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Monday, March 06, 2006

Last MoMo session for the DustBin Sisters in yr 2006


Taken on 02 Feb 2006, Momo Ladies nite.... our dustbin sisters cum momo addicts' last momo session in 2006... sad...

Trina, I miss u really so so much... I gonna save save save money and go aussie to look for u...

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Trina Special

Finally, done wif editing of pics and so on... a long entry, or rather a long pic entry... hehe~ but still there's still some not yet updated...

some recent updates... i start my strict diet agn... its hell, simply hell... my craving are killing mi... my guilt is controlling mi... i'm stuck! i wanna eat so many things, spagetti, pizza, fishball noodle, hokkien mee, fried bee hoon, KFC, Mac, LJS, Sushi, chicken rice, steaks, cutlet, salmon, chips, calamari, mussels, Seafood platter, cheesy stuffs, cakes, laksa, satay, etc... OMG!!!! but my guilt... FATS, FATS, FATS.... oh on... i'm stuck... side effects of dieting appearing, having headache, stomach uneasy, feel like vomiting... the tot of eating will cost an increase in wgt... and so on... everything come agn... OMG! hell... but ok, manage to shake off 1KG, its a gd progress liao... continue to work hard and ya.... have to....

a KTV trip wif dewei, mich, benny, ah mei and bf on tue... nice session... took a couple of pics, but jus for tat moment, i felt tat i look freaking disgusting and stop my cam whore attitude for a while... anyway, ah mei's bf can sing quite well huh... remind mi of 'ah xin' from shin... a good catching up session lah...

Get to go momo with one og my fren on wed, ladies nite... kinda miss trina alot... and ya, no one were to go dance floor with me, and my fren and his fren all dance hip hop... so ya... miss trina so much... and my face was liek so 'high bu qi lai'... really lah... especially when i hear 'hu-oh', oh gosh, its hell! nv knew tat R&B dance pop can also bring tears to my eyes sia... left at ard 3am, got free ride home... hehe... but to compare, i still wan trina to be wif mi, rather den free ride!

Went for a movie wif tricia and mh last thurs... simply rocks... watched FD3... haha... wat a saddist show... jus everyone die ugly and painfully... yet tricia complaint tat its only 1.5 hr show, oh come on, 1.5 hr of ppl bloody dying still not enough ah?! saddist sia... we went sweasen twice tat day sia... haha... had a banana split... haha... guilt... i jus simply love it... agn, a catching up wif tricia babe, with her bz schedule, we hardly see each other as often... and wat else, mh is there... reminded mi of sch daze... haha... miss those days, when we chill out at coffee bean or mac, bull shitting and took millions of pics... haha... miss those days... and ya, tricia, i hate ur bz schedule.. haha....!!!!

sat, mit up wif mh and timmy, had kenny roger, cure a little of my crave... hehe... a slacking day... jus simply slack all the way... laze ard... cool... i think its been so long since we last hang out like this... aimlessly and jus lame ard... enjoy the day though...

mum fell sick on sat, quite terrible... as she is unable to even walk... hai~ the thing abt old ppl, so stubborn, when she feel a little not well, she claim tat its normal, insist tat she dun need to consult a doc, jus to save a little money... and now, it get worse and can't even walk to the clinic, and ya, hav to call in doc, and it cost freaking 100 bucks for tat! see lah... wanna save money, in the end spend even more~ hai~ y like tat~

mit up with my dear ah shu... haha... ya, a ger nite out... no doubt, when gers get together, our topic is so womenly.... everything under teh sky... frm clubbing, work, bf to sex... i mean come on... no kiddy land liao k... so wat's wrong wif toking abt those R21 topic... haha... recalling the times wif trina, haha... its the same... so womenly tok... and yeah, the 2 women of my life, i love them, TRINA TAN & JOCELYN TAN... oh... all are TAN huh!? and my mum is TAN too... cool sia... so heng?! haha~ tat's fated~! dun jealous!

ok ok... back to main topic... trina special... alot of pic sia...
1st of all... pic taken on CNY!

Timmy and Trina, so chi-na sia the two of them...

mi and lovely trina~ hehe~ *hot*

tat sickening ciggies... strawberry flavour, look cutie huh with its pinko colour... but dun get cheated! it sux!

now... our Robertson Quay... i jus miss those days too too much... i scar i'll start recalling and can't stop crying...

Our room... and i guess we can't really stay together, it will be damn messy~ haha... look at the dressing table... haha~ gals~ i ever tok to shumei abt it... imagine we were to go sydney to stay wif trina, the 3 gers... and of cos i'm the worse one, and dear shumei, the typical care taker, will be nagging us and at the same time packing the stuffs and can't stop nagging~ haha~ sound so mummy huh!

We went for a swim once we settle our stuffs... of cos, mirror obsession, i won't let the opportunity go... haha~

In the lift, back frm shopping, needa top up our fridge supplies...

mit up wif timmy.... having some snacks @ liang court mac...

Had our dinner at boat quay, some chinese ramen shop... dun noe wat to ate~
some snapshot of the 3 of us...

We went over to MOS tat nite... a tour... but i still prefer momo... ya noe, am a momo addict... and i jus love R&B, sensitive to music maybe... can't take retro, can't take techno, can't take trance, neither nor house.. jus strictly R&B and top 40s.... and even the R&B room dun suit mi... anyway, a gd plc to tour lah... hav to go in and take a look somehow... cos its huge and the interior is ultimate chio! but the crowd isn't tat great... unfrenly and not much clubbers, mostly visitors and know nth abt art of clubbing... art of clubbing is to enjoy tog, even if the dancefloor is pack, everyone still dance and smile to each others, tat's wat i love...

anyway, a tour to MOS toilets... haha~ its cool isn't it?! and we start our cam whore biz~

Tour ard MOS... the PURE room:

The RETRO room:

The R&B room:

We left MOS @ 12mn, and went to MOMO, told u liao lor... MoMo is the dustbin sister's heaven and we jus can't help it... falling in love wif MoMo... and i noe Trina miss it too too much~ and poor timmy went to another club wif his fren as he can't enter MoMo... underage! haha~

took a pic outside MOS, it ultimate long queue out there... @ 12mn... haha~

Jus trying hard to act tired~
Day 2:
some candid shot taken in room

Yeah, mh join us on the 2nd nite... BUT! i guess they hav an affair... haha~
Our very own yu sheng session:

if only Trina is here in sg, i guess every CNY we will hav our very own yu sheng session and reunion dinner~ and no doubt... we went MOMO agn tat nite... as in me and Trina lah... haha~
and no more pics liao~
here our last dinner b4 trina went back... @ suki sushi~

Shumei join us for the dinner~

some candid shot... mh and his jaguar juice... he suppose to say guava juice but he mention JAGUAR juice! and.... its actually mango juice~

wat they doing?! another candid... haha~

Our mirror obsession... haha~ at Parkway P's toilet~ haha~ we jus love toilet and full length mirror

Our Xi Nu Ai Le @ PP's starbuck!

Our dearly grp photo~

and this! my lovely present for Trina... hehe~ send tears to her eyes sia... but i cried too while doing it...

Of cos not forgeting our littel Mu-C~! haha~

last but not least, our mirror obsession series... taken @ PS some times ago~

sad enough... i forgot to upload our last momo nite pic... gotta post it asap...

momo with a few cool guys~

OMG! suffering frm bad face day agn... it happens very sat huh... my eyes area are having irritation... and to those who noe mi well, i always having problems wif my eyes area... itch and hurts! and worse out of all, my concealor jus dun work well... hmmm, hard to explain.... anyway, jus a bad face day....

went to momo with pele and fren, get to noe this 2 cool guys (pele's frens), Victor and Andy... simply cool... nice chaps... fun guys... abit shy at 1st but after our little game of 'cai quan' (15, 20), we bk the ice... and its simply cool... tried vodka cranberry, really nice... sweet and u can't taste tat much bitter in the vodka... had a real nice game and sabotage! haha... i nv knew am quite gd at guessing, maybe lady luck... haha... the R&B start pretty late... sad, sms one of my fren but he din reply! shitty enough! anyway, ya, we did rock the dancefloor today... luckily, they love dancefloor too... and ya, we saw a few aunties... haha... its like 'hey MAMA', ya noe~! ok, back to the cool guys... OMG! Trina, u missed it... i sure u will like... haha... 'uh oh'... and no doubt, i miss u, trina... and i so wan u to be wif mi now! ok, the purpose of this post is jus to show off tat i went clubbing wif cool guys, but pls! jus frens k and dun think much! and of cos, missing Trina... too bad, today there's only lady dancers... and i realized, dancers are not as tasty, its their body and their moves, but their face.... hmmm... ya noe... but still i admire their dance lah... really cool... hehe~ Can i build a pole in my room?! and paint a big black butterfly with a dark purple background!!! so 'AH-NEH SWAY'... haha... and ya... i tried my first every lancome juicy tube (a gift frm trina), and dior ultra gloss, colour 921, its cool, i simply love the colour and the smell... same goes to juicy tube, the smell is gd too... nv knew tat lip gloss can smell so sweet... haha~ OMG! trina, its ur fault, now i'm addicted to lip gloss! haha... kk~ shall stop here

Love ya all and nite... OPPS! =X i mean good morning~

Friday, March 03, 2006

Channel U : 青春游走

i had nv realized there such an interesting show on ch u until yesterday nite... OMG, this show is so interesting... its abt unusual job of youngsters nowadays... and of cos there nth special abt young rock band... but wat make it interesting was the really 'UNUSUAL' job... yesterday ntie one was a great one... but too bad, Mun hong miss it... he must be cursing non-stop... MH, yesterday is abt 'tiao dang' leh... there's this guy at the age of early 20s, become a 'ling tong', which hokkien we call 'tiao dang kee'... hmmm, ok, let the god possess on ur body, understand? its really interesting, cos my mum's godma side, there's a no of members been chosen... and its really jus something paranormal and u simply can't explain... and in tat show they ask him where he choose to be, and guess his ans :'not i choose, but up there chose me'... OMG, so how u noe u are chosen? to be frank, so far everyone who is chosen had given mi almost the same story... as in wat happen and so on... same as the guy, he fell sick when he is still at teenage, and went to the doc, nth wrong wif him. Did a full body check up, still no problem but the guy jus couldn't get well, and he mention tat his toes and fingers are turn into black colour. so the mother decide to brought him to temple, to 'wen shen' as in ask the god (chinese will be more familiar wif the terms ba). and no doubt, he was chosen... of cos at his teenage, study age, which parent will wan their child to forgo study and go into tat.. therefore, the mother beg the god to let her son concentrade on his study first, and leave it till he's older, he got well after tat... and u won't believe this, after he grad, at the age of 18 or so, the same thing happen agn, he start to fell sick and so on... and u noe, its the time, and so he went into it... its kind of pitiful if u were to watch the show... cos he's working rite now and he has to take leave on special days (da ri zi) to attend the ceremony, and no one will be paying u k! and u noe when the god possess ur body, they took control, they will play wif the weapons and i dun mean PLAY... they will like hit themself with the big sword and so on... and the guy will end up having lots of scars on his body tat he can't even wear singlet or sleeveless shirt... and how it feels like when the god possess him? he jus sit on the chair as usual, den slowly he will feel a cold air blowing on his back, and he felt slpy and his head start to spin and he vomit, and he noe nth after tat... whatever he did, he got no control and simply dun noe abt it... and when the god were to hit his body wif the weapon while possession, he can't feel the pain either... there are times when he was hit till he bleed badly, and after the possession ceremony, he will hav bruises all over his back... and ya, he hav to tell his gf the truth as in, he hav no choice either, if he dun wanna do it, he will continue to fall sick... its a commitment which u can't choose to wan or not to... and its a life-time thing... luckily he got a understanding gf lah, if not, too bad... tat's how mysterious all this thing can be... and ya, my mum's side, also having same situation... all begin wif falling sick and the unable to cure diease... unexplainable huh... its jus so...

and next week one... a MUST WATCH... next thurs 9.30pm and a repeat @ 11.30. y a MUST WATCH... cos!!!! CASH on TV~ momo's dancer, CASH... hmmm, but i think trina will be more excited lah... anyway, i jus admire his dance lah, really powerful, sexy and nice as for a guy... so a must watch, if u r into dancing lah... and ya, to all tattoo fetish, like my sis, will love it too, cos they interviewing a young tattoo-ist... really cool, a must watch k! and see wat i mean by gd dancing... haha~

a short intro abt the show 青春游走 Youth Decode

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Something missing somewhere

yesterday went out wif mun hong and tim... and realized... something missing somewhere... it jus a bit werid... something must be missing~



We jus miss her too too much... when will she come back agn... and we shall reunion~!

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Friday, February 24, 2006

Never Leave You (Uh Ooh, Uh Ooh) [Remix Version]

(Lumidee feat. Busta Rhymes, Fabolous)

Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh,

Honestly
If a I tell, tell you what,
What you want to know love
There ain't another,
Don't want no other lover
I put nothing above ya.
I kick them to the gutter.
You try to shake me but wound up loving me crazy now

Look at us lately and tell them who's your lady
I'd never thought you'd be the one,
Make me shine brighter than the sun
There ain't no ups and downs,
No in and out to here right now.

If you want me to stay
I never leave
If you want me to stay
We'll always be
If you want me to stay
Love endlessly
If you want me to stay
If you want me to stay
I'll never leave you

Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh
[Busta Rhymes]
(whoo)
(yeah)
hey yo techs move where ya black it's gonna be one of them hot summers (yeah)
Busta bust down
(Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh)
here we go
(Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh)
sling po'
(Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh)
Lumidee
hey yo ,ya know why she going uh oh, right?
check it
You got a hotter other than my Copacabana, Mama
You gotta like my dick when I'm loving persona Mama
Always love to get with you whenever
u need me, mama holla
How you check me, can you give me the oochie walla walla
Swallow a couple shots of Jag and make a dolla
Lil' mama in the crib with a poke to complete your scalla
Talk about an example of a shorty that might need to prowla
Got a chick in the bug, it come with a little shoppahora
Take you to the Caribbean down the Carolina
To the Mediterranean and enjoy the water
When the role is wacky, you keepin' me stocky
Takin' care of this super Mike
When you check on your Papi
When you're right baby, hug me with all your might
And put it on, cause you know it's on tonight
Break up or make up, you know we I'm gone
when you find an empty ride
we will be together and still be bright

[Lumidee]
Never ever wanna let you go
Tell me what you're feeling, cause I want to know
If you're around, you know I'm down
I'll be that girl that keeps you around
I'm only here, just because
It feels good, say enough to keep you right
Believe your love
I never thought you'd be the one that make me shine
brighter than the sun
There ain't no ups and downs
No winning out, you're here right now

[Chorus]
If you want me to stay, I'll never leave
If you want me to stay, we'll always be
If you want me to stay, love endlessly
If you want me to stay, if you want me to stay
I'll never leave you

Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh

[Fabolous]
Fabolous (uh),Lumidee
I ain't never gon' believe
Whoever gonna leave
It feels so good on my arm
Somethin like the baseball jacket with a leather on
the sleeve
All flooded Tommy's that cost seven hundred g's
You lovin', hate the type that love everyone to see
Baby girl, go down like she never wanna breathe ,whoo!(uh oh)
I got a playa right, cause this kid don't usually let them stay tonight
And when I know you wrong, I say it right
And when I wanna say no, I say I might
Cause it's real talk, you know it ain't another
And anytime I'm gone, you know I'm thinkin of you
And anytime you need, you know I got you covered
You know none of the others do what I does
I keep your rocks bluer than hers
Keep your shoes newer than hers
And I do it because, uh

[Chorus]

Thursday, February 23, 2006

webby Cammy

A MSN webcam pic wif darling trina~ haha~



I seriously miss her so much... UH-OH~~~~~

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

You Are a Friendly Flirt!

You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone.
And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly.
You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls.
And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick!


You Are Practically Plastic

You're so beautiful that it's almost unreal
Unfortunately, you're attitude's a little unreal too
Everyone knows you're super hot - no need to remind them
You've got it going on, so stop obsessing!


You Are a Classic Beauty!

You have a timeless beauty that looks great in every decade
Instead following trends, you stick to what works
And this means you never skimp on your beauty routine
Upside? Your classic looks tends to attract gentlemen - not boys.


You Were Pretty Average This Year

You Were 55% Naughty, 45% Nice

You tried to be a good girl this year...
But as you know, being good isn't that fun!
If you're extra sweet, you may have enough time to get on that nice list.


You Are a Super Diva

Some may complain about your diva ways, but you brush them off.
You simply demand the best - and there's nothing wrong with that.
Don't stomp on the little people too much though!
You still need them to get to the top.


You Should Get A Butterfly Tattoo

Girly and funky
For you, tattoos are a thing of beauty - not toughness


You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.
You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.
You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.
This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Life Become so AIMLESS and HOPELESS agn

Once agn... life is back to aimless and hopeless... the hope for death appears agn... To die is not becos i'm sad or how hurt i am... but becos of i dun see future in my life...since there isn't any future, den lets dun waste time anymore, jus let mi die and re-birth, begin my new fate...

Things are back to rountine... work and go home... begin my suicidal diet... am suffering like hell... but ok, the stubborn me jus dun noe abt taking care of myself and none of the guys out there will make an effort to take care of me either... the world is rotating and everything is changing as times passby... my mindset, my life, my tots all are changing... it got worse and messy each day... can my blood turn cold and become emotionaless... behave like a breast or robot... i'll feel so much better... isolation badly needed... i need a break!

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Specially to Trina

My dustbin sister trina left me liao... so sad... I tried my very best to hold back my tears at the airport jus now... first time, sending off a fren of mine... its really a sad thing to do... but as wat roy said 'its part and parcel of life'... we hav to take it no matter wat... now my life change agn, hav to tune back to b4... its hard... and ya, for mi, a person who hav problem with the word 'trust', its even more difficult... and where else can i find another substitude of ur? the ans is no and nv... u can't be replaced... I need someone to listen to my blah yet i see the needs to isolate myself in order to sort up my mind... jus after u left, i stare blank in the air... a sense of loss... some special force that makes me hard to breathe... I believe u hav sense it during our last hug... i told u not to speak while i gif u a hug, its jus to prevent mi from tearing... all the others are written in the letter... hope tat u will really love tat present... i'm looking forward to our next mit up... miss u always...

Monday, February 06, 2006

Late Chinese New Year Wishes

first of all, happy new yr to all... Bz Bz Bz week... but sure its enjoying... life is still as gd, or even more wonderful after i hav choose to discard some of my untruthful or simply hopeless friendship... but still i gain some real frens... life is as usual miser, happiness dun usually last long... trina gng back to aust real soon, on sat morning, and her flight is freaking change to 7++am! oh gosh! i hav to work on sat sia... and mh kana guard duty on fri nite... and left tim... i guess he's the one who can really make it... gotta miss her like hell... sometimes things really puzzled mi so much... i knew her for like slightly more den a mth, but it seems like we had knew each others for yrs... and no doubt, the frenship is even more real, more true... i can share everything wif her, be it personal or not... some ppl jus simply can't be a fren, or rather misuse the title of 'fren'... and mi, Jeslyn Seah, dun gif a damn to these ppl...after trina had left, guess i got to really catch up wif tim, so long since we last sat down at ECP mac for a gd chat... miss those days... and of cos, not forgeting abt shumei, got to really tok to her over some stuffs... ok, i know being my fren is quite tedious... maybe i expect alot... to me, fren is abt truth and cherish... not abt toking or listening, but abt giving and accepting... at times, u will be the listener and at times u will be the talker, and vice versa... i can't always listen and hear u boosting ard over ur watever small matter which u think its so big shot!

anyway, enough of all this... there's a lot of other thing for me to update... the new yr season... as usual those CNY visit... but something different, went CNY visit at trina's hse, rachel's hse, tim's hse and tim's grandma hse... din took much pic but still a nice day... have some mahjong games... nth special...

my hotel plan... <--- tat's ultimate and freaking worth... not becos of how nice or big the room is... but becos of the ppl... love u all lovely dudes, Trina, mun hong and timmy... **muack** so wat's it all abt?

I actually booked a 3D/2N hotel @ Robertson quay... jus a cheap 3 stars hotel (or even lower)... anyway, tat's one of my craziest moment in life ba... be my fren, i dote alot of my dearly frens one, but only, those who worth my love... haha... i freaking spend like $200++ on it and no regret at all... haha... went to check in wif trina on friday... u noe gers... haha... our bags are scary big... haha... wif our clean and nice outfit, alot of cosmetics, another pair of shoes, wat ever body foam and so on.. u name it, we have it... it got to be a getaway for us, and our little home for these 3 days... went for a swim, and u can't imagine how excited trina was, she was so happy over pool, even if its a rather small one... as she only swim in beach @ sydney, according to her, sydney's swim pool are jus too ex... but wat to do, there's alot of indoor swim pool in ang mo country lor! hav a gd swim and a lot of craps... went back to hotel for a bath and we start acting like tourists... haha... as in wat ppl will usually do during their tour... we went over to UE sq for some replenish of 'stock', tibits, milk, drinks, watever... grab some food and mit up wif timmy... we walk all the way to boat quay, and stop at this chinese ramen shop... hmmm... not tat great but wat matters is the company... hehe~ walk over to tengu, tot i'll be seeing ah pei there, but no... den walk all the way back to hotel for a change of outfit and getting ready for the nite... passby Brawl, caught ah shu and her fren, connie, xiao wei and joel... of cos, brawl's boss, bravo... after some touch up and dress up... we head towards MOS... were too early, so we bought the pre-sale tix... since its still early, the ultimate nth better to do momo addicts start making their way to momo for the free entry... and poor timmy can't get in, cos his bday is in the sept, consider under-age! haha~ and we make our way back to mos agn... no queueing! haha... it cost us, gers: $17 b4 10pm, guys: $20 b4 10 pm... can't imagine after 10pm, how much will it cost... but only until u enter it, u noe the fuss of everything... escalator in a freaking club, imagine how big it is... and the toilets are ultimate... BIG and real BIG! freaking modern and nice... the retro room is one of the nicest, the retro interior design... duper but! mi dun like retro lah... haha... y din they hav a gothic room or so?! wat song will they play for a gothic room... haha... anyway, went to some of the room which i dun even noe wat room it is... and of cos... my plc, the R&B room... the interior is unique i shall say... there's airline seats and so on... but the songs wasn't tat fantastic, but the DJ is cute, he's a ang mo! haha~ went to the dance floor... but the crowd there is hell... basically, i'll say many of them are more of a visitor den a clubber... u can see all kind of ppl... and the dance floor is so packed... though the R&B room is much more bigger den all other rooms but still, its fully packed... and ya, i mean only dance floor, ppl try to squeeze in even if there is really no space... and some guys who simply love to eat 'dofu' and freaking chi-na aunties who love selling 'dofu'... seeing 2 strangers dancing closer and stick together, kiss and squeeze breast after jus 15mins! and worse, the ger look jus so freaking chi-na auntie! haha... too desperate, ya~ not abt old-fashion or so... but pls! tat guy look werid, and tat women look old! Maybe it got to do wif the drinks, or maybe becos of the lightings... anyway, its jus not a plc for me, but nice to visit, cos it really beautiful... left at 12:15, Tim went to another club wif his fren, while mi and trina went to momo agn... haha... hmmm... wat haapen at momo eh? all i rmb is we freaking stay till 5am! haa... and ya, like wat sheron wrote in her blog, momo change their toilet seats to those shimmer gold... as usual, met ppl in the club... an so on... but can't imagine! throughtout the nite, from mos to momo, we only heard one song by the black eye peas! and only one! OMG! went back to hotel, as if we are drunk, but no... we din drink, how to get drunk? its jus becos of the freaking hrs of dancing... haha... went back to hotel and found dear timmy still awake, watching tv... laughing away... so freaking tired... doze off in mins... and no doubt the lazy me will slp until i shiok shiok, mun hong join us in the noon, and the 3 of them went to buy some stuff and so on... and me! haha~ slping away, ok... i'm very pig... dun rmb wat time i wake up... but ya, i'm been pampered... they bought mi breakfast!!! UH... i mean lunch... haha~ agn, we gers took hrs to doll up... and off we set off to momo agn, told u we r momo addicts... too bad, tim and mh can't enter... and ya, left mi and trina agn... dance like hell... met alot of ppl agn... went up the platform... we got real crazy... left at 4++am... we walk as if we r drunk, but no, we r jus too tired! haha~ jus as we took cab back, we realized something, we actually go one big rd to momo, its actually near across the street kind! OMG! anyway, alot of pic to be upload... so stay tune~

Thursday, January 26, 2006

The Butterfly With Broken Wings

The dream of little caterpillar is to become a butterfly.

Understanding how cruel reality is, facing the long journey ahead isn't as simple. Unfriendly surrounding, danger of been killed by humans, animals or even bad weathers. The worse out of all is not about the survivor game, its about the staring and bad treatment it received from 'cold-blooded' human beings. The unpleasant comments are enough to send caterpillar to it grave, not to mention about how people tried to harm it just because its born worm-like and ugly. Its nothing wrong about being ugly, and its beyong litter caterpillar's control. Its isn't litter caterpillar's choice to be born ugly either, but who understand or rather who even bother to, they can simply flood little caterpillar to death with just one spilt.

Fight all it way throughout the tough path, tried so hard to be strong, to win its fate, just to fulfill a wishful dream... To be a butterfly, something which is just too nice. When that magical moment arrive, who will still remember the ugly and disgusting caterpillar. With that dreams and its little determination, little caterpillar finally break open its pupua shell, turn into a beautiful butterfly...

Little caterpillar fly high, emegde itself into the bed of sweet-smelling flowers, it thought it could shake off its never-to-be mention past. Looking at the leaf it once fed on, little caterpillar remember the pain it endured, it thought no one will ever look at it as a disgusting worm that only know how to damage leaves and scare people with its aweful appearance again...

But fate had never stop playing spank on little caterpillar, no doubt fate knows how hard it been through, knows how much effort it puts... Just a few minutes of dreams come true, as little caterpillar enjoy its moment of gorgeous, a net appear from nowhere, trapped little caterpillar in it... it saw a familiar cheeky yet cruel smile of a human being... Sense something not right, little caterpillar start bumping within the net like a bumble bee, but nothing could help. As compare to the world outside, little caterpillar is just a useless tiny creature, nothing much it can do, its stuck! All it could hear are those cruel and cunning laughter... at this moment, little caterpillar can only close its eyes, prepare for the worse...

The people did not kill little caterpillar but they break it wings... its painful, so painful, but to compare the pain with little caterpillar's dreams and heartache, its nothing... Answer me! what's the different between A butterfly without wings and a caterpillar..?

The man left... all that little caterpillar have with it is a pair of broken wings and a broken dreams... caterpillar can never fly again... and it can never thought of having a pair of wings again, no matter how long it wait, how hard it tried... Its no longer the same as before... HOPELESS... A dream that can never be fulfilled... A dreams that is impossible... Because of just an act of playfulness, the people had ruin caterpillar's life... A living thing without dreams... is like Earth without water, it can't survive and no one can turn back time... simply no one... Caterpillar is just too weak to fight fate... Maybe caterpillar is fated to stay in the tree and not surround by beautiful flowers... its kind and harmless but still it can't escape from the cruel human beings...

Caterpillar grew up into a butterfly after putting in so much effort but afterall its still a butterfly with a pair of broken wings, the wings that can't fly, the wings that can never fly...

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

I'm Diagnosed With Mo-Mo Addiction

a pic blog today, b4 trina bomb me... and ya, i diagnosed wif momo addiction... i'm addicted to momo liao... siao! and ya, met alot of new fren recently... really cool, but no doubt, i'm still as ice lady... haha~ ok... shall touch on my bz week... wat i did huh... ok~ my steamboat, which i aready mentioned abt... and here's the pic :


Our TOM YUM Steamboat...

The Crazy 4!


Cooking Munhong in process~


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The dinner~


Wat munhong and timmy doing?!!! OMG! tat's gross! haha~

My MoMo nite on wed... get to mit Ailin, trina's fren... and sad to say, i'm the oldest among all... OMG! wo lao le....

tat's momo's ladies, ya... all gers are the same... haha~

get it when i say LADIES night, its for ladies... and here, trina, ailin and me~ i look old! haha~

mi and trina~

mi and ailin

trina and ailin~

the attitude~

mirror image!
wed @ momo... hmmm... ya, ice lady is as cold... but trina hook on an ang mo... hehe
sat is a better one yet dangerous... got a no. of incident happen... met sheron there... cool~ and imagine, sheron is my sis's fren... haha... and ya, her pri sch best fren i shall say... everyone is a grown up now... no more playground mit up k! and ya, maybe i curse her, she's drunk for her very 1st time... and this the very 1st time she mit mi in club... haha~ cool~
and get to see Jerry, nice chap! funny, but too bad, din really spend much time wif him, cos i'm quite bz... been running ard... and went to look for trina's ang mo fren, dun noe how to spell his name~ haha~ anyway, a bz nite... and a scary yet adventure nite, only trina and me noe~ haha~

went over to ah shu's chalet... yeah... my dearest ah shu bday leh! she still love me as much... and ya i love her too... and ya, went to her fren's pub on thurs... cool sia... this few days is like heaven club club club, pub pub pub... maddness~ and ya, my voice hav not recover... not enough slp... go club, go pub, go chalet, play mahjong... alamak! dun if its hell or heaven... but i seriously enjoy every single seconds... haven't been doing such crazy things liao...

life is so great wif my trina and shumei lor...if trina were to go back to aust... hai~ i dun noe how i gonna handle my momo addiction lor~ go clubbing alone?! alamak! maybe i'll be crazy till tat extend~ i'll miss trina so so much... my dustbin sister~! haha~

some random pic...

Trina bitchy face when we saw 2 yandao at PS mac~ haha~

The fireworks on new yr nite... taken @ marina south

The bitchy Dustbin Sista! hehe~ **muack**