wow wow... i hav a contenting weekend... hmmm, is there such word, aiyah fuck care lah... well, i enjoying my life this few days... i catch up wif my sec sch fren, mich, yongkun and my sister, dewei... haha... ok... we will be miting up agn... ktv next week, cool~ pic pic pic... will upload at a later time... but so sad... dewei say mi fake sia, cos i leaving early... hump! i sure smash u flat i tell u...
after tat went MOMO... haha... dustbin fav... went momo wif my ah shu, wif belle, wif shu's fren, James... hav a great nite... pics agn... anyway, poor belle, someone step on her toe accidentally and OMG! very bad injury... it bleed and the whole nail came off... OMG! **faint**... scary... we chat, tok, say everything lah... hmmm.... gers are still better huh... haha... oh ya, trina called, i appreciate it... though i sound so idiotic at first, 'ok... ya... ok...'... haha~ but well, i really appreciate it... dun care how ppl were to see us lah... jus live my life the way i wan... self-centered? tat's survivor tips k! anyway, we are still as usual... nth changes, if anyone wanna see us fight, i think we had disappoint them... so sad... so, am still waiting for ur return and ya! hack care my previous entry... hee... and ... itch rite?!!!! WE GO MOMO LEH!!! must go one wed or fri and take pic of CASH... and post up here BIG BIG! hump... scold mi in ur blog lor... bleh :p i take revenge ah! make u ITCH ah... muahahaha **devilic**....
on a sunday, went ktv wif MH, a bday celebration?! should be, but end up i feel its abit more den jus a celebration... i choose to tok things out, i face him, i told him abt watever i feel, watever he feel (but he din toK much... shy leh**)... anyway, i had said and clarify stuffs and tell him y, y everything changes, y drift... hmmm... actually its kind of surprising for me, i dun think i did tat often as in clarifying... but perphaps thanks for wat had happen... i think alot and learn alot agn... DeSoLo always learn from wat had happen... but agn, i only speak to ppl who involve, if u isn't involve, den no pt asking mi... if its jus pure busybody, maybe try getting infor from some other ppl... i won't say much... at the pt when i dun even wanna clarify things, it means i dun care and dun concern anymore... so watever u were to think of me, let it be... i still carry on my life, do my stuffs... i'll only clarify when ppl do their part to save things, but if they dun den doesn't matters anymore... but agn whoever not involve, dun try to be a hero, cos u not, and nv will be... being a busybody doesn't help much... And agn, to mh, when i ask means i concern, so... dun keep things to urself, u make a barrier for ppl trying to get close to u... and to Trina, scold me some more lah... hump! i won't even dl the thing to listen! bleh :p... enjoy shifting to ur new hse! haha... new environment, new air? sound great! its not abt trust but abt accepting... og ya, guess wat, we sang 'WU YAN DE JIE JU'! faint ah! and mh can really sing like... YU TIAN!... Next time i shall force him sing RONG SHU XIA! haha~
ok.... some funny stuffs... sat... a bad day, was late for the mit up wif shu and poor shu is like waiting for me at Tampines, as usual, DeSoLo always late! haha... den was finally on the bus... but sad... half way to the destination... there's this 40yr old drunk man, he kicked a sec sch age boy... and end up they argue... den this crazy drunk man he called the police! mad~ and the bus is force to stop at the TP bus stop... shit! i'm late lor... and stupif enough the bus stop for a solid 20 min or so... OMG, waste my time... and the bus driver, **faint** he only let us drop off e bus when everyone start stomping and banging e floor and so on... OMG! wat a day...
and ya, nv provoke DeSoLo when she's having PMS... haha... recalling my rude Cust Service... haha~ one of the unit kana power failure... and he called mi, so i send my tech over... but its like, come on, SPC is so big lor, of cos he take times to travel mah... and not more den 5 min, the complainant called agn, shit him, my tech can't fly wat, so kan cheong for wat... 'ur tech haven't come yet'... and mi reply, 'he needs to walk!'... haha~ *faint* tat's DeSoLo on PMS! haha... Cust serv~ haha~ CSO = Cock Sucking Officer...
well,... alot of pics... jus a lot of pics.... uploading soon...
Monday, May 29, 2006
Saturday, May 27, 2006
My Very First Time
was out wif Dallas yesterday after work... oh, mystige elderly kill mi pls, Dallas mit up wif mi rather den gng for his CCA... anyway, went over to collect e pressie for shuzhen... hmmm... saw Mich, she also bought perfume and surprisingly, puay yong bought perfume for shuzhen too... alamak! y?! all buying perfume... haha~ anyway, Dallas and me chat alot abt wicca and stuffs... interesting... shall not go into it... and ya! while we decide to make our way home... while crossing the road, out of sudden my vision blurred, having cold sweat and my knees go weak... i feel like puking and a little giddy... oh shit! wat the hell sia... ok, b4 tat i'm suffering from stomach cramp... but its pretty scary, out of sudden, in the middle of my cramp, i experience all those... alamak! *faint* and i think i scar the hell out of our poor Dallas... haha... anyway, thanks to Dallas... sorry to hav scar u... haha~ but am fine... i nv experience such things b4... its pretty werid... ok... anyway, we took a cab home and after cleaning myself, i fell in deep slp! and here i am blogging...
Friday, May 26, 2006
After breathing....
ok, well... after breathing... hmmm... a new me i should say... realised something... i shouldn't take anyone tat important... my fault... from this moment onward i'll be treating everyone, anyone equally... no one getting special treatment... nth abt best fren, good fren, buddy, soulmate, sisters, brothers, special frens, king, queen, prince, princess, everyone is jus the same...
wat u do or did or done b4, as long as it dun concern me, ya, nth i shall care den... even if u were to kill someone NEXT (note tat 'close' has been replaced by 'next' instead) to me, doesn't matters, as long as i'm not the one receiving the injury... there's no gd retribution or karma, there's only busybody... i been one, a rather silly and foolish one, but i'm not anymore... 'lone', 'cherish', treasure','giving' is no longer to word to use... maybe its jus survior game... well... being too righteous is useless, had jus realized tat little truth but a useful truth... being true is useless too... doing too much is stupid... giving too much is nv appreciated so y bother?! u nv noe tat someone u tot u could depend on can easily fell out on u... it doesn't matter lah, but agn, they hav nth to lose... me the afterall big loser, mentally, physically and materially... OMG! i'm the FOOL huh... oh... tat's pathetic... So afterall, frens not tat dependent either... ya, no doubt... 大难临头各自飞... sad but true... worse when u r not born wif this kind of 'skill' or 'quality'...
Sad enough, watever the outcome might be... i won't thanks anyone... the thing abt selfishness! cool huh~ everyone's playing it well...
Btw, can return mi watever i left there, cos i dun even wanna see u in my next life... sad... but still u OWE me, something u won't be able to RETURN!
DeSoLo's survivor tips huh.... **DeSoLo on one week break**
wat u do or did or done b4, as long as it dun concern me, ya, nth i shall care den... even if u were to kill someone NEXT (note tat 'close' has been replaced by 'next' instead) to me, doesn't matters, as long as i'm not the one receiving the injury... there's no gd retribution or karma, there's only busybody... i been one, a rather silly and foolish one, but i'm not anymore... 'lone', 'cherish', treasure','giving' is no longer to word to use... maybe its jus survior game... well... being too righteous is useless, had jus realized tat little truth but a useful truth... being true is useless too... doing too much is stupid... giving too much is nv appreciated so y bother?! u nv noe tat someone u tot u could depend on can easily fell out on u... it doesn't matter lah, but agn, they hav nth to lose... me the afterall big loser, mentally, physically and materially... OMG! i'm the FOOL huh... oh... tat's pathetic... So afterall, frens not tat dependent either... ya, no doubt... 大难临头各自飞... sad but true... worse when u r not born wif this kind of 'skill' or 'quality'...
Sad enough, watever the outcome might be... i won't thanks anyone... the thing abt selfishness! cool huh~ everyone's playing it well...
Btw, can return mi watever i left there, cos i dun even wanna see u in my next life... sad... but still u OWE me, something u won't be able to RETURN!
DeSoLo's survivor tips huh.... **DeSoLo on one week break**
Air is so tense up...
OMG! i need to breath... properly a few days break, properly a few months break or properly a few yrs break... i needa breath... the air stink! the ppl stink... argh... puke... **fuck off**
That wat i receive this morning...
[11:08:51 AM] : abso-fucke: until u are able to think straight..then
talk. For now, i need to blog
oh fuck it... i fell i learn... i'm cold... colder den ever agn... forget it...
Tear drop, Tear gone, i'm gone wif my tear... nth can be done, nth to be done, u break it, u lose it...
That wat i receive this morning...
[11:08:51 AM] : abso-fucke: until u are able to think straight..then
talk. For now, i need to blog
oh fuck it... i fell i learn... i'm cold... colder den ever agn... forget it...
Tear drop, Tear gone, i'm gone wif my tear... nth can be done, nth to be done, u break it, u lose it...
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Say urself b4 saying others
I guess Trina will kill mi for writing this... i actually got over it, cos i think i'm adnormal to feel tat way, until i came across "Granny's" Blog... So i'm not as adnormal huh, everyone feels tat way... So y granny get so pissed off when we went out without even inform him... cos... show no respect?! cos show tat we dun even care abt him? dun even wan him to join... but its like... she knew the reason, we din ask cos she's working and properly she won't be able to make it, den y ask him along... well, ya... tat's so true... but even if granny she herself noes the reason, she still been affected... cos RESPECT, RESPECT is the word... perphaps, strange enough, only one person noe wats happening and maybe one who read noe who i'm referring to... and sad to say maybe the one involve might guess its him... anything, doesn't matters...
am pissed off not becos u din ask mi along, well, i too think tat i shouldn't be there... but come on, y hide it? if u think its not neccessary to tell mi, u r slapping urself... and agn, the problem is not abt jealousy, definitly not abt y u ask him and not mi... but the problem is RESPECT, basic RESPECT... i'm so affected cos i treat u as fren... and its kind of hyprocrite to mi... so sorry... even if i were to confront u, but wats the pt? u will be finding excuses to hit off the whole topic abt being not sincere, and dun even regard mi as fren, by saying 'I think its not neccessary'... let it be... rmb the time, when i kind of said, u had forgot abt mi ever since u hav new frens... i already lost the energy to try building up this Frenship... If u wanna say tat i'm making a fuss and so on, say urself 1st...
At times, i really find it funny... Human beings... They always try to Build/save frenship wif those who discriminate them or simply dun fuck care them, and take those who truely accept who he is, cherish him, treasure him as fren, for granted... How pathetic... but it dun matters me any further... u noe me well enough... i dun hav to explain myself...
am pissed off not becos u din ask mi along, well, i too think tat i shouldn't be there... but come on, y hide it? if u think its not neccessary to tell mi, u r slapping urself... and agn, the problem is not abt jealousy, definitly not abt y u ask him and not mi... but the problem is RESPECT, basic RESPECT... i'm so affected cos i treat u as fren... and its kind of hyprocrite to mi... so sorry... even if i were to confront u, but wats the pt? u will be finding excuses to hit off the whole topic abt being not sincere, and dun even regard mi as fren, by saying 'I think its not neccessary'... let it be... rmb the time, when i kind of said, u had forgot abt mi ever since u hav new frens... i already lost the energy to try building up this Frenship... If u wanna say tat i'm making a fuss and so on, say urself 1st...
At times, i really find it funny... Human beings... They always try to Build/save frenship wif those who discriminate them or simply dun fuck care them, and take those who truely accept who he is, cherish him, treasure him as fren, for granted... How pathetic... but it dun matters me any further... u noe me well enough... i dun hav to explain myself...
Network Marketing?!... meaning Make Use of Human Beings?!
read this~ so funny~!!! its a msg i receive yesterday in frenster... sorry... i dun practise privacy... too bad, who ask him choose to msg me den other ppl... sad~
From: HuoShan
Date: Tuesday, May 23, 2006 11:39:00 PM
Subject: Re: hi
HuoShan wrote:
Hi, sorry to juz msg u so abruptly, i was browsing thru friendster and : ) wanted to get to knw u more , im 22m working nw. my company EY Singapore is currently loking for manpower as we r expanding overseas thus there r alot of various vacancies available , e.g : HR , Sales , Marketing , Recruitment , Admin and etc...
We provide part/full time job , pay u UP to $90 a day... If its ok mayb we can chat more tht over dinner .
Thanks....
and here's my reply:
JeSLyN - DeSoLo wrote:
Oh... Tat sound great and amazing...
normally we will hav lunch or dinner near raffles plc... one of the kopi tiam kind... den i'll be surprise to find a large grp of ur company's colleague over
there... and our topic is mainly abt... 'how much u earn?', 'enough meh?', etc... ur colleague and u will keep on boosting how gd is the company, the product is good and so on... den... the main motive set into plc, 'y not visit our office?', no way of rejection... while we were on our way, everyone will
be like saying how nice this and tat car... as we reach the company... we will be walking ard... knowing more 'colleagues' and get to see their pay slip, earning more den 5 digits... den into one of the meeting rm listen to the market plan given by the so-called manager... and of cos... the car loan thingy! which everyone claim it to be so fantastic! ok, after tat, u will start intro mi abt the products... abt the skin care thingy and ur dearly company hav a wonderful facial centre somewhere... and so on... and of cos, not forgetting abt joining the firm for gd
money, and abt doing business and not working for company... and how gd is everyone in the company, of cos, the boss... Oh ya, the special way of shaking hand?! ur company's culture... andso on so on... i guess there's still alot more...
Apparently, I'm not interested in EnYouth...
Thanks.
and here came his reply this morning...
HuoShan wrote:
Ok, thats great too... Btw u r welcome... Hmm... Then i wish u all the best "8a.m till 5 p.m. till 85 years old" ... thanks for ur time.. Dream On...
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Well, haha~ a big laugh~ sorry! it makes me feel so funny... its like a con man kana disclose! and try to say much to save his face?! haha~ enough fo all this craps lah... they are jus freaking a bunch of inhuman being who make use of their frens and family members for the sake of money... correct me if u wan to but keep it to urself... i hate ppl who make use of sincerity... being fren is ok, but dun pester mi over this... u intro me the 'great' offer jus to make it better for urself.... and ya... its enough of EY... the 3rd person i met.. first was my poly mate! suay enough, 2ndly was Trina's fren, and 3rdly this stranger... come on, EY jus let me go k! **irritated** i even noe ur steps of 'conning' so for wat... and ya, tat guy! abt his 8 to 5 thingy and 85 yrs... come on, be realistic... it jus a pattern, network marketing... u use mi and i use others and end up ur greatest boss use u... tat's the pattern... ok... u told mi abt earning enough and open a biz... open a biz, u tot mama shop ah! so ez... still u need to upgrade urself... if its really so great, den everyone will be working there in stead... and come on its so competitive lor... tell mi 1st, u think ur senior is so gd to intro u such job but think, did u ever pay to buy the products, u did wat and it cause how much, not cheap rite>?! hai~ at least i go by steps, it might be slow, it might be tedious, but its not by conning and make use of ppl ard me... at least i dare to say i oe more knowlegde den u... and ppl respect me rather den discriminate me... and best, i'm not a pest! tat's irritating... earning so much for wat? to bring to grave? and cover urself with cash and lay in teh coffin?! tat's great huh... stupid... my working hrs might be 8 to 5, but urs... to end such money, u hav to work not only ur full time job but also spend time on ur this so called biz and ... its like 20hrs a day?! tat's wat u call great? happiness dun depend on how much u earn, but depend on ur surrounding, ppl, thing, emotions... u might hav alot of money but everyone discriminate u... den wat's tat for? respect others and respect urself... ppl will go to u when they believe in u, no pt persude ppl in believing u... and pester ppl to join u...
p.s. of cos i hav to dream on... without dreams, how can one survive?! like i ask u y u wanna earn so much? its a dreams too... contradicting! he dun noe mi and he doubt my dreams... how sad~ mistake!
From: HuoShan
Date: Tuesday, May 23, 2006 11:39:00 PM
Subject: Re: hi
HuoShan wrote:
Hi, sorry to juz msg u so abruptly, i was browsing thru friendster and : ) wanted to get to knw u more , im 22m working nw. my company EY Singapore is currently loking for manpower as we r expanding overseas thus there r alot of various vacancies available , e.g : HR , Sales , Marketing , Recruitment , Admin and etc...
We provide part/full time job , pay u UP to $90 a day... If its ok mayb we can chat more tht over dinner .
Thanks....
and here's my reply:
JeSLyN - DeSoLo wrote:
Oh... Tat sound great and amazing...
normally we will hav lunch or dinner near raffles plc... one of the kopi tiam kind... den i'll be surprise to find a large grp of ur company's colleague over
there... and our topic is mainly abt... 'how much u earn?', 'enough meh?', etc... ur colleague and u will keep on boosting how gd is the company, the product is good and so on... den... the main motive set into plc, 'y not visit our office?', no way of rejection... while we were on our way, everyone will
be like saying how nice this and tat car... as we reach the company... we will be walking ard... knowing more 'colleagues' and get to see their pay slip, earning more den 5 digits... den into one of the meeting rm listen to the market plan given by the so-called manager... and of cos... the car loan thingy! which everyone claim it to be so fantastic! ok, after tat, u will start intro mi abt the products... abt the skin care thingy and ur dearly company hav a wonderful facial centre somewhere... and so on... and of cos, not forgetting abt joining the firm for gd
money, and abt doing business and not working for company... and how gd is everyone in the company, of cos, the boss... Oh ya, the special way of shaking hand?! ur company's culture... andso on so on... i guess there's still alot more...
Apparently, I'm not interested in EnYouth...
Thanks.
and here came his reply this morning...
HuoShan wrote:
Ok, thats great too... Btw u r welcome... Hmm... Then i wish u all the best "8a.m till 5 p.m. till 85 years old" ... thanks for ur time.. Dream On...
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Well, haha~ a big laugh~ sorry! it makes me feel so funny... its like a con man kana disclose! and try to say much to save his face?! haha~ enough fo all this craps lah... they are jus freaking a bunch of inhuman being who make use of their frens and family members for the sake of money... correct me if u wan to but keep it to urself... i hate ppl who make use of sincerity... being fren is ok, but dun pester mi over this... u intro me the 'great' offer jus to make it better for urself.... and ya... its enough of EY... the 3rd person i met.. first was my poly mate! suay enough, 2ndly was Trina's fren, and 3rdly this stranger... come on, EY jus let me go k! **irritated** i even noe ur steps of 'conning' so for wat... and ya, tat guy! abt his 8 to 5 thingy and 85 yrs... come on, be realistic... it jus a pattern, network marketing... u use mi and i use others and end up ur greatest boss use u... tat's the pattern... ok... u told mi abt earning enough and open a biz... open a biz, u tot mama shop ah! so ez... still u need to upgrade urself... if its really so great, den everyone will be working there in stead... and come on its so competitive lor... tell mi 1st, u think ur senior is so gd to intro u such job but think, did u ever pay to buy the products, u did wat and it cause how much, not cheap rite>?! hai~ at least i go by steps, it might be slow, it might be tedious, but its not by conning and make use of ppl ard me... at least i dare to say i oe more knowlegde den u... and ppl respect me rather den discriminate me... and best, i'm not a pest! tat's irritating... earning so much for wat? to bring to grave? and cover urself with cash and lay in teh coffin?! tat's great huh... stupid... my working hrs might be 8 to 5, but urs... to end such money, u hav to work not only ur full time job but also spend time on ur this so called biz and ... its like 20hrs a day?! tat's wat u call great? happiness dun depend on how much u earn, but depend on ur surrounding, ppl, thing, emotions... u might hav alot of money but everyone discriminate u... den wat's tat for? respect others and respect urself... ppl will go to u when they believe in u, no pt persude ppl in believing u... and pester ppl to join u...
p.s. of cos i hav to dream on... without dreams, how can one survive?! like i ask u y u wanna earn so much? its a dreams too... contradicting! he dun noe mi and he doubt my dreams... how sad~ mistake!
Arts of DeSoLo
ok...got a few personal tasks done... had my glitter 'Art Of DeSoLo' up... still working on the main page... finding the rite thing to add on... and ok... i got my picture link done too... well, if u dun like ur pic, pls send mi one den... been gng to frenster to steal pics... haha~
oh ya... my tag board... so there's ppl reading it... nice huh... but kinda sad cos i hav poor language, my mystige are always there to correct me every now and den... OMG...
i hate my day... i din touch my work at all for the whole of yesterday... wat i'm doing sia... jus simply moodless... cos ya noe, its the time... where i'll feel so tired, so slpy, moodless and tummy uneasy... ok~ i promise i'll get my work stuffs... **hope so** I'm gettign fat... i been eating non-stop... shit mi... but agn... i'll limit myself real soon... and back to my diet agn...
ok... Trina called yesterday nite while i'm wif Roy and Dallas... Hey trina, i dun noe wat toking u lor... u ask dallas to ask mi wat sweets i gave u on ur bday?! O_0... i nv gave u any sweets on ur bday mah.... **blur** anyway, we haven finish toking huh... ok... as mentioned, met up wif Dallas and Roy.... and haha~ we wanted to go for dinner but really hav no idea where to go?! hav steamboat @ Marina South? hav Curry or so @ little india? hav bian mian @ city plaza? hav bak gu teh @ dun noe where? hav dinner @ geylang? since we r @ Sing Post... y not go for KATONG LAKSA!!! Trina's fav~ haha... ok... we went over... had our dinner and slack ard... and settle down @ somewhere and we spend our time toking, sharing.... so nice.. really did enjoy myself... love chatting wif a few great fren... i mean FEW... its always great as u can really share when not much ppl is ard... and ya... a lot of stuffs... and ya, i think i'll hav to tok to Dallas one day abt his wicca stuffs, the ritual, the spell and all those... i'm always interested in those but nv action it... cos... i dun wanna rush into stuffs even b4 knowing how it really go abt... i really quite eager to get my doubts answered... DALLAS! when u free?! haha~
oh ya~ went for a movie wif tim and thom, the da vinci code... wat should i say abt this movie... hmmm... i only like the part when they tok abt the symbols and the history ba... a little that i read b4 in wicca books... interesting indeed... ok... anyway, we went for CARL's JR.... haha~ my idea... DeSoLo jus love Portobelle Mushroom burger so much... and its freaking yummy lor... OMG! i'm dying for it agn... **drool**... will upload the pic some times in this week ba... stay tune~
oh ya... my tag board... so there's ppl reading it... nice huh... but kinda sad cos i hav poor language, my mystige are always there to correct me every now and den... OMG...
i hate my day... i din touch my work at all for the whole of yesterday... wat i'm doing sia... jus simply moodless... cos ya noe, its the time... where i'll feel so tired, so slpy, moodless and tummy uneasy... ok~ i promise i'll get my work stuffs... **hope so** I'm gettign fat... i been eating non-stop... shit mi... but agn... i'll limit myself real soon... and back to my diet agn...
ok... Trina called yesterday nite while i'm wif Roy and Dallas... Hey trina, i dun noe wat toking u lor... u ask dallas to ask mi wat sweets i gave u on ur bday?! O_0... i nv gave u any sweets on ur bday mah.... **blur** anyway, we haven finish toking huh... ok... as mentioned, met up wif Dallas and Roy.... and haha~ we wanted to go for dinner but really hav no idea where to go?! hav steamboat @ Marina South? hav Curry or so @ little india? hav bian mian @ city plaza? hav bak gu teh @ dun noe where? hav dinner @ geylang? since we r @ Sing Post... y not go for KATONG LAKSA!!! Trina's fav~ haha... ok... we went over... had our dinner and slack ard... and settle down @ somewhere and we spend our time toking, sharing.... so nice.. really did enjoy myself... love chatting wif a few great fren... i mean FEW... its always great as u can really share when not much ppl is ard... and ya... a lot of stuffs... and ya, i think i'll hav to tok to Dallas one day abt his wicca stuffs, the ritual, the spell and all those... i'm always interested in those but nv action it... cos... i dun wanna rush into stuffs even b4 knowing how it really go abt... i really quite eager to get my doubts answered... DALLAS! when u free?! haha~
oh ya~ went for a movie wif tim and thom, the da vinci code... wat should i say abt this movie... hmmm... i only like the part when they tok abt the symbols and the history ba... a little that i read b4 in wicca books... interesting indeed... ok... anyway, we went for CARL's JR.... haha~ my idea... DeSoLo jus love Portobelle Mushroom burger so much... and its freaking yummy lor... OMG! i'm dying for it agn... **drool**... will upload the pic some times in this week ba... stay tune~
Monday, May 22, 2006
Wat abt love?
ok... today on DeSoLoGY, we tok abt love...
These many ppl been toking or rather seeking or in hope of true love... which i call it as the 'perfect love'... as u noe perfect does not exsist so not to mention abt perfect love...
everyone expect love like wat u see in romeo and juliet... like liang san po and zhu yin tai... like meteor garden, san cai and dao ming shi... like mars, chen lin and han qi luo... but agn... these are shows and its unreal... so is there any love like this? i doubt... but no doubt, there r still couples out there who been together for yrs... and den one more qns... is it love or habit... is it true tat loving will become a habit as time pass by... do u consider such habit as love?
y everyone wan love as in the kinda boy ger r/s kind... y everyone wan it so much? support? concern? care? happiness?... but did anyone realized how much tears u hav to put in, in order to get all these... no pain no gain mah... simple rules of exchange... lovers are human too... and no doubt they are nth diff from those tat u saw, they dun really hav special connection wif u...
they might love u but yet hurt u... they might love u, but dun do wat u expect, they might love u, but disappoint u... At times being together is not abt love... as ppl always said... love important or bread? without love, u won't die but without bread, u will die... this trying to ask u to differentiate between reality and love....
Love isn't jus abt how much i wanna be wif somebody, how much i wanna him/her to be wif mi, everlasting... but abt how ur live together, how u give and take, how u understand and share... tat's sound simple but not at all... love someone only if u noe how to love and not jus to love or be love.... Alot to learn... Some ppl are born blessed, they hav the so call love and act as if they dun need to noe much abt others ard them... and kind of living in her own world... but agn... its always bless to be the unblessed ones, cos as u fall, u learn... and only when u fall, u noe wat is pain... u learn as u grow, and end up those been hurt one are those who noe more and experience more...
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ok... enough of DeSoLoGY... back to life... OMG, i'm feeling pain everywhere... pain in my arms cos of the outing on sat... brought ash out wif thomas, Dallas, Sher and Sher's fren... ya, no doubt, bring ash out is always taxing... ash is such a active boy lor... and ya, especially when i need to carry him while waiting for taxi... but agn it won't stop mi from bringing him out... **wink**
ok... i'm feeling pain in my foot, cos by the long period of wearing heels and uncomtfy footwear, guess i kana corn in my foot liao... and ya, crack heels...
and ya... PMS! tummy werid, feeling uneasy, mood swing, tired, slpy, alot lah...
and lastly, a very bad neckache... cos by fixing puzzle... complete a puzzle in the afternoon... ok... well, i noe its not a difficult task but agn i like cannot ah... i love doing puzzle.... and here my darling...
The box... bought it last yr, nv had a chance to get it done...
In pieces....
The sides
The completed Libra goddess... am a librian... and i simply love thsi art piece... i love the libra and the scropio... best out of all.. however the Virgo remind me of 'the lady' (Emperess)... anyway, i still love this the zodiac... so nice... and ya, i finish it in hrs without rest, that explain my neckache~ mum was like so happy wif this puzzle tat she wanna go get a frame for it...
All my bodyache simply make mi wanna go back!
And ya... i'm lovin' in... I'm loving in Cranberry... first i tried cranberry vodka, den i tried cranberry Ricola sweet... last i tried cranberry Raspberry Snapple... OMG it sen mi up to heaven.... I'm lovin' in....
These many ppl been toking or rather seeking or in hope of true love... which i call it as the 'perfect love'... as u noe perfect does not exsist so not to mention abt perfect love...
everyone expect love like wat u see in romeo and juliet... like liang san po and zhu yin tai... like meteor garden, san cai and dao ming shi... like mars, chen lin and han qi luo... but agn... these are shows and its unreal... so is there any love like this? i doubt... but no doubt, there r still couples out there who been together for yrs... and den one more qns... is it love or habit... is it true tat loving will become a habit as time pass by... do u consider such habit as love?
y everyone wan love as in the kinda boy ger r/s kind... y everyone wan it so much? support? concern? care? happiness?... but did anyone realized how much tears u hav to put in, in order to get all these... no pain no gain mah... simple rules of exchange... lovers are human too... and no doubt they are nth diff from those tat u saw, they dun really hav special connection wif u...
they might love u but yet hurt u... they might love u, but dun do wat u expect, they might love u, but disappoint u... At times being together is not abt love... as ppl always said... love important or bread? without love, u won't die but without bread, u will die... this trying to ask u to differentiate between reality and love....
Love isn't jus abt how much i wanna be wif somebody, how much i wanna him/her to be wif mi, everlasting... but abt how ur live together, how u give and take, how u understand and share... tat's sound simple but not at all... love someone only if u noe how to love and not jus to love or be love.... Alot to learn... Some ppl are born blessed, they hav the so call love and act as if they dun need to noe much abt others ard them... and kind of living in her own world... but agn... its always bless to be the unblessed ones, cos as u fall, u learn... and only when u fall, u noe wat is pain... u learn as u grow, and end up those been hurt one are those who noe more and experience more...
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ok... enough of DeSoLoGY... back to life... OMG, i'm feeling pain everywhere... pain in my arms cos of the outing on sat... brought ash out wif thomas, Dallas, Sher and Sher's fren... ya, no doubt, bring ash out is always taxing... ash is such a active boy lor... and ya, especially when i need to carry him while waiting for taxi... but agn it won't stop mi from bringing him out... **wink**
ok... i'm feeling pain in my foot, cos by the long period of wearing heels and uncomtfy footwear, guess i kana corn in my foot liao... and ya, crack heels...
and ya... PMS! tummy werid, feeling uneasy, mood swing, tired, slpy, alot lah...
and lastly, a very bad neckache... cos by fixing puzzle... complete a puzzle in the afternoon... ok... well, i noe its not a difficult task but agn i like cannot ah... i love doing puzzle.... and here my darling...
The box... bought it last yr, nv had a chance to get it done...
In pieces....
The sides
The completed Libra goddess... am a librian... and i simply love thsi art piece... i love the libra and the scropio... best out of all.. however the Virgo remind me of 'the lady' (Emperess)... anyway, i still love this the zodiac... so nice... and ya, i finish it in hrs without rest, that explain my neckache~ mum was like so happy wif this puzzle tat she wanna go get a frame for it...
All my bodyache simply make mi wanna go back!
And ya... i'm lovin' in... I'm loving in Cranberry... first i tried cranberry vodka, den i tried cranberry Ricola sweet... last i tried cranberry Raspberry Snapple... OMG it sen mi up to heaven.... I'm lovin' in....
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Missing Trina~
i been updating my blog these days... jus alot to say...
This few days, nth much happen to mi, but the ppl ard me... well, it din really affects me (sad to say), as i dun owe them my life, so it din bother me much... As wat i always say, i only concern of my 3 princesses... my timmy is well and happy, my ah shu jus abit afraid of the day to come by, the day when her boy go ns... and after so long... i been smiling away, somehow carefree-ly... even if i hav a r/s bk up, even if i hav some sucky stuffs in work... but i still happy, as in really happy, the kind of u won't drop a tear kind...
but today, as i visit Trina's blog... i feel so sad... out of a sudden i wish i could hug her and cry together... i miss her too... so much... So wanting her to join my life here, join mystige family outing, tok to her... watever views i hav, watever tots i hav, watever laughter i hav, watever sadness i hav, watever dreams i hav.... out of sudden tot of the day when i mit up wif belle... we were both toking abt Trina... and i say, 'dun worry, trina will be back soon, time flies very fast one'... and belle's reply strike mi, 'fast meh! its like its been so long and yet only 3mths passed, not to say abt 10mths'... i kept quiet.... cos deep in me, i'm trying to console her and yet i myself is suffering frm same situation... as we spend our days in the bar... and something shu say to belle, saying like, nvm trina is not here but there still other ppl ard and so on... and belle reply, 'Its different lor.... bu yi yang de...' tat strike mi too... ya~ its different and cannot be compare....
no one can replc my 3 princess and trina, i wan u to noe, u r nv forgotten or replc... at least for mi, i'm still waiting for ur return... even if it might be mths or yrs... cos i noe u will be back... jus pure waiting, pure patiene...
ok, i shall go back to work... it gonna be a OT day... rushing last min invoicing... hai~
p.s. Trina, we shouldn't cry becos we part but happy becos u mit each other... k~ its nv ending kind... **missing u always** **hugs** i think when u r back, i will hug u so tightly like how i hug ash ash, the kind tat will suffocate u! **muack**
This few days, nth much happen to mi, but the ppl ard me... well, it din really affects me (sad to say), as i dun owe them my life, so it din bother me much... As wat i always say, i only concern of my 3 princesses... my timmy is well and happy, my ah shu jus abit afraid of the day to come by, the day when her boy go ns... and after so long... i been smiling away, somehow carefree-ly... even if i hav a r/s bk up, even if i hav some sucky stuffs in work... but i still happy, as in really happy, the kind of u won't drop a tear kind...
but today, as i visit Trina's blog... i feel so sad... out of a sudden i wish i could hug her and cry together... i miss her too... so much... So wanting her to join my life here, join mystige family outing, tok to her... watever views i hav, watever tots i hav, watever laughter i hav, watever sadness i hav, watever dreams i hav.... out of sudden tot of the day when i mit up wif belle... we were both toking abt Trina... and i say, 'dun worry, trina will be back soon, time flies very fast one'... and belle's reply strike mi, 'fast meh! its like its been so long and yet only 3mths passed, not to say abt 10mths'... i kept quiet.... cos deep in me, i'm trying to console her and yet i myself is suffering frm same situation... as we spend our days in the bar... and something shu say to belle, saying like, nvm trina is not here but there still other ppl ard and so on... and belle reply, 'Its different lor.... bu yi yang de...' tat strike mi too... ya~ its different and cannot be compare....
no one can replc my 3 princess and trina, i wan u to noe, u r nv forgotten or replc... at least for mi, i'm still waiting for ur return... even if it might be mths or yrs... cos i noe u will be back... jus pure waiting, pure patiene...
ok, i shall go back to work... it gonna be a OT day... rushing last min invoicing... hai~
p.s. Trina, we shouldn't cry becos we part but happy becos u mit each other... k~ its nv ending kind... **missing u always** **hugs** i think when u r back, i will hug u so tightly like how i hug ash ash, the kind tat will suffocate u! **muack**
Friday, May 19, 2006
Its So DeSoLo-Ry
OH MY GOD! i din change my blogskin on purpose... and stupid enough! I LOST IT... cos i try to overwrite wif blogskin template provided blogger, so as to grab some coding for my family mystige blog, and ya i forgot to backup my previous skin... and i lost it... sob~ but anyway, i hav my backup at home, jus tat its not updated... haa~ nvm... anyway, here's a new skin... i love it though, but i doubt i will love it for long (I'm always like tat) except for my previous skin...
DeSoLo is not only tat blur hor... guess wat... wed nite while i'm taking train back home with Dallas... i missed my stop... OMG! am too engross in chatting... OMG only until den Dallas told mi... hey 'Boon Keng' passed already leh... OMG~ lucky i'm only one stop away... and ended up take a cab from potong pasir! tat's how blur DeSoLo am... alamak...
okok... back to some daily blogging...
Jus to share abit of DeSoLoGY wif u ppl...
Here my accessories.. hehe~ i like werido stuffs... a little mix of gothic, jappy, wicca, funky, cutie, jus rojak! haha... i call it DeSoLoGY lah... and here r part of my collection... those tat i heart more are... the cross (black/Silver), my Ji Leng (Lizard), My Rabbit (playboy), My Wired 'Jeslyn', Another cross (Silver), my Leather Bracelet (Dior), the dangling Mickey Earrings... and ya, i extremely love tat anna sui mirror, but it hardly can match any of my outfit and one thing... its so heavy! and yeah... here's my necklace, bracelet & earrings... its so DeSoLoRy...
So is there any problem....?!
anyway... some pics to upload... taken during wed, outing wif Timmy and Dallas...
Dallas & DeSoLo
I got a headache after the first shot~ while Dallas set into his cutie pose...
And soon after the 2nd shot, we turn into beast!
I Tried to act sexy but... -_-! Dallas is so frighten lor! so scray meh!
So wats the problem wif u ppl?! not happy is it?! **we r so ya-ya~
U hav provoked us and its too LATE! **Dallas look real firece and my face is jus too black**
Now, Its Timmy & DeSoLo... OMG! timmy out-shine me... he and his new haircut~
There jus something abt chemistry... wahahaha~ wat cock sia! this pic ma chiam cut and paste lor~ and my face is duper round...
**my face really so roung hor... haha~ Timmy is so funny...
'DU DU ZHUI'
Jus Sian....
I'm 'Shaken' and he is stable!
No doubt we r so loving... wahahaha~ * can't stop laughing~
And ya, its time for Self-Obsession...
DeSoLoGy is jus so DeSoLoRy... haha~ btw... DeSoLo's hair is jus so werid... short at the side and long at the back... straight at teh front and back, curl at the side...
DeSoLo is not only tat blur hor... guess wat... wed nite while i'm taking train back home with Dallas... i missed my stop... OMG! am too engross in chatting... OMG only until den Dallas told mi... hey 'Boon Keng' passed already leh... OMG~ lucky i'm only one stop away... and ended up take a cab from potong pasir! tat's how blur DeSoLo am... alamak...
okok... back to some daily blogging...
Jus to share abit of DeSoLoGY wif u ppl...
Here my accessories.. hehe~ i like werido stuffs... a little mix of gothic, jappy, wicca, funky, cutie, jus rojak! haha... i call it DeSoLoGY lah... and here r part of my collection... those tat i heart more are... the cross (black/Silver), my Ji Leng (Lizard), My Rabbit (playboy), My Wired 'Jeslyn', Another cross (Silver), my Leather Bracelet (Dior), the dangling Mickey Earrings... and ya, i extremely love tat anna sui mirror, but it hardly can match any of my outfit and one thing... its so heavy! and yeah... here's my necklace, bracelet & earrings... its so DeSoLoRy...
So is there any problem....?!
anyway... some pics to upload... taken during wed, outing wif Timmy and Dallas...
Dallas & DeSoLo
I got a headache after the first shot~ while Dallas set into his cutie pose...
And soon after the 2nd shot, we turn into beast!
I Tried to act sexy but... -_-! Dallas is so frighten lor! so scray meh!
So wats the problem wif u ppl?! not happy is it?! **we r so ya-ya~
U hav provoked us and its too LATE! **Dallas look real firece and my face is jus too black**
Now, Its Timmy & DeSoLo... OMG! timmy out-shine me... he and his new haircut~
There jus something abt chemistry... wahahaha~ wat cock sia! this pic ma chiam cut and paste lor~ and my face is duper round...
**my face really so roung hor... haha~ Timmy is so funny...
'DU DU ZHUI'
Jus Sian....
I'm 'Shaken' and he is stable!
No doubt we r so loving... wahahaha~ * can't stop laughing~
And ya, its time for Self-Obsession...
DeSoLoGy is jus so DeSoLoRy... haha~ btw... DeSoLo's hair is jus so werid... short at the side and long at the back... straight at teh front and back, curl at the side...
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
OPPS! i did it agn.... =X
haha... some pics to upload... and here it goes...
Belle, Shu & Me~ haha... Oh Trina, Drool pls!
Its not the end yet as we start to act cool and act cute~
And agn, its somehow INCOMPLETE without Trina... and we feel so EMPTY! *sad*
and we really wish Trina was here wif us! & we had reserve a plc for u~
And to end... WE LOVE YOU, TRINA!!!
Belle, Shu & Me~ haha... Oh Trina, Drool pls!
Its not the end yet as we start to act cool and act cute~
And agn, its somehow INCOMPLETE without Trina... and we feel so EMPTY! *sad*
and we really wish Trina was here wif us! & we had reserve a plc for u~
And to end... WE LOVE YOU, TRINA!!!
Oh PPL~ laugh at DeSoLo... she jus trying to be a siant!
ok ok... i'm back... laugh at me ppl... i'm trying to be a siant agn... but ok if u guys notice, i love helping ppl who has a women heart... get it... especially those been hurt by useless man and hurt by the name of 'LOVE'...
ok, DeSoLo getting sick of these 2 things... sad to say and thick-skin enough to say, i been thru' wat ur been through, it might be more, it might be less, but definitly as painful... hurt can't be compared, i'm not u and u not mi... it pains me when i see gers getting upset over love, over guys...
Yesterday went to mit up wif Belle... Shocking to many of u ppl... but agn, its not for mi, for Trina, for Shu, For anyone tat has a heart, For anyone who experience Love b4... glad but agn sad, the 4 of us are jus a bunch of egoistic girls... we jus can't bring ourselves to appear as a victim to guys, to outsiders... we wanna be strong, we wanna appear to be strong, be more den jus a Women... Stronger den others we might be, but a women heart kills everything... for ladies like Trina & Belle, they r real ladies... u noe... the kind tat will be soft hearted, the kind tat still hav warmth... but agn, useless guys hurts them... wat the hell... Women are born to be love, and if u noe nth abt love, dun touch them wif ur dirty hands...
Spend an evening wif belle @ Alley bar yesterday... we were chatting as shu join us... we miss Trina alot... At this very moment, i tot of my mental suicide thingy... i did tat cos of wat, i not really sure of... but i noe i drop my tears tat day cos i miss Trina and i wan her to be by me...
Blame us gurls, y do we hav to born to be more emotional den guys... born to be soft... It pains me so much... Shu and me has walk out, has walk over, nevertheless the wound leave a scar... The Scar has been there since i even grow up... Sarcrifies made.... Shu sarcrify her youth, sarcrify her money.... Mi sarcrify my love ability... and both of us sarcrify 'TRUST'....
btw, jus some word for the thick skin man... u din hurts me as much as u tot, so dun be thick skin... and i hav been like tat long since i get to noe u... its already there and already form... nth got to do wif u! i can pretty differentiate 'body', 'heart' and 'mind'... I should be the one feeling guilty cos i'm the one lying, i'm the one moving on faster, i'm the one who choose to leave... and agn a little example abt body, heart and mind... i leave my body wif u, but my heart hav no feeling already and my mind tells me i should go off... get wat i mean?! I may sound as if i'm sad but agn, i'm sad cos i'm a women, wif a soft heart, like i will feel pity for stray animals but still i noe i love Ash only. Get it?!
To me, if u r not my family, my dog, my dearly frens, not women, u can nv be tat fantastic! so... dun think highly of urself...
Oh God.. its so sinful! Hate me is u wan to... cos i dun gif a damn... trash me if u think u can... but agn u nv wat's i'm cooking...
ok, DeSoLo getting sick of these 2 things... sad to say and thick-skin enough to say, i been thru' wat ur been through, it might be more, it might be less, but definitly as painful... hurt can't be compared, i'm not u and u not mi... it pains me when i see gers getting upset over love, over guys...
Yesterday went to mit up wif Belle... Shocking to many of u ppl... but agn, its not for mi, for Trina, for Shu, For anyone tat has a heart, For anyone who experience Love b4... glad but agn sad, the 4 of us are jus a bunch of egoistic girls... we jus can't bring ourselves to appear as a victim to guys, to outsiders... we wanna be strong, we wanna appear to be strong, be more den jus a Women... Stronger den others we might be, but a women heart kills everything... for ladies like Trina & Belle, they r real ladies... u noe... the kind tat will be soft hearted, the kind tat still hav warmth... but agn, useless guys hurts them... wat the hell... Women are born to be love, and if u noe nth abt love, dun touch them wif ur dirty hands...
Spend an evening wif belle @ Alley bar yesterday... we were chatting as shu join us... we miss Trina alot... At this very moment, i tot of my mental suicide thingy... i did tat cos of wat, i not really sure of... but i noe i drop my tears tat day cos i miss Trina and i wan her to be by me...
Blame us gurls, y do we hav to born to be more emotional den guys... born to be soft... It pains me so much... Shu and me has walk out, has walk over, nevertheless the wound leave a scar... The Scar has been there since i even grow up... Sarcrifies made.... Shu sarcrify her youth, sarcrify her money.... Mi sarcrify my love ability... and both of us sarcrify 'TRUST'....
btw, jus some word for the thick skin man... u din hurts me as much as u tot, so dun be thick skin... and i hav been like tat long since i get to noe u... its already there and already form... nth got to do wif u! i can pretty differentiate 'body', 'heart' and 'mind'... I should be the one feeling guilty cos i'm the one lying, i'm the one moving on faster, i'm the one who choose to leave... and agn a little example abt body, heart and mind... i leave my body wif u, but my heart hav no feeling already and my mind tells me i should go off... get wat i mean?! I may sound as if i'm sad but agn, i'm sad cos i'm a women, wif a soft heart, like i will feel pity for stray animals but still i noe i love Ash only. Get it?!
To me, if u r not my family, my dog, my dearly frens, not women, u can nv be tat fantastic! so... dun think highly of urself...
Oh God.. its so sinful! Hate me is u wan to... cos i dun gif a damn... trash me if u think u can... but agn u nv wat's i'm cooking...
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Baby Chloe's full Month Party
Isn't it so wonderful... bringing a life to this world... hmm... ok... its isn't tat wonderful either, cos the world is so messy... human mind is so complicated... anyway... aiya, its jus too contradicting.... overall, a celebration of a pure mind ba... babay... i love baby... so pure minded and CLEAN! hehe~
Here i present my little god-niece, Chloe Lim Jia Yi...
This Baby Chloe, she jus slp in the day and wake up at nite... haha... so cutie~
I dun dare to carry baby Chloe cos she is so tiny and seems so fragile... Trina must be thinking, 'Hi jes, Babies are so easy to handle lor!!!' haha... ok, i noe... oh ya, there's freaking alot of kids lor... and here...
Yi Zhe, Chloe's cousin... tat's his mama... Yi Zhe look so like a little monk! haha~ i heart him, he so cute
And ya, no forgetting its mother day last sun...and godsis-in-law is jus in time to be a mother... haha....
This is my 'MaMa', my godma lah... now she's a grandma liao... and she holding her mother day pressie from robin... so sweet hor...
Told u liao lor... its mother day mah... and here, my god grandma... tat cake is from my god sis, amanda... btw, i got alot of god sisters, as in younger godsister... i think ard 2 or so... and one younger godbro, robin... and one older godbro and godsis, who my godma's real children... haha~ messy huh~
back to baby Chloe..
a zoom in...
The mummy & the baby...
The genlte daddy & baby chloe... its had always been godbro's wish to hav a baby girl... he heart gurls more den bois...
The family...
here's the 3 generations.... From the left, my godsis, my godsis-in-law, my godma, my godniece, my godbro and my godpa.... See... Chloe is waving to u ppl...
and of cos, i hav to be in the pic wat! btw... ARGH... no plc to stand and hav to be infront! SO FAT!!!!
Here's my godsis in law and her sisters... obviously... u see the right 3 of them look so alike and ya, the extreme left one is their godsis... So sweet rite, 2 babies... and did u notice tat? the babies look like their mum more den their dad~ tat's all for the day...
shall end the entry wif...
mi & my dear ah shu... taken last week... *muack*
Here i present my little god-niece, Chloe Lim Jia Yi...
This Baby Chloe, she jus slp in the day and wake up at nite... haha... so cutie~
I dun dare to carry baby Chloe cos she is so tiny and seems so fragile... Trina must be thinking, 'Hi jes, Babies are so easy to handle lor!!!' haha... ok, i noe... oh ya, there's freaking alot of kids lor... and here...
Yi Zhe, Chloe's cousin... tat's his mama... Yi Zhe look so like a little monk! haha~ i heart him, he so cute
And ya, no forgetting its mother day last sun...and godsis-in-law is jus in time to be a mother... haha....
This is my 'MaMa', my godma lah... now she's a grandma liao... and she holding her mother day pressie from robin... so sweet hor...
Told u liao lor... its mother day mah... and here, my god grandma... tat cake is from my god sis, amanda... btw, i got alot of god sisters, as in younger godsister... i think ard 2 or so... and one younger godbro, robin... and one older godbro and godsis, who my godma's real children... haha~ messy huh~
back to baby Chloe..
a zoom in...
The mummy & the baby...
The genlte daddy & baby chloe... its had always been godbro's wish to hav a baby girl... he heart gurls more den bois...
The family...
here's the 3 generations.... From the left, my godsis, my godsis-in-law, my godma, my godniece, my godbro and my godpa.... See... Chloe is waving to u ppl...
and of cos, i hav to be in the pic wat! btw... ARGH... no plc to stand and hav to be infront! SO FAT!!!!
Here's my godsis in law and her sisters... obviously... u see the right 3 of them look so alike and ya, the extreme left one is their godsis... So sweet rite, 2 babies... and did u notice tat? the babies look like their mum more den their dad~ tat's all for the day...
shall end the entry wif...
mi & my dear ah shu... taken last week... *muack*
Monday, May 15, 2006
Human Beings = Animals?
Lately, things ard start to change and happen... somehow, it change my perception or even make mi more assure of my thinking... i agn wonder... the complex human mind...
ok... my topic is on GUYS... (ok, i mean gurls are the same lah)
i always think tat human words can't be trusted... and ya... u won't believe... commitment can nv be true...
Senario
Guy A telling his gf (ger A) that how much he love her, endless promises, commitment being made, telling the whole world tat she gonna be his last love, and how much he wans her to be his wife....
And yet, at the other end... the Guy A telling another girl (ger B) that his r/s wif ger A had become a rountine... and he had feeling for ger B... he even tot of bking up wif ger A so as to get together wif ger B... and when ger B get attached, Guy A can actually angry over her for doing so...
Comments:
Human nature perphaps... selfishness... wanting best of both world... tat's human being... he is the overall great bf to other but yet another liar... so can u still believe the guy that u see..? So wats hidden undernearth?!
Over-sensitive, ya... i am... but y is it so? cos trust is hard to find... over-sensitive cos i treasure those ppl... ya noe, human mind are like a glass of plain water... u can add anything in to change its colour, add in sugar, it become sweet, act in lemon, it become sour, add in colouring, it become coloured, but if u add it wrongly, u can nv undo... like u noe, if u add black colouring, no matter wat colour u put, it will still be black... tat's life... we come to this world wif a pure mind, and after all the 'add-in' we become rubbish, we become cunning, we become liar, we become cheater... and tat's life... wat's the meaning den? its meaningless, but no choice...
and the worse funny part of all is human can nv understand themselves... they can make up wat in their mind... at times they even mis-interpret... love, like, lust, feeling, slave, they can't seems to differentiate... and they tend to mix them up and say tat its love... **disgusted** Love is not like tat... and so who the hell noe wat's love? Love is an ability, something which is so hard to learn... at times it depend on if u born wif it, if u not, probably u won't hav it for this life... y use the word 'love' when u dun even noe wat the hell it is...
To whoever who read this, ask urself, is tat 'love'? do 'Love' exist between u and another person... ask urself abt trust... can u be trusted? can u trust someone? can tat someone be trusted?
for me, i can't trust anyone... and vice versa, dun trust mi either... I'm a liar...
Take the challenge, get to noe mi... i think, sorry but i hav to say this, only my 3 princess noe wat is it in my mind... but i think i can't really open up to anyone...
ok... my topic is on GUYS... (ok, i mean gurls are the same lah)
i always think tat human words can't be trusted... and ya... u won't believe... commitment can nv be true...
Senario
Guy A telling his gf (ger A) that how much he love her, endless promises, commitment being made, telling the whole world tat she gonna be his last love, and how much he wans her to be his wife....
And yet, at the other end... the Guy A telling another girl (ger B) that his r/s wif ger A had become a rountine... and he had feeling for ger B... he even tot of bking up wif ger A so as to get together wif ger B... and when ger B get attached, Guy A can actually angry over her for doing so...
Comments:
Human nature perphaps... selfishness... wanting best of both world... tat's human being... he is the overall great bf to other but yet another liar... so can u still believe the guy that u see..? So wats hidden undernearth?!
Over-sensitive, ya... i am... but y is it so? cos trust is hard to find... over-sensitive cos i treasure those ppl... ya noe, human mind are like a glass of plain water... u can add anything in to change its colour, add in sugar, it become sweet, act in lemon, it become sour, add in colouring, it become coloured, but if u add it wrongly, u can nv undo... like u noe, if u add black colouring, no matter wat colour u put, it will still be black... tat's life... we come to this world wif a pure mind, and after all the 'add-in' we become rubbish, we become cunning, we become liar, we become cheater... and tat's life... wat's the meaning den? its meaningless, but no choice...
and the worse funny part of all is human can nv understand themselves... they can make up wat in their mind... at times they even mis-interpret... love, like, lust, feeling, slave, they can't seems to differentiate... and they tend to mix them up and say tat its love... **disgusted** Love is not like tat... and so who the hell noe wat's love? Love is an ability, something which is so hard to learn... at times it depend on if u born wif it, if u not, probably u won't hav it for this life... y use the word 'love' when u dun even noe wat the hell it is...
To whoever who read this, ask urself, is tat 'love'? do 'Love' exist between u and another person... ask urself abt trust... can u be trusted? can u trust someone? can tat someone be trusted?
for me, i can't trust anyone... and vice versa, dun trust mi either... I'm a liar...
Take the challenge, get to noe mi... i think, sorry but i hav to say this, only my 3 princess noe wat is it in my mind... but i think i can't really open up to anyone...
Saturday, May 13, 2006
The PussyCat Dolls - Buttons
Its another pussycat dolls MV... latest one... Buttons!
OMG! its a Must watch! and agn, i love PCD alittle more agn... They r so sexy!!! and ya ya... the dance steps... OMG! **faint** melt sia... I jus so madly in love wif PCD... oh gosh i sound so lesbian... and i love my gurls... Trina and Ah Shu, 我好爱你们哦!!!
Lyrics:
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
Typical and hardly the type I fall for
I'm liking the physical, don't leave me askin' for more
I'm a sexy mama (mama)
Who knows just how to get what I wanna (wanna)
What I wanna do is bring this on ya (on ya)
Backup all the things that I told ya (told ya, told ya, told ya)
You've been sayin' all the right things all night long
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off
Baby can't you see (see)
How these clothes are fittin' on me (me)
And the heat comin' from this beat (beat)
I'm about to blow, I don't think you know
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
You say you're a big boy, but I can't agree
'Cuz the love you said you had ain't been put on me
I wonder (wonder)
If I'm just too much for you, wonder (wonder)
If my kiss don't make you just wonder (wonder)
What I got next for you, what you wanna do (do)
Take a chance to recognize that this could be yours
I can see just like most guys that your game don't please
Baby can't you see (see)
How these clothes are fittin' on me (me)
And the heat comin' from this beat (beat)
I'm about to blow, I don't think you know
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
Come on baby loosen up my buttons babe
(loosen up my buttons babe)
Baby won't you loosen up my buttons babe
(loosen up my buttons babe)
Come on baby loosen up my buttons babe
(loosen up my buttons babe)
Baby won't you loosen up my buttons babe
(loosen up my buttons babe)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
OMG! its a Must watch! and agn, i love PCD alittle more agn... They r so sexy!!! and ya ya... the dance steps... OMG! **faint** melt sia... I jus so madly in love wif PCD... oh gosh i sound so lesbian... and i love my gurls... Trina and Ah Shu, 我好爱你们哦!!!
Lyrics:
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
Typical and hardly the type I fall for
I'm liking the physical, don't leave me askin' for more
I'm a sexy mama (mama)
Who knows just how to get what I wanna (wanna)
What I wanna do is bring this on ya (on ya)
Backup all the things that I told ya (told ya, told ya, told ya)
You've been sayin' all the right things all night long
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off
Baby can't you see (see)
How these clothes are fittin' on me (me)
And the heat comin' from this beat (beat)
I'm about to blow, I don't think you know
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
You say you're a big boy, but I can't agree
'Cuz the love you said you had ain't been put on me
I wonder (wonder)
If I'm just too much for you, wonder (wonder)
If my kiss don't make you just wonder (wonder)
What I got next for you, what you wanna do (do)
Take a chance to recognize that this could be yours
I can see just like most guys that your game don't please
Baby can't you see (see)
How these clothes are fittin' on me (me)
And the heat comin' from this beat (beat)
I'm about to blow, I don't think you know
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
Come on baby loosen up my buttons babe
(loosen up my buttons babe)
Baby won't you loosen up my buttons babe
(loosen up my buttons babe)
Come on baby loosen up my buttons babe
(loosen up my buttons babe)
Baby won't you loosen up my buttons babe
(loosen up my buttons babe)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
I'm telling you to loosen up my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)
Blog abt my Yesterday...
a blog of pic agn... after i release myself, i feel so much better... and ya, wat hav to go, HAV TO GO! so let it go for gd... and its GONE! and it will nv come back! haha~
Went for my Mystige family outing... but ok, there's a bit of 家庭伦理大悲剧happening within the family... 10th is indeed a bad day, a lot fo thing happen on tat day... but agn... i'm back and playing... many death and bk up and arguement happening on tat day... scary... but anyway! we had a mini family outing who only my 'sis' and my two dearly grand nephews, Dallas & Royston... btw, they r so loving k! and Trina, we nv forgot u k... till u come back, u will get to see ur 'family'... hehe~ and ya, we can be a twin... ma chiam Creo & Pestis... You create and i destroy! anyway, i can't wait for the day of ur return lor...
ok... back to topic, i love my two grand nephews, in fact i hav 3, but i only get to see my eldest one, Sher, once only. but i do love him too... the time when i first met him, he lost his voice and so funny, he sound so... 'cookie monster'..haha~ so cute k! anyway... tokign abt Dallas and Royston... hmmm... we hav so much to share... he's kind of gentle one i will say... he's caring, always be there when u need him... For Royston, we r somehow alike, the egotistic narcissist. haha~ anyway, we r all narcissist, mi, trina, Dallas & Royston...haha... love urself k! ok... timmy, Dallas and me had our lunch @ cafe cartel raffles city while waiting for Roy... tat's the time we share abt wat happening these days... i heard abt Timmy's r/s thingy, Dallas's views and DeSoLo's weirdo stories... we head over to Settlers @ Katong.... while on the bus... OMG! we met these werid lady... she's really werid! at first she ask Dallas for time, and its like i'm wearing a watch so i ans on behalf~ den after awhile she said, 'ms, u look very pretty. Din ur bf (referring to Dallas) tell u tat.' I was like... -_-! dun noe how should i react and haha~ out of sudden Dallas become my bf! OMG! its too incest!haha~ den we joke ard... tat lady is jus too werid, she keep on looking at us... den the person next to her dropped the bus and she offer mi to sit next to her, and commented tat by sitting there, i'll be able to watch the tvmobile. OMG! wat's happening sia! i reject wif a smile and feel really uneasy! ARGH... and luckily we dropping off in jus a stop or 2 more... and when we drop the bus, the lady wave gdbye to us like as if we know each other so well, ya noe, the kind of big gdbye waving action... OMG!!! scary sia... ok... and we make our way to the Settlers... pic uploading time....
Of cos i hav to start off wif myself! having a gd hair day and a gd face day! am in my loving MNG outfit, guess i still love it the most!
And here Dallas... he look so smart in tat shirt!
And here Royston, wif his drink...
Tat's my drink! Purple Dinosuar! i LOVE PURPLE! and its make by Timmy! **hug**
And here's Timmy's Pink lady~
Its a Alpha Soup... Strange enough, after taking, i can sing a full song of A to Z! haha~
And we start camwhoring...
We try to act nerds! i'm wif Royston's spec!
Jus try to remind everyone its vesak day! but Roy, Pray wif sincerity k! haha~
The old generation... Timmy & me~ act nerd agn!? PUKE BIG TO MI!
The Youngster!
Had a gd chat wif the youngster b4 i left... enjoy my day... :)
Went for my Mystige family outing... but ok, there's a bit of 家庭伦理大悲剧happening within the family... 10th is indeed a bad day, a lot fo thing happen on tat day... but agn... i'm back and playing... many death and bk up and arguement happening on tat day... scary... but anyway! we had a mini family outing who only my 'sis' and my two dearly grand nephews, Dallas & Royston... btw, they r so loving k! and Trina, we nv forgot u k... till u come back, u will get to see ur 'family'... hehe~ and ya, we can be a twin... ma chiam Creo & Pestis... You create and i destroy! anyway, i can't wait for the day of ur return lor...
ok... back to topic, i love my two grand nephews, in fact i hav 3, but i only get to see my eldest one, Sher, once only. but i do love him too... the time when i first met him, he lost his voice and so funny, he sound so... 'cookie monster'..haha~ so cute k! anyway... tokign abt Dallas and Royston... hmmm... we hav so much to share... he's kind of gentle one i will say... he's caring, always be there when u need him... For Royston, we r somehow alike, the egotistic narcissist. haha~ anyway, we r all narcissist, mi, trina, Dallas & Royston...haha... love urself k! ok... timmy, Dallas and me had our lunch @ cafe cartel raffles city while waiting for Roy... tat's the time we share abt wat happening these days... i heard abt Timmy's r/s thingy, Dallas's views and DeSoLo's weirdo stories... we head over to Settlers @ Katong.... while on the bus... OMG! we met these werid lady... she's really werid! at first she ask Dallas for time, and its like i'm wearing a watch so i ans on behalf~ den after awhile she said, 'ms, u look very pretty. Din ur bf (referring to Dallas) tell u tat.' I was like... -_-! dun noe how should i react and haha~ out of sudden Dallas become my bf! OMG! its too incest!haha~ den we joke ard... tat lady is jus too werid, she keep on looking at us... den the person next to her dropped the bus and she offer mi to sit next to her, and commented tat by sitting there, i'll be able to watch the tvmobile. OMG! wat's happening sia! i reject wif a smile and feel really uneasy! ARGH... and luckily we dropping off in jus a stop or 2 more... and when we drop the bus, the lady wave gdbye to us like as if we know each other so well, ya noe, the kind of big gdbye waving action... OMG!!! scary sia... ok... and we make our way to the Settlers... pic uploading time....
Of cos i hav to start off wif myself! having a gd hair day and a gd face day! am in my loving MNG outfit, guess i still love it the most!
And here Dallas... he look so smart in tat shirt!
And here Royston, wif his drink...
Tat's my drink! Purple Dinosuar! i LOVE PURPLE! and its make by Timmy! **hug**
And here's Timmy's Pink lady~
Its a Alpha Soup... Strange enough, after taking, i can sing a full song of A to Z! haha~
And we start camwhoring...
We try to act nerds! i'm wif Royston's spec!
Jus try to remind everyone its vesak day! but Roy, Pray wif sincerity k! haha~
The old generation... Timmy & me~ act nerd agn!? PUKE BIG TO MI!
The Youngster!
Had a gd chat wif the youngster b4 i left... enjoy my day... :)
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