Artist: Kimberly Locke
Title: Without You (Duet with Clay Aiken)

Never even thought to cry
When I heard you say goodbye
Never said where you were going
There's no laughter in the air
Only silence everywhere
And so much left unspoken
Since you've been gone
I haven't been the same
I wish that I could see
Who's to blame

CHORUS
Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life without you?

Was I lost in you and me
To the point I couldn't see
That what we had was dying
Now it's all that I can do
To see photographs of you
And stop myself from cryin'
I should learn to live without your love
Got so many memories, but it's not enough

CHORUS

I feel helpless and oh so all alone
Like I've never felt before
You made me feel alive
But I don't remember what it's like anymore

CHORUS

Artist: EAMON
Title: Don't want u back

Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No


See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel


Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back


You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah

Ya questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, i even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but i truly mean im sad
It hurt real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
[Until the end]

FRENS are GREAT, GOLDEN are SCARY!!!

dun wish to mention anything abt my fucking dept~ finance sux, jus sux to the core~ the ppl, the place, the workload, even the insects there are sux~ GO TO HELL MANN~ yesterday jus complain everything to my OL, but dun think she will do anything to it lor... its she e one who cause mi in this mess! fuck off u ppl!

tat day fendy is so gd, haha~ he actually accompany me go mail invoice which is not under his job scope~ i even teach shamsir chinese~ haha~ teach him: 'yao bu yao zhou ai? (wanna make love?)' haha~ den he go ask a chinese contractor tat sia~ lolx... bth~ simply love maintenance guys~ ur rox sia~

Hey, enough of work k~

let's tok abt yesterday~ long time since i last met zh, but as usual, she never change~ forever so lame, funny and fun to be wif~ really enjoy myself and wish the time dun past so fast~ out of sudden miss sch time sia~ hai... some happy thing to recall~ haha~ yesterday after all those fucking on campus training, zh, mi and xiao mun took 23, drop at sim lim there~ zh went for her digi cam case and mi, the spare batt~ haha.. sicko xiao mun saw liao keep saying he also wa a digi cam, ma chiam he dun hav like tat~ kns~ he will confirm say its so huge and stuffs~ haha... den say he wanna buy hp, so many things to buy but no $$~ after that went bugis, passby OG, so went in for a walk~ heard frm zh tat shiseido lengthen mascara is gd, so hav a try of it~ hmmm~ not bad lah... den zh saw this promotion for triumph, buy 3 panties, get 1 free~ den zh was so excited~ so she ask mi if i wan den we can share cost... i agree and so poor xiao mun standing at one side, avoiding the counter, feeling so pai seh~ haha~ after buying, we went bugis... continue to hunt for mascara~ try lancome hypnosis mascara... simply love it, maybe cos i jus trust lancome stuffs~ decided to buy it mann~ gotta ask my cousin help mi buy sia, cos she got discount, actually cost $40++, she can buy at $24... save $$~ den again haha~ zh saw perrie cardin promotion, buy 1 bra set and get the other set at 1/2 price. so again we go hunt for it and haha... of cos xiao mun avoiding again~ haha... after buying, we went coffee bean~ drink coffee and take loads of normal and adnormal pic~ haha~



one damn funny incident, while me and zh gng to toilet, she ask xiao mun to carry his plastic bag for her, den she say in loud : 'I WON"T TELL PPL TAT U R CARRYING BRAS AND PANTIES!!!'~ wow biang~ haha~ xiao mun was so pai seh and the ger next to us heard tat, she laugh at xiao mun~ wahahaha~ damn funny sia... after that, zh go mit her boi boi, me and xiao mun went back to my hse to mit my sis and bring ash out for dinner~ we went to URBAN POOCH!!! saw a numbers of dogs inside~ ordered a cake and chicken meatball for ash... 1st time i ever see ash get full, haha~ but he sure enjoy himself lah... after eating, i go in and play wif the dog~ wow biang~ almost kanna rape by a desperate golden retriver sia~ scary sia~ he keep on forcing his wife to fuck wif him and lick him~ OMG! he force until the wife fight wif him... wow biang~ while his wife resting at a side~ he target mi~ OMG~ -_-; scary sia~ i quickly run away sia~ en he target ash~ wow biang~ he so huge and yet he wanna rock on ash~ OMG~ gotta save ash from this scary monster~ den the owner of the cafe storm in and shout at tat golden, and it send the dog running fast and far away~ power sia~ haha~ GOLDEN ARE SO SCARY sia~

we left at abt 9++, den xiao mun went to my hse and bull shit wif my sis and i till 11pm++... really a enjoyable and 'ADVENTURAL' day~ haha

Happy Birthday To My Darling ASH!!!

yesterday ash bdae sia~ hehe~ bought him chocolate and snacks... this sat celebrating his bdae at 'URBAN POOCH', a doggie cafe at balestia rd~ hehe~ gotta buy him cake cake~ wonder how much is it sia... wat happening these few days~

hmm~ last week~ hmm~ got some funny incident wif technicians again~ this time round is fcc-tech, ahmad and hall 1 in charge, fendy~ until now den noe them better, and become more fren~ fendy was asking abt my hp, is the function gd and everything~ den i said its not bad but the camara sound can never be off and so if they wanna go peep ppl, den it will be a bad advantage~ once i say this, den the both of them said: "EEEeee, u everytime go peep ppl tat y u noe~ pervert ger~.... so on' wow biang!!!! 'jump into the yellow river also can't clean myself (tiao jin huang he ye xi bu qing) mann'~ kana suan like mad lor~ the funny thing is ahmad (chubby and cute) even say tat he dare not go toilet, scar i peep him sia! wow biang~ den fendy said: 'this hp big sia', so i reply: 'ur one (hp) den big ah!'.... fast reponse, he ans: 'how u noe my one is big (refering to his....)' wua lau... dun noe wat can i say mann~ den again they start saying~ wua lau! but funny sia~

sat, went to sim lim to hunt for my digi cam~ but b4 tat, xiao mun came again for him rountine visit~ haha... as usual, saying ash boy gay dog! kill him sia~ went to sim lim for dinner, by e time i finish eatng, most of the shop close liao~ haha... bth~ so did do a bit of 'market reseach' ~ after all, we went to fusion to mit gao mei~ getting more and more tired of fusion liao sia~ u noe lah, i dun play billard one... tat's y its not a place for mi... den everytime go there hav to waste my time waiting one sia~ wua lau~ spoilt mood ah.... some more they very undecisive one, not wanna confirm wif mi where they gng~ wua lau~ even worst den xiao mun sia! opps =X get real piss off sia~ den after all they decided to go 3~ the worst thing is!!!! after we reach there, the guys pay the cover charge liao den our dear gao mei becos of some reason, she left and head toward MOS! shit one lor~ if in e 1st place den decide MOS den everything will be perfect liao~ sick lor! a bit tired of gng club sia tat day~ very low lor~ can u imagine i actually stay outside 3, siting along the back alley there wif xiao mun and dun feel like gng in~ hai~ while we chating outside.... haha~ hav a nice movie gng on sia~ some one fighting lor, a guy kana hit on his head till bleed sia~ the worst thing is he is hit by a GER! gers nowadays are damn POWER sia~ guys! dun u ever bully ger sia~ glass bottle flying everywhere sia~ when the police came all run~ nice show ah! haha~ den saw this ger got drunk~ finally, i realized tat drunk ger are damn UGLY sia~ wua lau! some words for ger out there: "pls~ getting drunk is real ugly! dun think tat u drunk damn very gd , very chio hor... real ugly lor~' after all, go back 3 again and swing~ haha~ saw ah pei wif her super duper bell bottom~ nice pants sia~ but a bit too loose for her~ hehe... bth her, keep disturbing xiao mun~ haha... but gd lah, childhood fren wat! we left at 3am sharp~

sunday xiao mun sms mi, ask mi if wanna join them at bugis~ go there walk walk~ haha~ again xiao mun wore his 'sentosa outfit' + his 'thick glasses'~ haha~ so nerdy! haha~ after his shopping, its my time to shop liao~ hehe~ head toward sim lim~ actually targeting exilim z40 one~ but while doing my 'market research', saw Eugene~ he attachment over there lor~ haha~ so went to 'his' shop... told him i wan casio exilim z40... kns... kana scold by him lor... saying mi stupid, spending such huge amt of $$ to buy this unrecognise camara~ wow biang~ so end up buying cannon ixus i (white) at $472... very cheap hor... hehe~ ok lah~ growing to like tat camara more each day liao~ jus had a try of it~ hmmm~ nice, very damn user frenly... very light, over all: GOOD!!! hehe~ finally got my camara liao~ but i sharing wif my sis lor~ hehe... but its gd enough liao~ cos i'm not gng to bring it wif mi everywhere i go, same goes to my sis~ so not tat bad lah~ hehe~

my digi cam:


monday so shiok sia, stay at maintanence whole day lor~ haha~ find tat i now is of better relationship wif fendy liao, more daring to tok to him and bull shit wif him liao~ he everytime act cool one, last time when i 1st saw him, tot tat he is those kind of fierce one~ but in fact he's not lor~ he really damn act cool lor~ bth! haha~ whole day assign mi task mann~ once he saw mi, he ask mi to follow him to do watever shit! service air con, fixing tv, watever lah~ bth sia~ haha~ den everyday he will go to this malay webby 'sticky note' or something~ something like friendster and irc, but in malay~ den he ask mi y some of the ger can't take decent pic one~ haha... kns... den say tat he like those tat wore the scarf one... he also mention tat he once got a chn gf, steady for 1 yr sia... bk becos of work~ haha~ he very wat lor, told mi tat his chn gf got big breast! sicko sia! wua lau~ haha...

today nth much~ got a lot of wk in finance dept sia~ hai~ did something rite... hav to double check tml... hai~ face com whole day sia~ sian ah... hehe~ today fendy gif mi a treat, treat mi breakfast~ haha... and raffeah treat mi drink cos monday i help him bring contractor to his hall unit, as he on leave~ hehe... on my way back home, saw this cute little boy~ haha... reading bk or i might say 'seeing' book! haha~ super cute sia~ hehe~ tat's all for today~

my ash ash:

taken while taking him out for a walk~

Rotten Week!!!

this week real rotten to mi sia~ in e end, still kana rotate... but ok lah, at least i got a passport to go maintenance as and when i want... blur? no blur, tell ur e whole story~ at first i told my manager tat i wanna stay in maintenance permantly, den he ask mi to email him a request, and he gotta send it to my LO for approv... so i din wat he told mi to.... den in e end, this super duper idiot fucker cum sucker NORSHIDA~!!! she say wat sia, wanna let us learn wat each dept is doing~ pls lor... if she really wanna let us learn in e 1st place, she will not even send us to brightbeam liao lor~ as if she really care~ kns! anyway, at least i got my passport! sicko sia~ today sian sia, got a new tat one of my colleague, barak is resigning... sad leh~ real sad lor, cos he the one who alway teach mi things and help mi to stay in maintenance... real sad lor~ low sia! left 1 more mth to work wif him only sia~ finally noe wat one of my colleague keep complainting tat the work change is too big in PGPR~ hai~ jia lat sia... so affected but yet no choice, still hav to wait till 1st of oct~! hai~ how i wish it will come faster~ hai~ can't take it liao sia~ i think more and more ppl is leaving lor... heard tat shamsir is gng for some job interview sia~ wua lau~ real f**k sia! hav to get a digi cam b4 the farewell dinner wif barak sia~ now saving $$$!!! hai~ sad sia~

Update Update!!!

yeah~ finally bought the adidas shoes~ hehe~ thank to my brother, help mi cut price~ but too bad, the cheapest one ($83) do not hav my size~ nvm~ so bought it at $90...


nice? hehe~ pls take note, the strips are of pink colour and not red! latest colour i guess~ jus love it... dun noe y~ hehe~

fri: relaxing day sia, go on site checking wif one of my colleague, linda, a sweet malay ger... we can alway chat like mad lor~ haha... u noe lah, gers... chit chat and gossip! haha... put on make up tat day, cos after work, miting fren... haha~ den only 3 guy notice abt it or shall i say only the 3 of them mention sumthing abt my make up~ haha... ok lah, at least not those bad comments... hehe~ sicko sia, today tat manager ask someone to do dun noe wat to the company com, now we can't access the net as and when we like like sia~

after work mit wilson, went queensway to help my sis buy jersey as bday gift for his fren... saw tat adidas shoes den tot of buying~ hehe~ after shopping, went somewhere near to fisherman to mit mun and fren, cos his fren bday~ so pai seh, hehe~ go there with empty hands~ hehe~ more pic!!!

some quiz:

guess the eyes belong to who? haha~ nice huh~


again, a pic wif mun~ thank my hair look nicer without styling~


haha~ my 'ACT CUTE' pic!!! haha~ *puke*

took quite a no. of pic wif wei xiang's camara... wonder when will i got this pic?!

sat: be a guai kia, stay at home~ hehe~ no clubbing hor, not a chiongster k~ sian sia~ when i can't go out, everyone will start asking mi out one... wendy(jap class) jio mi go rush, den pat jio mi go out wif him, mich and ben, and go 3 in e nite, den kor kor sms mi ask mi if i'm gng 3, den gao mei sms mi ask mi any program in e nite... sian sia~ when i can't go out, all will start asking mi out... when i waiting for them to jio mi out, no one call~! wow biang! in e morning went to work, haha~ as usual the funny stupid things tat they make~ the language use by shamsir: 'dun make mi make u ah' and 'dun make mi force' haha~ sux rite~! he also mention tat he dislike MARIA, hehe~ and all technicians also dislike her, he too said tat she ma chiam 'mamasan' haha~ bth sia~ and alot of r-rated topic which shouldn't be mention here~ haha~ anyway~ a big pervert, but do hav the quality to be one mr vain + flirt + pervert~ hehe...

sun: becos of one spoilt sport, one pai seh, spoilt my sunday! so now my turn to be a spoilt sport + pai seh, decided not to go out liao~ bleh :P go take a nap~ ZZZzzz...

Title: Where is the Love?
Artist: Black Eyed Peas

what's wrong with the world, mama?
people livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world's addicted to the drama
only attracted to the things that'll bring the trama
overseas yeah, we tryin' to stop terrorism
but we still got terrorists here livin'
in the U.S.A, the big C.I.A
the bloods & the crips, and the KKK
but if you only have love for your own ways
then you only leave space to discriminate
and to discriminate only generates hate
and when you hate, then you're bound to get irate (yeah)
madness is what you demonstrate
and that's exactly how anger works and operates
man ya gotta have love, this'll set us straight
take control of your mind and meditate
let your soul gravitate, to the love ya'll

people killin', people dyin'
children hurt and ya hear them cryin'
can you practice what you preach,
and would you turn the other cheek
father, father, father, help us
send some guidance from above
'cause people got me, got me questionin:
where is the love?
(love)
where is the love?
(the love)
where is the love?
(the love)
where is the love?
(where is the love, the love, the love)

it just ain't the same
old ways have changed
new days are strange, is world insane?
if love and peace is so strong
why are there pieces of love that don't belong
nations droppin' bombs
chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
with ongoin sufferin', as the youth die young
so ask yourself, is the lovin' really gone
so I can ask myself, really, what is going wrong
with this world that we livin' in
(livin' in)
people keep on givin in
(givin in)
makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
(yeah)
not respectin' eachother, deny thy brother
a war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
the truth is kept secret, and swept under the rug
if you never know truth, then you never know love
where's the love ya'll? c'mon
(i don't know)
where's the truth ya'll? c'mon
(i don't know)
and where's the love ya'll?

people killin', people dyin'
children hurt and ya hear them cryin'
can you practice what you preach,
and would you turn the other cheek
father, father, father, help us
send some guidance from above
'cause people got me, got me questionin:
where is the love?
(love)
where is the love?
(the love)
where is the love?
(the love)
where is the love?
(where is the love, the love, the love)

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
(shoulder)
as I'm getting older, ya'll people gets colder
(colder)
most of us only care about money makin'
(monnkey makin')
selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
(wrong direction)
wrong information always shown by the media
(media)
negative images is the main criteria
(criteria)
infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
(bacteria)
kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
(cinema)

whatever happened to the values of humanity?
whatever happened to the fairness and equality
instead of spreading love we spreadin' animosity
lack of understandin' leading us away from unity
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin under
(under)
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin down
(down)
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin under
(under)
gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
(found)

people killin', people dyin'
children hurt and ya hear them cryin'
can you practice what you preach,
and would you turn the other cheek
father, father, father, help us
send some guidance from above
'cause people got me, got me questionin:
where is the love?
(love)
where is the love?
(the love)
where is the love?
(the love)
where is the love?
(where is the love, the love, the love)

Feel so Tired

wow biang~ today really not my day lor... feel very uneasy... not feeling well since early morning~ hai... lau sai all the way till now... think i ate the wrong food yester nite~ finish a cup of teh O, hope tat it will help~ hai... again weekend rd e corner... guess most likely next monday i won't be rotating, cos i already hav 'permenant tasks' to do everyday... and i already got hold of some of the difficult job, which require quite some time to teach... but today jus dun feel liek doing work sia~ so restless~ hai... chiong toilet for dun noe how many times liao sia~ nice working here sia, the job is interesting, the ppl is interesting too~ alot of funny funny stuffs... haha... must get well tml, cos got function, can get to learn more interesting stuffs... ppl here are real fun lor, got this contractor, mr dracula... a family who got no front tooth~ haha... finally he got his fake tooth this week, keep on showing off his tooth~ haha... den ask mi, now not afraid of his bite liao rite~ -_-; question mark! haha... den another security head, dun noe wat name~ he also a joker sia~ he taught mi this word call 'leering'? or wat... meaning present look with unpresent disire~ haha... funny guy too... alot of funny and bo liao man lah... again our mr vain, shamsir, saying tat he once work at shangarila, all the gers there are sexy, and so everytime he will 'accidentally' drop his stools.... and peep at their skirt underneath!!! sick rite~ haha... but sure he got the looks lah... heard frm my colleague here tat once there was this resident admire him... and got so disappointed when he is not the one who attend to her room inspection~ haha~ some more tat is a china ger lor~ bth ah~

Tarot Reading for MI

Fri: weekend coming~ relaxing sia... today alot of technician self-declare holiday... they either on MC or on leave... so no one is free to entertain mi, i was slacking all the way sia... having to mention this super stupid pervert + joker technician, shamsir~ he mention to mi tat he once had a chinese ger fren when young, he love chinese, so fair and pinkish~ he say when he smack her, she will become pinkish, so cute~ OMG~! pervert rite... den he start to pose those SM pose, saying... oh, smack mi baby... say my name... shamsir... wow biang~! bth sia... super pervert ah... today i also found a new rounte, hopefuly a shorter journey~
back home~ try to install the boardband thingy, but it can't work... when the internet is on, everything start to hang~ piss off sia~

sat: wake up early and continue wif the boardband thingy again~ problem still unable to solve... call tat singnet guy, he ask mi to reinstall everything, if still can't work, call singnet technical support... end up calling technical support as wat tat guy told mi to... this nice and sweet voice lady attend to mi, after toking to her abt the faulty and some procedures, finally she found wat exactly happen to my com, it kana attack by either blaster worm or sasser worm... sian sia.. this stupid worm won't attack 56k, tat y i din came across similar problem when using 56K, and it attack only win2k, XP and dun noe wat~ for win2K, this application error for svchost.exe will pop up, as for xp, the com will alway restart... so hav to ask xiao mun to dl the patch and burn into disc for mi~ b4 xiao mun came to do his rountine visit to ash ash, i took a nap first, prepare myself for the nite~ hehe~ as usual, xiao mun came over to my hse to see ash.. den after tat we went lavendar food square for dinner, my suggestion... hehe~ den head towards city hall area~ btw, xiao mun got this free entry tix to centro... we waited at esplanade... feel really boring so we went to centro first~ neither mi nor xiao mun went to centro b4, haha... we are unfamilar to the place lor, jus follow those ppl blindly... took e lift to 2nd and walk up the stair~ ok... wat abt centro? its playing hse music, quite nice to mi... the environment not bad, i mean the scenery outside! for the inside~ hmmm... quite small, abt the size of 3 or even smaller~ overall not bad lah... we went in at abt 11pm++, no one dance one lor~ haha~ maybe still 'EARLY'!!! haha... uh... for some not to be mention stupid bloody reason, tim can't enter centro... so we end up gng 3 again... tim was really disappointed abt it lor... anyway, still got chance one lah... so wat happening at 3? as usual, fun! haha... saw gao mei, she super duper excited when she saw mi~ haha... again, hai~ she KISS mi~!!! OMG~ haha... so les sia~ haha... ya~ saw TONY too~ hehe~ so long din see him liao~ miss him sia... after clubbing session, went esplanade again to ton nite, start our tarot reading session... our tim tim brought along his tarot cards~ gao mei and yan qing join us too... but qing left half ay cos she jus to tired... did some reading for myself, regarding my character...

i always put up a strong front, my past experience form my chracter now. i am too protective, protective until i actually isolate myself... ppl noe tat i being puting up a strong front... some suggestion frm my fren there, they told mi tat i hav to be more open out to my fren, stop ISOLATING myself...

as for relationship, i hope to hav a relationship but not eagar to find one. samething, becos of my past painful experience, i dun dare to love... i hav to learn to not to be afraid of been hurt in order to get into relationship... for the coming 3 mths, i will not be attach to anyone, remain as single... den there this something abt man authority, forget wat it means... anyway, the last card is the most interesting one, the empress!!! which symbolize pregnent or something, which mean i have to be sensual and sexual sacrifice or sumting... haha...

i also ask abt some of my fren, xiao mun - a fren who will be there when i was lonely, zhenhui - a fren who will lend helping hand when i'm in deed, wilson - a fren who will go through alot wif mi, gao mei - a party kaki! alway having fun wif her... some which i choose not to mention, have to beware of them... also ask abt if i will rotate, ans is... hai~ U WILL DEFINITLY ROTATE!!! low leh~ wow biang~ really affect mi sia... but i'll fight for it one, no matter wat~

tat's all i have for tat nite~ we ton till ard 8am++ den went to hav breakfast tog, and went home~

a pic took on tat day:

mi and xiao Mun~

sun: slp frm 12pm till 7pm~ watching tv while installing the patch into my com~ everything fine~ back to normal~ yeah~ finally dl some songs, like check this out, so i love you baby, etc... recommand u guy this new techno MY HERO!!! nice song sia~ preparing myself for the next day~ work!!!

Today, mon: at wkplace rite now... at MAINTENANCE rite now~ today on my way to work, met my fren who also attach to the same place~ told her my problem... she was very supportive... ya~ sometime i should let ppl noe my thinking, my feeling, shouldn't hide them up... anyway, this week is not rotating, next week may rotate... jus pray hard~ feel quite tired today~ yawn~ eyes is abt to close liao sia... hai~ today was a slacking day again, cos the property officer not here~ hai~

I'm Feeling Insecure Again!!! HELP!!!

sian sia... next monday is getting nearer... the more nearer monday is coming, the more insecure i am~ hai~ pray, hope tat monday no one will mention anything abt rotating! pray hard tat the sicko women won't open her mouth! start to dislike her liao.. jialet~

some nice things to recall:
yeah~ boardband is here! ZH, xiao mun!!!! i can dl gunbound liao~ haha... but busy leh... hee~ tonite hav to install the modem and stuffs liao... yesterday accompany one of my BEST fren (shhhh...) to go shopping!!! haha~ bth this super duper cat (mao) ppl, he wan NEW item, not display set, and some more e thing he wan is so limited!!! lastly, he had no choice but to take tat display one... haha~ travel all the way to tampines, OMG!!! frm NUS to queensway and to tampines!!! wow biang~ went TCS (tampines centry square) to buy perfume! wow biang... polo ralph blue is damn damn nice!!! love it like mad lor, but its for guy one, shit mann~ den my this fren bought it lor... wow biang, can't stop loving it mann~ really nice perfume!!! den went to this cart, psyco him to buy a miniature perfume for mi, ok lah, at least i manage to make him buy for mi.... BUT!!! i hav to treat him in return~ went to kenny roger... hav a good day wif him~ but pls dun mistaken we r really really great fren, great until i got no image in front of him... OMG! hav to get back my image mann~ haha... after all, he went to my hse to get this 'techno siao vol. 1'! haha~ long time since he last saw ash ash~ he get to shake hand wif him~ hee... he such a joker lor, b4 he left he even crack a stupid funny in-cident tat make my family laughing away, even my mum and dad~

oh, tml is also wilson's last day working at NUS... anyway his sch jus nearby, he promise to drop by if he can~ jus hope tat he won't break the promise!

sat gng to centro, free tix~ dun noe if i'm allow to go out anot leh...

Farewell my colleague, SUREN

alot to update recently... some personal feeling and thinking first...

recently feel quite insercure... some ppl will noe what exactly happen... for those who concern, thanks anyway! cos next week i actually hav to rotate to other dept, but as wat ur notice lah... i really dun wish to and i wan to stay in maintenance~ but alrite lah~ after much worry and reassurance frm some of my senior colleague lah... they will help mi in a way lah~ so no worry...

for yesterday:
in the afternoon, follow the technician, walk ard the place... den go to one of the blk's roof top, saw this dynamite water tank! wow!!! haha... ma chiam mountain turtle ah mi~ quite eyes opening lah... also saw those solar energy thingy~ all this really not related to BIT lor, but nice experience lah... ask u lah, u can anyhow go roof top see those water tank and solar thingy meh! haha... den after tat follow the other malay ger colleague, experience TRUE MALAY CULTURE ah! she brought mi to one of the office which is converted to a technicians' resting area... for ur infor, most of the technicians are malays... hav some language barrier lah, dun understand what they say! i always thought tat i was a racism person since young, as i study in this so & so buddism sch, no tamil and malay ppl one... i thought i dislike them and can't accept them but now i actually find them alrite and nice... jus like us chinese lor, jus tat they r more tan and speak malay~ the technicians all ma chiam ah beng u noe, haha... like my sec sch fren lah, smoke smoke smoke and joke joke joke! tat y i can easily adapt lah, but main thing is language lah, really a big issue sia! hai...

woo hoo! my hse area no blackout~ safe and sound mann~ haha... poor xiao mun! did the candles burn down ur hse?!! haha~ btw, yesterday nite i went for this farwell dinner wif some of my colleague! real fun lor~ haha... nice food too... joke like mad lor, came here only for less den 2 weeks, i already felt tat i'm part of them liao... nice ppl lah, willing to share and teach! nice to chat too... we not only chat abt work, study, we too chat abt personal things... stay here for such a short time, already create a slogan, 'fill in the blank'! haha... funny ppl lah... ya, during working hr, while i was slacking, the 3 technicians ard mi were all dancing! OMG! laugh like mad sia! den while i went for lunch, this sicko 'GAY' technician wrote something in this booklet which i'm handling wif~ will show ur wat he actually din... taken down by my phone liao! bth ah...

this is wat he wrote:

1st: my booklet, look at the paper at the top right hand side
2nd: a close zoom to wat he wrote!!! bth~

he even imitate what jim carrey did in bruce almighty lor, the one he pointing middle finger while imitate playing trumpet! bth lor~ wow biang... nice place lah... LOVE MAINTANENCE sia... these days quite busy cos hav to follow technician do some site walking, gd lah, get to see and noe more!

Tim the 'shen suan zi'

yesterday work half day, after work went home for a nap... again, never fail, xiao mun came to VIST ASH ! after preparing myself, went bugis wif xiao mun and tim to buy bag~ after all shopping, went to mit ah shu for a drink, asked xiao mun and tim to tag along too... on the way to pasir ris, saw kai... bull shit wif him again, but he slim down liao, back to when i first time saw him! heee... went fisherman, raining lor~ wow biang, by e time we reach there is ard 11pm, have soem drink, food and chat... finish drinking and when rain stop, we move to the dun noe where near fisherman and sit at the area which is near the shore, wif super duper short chair... gd atmosphere, quite a gd place, jus pray hard tat coconut dun drop frm the tree tat is above us! sit till ard 1 plus, they keeping the short chairs so we decided to walk to down town east... we making lot of noise while walking, maybe jus try not to let our mind run wild lah... feel so awkward sia... qing miting us at down town, facing some problem i guess... den our shen suan zi start to analysi our horoscopes, den start looking at our palm... quite true lor, he also noe abt torat lor, one day must jio him out mann... gd to hav tim wif us, cos he can really make ppl laugh... can entertain qing! qing was laughing away, saying tim was super comic. haha~ ya, saw alvin and mindy too...

really sad to see qing torturing herself, hai... but wat to do, she jus can't control... can someone really look after her and take gd care of her? hai... but heng lah, she and keith okay liao! later keith came down to mit us~ gd to see them tog again... continue bull shit till 5 ++, qing and keith went home... again left e 3 of us, chat some really serious tok, abt frens and stuff... till nearly 7am den head home... nice outing sia... btw, xiao mun, u r not tat anti social lor, dun alway say u anti social can anot! wow biang... yeah, tml working again, haha...

ya, gd news! nelson help mi to tok to the manager abt rotating dept! he say high possiblity tat i will not be rotating to other dept, yeah.... jus oray hard tat its true! PRAY, PRAY, pray, ....

P.S. Bad news! 3 turkists are kipnapped as hostage in Iraq~ world peace....

I dun Wanna Leave MAINTENANCE

sad sia, next week is my last week at maintenance, dun wanna leave leh... my supervisior, Nelson say he will try to talk to e head... now y i dun wanna rotate to other dept? cos i will hav difficult time in other dept, hav to get to noe new ppl... dun noe wat i'm toking abt... k~ start frm the beginning...

the 8 of us attach to this so & so company, we have to rotate to other dept every 3-5 weeks. i and one guy is refer to maintenance for 3 week... others all in the front office, as all the other depts are located in front office, except maintenance. den the ppl in front office already get to noe the 6 of them quite well liao, as for mi, they dun actually tok to mi one, cos not familiar. same situation for mi towards them and the maintenance staff toward the 6 of them... tat y i dun feel like gng to other dept, or should i say e front office. if i go to e front office, 2 of the 6 will transfer to maintenance and the other 4 will remain in front office... since the front office staff dun noe mi well, they will definitly tok to the other 4, rather den mi. in another way, i become an idiot~

sian sia~ low leh, when i think of next week my last week in maintenance... sian sia... i already noe and understand my job scopes here, if i will to rotate, again i hav to learn frm the basic... sian sia.... hai~ god bless! hope tat i won't get to rotate...

some fun things tat happen today, one of this technician damn funny lor... saying tat he wanna surf pron and he like gays, cos wat they hav, he also hav and wat they dun hav, he also dun hav~ wow biang! haha~ kns... they very bo liao one, the way for them to relax is bull shit and 'siao kian' ppl... haha... full of shits sia... enjoying at maintenance~ tata....

Korean Hostage is Killed

Guy, the korean hostage is dead... sicko... they are so cruel sia... saddist... saw the new in TV Mobile yesterday morning, sickening dun whish country's whoever sais tat: 'take it easy, the grieve will soon be over.... etc.' if tat was his son, how will he react... groverment only care abt the country and not the citizen... in one country there's millions of citizen, die one make no diff, so y they care... sick! ya... like wat the korean potest, roh and bush kill kim... so sad....

yesterday search for the video clip of nick berg being beheaded as the technician wanna see the cruelty of these barbarians... i jus avoid watching it... heard them say, its real cruel, all ma chiam affected by e clip... lucky i din watch...

anyway, yesterday was really a fun day... laugh like mad in e office, joker sia... den supervisior treat us drink leh... haha~ but its somehow force by one of e technician one, haha... haha, so funny, the other technician keep sayign he only drink martel~ OMG! haha... den there's this technician comment tat the coffee not nice, saying the uncle dun noe how to make coffee, den he brought his own sugar and add into the coffee... den e supervisior ask him, he dun like sugar is it? den he ans ya, he dun like... den funny rite yet he add sugar in e coffee, saying the coffee not nice... so the supervisior ask y he still add sugar since he's ordering KOPI O... he say 'ah yah, the uncle still must add a bit sugar wat, orelse not nice' funny mann huh.... den he show us a photo of his during NS... i wonder y i ask such a stupid qns, asking which one is him... haha~ he ans: 'alamak! tat one is 'ba yee'(singh) lah... of cos the man on the left lah' haha...

in the morning another technician siting in front of the com, den out of sudden ask mi, 'wat to tell them eh?' den i reply, "tell who?" he ans," tell all my gerfren i wanna dump them" -_-; qns mark! BTH AH... actually in maintenance office, mostly is malay guy tcehnicians, not many chn, only mi and another ger! other either malay or indian or foreigner... but alrite lah, i felt quite comfortable wking in tis dept~ nice staying here, hope tat i won't hav to rotate dept liao, but quite impossible lah... hai~

I Been Waiting For So Long

yeah~ finally... upgrading to broadband soon, 1st of july... wow biang, been waiting for so long mann... now den knew tat actually my com is perfect, 256mb Ram and good mother board and everything, new and win 2000~ haha... so dumb sia mi, had been looking at e wrong record... yesterday this man frm singtel came to promot singnet broadband and he help mi do a check on my com and phoneline, check if they mit the requirement of upgrading... after all, all mit the requirement, perfect for broadband... quite a nice person, he told mi to cut off my extra line which is currently use for internet, and teach mi how to connect the modem, save the $$ for asking technician to came over for e installation... and also teach mi how to actually do a 'cleaning' for my com... great... yeah~ happy sia! except for tat stupid burner, got to ask repair man to come in e weekend~ hmmm... wat else to update, let mi see... oh ya, ash is perfectly alrite now, no problem liao...

Saw the news yesterday nite, hai~ sad to say tat again Iraq had arrest someone as hostage... this time a korean... this poor guy was screaming wif fear, he dun want to die.. the Iraq hole him as a threat to korea, wanting them to withdraw their troop frm Iraq and stop sending troops in... but as wat e south korea president said, they felt sad but they decided not to follow wat e Iraq said, continue wif e original plan... guess they gng to sacrify the korean man~ hai... why must take away ppl life, so cruel... sad... WORLD PEACE pls....

Growing to like maintenance more and more... nice to be in here~ relax and fun, full of jokers... but too bad, next week is my last week in maintanence, will miss it mann~ dun wanna go front desk leh, see tat sicko women, feel like puke! tata~ back to work...

Maintenance is damn RELAX!!!

Jus blog for fun~ haha... guys, tell u wat, my supervisior actually ask mi to use the net freely since i nth to do~ haha... bth sia... so here am i blogging away... actually maintenance is quite fun lor... the technician also joke through walkie one~ haha.. wif their 'kou tuo chan' "kuang kuang kuang..." haha~ quite entertaining~ tat idiot stupid MARIE! sicko women... jus now she heard wat i say in e walkie, i accidentally gif the wrong info, instead of giving them e inspection time slot of today, i gave yesterday one~ den tat sickening women heard it, she comment tat i'm very noisy~! sickening women~ curse her mann... luckily some one whom i dun noe talk back for mi, saying tat i'm jus giving infor... hate her deep~

recall yesterday nite...
sis brought ash to her bf hse, guess wat... he came back 'lau sai-ing' wow biang... her bf's parent feed him too much milk liao... serve ash right, who ask him to be so greedy, ma chiam we torture him din give him food like tat... forever hungry~ but poor him, lau for almost 3 time, really watery lor, lau till he keep drool saliva, having cold sweat... but still as active, so guys dun worry hor~ haha... he's alrite this morning, no more lau sai liao~ hee... tat's all... back to work~ hee... hav to use tat walkie again, but after fri's 'training'. can do it better now~ enjoy and stay cool! e more e merrier!

Weekly Update 1

Attachment start liao sia~ frm this week onwards can only update once a week liao~ kana attach to this property managing company, at ubi. but they hav this project which is managing one of the hostel of NUS, Prince George Residence. everyday hav to travel to bouna vista... 1.1/2hr traveling time lor~ everyday wake up at 6.30am~ den change 4 bus lor~ take bus 133 to bugis, den 32 to bouna vista, den 95 to NUS, lastly shuttle bus to PGR. sian sia~ currently at e maintence dept. ok~ finish intro~ shall start the update of the week:

monday: reach PGR damn early lor~ den hav a briefing of the company and job scopes.. den the staffs get to intro themselves... all of them r quite nice lor, except one very very sick women, MARIE~! once she open her mouth we all hate her like hell! she was so rude lor~ one of e staff is introducing himself , den this idiot women enter and start shouting 'let mi intro first, who's toking eh? ah yah let mi tok first lah' den she jus start and hack care who's toking.'hi everyone i'm MARIE from e front desk, i need someone at e front desk who can smile non-stop like me!' wow biang~ wanna puke mann... sick lor~ after saying she jus left... been assign to maintence for 3 weeks~ luckily ppl in maintence all very frenly and easy to get along. really nth to do there~ everyone there tell mi to relax, maintence is very free and easy one~ jus relax...


My office~ very messy hor~! haha~

Tuesday: when i reach e dept at 8.30, jus sit there till 9, doing nth. after siting for 1/2 hr, one of the technician ask us to go for breakfast, come back at 9.30! after tat i follow one nice lady, Jaslinda. a very nice young malay lady. she got no job for the moment so she bring mi to another office and somehow chat wif mi, share her work experience wif mi, try to find some job tat is related to my cos. but den i realize tat my cos really had nth to do wif this company lor~! most of them who is working inside one is graduate frm either property building or hospi~ sian sia... chat wif her till lunch break... haha~ back frm lunch den do those 'sai gang (shit jobs)'. 2nd day there only, den tat idiot MARIE complain tat we dun smile one, sicko women...

Wed, thur: doing all those rubbish thing~ alrite lah, this time i did touch the com liao~ haha~ ya, i forgot to tell u guys tat i dun even had a table of my own lor, i mean a seat~! everytime go there jus sit anywhere... the com is shared one, shared by dun noe how many technician and staff sia~

Fri: Being force to use walkie talkie sia... wow biang kana suan by the technician lor~ sian sia... today end at 5.30~ so happy! after work take shuttle bus to Art and social sciene blk to mit wilson. drop at the wrong stop man... one stop further, so walk one more stop, took 33 wif wilson, chat and bullshit and suan each other until bugis den go shopping a while... haha~ bought a pure milk t-shirt! haha~ new design very cute... quite ger also~ haha...


My new T-shirt~ nice? love it sia...

Ya, did i mention tat ash finally learn how to shake hand liao~ haha~ so proud of him man~ wan proves? haha


From top left to bottom right: ash standing~ haha~ and of cos proves of ash shaking hand wif MI~!

Sat: went back to sch for the stupid and bo liao On Campus Training! really bo liao sia~ waste my time, rather spend more time in e bed!!! haha... i already calculated tat week day i only stay at home away from 2.1/2hr each day leh! sian sia... like wat mun hong had said 'REALLY NO LIFE SIA'. after tat stupid training, went to TCS(Tampines centry square) to catch movie, best bet. Nice show, funny but true! but a disadvantage to those who dun understand hokkien or teochew... after tat went straight home, got to prepare myself for my nite~! haha... again xiao mun came to my hse area to visit ash but not mi~! this time he brought tim along~ haha... keep forcing ash to shake hand wif him sia~ haha... had dinner at my hse downstairs, kopi tiam~ after tat head MS...


Took a pic wif ash ash b4 leaving the hse...

Went to 3... Wilson and pat gng~ but was like not many of them gng, guess something bad happen or wat lor~ ah yah! heck lah~ haha... get to see a ger who i eager to see for the past few visit to 3! haha~ someone should noe who lah... haha... yesterday 3's hsepour was damn thick sia! wow... bth ah! power! not bad lah, yesterday's song, at least din alway repeat... jus to remind myself wat song i need to dl: 'check this out', 'pass the toilet paper', 'so i love you baby', 'move for freedom' and 'iwan u to be my hero'. thank to our DJ Pat for letting mi noe abt the titles... haha... ya ya~ yesterday saw this couple, wow biang... LC until like ma chiam no ppl ard lor! siao ah~ ma chiam shoot RA leh... i think they abt to take off their shirt liao... keep kissing for almost 2-3hr sia~ scary leh... bth lor~ we ma chiam go watch RA ah... haha... yesterday xiao mun din dance much leh, he's having nose cos of some bo liao, stupid, siao and action teens who bring cigar there~ siao lor~ pls... its CLUB 3 leh! not some high class pub! the cigar damn smelly lor, some low class, lousy cigar i guess~ or some fake cigar! haha... yesterday very noisy also, alot of ppl shouting... very poor thing sia, kana hit by many ppl, my arms, even my butt lor! wow biang... kana stupid wat ROUNTINE SPOTCHECK lor... wow biang! low~ went back after its closed! slp at ard 4.40~ tired...


my fren found this dog at her void deck~ cute sia! a boy boy maltese... gd condition leh~ if only i hav e luck to pick up a abandoned or lost dog! hai~ haha... hope this little doggy can adapt to this new environment~ hee...

Sun: slacking day... preparing my mood for tml... ARGHHHHhh... monday blue coming~ my mum and dad finally went to uncle's hse to take that super duper big golden lou han (haha.. i sound like someone when describing abt someone's car! haha)... very scary leh... so ugly fish!


The Super Duper Extra Large Golden Lou Han... wahahaha...

jus visit sheron (my sis's fren)'s webby and stuffs, saw this mickey and minnie of her, super duper cute leh... so steal the pic frm her blog! haha...


Nice rite~ guess how much?! haha.... a secret... shhh... beg mi~! haha...

June issue HER WORLD magazine feature:

100 Man Secrets... our boys confess

6 Things We Love Abt U
1. U come wif all e right play bits - tits, ass...
2. U can spend an hour inside a restroom and come out looking exactly like U did b4 U went inside.
3. The way U look at us.
4. Your mussed-up hair when U've jus gotten up.
5. your goofy grin when U look at our kids.
6. When we screw up at work, U always say it's not our fault, we're too good 4 tat job and e boss is an ass, anyway.

5 Signs We'll be GOOD in Bed
1. We start with kisses and massages.
2. A well-made bed.
3. We ask U what U'd like from the menu.
4. We find the way you hop abt on one foot while trying to get those knickers off sexy.
5. We French kiss U b4 U've brushed you teeth.

10 Questions We Wish U'd STOP Asking
1. "Where hav U been?"
2. "When are U coming home?"
3. "Will U stop tat?"
4. "Where are U?"
5. "Who are U looking at?"
6. "Do U think I'm fat?"
7. "Who's tat ger tat my colleague's best fren's yoga-partner's hairdresser's sister saw U having lunch with today?"
8. "What do U think of my family?"
9. "When are U fixing e tap/ going to spend more time with me/ etc?"
10. "What are U thinking?"

3 Questions We Wish U'd ASK More Often
1. "What's your number?"
2. "What say we skip the whole 'movie-dinner-walk-by-the-beach' thing and jus go home and screw our brains out?"
3. "Would U like another blow job now?"

Actually, we really wish U wouldn't ask us any questions. They usually only mean trouble for us.

5 SCARIEST Pharses
1. "My period's late!"
2. "My mum's coming to stay wif us."
3. "Let's go shopping."
4. "We need to talk."
5. "Meet my parents."

4 Pick-Up Lines That'll Get Us Anytime
1. "My name is XXX and U can call mi anytime."
2. "Hey there, big boy."
3. "Can I buy U a drink?"
4. "I'm drunk, I hav an apartment in Holland Village, would U like to take me home in my sports car?"

6 Signs We'll be GOOD Dads
1. We've preserved all our Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, Famous Five and Secret Seven books, and Noddy, Tintin and Asterix comics.
2. We hav a personality of a 4-yr-old.
3. We can clean the cat's litter tray without gagging.
4. We still catch Wild Rice productions with our parents.
5. We pass up tat promotion tat comes wif a fab sports car and Gong Li-lookalike secretary jus to spend more time wif U.
6. We can survive on jus 4 hr of slp.

3 Signs We Hav a BIG PENIS
1. We dun talk abt it.
2. We insist on going down on U to start wif.
3. There's no such thing as a big penis. If U dun believe us, ask your mum.

3 Signs We Hav a SMALL PENIS
1. We dun talk abt it.
2. We insist on going down on U to start wif.
3. There's no such thing as a small penis. If U dun believe us, ask your dad.

10 Things Tat can KILL an ERECTION
1. smell.
2. Poor grooming.
3. Granny panties.
4. Armpit hair.
5. Your eyes roll behind your head and U start to speak in Latin.
6. Your mouth is full and U're still talking.
7. U start talking cute.
8. U start naming our private parts: "Does Big Boy wanna come out and play?"
9. You watch the clock.
10. Your cat is watching us.

8 Things tat can INSPIRE an ERECTION
1. Lingerie.
2. Sexual confidence.
3. "Come-to-bed" eyes.
4. Nice smelling hair. Serious.
5. Anything with strings.
6. U licking an ice-cream cone.
7. Okay, big tits and a nice butt. HAppy now?
8. Actually, anything.

5 Men U should AVOID
1. Liars.
2. Any man who calls his penis "Big Boy".
3. Possessive men - they're hopelessly insecure and a relationship of any sort would only end in ruin.
4. Casanovas.
5. Any man who is mean to animals. Even centipedes

4 Signs We're NOT Going to CALL
1. We dun ask for your number and make no effort to take note of it even when U're dispensing it.
2. We smile excessively.
3. We say, too enthusiastically: "I'll call U."
4. We use your namecard to pick our teeth.

5 Signs We're Going to Call
1. We'll make an attempt early on in the conversation to get your number.
2. We pay attention to U all evening.
3. Our tongues hang out when we get your number.
4. We make U write your number on a piece of paper, on our forearm, our forehead... as many places as possible.
5. We start getting goofy.

6 Signs We're a Keeper
1. We buy U a life insurance policy on a birthday.
2. We visit your parents when U're on a business trip.
3. We spend as much time cuddling U as we do on sex.
4. After a disastrous holiday in which we were bumped off the plane, lost all our language and had the hotel bed collapse on us, we give U a hug and tell U sincerely: "Tat was fun."
5. When U come back comatose after a Cosmopolitan-heavy girls' nite out, we clean U up and put U to bed.
6. We offer to buy U sanitary napkins.

7 Things U Should Never Throw Out From Our Apartment
1. Our punk rock CDs and Rocky DVDs.
2. T-shirts. Only we can tell when they expire.
3. Our empty Jim Beam bottles and pizza-box collection.
4. Tat rusty stationary bike we're using as a clothes hanger. We are planning to use tat some day.
5. Ex-girlfriend's photos.
6. Our old squash racquets circa 1980 - just in case the sport comes back into fashion.
7. Tat busted VCR player we will get ard to fixing... Dun doubt our macho DIY ability, dammit.

10 Things We Do When U're NOT Looking
1. Scratch our balls.
2. Fart loudly.
3. Air our tummies in front of the fan.
4. Sniff our socks/underwear.
5. Sniff your underwear.
6. Eat out of the cooking pot.
7. Surf the Net for "Anna Kournikova, nude, photos".
8. Play Snake on our handphone when We're supposed to be busy washing up.
9. Pluck nostril hair.
10. Finish all the chocolate in the fridge, then leave the empty box in there hope tat U'll never find out.

Friday Nite Is the Nite

Yesterday was real crazy~! wahahaha... first mi, xiao mun and Timothy went cuppage ktv~ haha~ this two siao kia keep dance tat he yao shan's i sport commercial tat dance lor~! we do alot of stupid tat is hard to put into word~ haha... bth... while singing, we keep asking tim not to go for his bbq session, but at least we manage to make him mit us again after the bbq, for our nite life~ after ktv, we went for our dinner, actually eating suki one but at parkway... den wanna eat ajisan one.... but after all we go for cheap cheap food at lucky plaza food court... after eating, accompany tim to sembawang! OMG~ y so far rite~ haha... on our way there, we past by toa payoh... den it reminf mi tat i'm carrying bag and wearinf slippers lor... wow biang, since its quite near my hse so i ask xiao mun to accompany mi to put my bag and change shoes... hehe~ and also let my ass vomit! after 'vomiting', i brought little ash boi downstairs to let xiao mun see... xiao mun miss ash alot~ haha... while chatting and walking at the park behind my flat, saw this woman wif her shih tzu and dun noe wat breed... her shih tzu so cute, very shy... no need leash one lor, he will jus follow.... so sweet... ash can never go out without leash one lor... envy sia... hey, xiao mun, my ash ash not gay dog k~! haha... he keep saying ash a gay dog, as ash keep attracted to those male breed... saw this jack russell too, but he seem to dislike ash, as u noe ash is too frenly, the way he approach will annoy some dogs... at ard 10++ i send ash home and head towards bugis to mit tim...

while waiting for tim, xiao mun sms dexter jio him go ms wif us... to our suprize, he actually call back to accept the offer... i, xiao mun and tim went ms first lah, den the other 2 come and mit us later... we enter rush at ard 11++, kns lor... xiao mun and tim no need check ic lor... at first we went in, hmmm, ok... the crowd is not tat bad, still quit empty! oh ya~ saw jeff outside 3, tot he gng chalet... haa... back to the story! hmmm~ ya! i finally found tat drink tat i love, its RUM 7-UP. its kind of sweet sweet one, not as bitter... love it lor~ xiao mun and tim got vodka 7-up... still prefer techno, hee~ use to the song tempo liao lah... haha~ after a while, dexter and wei xiang reach, they bought gin toni... get to try quite a few housepour~! still prefer RUM 7-UP~! haha... yesterday the songs are nice, more variety... and some song tat i had not heard for some times in all this clubs, like 'flying high', 'never enough', etc... of cos song tat they never miss out, 'miracle', '7 yrs and 50 days', 'drive me crazy', 'come home', etc, too much to list~ haha... gd tat they din actually repeat and repeat the songs...after we finish our drinks, we go crazy~ we went into the dance floor... OMG~ the lighting was mad~ it was like camera's flash light lor, can't even see our hands ah... haha... think some ppl having trouble inside so decide to leave the dance floor, shall dance near the bar there... haha~ can u imagine we actually dance for nearly 3 hr non-stop~ is non-stop lor! din sit down but onli dance and make noise... really fun... enjoy it alot~! seem dexter love the place alot, as he's a techno freak, can't take retro and R&B~ haha... keep asking mi like how is 3, but i recommend him to go MOS to take a look~ they very onz lor, ask them dance they dance, den was like really enjoying lor, not entertaining lor~ haha... dexter even go and delicate songs lor~ haha... xiao mun was like high lor, he also dance like mad... unlike last time gng 3, he this time really high, even scream wif mi~ haha~ den he keep saying : 'Oh, it is so techno!' haha~ bth~ wei xiang and dexter siao liao lor, we dance para para lor~ haha~ we even imitate tim's dance, titled 'the tangled hands'! we also imitate the way he yao shan dance in tat stupid and ugly commercial, and also wu zhong xian's 'bi,bi,bi, ba wo de pi xue cha hei, be wo de pi xiang na lai...' haha~ very fast, we heard e DJ say: 'this the last song for today, thank for coming rush~' its the end! haha... close at 2.45am! after all we went ms area for supper, but actually only tim eating lor~ the man who taking order very sick lor~ as tim gng to order e 2nd bowl of noodle, the man say in chinese: 'again u eating ah, ur fren not eating ah~!' wow biang~ his problem meh~ haha... after all we head home, share cab wif xiao mun and tim~ dexter and wei xiang on the other cab~ home sweet home~ reach home at ard 4++ so tired~ haha~ wake up today at 1pm, later gng out again~ hee~ hope tat next time can hav this kind of 'gathering' again~ wahahhaa....

Jus enjoy, enjoy and enjoy

the day b4 yesterday: after sch, mit xiao mun as we wanna go cut hair tog... went to storm at first, but my prefered hair stylist, ivan, not free, mus wait till 8pm... so went to bugis for monsoon... but when we reach there, we find out tat it cost $30 over, almost same as reds~ den we was like standing outside the salon, thinking of which one to go! OMG... den end up choose REDS... cost $35+++, but the service really worth the price! haha~ one thing very funny, they love to send female hair stylist to guy customer and male hair stylist to ger customer~! haha~ even the wash hair one also guy lor~! shampoo BOI~ quite cute sia~ small small eyes one~ hee... once i sat down, i got a drink, biscuit and a towel on the desk(should be desk lah hor)... den when i proceed to wahing my head, he even ask mi wan the water hot or cold~! but i was like -_-; cos he should ask wan it cold or warm wat~ den i ans 'hot', den he say u mean warm eh?! wow biang~ bth... cut until quite short lor, hmmmm~ noe those hair tat require styling one~ not bad lah, but longer will be nicer~ hee...

yesterday: went watch movie wif mun hong, wei xiang, etc~ watch harry porter... lesson end at 4.30++, but have to reach ms by 5.30 sharp. so took cab down, but heng lah cos mh pay for e cab fare~ haha... quite a nice show actually! not the story line but the way the show is shoot lah... hmmm~ jus dun noe how to type out in words... but realized tat the 'harry porter' really grew OLD liao, no more cute cute liao... den after watching watch to mit hwee yan, hmmmm, or should i say jacob, they all... saw their gf! quite chio sia... haha... slack slack first... den tat jenna forgot her ic, went back to her hse to get it... drag till 11pm++ den reach zouk's entrance! hmmm~ ok... my 1st time there, wat can i say abt tat place... uh... big, nice lighting and dry ice effect, very very crowded~! when i first got in, really not use to the songs there... cos u noe, i prone to listen to techno, den ok... mambo is some how not as fast as techno, so my dance was abit out~ haha... den saw this 'uncle' wearing checkered shirt dance on the stage, wow biang! ma chiam we r there to watch his concert lor... wow biang, very kua zhang lor he dance... haha~ never forget ah... really a gd place for those regular, as some of the song hav special stands lah... heard songs like mambo no.5, spice up ur life, larger den life, its my life, the world most popular song: SHE BANG, etc... nice place lah, jus tat not familar wif the songs there, tat y~ ya~ saw wei ting there, but when i went back to look for her, but she was gone! haa... den went to phuture too, its crazy there! ma chiam new year count down lor... the crowd is even worst den rush! as in the ppl lah... they LOVE pushing ppl one~! is those really PUSH! get it? OMG~! no mood to even listen to e song or enviorment~! tat all for the nite... left ard 2.30am...

today, went ktv wif jap class fren, sharon, wendy and sandy... went kbox... we really go crazy lor, sing song until we go crazy and end up searching for techno... haha~ saw this cute waiter there... haha... purposely want him to help us take photo~ bth rite~ ah yah... gers u noe lah~ hee~ quite fun lor... gng crazy lor, even video clip... haha~ tat's all for the day~ gng to slp liao~ hee...