
That the ANGELS BROUGHT ME HERE

When I Need Your, Where Are Your?

maybe i really had made the wrong frens... wat e hell mann~ who are there for mi? those who hav steads one, no choice... i can't expect them to gif mi all their time... they hav their life... i appreciate, really appreciate what wilson gif to mi the care and concern... i dun blame for not being there when i need him, he got his life, his gf... i can only accept everything~ who else is there? those who i trust~ who? where r they? one, take care of her DOG!!! dun even bother to ask wat actually happen to mi~ one jus dun wish to come out and left mi alone BLEEDING, yet he knew my problem~ some frens are gd party partners but they might not be a true fren~ wat can i say~ i really need someone at this moment~ where are they? try to be a gd fren, listen to them, advice them, help them, etc... but wat i gain in e end? nth, jus 7 letters, NOTHING! haha~ tat's my fren~ those who i tot that they were my gd fren~ maybe i jus gave too much and expect too much in return~ or jus tat i appear to be too strong, everyone thinks tat i could handle all problems... but who really noe the inner me? who noe? i'm a human, i do hav problems... i's not always tat cheerful, tat 'happy go lucky'~ i do hav feeling, i do hav problems~ ya~ like wat the tarot card say, i tend to hide myself, isolate myself~ but wat~ i wish i could open out, i wish someone would listen but where r they? even when i cry, i hav to hide... not i wan to isolate myself, i got no choice~ i dun like to go ard begging ppl to listen to mi~ but deep in my heart i really need one, who actually noe? wat hurts mi most is not tat incidents tat happen, are those frens tat surround mi! come on, jes! wake up, no one owe u... jus tat u given too much~ do u really believe tat they will treat u like how u treat them~ jus wake up and see~ where are they? u can't even hear their concern~ for wat? when u face trouble, u still care abt ur fren, ask abt her sick dog, yet she dun even bother to say a sorry for not been able to listen to u~ not they owe mi, is i owe them... i'm here jus to return all my debts... i hate acting, really HATE~ when i'm out wif ppl, i tend to act very well~ laugh like mad, acting stupid~ but who noe i'm actually bleeding inside~ BLEEDING BADLY! why my life is so 'wonderful'? a life wif no one love, only ppl who out to cheat mi... a life which require so much acting tat make mi so tired... a life tat no one wan to listen or not worth listening... a life tat ppl only bother abt my 'happy' side and not my 'sad' side~ a life tat owe ppl so much... a life tat is out jus to return and suffer secretly~ wat a 'wonderful' life i hav! thanks god~!

at this moment, after reading all this, u might think tat i'm ridiculous~ all this are wat u'm thinking~ jus wat u actually wrote in ur blog, telling all those guy abt how u think~ u might think tat i'm asking too much, u got ur own poblem~ but hello! did u care in the 1st place or jus been ka po? hav u ever think abt this question, why to u, u got no fren? cos u only care abt those who dun appreciate ur present but forget abt those who try to give theri fullest~! that's the reason y u losing more and more frens~ and sad to say, i think i'm one who u gng to lose~ i do cherish our frenship! but i can't help when i'm not given a chance to~ not i wanna leave but u CHASE me out~ ya... gif and take~ but wat i hav~ i temper may be funny, maybe u r begining to dislike mi, jus tat i din realize~ pls... if u think tat U dun need a fren like mi, jus throw mi out, dun left mi hanging there, doing stupid things for someone who i consider as FREN~ pls... ya, serve mi rite for all this... i'm jus stupid~! why believe human beings? y? maybe in ur life u got only one and only fren tat u really appreciate, tat is TIM~ i'm jus not e one~ serve mi rite for thinking so highly of myself... thinking tat i'm some body to u~ haha~ laughing at myself sia~ its jus so funny~ so stupid~ ya i noe, i got e hint~ i noe wat to do~ i noe wat happen~ i noe in e 1st place i jus enter the wrong place~ sorry for disturbing ur life~ so sorry~ i'll leave as i promise~ thanks to u for making mi feel so lousy~ ya~ wake mi up! come on! continue isolating and 'enjoy' the pain~ those who are out there jus to destry mi, u win... i'm totally torn at this moment~ continue to destroy me~ tear away my skin, suck my blood, eat my flesh, break my bones~ jus enjoy~ i'm totally torn and tired! break mi futher~

My Mind In A ToTal MESS!!!

ok~wat's happening these days~ hai... as usual wif my guys~ bull shit like hell... giving me tons of nicknames, 'miao miao', 'boy boy', 'ah lian',... so wat mess mi up?

tok abt yesterday~ went 3 wif the usual gang... hai~ jus realized alot of things happening in my grp... everyone is in a mess~ at 1st i jus worry of them, never tot that i would fell into this mess too~ but end up i do... hai~ after tat went to my technicians' chalet~ hai... there come my mess... am i regret? happy? sad? dun noe... i jus confuse! very confuse! jus dun wish to elaborate more... peace!

Sense Of Belonging

This week is great sia~ get rid of that stupid grp and stay in maintenance with my technicians~ hehe~ having lots of fun sia~ since dun neo when i had been spending my lunch time in hall 3 admin office, with my technicians~ get to noe them all and noe them more~ get more close to one of the contractor too, ah kun~ haha~ very jialat guy~ make mi laugh till mad... bring him to one room, den behind the door, the ger heng alot of panties... haha~ den this stupid man said: 'behind got alot of san jiao lin fu' haha~ den treat mi eat one ice cream, he complain like mad~ haha~ den alway ask mi go follow him eat snake~ haha~ bth ah... this days a lot of ppl treat mi sia~ haha~ so pai seh... but hey, i help him do work leh~ they should treat mi one~ haha... nowadays they tok alot to mi sia~ tok abt their trip to KL, met those ah gua~ haha~ and shamsir love ah gua! haha... tok abt pubbing and clubbing, tok abt taking drugs, tok abt guys should shave his armpit hair, for hygiene purpose~ and also alot of ... hehe~ den they love to think dirty sia~ when i mention 'hey hairil, ur head very round sia' den they start mistaken sia~ wow biang! but nice toking to them lah~ recall: tuesday (3/8/04), shamsir bday~ and tml (6/8/04) fazli bday!!!! kns~ haha~ August is malay's breeding period is it?! all bday in aug sia~ haha... den tat stupid shamsir, ask mi to sing song for him as bday gift, haha~ ya, i did sing~ i sang: 'fuck wat i say, it dun mean shit now! fuck the present might as well throw them out! fuck all those kisses, it didn't mean jack! fuck you, you hoe, i dun wan you back!' haha~ he laugh sia, saying tat now i noe this song liao~ haha~ full of shits sia~ wow biang! took some pics yesterday wif my digi cam sia~ tml farewel dinner for barak, yeah~ go little india area, haha~ near my hse sia! den sat go chalet, hehe~ organise by fazli one~ hehe... told him tat i will reach at 3am~ haha... but serious lah... cos maybe go find gao mei they all 1st!... hehe~


(frm top to bottom)a grp photo~. me and linda. mi and hairil. mi and shamsir.


hairil and his twins son~ look very very alike sia~ haha...


raffeeh and his son, his son so cute hor~ haha...


see this shamsir, pervert face! haha~ all slping sia~ haha... kns! ask mi to join them sia! shit them all~ haha...


Senceny of PGPR~ nice?


mi @ work!


Fendy~ the guy who alway call me ah mui~ den ask mi follow him to work~ crazy over taking photos sia~ haha~ tat all, folks!