i jus feel real lousy... I'm turning into a coward... a useless bum...
i'm not who i used to be... i hate myself... i hate life... i hate ppl...
我是個無知﹐無能﹐無聊﹐無趣的垃圾。 或許是我不知廉恥高攀你。 可否讓我能把不捨擱在一旁﹐不要在累人累己。
Maybe i should put up a strong front ... maybe i should isolate myself... maybe i should be fake... maybe i should hide... Maybe i should let go and nv get involve... anyway, i dun look forward in staying alive for long... Can i jus slp forever and nv wake up anymore...