Something missing somewhere

yesterday went out wif mun hong and tim... and realized... something missing somewhere... it jus a bit werid... something must be missing~



We jus miss her too too much... when will she come back agn... and we shall reunion~!

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Never Leave You (Uh Ooh, Uh Ooh) [Remix Version]

(Lumidee feat. Busta Rhymes, Fabolous)

Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh,

Honestly
If a I tell, tell you what,
What you want to know love
There ain't another,
Don't want no other lover
I put nothing above ya.
I kick them to the gutter.
You try to shake me but wound up loving me crazy now

Look at us lately and tell them who's your lady
I'd never thought you'd be the one,
Make me shine brighter than the sun
There ain't no ups and downs,
No in and out to here right now.

If you want me to stay
I never leave
If you want me to stay
We'll always be
If you want me to stay
Love endlessly
If you want me to stay
If you want me to stay
I'll never leave you

Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh
[Busta Rhymes]
(whoo)
(yeah)
hey yo techs move where ya black it's gonna be one of them hot summers (yeah)
Busta bust down
(Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh)
here we go
(Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh)
sling po'
(Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh)
Lumidee
hey yo ,ya know why she going uh oh, right?
check it
You got a hotter other than my Copacabana, Mama
You gotta like my dick when I'm loving persona Mama
Always love to get with you whenever
u need me, mama holla
How you check me, can you give me the oochie walla walla
Swallow a couple shots of Jag and make a dolla
Lil' mama in the crib with a poke to complete your scalla
Talk about an example of a shorty that might need to prowla
Got a chick in the bug, it come with a little shoppahora
Take you to the Caribbean down the Carolina
To the Mediterranean and enjoy the water
When the role is wacky, you keepin' me stocky
Takin' care of this super Mike
When you check on your Papi
When you're right baby, hug me with all your might
And put it on, cause you know it's on tonight
Break up or make up, you know we I'm gone
when you find an empty ride
we will be together and still be bright

[Lumidee]
Never ever wanna let you go
Tell me what you're feeling, cause I want to know
If you're around, you know I'm down
I'll be that girl that keeps you around
I'm only here, just because
It feels good, say enough to keep you right
Believe your love
I never thought you'd be the one that make me shine
brighter than the sun
There ain't no ups and downs
No winning out, you're here right now

[Chorus]
If you want me to stay, I'll never leave
If you want me to stay, we'll always be
If you want me to stay, love endlessly
If you want me to stay, if you want me to stay
I'll never leave you

Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh, Uh oh

[Fabolous]
Fabolous (uh),Lumidee
I ain't never gon' believe
Whoever gonna leave
It feels so good on my arm
Somethin like the baseball jacket with a leather on
the sleeve
All flooded Tommy's that cost seven hundred g's
You lovin', hate the type that love everyone to see
Baby girl, go down like she never wanna breathe ,whoo!(uh oh)
I got a playa right, cause this kid don't usually let them stay tonight
And when I know you wrong, I say it right
And when I wanna say no, I say I might
Cause it's real talk, you know it ain't another
And anytime I'm gone, you know I'm thinkin of you
And anytime you need, you know I got you covered
You know none of the others do what I does
I keep your rocks bluer than hers
Keep your shoes newer than hers
And I do it because, uh

[Chorus]

webby Cammy

A MSN webcam pic wif darling trina~ haha~



I seriously miss her so much... UH-OH~~~~~

You Are a Friendly Flirt!

You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone. And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly. You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls. And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

You Are Practically Plastic

You're so beautiful that it's almost unreal Unfortunately, you're attitude's a little unreal too Everyone knows you're super hot - no need to remind them You've got it going on, so stop obsessing!

Are You Obsessed With Your Looks?

You Are a Classic Beauty!

You have a timeless beauty that looks great in every decade Instead following trends, you stick to what works And this means you never skimp on your beauty routine Upside? Your classic looks tends to attract gentlemen - not boys.

What Type of Beauty Are You?

You Were Pretty Average This Year

You Were 55% Naughty, 45% Nice You tried to be a good girl this year... But as you know, being good isn't that fun! If you're extra sweet, you may have enough time to get on that nice list.

How Naughty (Or Nice) Were You This Year?

You Are a Super Diva

Some may complain about your diva ways, but you brush them off. You simply demand the best - and there's nothing wrong with that. Don't stomp on the little people too much though! You still need them to get to the top.

Are You a Diva?

You Should Get A Butterfly Tattoo

Girly and funky For you, tattoos are a thing of beauty - not toughness

What Tattoo Should You Get?

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Life Become so AIMLESS and HOPELESS agn

Once agn... life is back to aimless and hopeless... the hope for death appears agn... To die is not becos i'm sad or how hurt i am... but becos of i dun see future in my life...since there isn't any future, den lets dun waste time anymore, jus let mi die and re-birth, begin my new fate...

Things are back to rountine... work and go home... begin my suicidal diet... am suffering like hell... but ok, the stubborn me jus dun noe abt taking care of myself and none of the guys out there will make an effort to take care of me either... the world is rotating and everything is changing as times passby... my mindset, my life, my tots all are changing... it got worse and messy each day... can my blood turn cold and become emotionaless... behave like a breast or robot... i'll feel so much better... isolation badly needed... i need a break!

Specially to Trina

My dustbin sister trina left me liao... so sad... I tried my very best to hold back my tears at the airport jus now... first time, sending off a fren of mine... its really a sad thing to do... but as wat roy said 'its part and parcel of life'... we hav to take it no matter wat... now my life change agn, hav to tune back to b4... its hard... and ya, for mi, a person who hav problem with the word 'trust', its even more difficult... and where else can i find another substitude of ur? the ans is no and nv... u can't be replaced... I need someone to listen to my blah yet i see the needs to isolate myself in order to sort up my mind... jus after u left, i stare blank in the air... a sense of loss... some special force that makes me hard to breathe... I believe u hav sense it during our last hug... i told u not to speak while i gif u a hug, its jus to prevent mi from tearing... all the others are written in the letter... hope tat u will really love tat present... i'm looking forward to our next mit up... miss u always...

Late Chinese New Year Wishes

first of all, happy new yr to all... Bz Bz Bz week... but sure its enjoying... life is still as gd, or even more wonderful after i hav choose to discard some of my untruthful or simply hopeless friendship... but still i gain some real frens... life is as usual miser, happiness dun usually last long... trina gng back to aust real soon, on sat morning, and her flight is freaking change to 7++am! oh gosh! i hav to work on sat sia... and mh kana guard duty on fri nite... and left tim... i guess he's the one who can really make it... gotta miss her like hell... sometimes things really puzzled mi so much... i knew her for like slightly more den a mth, but it seems like we had knew each others for yrs... and no doubt, the frenship is even more real, more true... i can share everything wif her, be it personal or not... some ppl jus simply can't be a fren, or rather misuse the title of 'fren'... and mi, Jeslyn Seah, dun gif a damn to these ppl...after trina had left, guess i got to really catch up wif tim, so long since we last sat down at ECP mac for a gd chat... miss those days... and of cos, not forgeting abt shumei, got to really tok to her over some stuffs... ok, i know being my fren is quite tedious... maybe i expect alot... to me, fren is abt truth and cherish... not abt toking or listening, but abt giving and accepting... at times, u will be the listener and at times u will be the talker, and vice versa... i can't always listen and hear u boosting ard over ur watever small matter which u think its so big shot!

anyway, enough of all this... there's a lot of other thing for me to update... the new yr season... as usual those CNY visit... but something different, went CNY visit at trina's hse, rachel's hse, tim's hse and tim's grandma hse... din took much pic but still a nice day... have some mahjong games... nth special...

my hotel plan... <--- tat's ultimate and freaking worth... not becos of how nice or big the room is... but becos of the ppl... love u all lovely dudes, Trina, mun hong and timmy... **muack** so wat's it all abt?

I actually booked a 3D/2N hotel @ Robertson quay... jus a cheap 3 stars hotel (or even lower)... anyway, tat's one of my craziest moment in life ba... be my fren, i dote alot of my dearly frens one, but only, those who worth my love... haha... i freaking spend like $200++ on it and no regret at all... haha... went to check in wif trina on friday... u noe gers... haha... our bags are scary big... haha... wif our clean and nice outfit, alot of cosmetics, another pair of shoes, wat ever body foam and so on.. u name it, we have it... it got to be a getaway for us, and our little home for these 3 days... went for a swim, and u can't imagine how excited trina was, she was so happy over pool, even if its a rather small one... as she only swim in beach @ sydney, according to her, sydney's swim pool are jus too ex... but wat to do, there's alot of indoor swim pool in ang mo country lor! hav a gd swim and a lot of craps... went back to hotel for a bath and we start acting like tourists... haha... as in wat ppl will usually do during their tour... we went over to UE sq for some replenish of 'stock', tibits, milk, drinks, watever... grab some food and mit up wif timmy... we walk all the way to boat quay, and stop at this chinese ramen shop... hmmm... not tat great but wat matters is the company... hehe~ walk over to tengu, tot i'll be seeing ah pei there, but no... den walk all the way back to hotel for a change of outfit and getting ready for the nite... passby Brawl, caught ah shu and her fren, connie, xiao wei and joel... of cos, brawl's boss, bravo... after some touch up and dress up... we head towards MOS... were too early, so we bought the pre-sale tix... since its still early, the ultimate nth better to do momo addicts start making their way to momo for the free entry... and poor timmy can't get in, cos his bday is in the sept, consider under-age! haha~ and we make our way back to mos agn... no queueing! haha... it cost us, gers: $17 b4 10pm, guys: $20 b4 10 pm... can't imagine after 10pm, how much will it cost... but only until u enter it, u noe the fuss of everything... escalator in a freaking club, imagine how big it is... and the toilets are ultimate... BIG and real BIG! freaking modern and nice... the retro room is one of the nicest, the retro interior design... duper but! mi dun like retro lah... haha... y din they hav a gothic room or so?! wat song will they play for a gothic room... haha... anyway, went to some of the room which i dun even noe wat room it is... and of cos... my plc, the R&B room... the interior is unique i shall say... there's airline seats and so on... but the songs wasn't tat fantastic, but the DJ is cute, he's a ang mo! haha~ went to the dance floor... but the crowd there is hell... basically, i'll say many of them are more of a visitor den a clubber... u can see all kind of ppl... and the dance floor is so packed... though the R&B room is much more bigger den all other rooms but still, its fully packed... and ya, i mean only dance floor, ppl try to squeeze in even if there is really no space... and some guys who simply love to eat 'dofu' and freaking chi-na aunties who love selling 'dofu'... seeing 2 strangers dancing closer and stick together, kiss and squeeze breast after jus 15mins! and worse, the ger look jus so freaking chi-na auntie! haha... too desperate, ya~ not abt old-fashion or so... but pls! tat guy look werid, and tat women look old! Maybe it got to do wif the drinks, or maybe becos of the lightings... anyway, its jus not a plc for me, but nice to visit, cos it really beautiful... left at 12:15, Tim went to another club wif his fren, while mi and trina went to momo agn... haha... hmmm... wat haapen at momo eh? all i rmb is we freaking stay till 5am! haa... and ya, like wat sheron wrote in her blog, momo change their toilet seats to those shimmer gold... as usual, met ppl in the club... an so on... but can't imagine! throughtout the nite, from mos to momo, we only heard one song by the black eye peas! and only one! OMG! went back to hotel, as if we are drunk, but no... we din drink, how to get drunk? its jus becos of the freaking hrs of dancing... haha... went back to hotel and found dear timmy still awake, watching tv... laughing away... so freaking tired... doze off in mins... and no doubt the lazy me will slp until i shiok shiok, mun hong join us in the noon, and the 3 of them went to buy some stuff and so on... and me! haha~ slping away, ok... i'm very pig... dun rmb wat time i wake up... but ya, i'm been pampered... they bought mi breakfast!!! UH... i mean lunch... haha~ agn, we gers took hrs to doll up... and off we set off to momo agn, told u we r momo addicts... too bad, tim and mh can't enter... and ya, left mi and trina agn... dance like hell... met alot of ppl agn... went up the platform... we got real crazy... left at 4++am... we walk as if we r drunk, but no, we r jus too tired! haha~ jus as we took cab back, we realized something, we actually go one big rd to momo, its actually near across the street kind! OMG! anyway, alot of pic to be upload... so stay tune~