I'm Not HAPPY

i'm upset, i'm in tremendous pain... problems everywhere, love, home, work, money... i tear, i cried.... i stress, i die... i wanna tok but will u listen?

I WISH FOR DEATH, LIKE ALWAYS... I STILL INSIST TAT BEING WIF DEATH GOD IS THE BEST SOLUTION FOR ME...

I'm not HAPPY

You Are 20% Happy

You know that there's more to life than how you've been living it. Life can be rough at times, but most of your unhappiness is self-inflicted.

How Happy Are You?

Celebrating Birthday @ Fish & Co.

Last sat, celebrate Robin's bday @ Fish & co.

OMG! i'm a old women liao... my gobbrother is 15 yr old liao leh... time really fly so fast huh... i bought him a bag... hmmm... wat tat brand huh, wif tat cock on it~ hmmm... a sling PVC bag~ jus dun noe abt the brand, but anyway, its jus some recognise sport brand lah, getting more and more popular these days... actually i myself love the bag, but its too sporty, and ya, with my dressing these days, how can i match tat bag?! so bough it for Robin didi... i sure dote on him... it cost me quite a sum, but ok... he's my godbro for life leh! my only didi (excluding ash)... Usually our celebration for bday is quite simple, we will go for a dinner, den buy a cake.... most of the time, kor kor will be paying for the meals, cos he's the richest and oldest kid among all.... den i'll buy present and godsis will buy ice-cream cake and she only love ICE-CREAM cakes!

My idea of gng to fish & co, cos as compared, its much cheaper and y not, good foods, seafood platter and sambal fish! and the portion is so huge, there's rice some more~ and of cos godpa and godma love raw oyster~ shich i really scar of... i still prefer mussels~ *yummy* luckily, everything turn out to be great, they love the food~ and of cos the sambal chilli, a best try~ rmb to request for it k!

as usual, mi and godsis love giving surprise, we excuse ourselves and secretly went to buy a cake... wanted to try gelare one, but i din noe tat TM's gelare had already closed down... and wasting our time to squeeze through the crowd and went all the way frm B1 to top floor... den we quickly rush to the Sweasen and bought a cookie and cream ice-cream cake...


till date, den i noe its so much fun celebrating bday @ fish & co. The captain is so frenly and helpful... i asked him if we could cut our cake there and he agreed and also ask us if we wan him to get his crews to sing a bday song for the bday boy! of cos, i won't reject this kind of bday sabotage~ haha~ so nice of him, he brought us some party hats...

and here's Robin wif his Bat man hat~

and Robin was asked to stand on the chair! and the crews start gather ard the table, asking us to stand up and join in the singing...

a Fire cracker is given to the bday boy while the crews start off wif their very own rap, introducing the bday and the bday boy~ look at Robin's pai seh face~ haha~ i love teasing him since young~

blow out the candles and cut the cake~
and so cool lor... the captain actually take a poloraid pic of us... and this is wat the bday boy get~

so nice... i also wan~

i seriously love the pic... ok! i noe its too blur to be seen~

and the bday boy get a little fish too~ so gd... @ no extra charges! *envy*

but to think of the sabotage! haha~ i rather dun wan the pressize~ haha~ anyway, happy 15th bday, my dear didi~

Taking pic wif Little YUKI

He's not looking at the cam~

Nice smiley~

Kissing Little Yuki with glossy lips... **muack** tot of Trina... Glossy lips... haha~ she's the one who influence mi into lip gloss~


Caught Eski mei mei slping soundly on baby's bed... she sure noe how to enjoy life huh... slping on bed and in air-con room... soundly aslp~ **sweet**

Lunar 15/01/06, Last day of CNY

a late entry~
dinner on Lunar 15/01/06... went to 'no signboard' agn... on mummy's! we went over to the geylang one but... its fully and hav to wait for like an hr or more for the table! its crazy and hence we went over to kallang indoor one... the food as compared, is not as gd as geylang one... and of cos, not forgetting Mr 'hei de wei lin kung', he join us for dinner, btw, for those who dun noe him, he's my sis's bf~

pics pics pics... specially for TRINA~!!!! Muahahaha *evil*


Papa & Mummy take a sit while waiting for the table~

Its so crowded and we hav to take outdoor seats~

Dinner by the river... But River in SG is jus so... haha~ but the night scenery is gd enough...

Of cos, Jeslyn will definitly order LOBSTER SALAD~~!!!! YUMMY~ look at the lobster meat~ it will make mi orgasm sia~ wahahahaha~

Deep-fried little squid~ its so *sinful* but irresistable :p

Another Jeslyn's Fav: Chilli Crab~~~

And PLS! leave the 'GONG' for MI~ i INSIST!

Took the Last pic b4 we head home~ kiss-goodbye to yummy foods~ *drool*

p.s. why do i hav to do this to myself? To blog abt yummilicious food while i hav no much money left~ :'(

Eski

Let me present ...

Finally, i chose a Female Maltese... look, isn't she's loving... she got a brother, little yuki. Look, she's smiling... so sweetie pie...

anyway, Eski is bought at Doggy pawz at the katong laksa street, cost $800, not an ex rate. i simply love her when i first saw her. she is so loving, now den i noe why ppl love female dogs, they r loving, they can be active, running abt, but when u carry her, she will jus cling on to u... so sweet... she won't bark, like yuki, she dun bark too... she is smart, but no doubt she's still a baby, therefore she can't really walk and jump tat stable. but she jus learn to sit, very fast learner...


Eski Mei Mei with her Yuki Kor Kor... Eski look so fur ball... lucky they can get along well... Got to bring ash down tomolo one of these days (dun noe when will it be), to see Eski mei mei, afterall i might be breeding them but it will be a few yrs times, maybe when Eski is 2 yrs old.


I seriously object ppl fencing or lock their dog in case... But, she go in by herself and worse, she dun wanna come out!

Eski mei mei

Sweetie pie lying on my laps.

With Eski mei mei...

To end the post, a smiling pic of Eski~

FUCK YOU! ANIMAL ABUSER!

OMG... I HAV TO TYPE IN CAPS COS IT REALLY PISS MI OFF... I SERIOUSLY DUN GET IT... WATS THE PROBLEM EH? WAT THE PROBLEM WIF HUMAN BEINGS? THIS IS MY 2ND POSTING ON ANIMAL ABUSE... I SIMPLY CAN'T TAKE IT WHEN HUMAN BEING WERE TO BE CRUEL TO CUTE LITTLE ANIMALS... WATCH THE VIDEO!

KITTEN ABUSING

AH SHU SEND MI THE WEBBY AND I GOT FREAKING PISS OFF ATER WATCHING ONLY THE FIRST FEW SEC WHEN TAT CHEE BYE KIA STEP ON THE KITTEN WITH HER HEELS... FOR WAT SHE BLESSED WIF GD FIGURE AND A PRETTY FACE.. BUT FUCK HER, SHE GOT AN EVIL HEART AND MIND... STUPID WOMEN... FUCK HER UPSIDE DOWN! DUN GET IT, Y DO THEY HAV TO DO IT TO A SMALL KITTEN, Y NOT TRY GNG TO THE JUNGLE, DISTURB THE LION, ABUSE THE TIGER AND FUCK A KANGEROO?! IDIOTIC... GO TO HELL AND I CURSE HER... CURSE HER DIE IN MISER AND WORSE UGLY DEATH... SHE PYSCO! SHE SHOULD DIED WITH A TAMPON IN HER CHEE BYE WHICH TURN INTO A PUMKIN WITHOUT A REASON! FUCK HER IDIOT... I HATE HER... AND AFTER SHE DIED, TAT'S NOT THE END, SHE WILL TURN INTO A RAT IN HER NEXT LIFE... FUCK THESE PPL... FUCKING PC OF SHIT... I CURSE HER... CROSS THE ROAD BEEN RUNOVER BY BIG TRUCK AND CHOKE HERSELF TILL DEATH WHILE SUCKING COCK... SHE WILL HAD THE WORSE DEATH IN THE WORLD! FUCK! SLUT! DIE WITH HER FACE DISFIGURED! I HATE THIS KIND OF PPL~ BORN WITH A HEART... WHO GIF BIRTH TO SUCH IDIOT? A BEAST?! FUCK... SHE'S DEFINITLY NOT HUMAN BEINGS... SHIT HER! AND GO TO HELL!

{简单爱}

歌曲：简单爱
歌手：周杰伦 专辑：范特西

说不上为什么
我变得很主动
若爱上一个人
什么都会值得去做
我想大声宣布
对你依依不舍
连隔壁邻居都猜到
我现在的感受

河边的风
在吹着头发飘动
牵着你的手
一阵莫名感动
我想带你
回我的外婆家
一起看着日落
一直到我们都睡着

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡着
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我

想简!简!单!单!爱...
想简!简!单!单!爱...

>>-stick with you-> ever since 15/03/06

Let mi present little Yorkie ~

he is jus so small... haha~

Stick wit u
by Pussycat Dolls

Oohooh ooh oohooh ooh...
C'mon!

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
And throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride, in our private lives
Ain't nobody gettin' in between
I want you to know that, you're the only one for me (one for me)
(What I'm sayin')

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

And now, ain't nothing else I can need
And now, I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you, we'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you (baby I'm with you)
Baby you're with me (baby you're with me, higher)

So don't cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you, and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you, and you know me
And that's, that's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u (come on)
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

Misc. Update

Jus some updates of pics...

One of the sat... Met up wif Wilson... a 'sugar mummy' day... cos i owe him bday present, therefore went for some shopping and he need not pay... bought a shirt and a bag... cool... but i got a free dinner @ Kuishin Bo!

The shirt i bought for him... not tat sleeveless one of cos... hehe... Gosh, i hate him, so skinny lor!

and ya, even when Trina is not ard, i still can't stop my mirror obsession, same to her... haha~

MoMo Addict... in someone's car... hehe~ and no doubt its a Suebaru...

@ Work : Challenging Stephen's fist~!!!!

hmmm... no fight huh?!

Went Parkway for a walk with Timmy... and catch this little sweetie ger...

She born on the day as me... haha~ so sweet~ she look so baileys lor... but hav longer coat of fur...

The week b4, Fish & co wif Shu Shu and her ed ed, am the light bulb~

The sweetie Couples~

Jeslyn's fav, thanks to Tricia's recommendation, i'm hooked!

My bao bei advertising for fish & co.'s Lemon Garlic mussels?

Caught red-handed! tat's explain how tasty it is~

Last Tue, Tony Roma's wif my Darling Shu & her beaut, edwin... hehe~ i'm teh light bulb agn~

my blush is far too 'red' huh~ 'zi lian'-ing agn~

Candic shot of the couple~ so **cute**

Had a movie wif Tricia babe and Roy.... went over to sweasen and start cam-ing~
Desolo's talent showcase~ hehe~

I jus love human potriat so muchie~ hehe

Seems like roy can't take it anymore huh~

and ya, 'happy birthday to Tricia'!?!? hmmm... is it be-lated or be-earlied? haha~ 'A Firehouse Sundae'...

and no doubt, gers jus love taking pic...

One last final one~

some self-obsession biz gng on~

Taken yesterday... it really makes my day.... but... ppl say it looks better den real person :(

That's all... tata~