Planning my NEW YEAR EVE!!!

OMG~ my xmas eve is sux~ no one call~! been waiting for nth~!!! shit this chao ah beng~ dua mi to holland! spend my xmas eve @ home, blast my room wif my very own singing! hehe~ hav my own little ktv session, wif limited songs~! hehe... slpt @ 3++ nth much abt this boring eve~ let's talk abt xmas!

my planned xmas is cool~! got all my present down to godma hse... rush to bugis area to purchase my last min xmas gift for godma, run out of idea wat to buy for her! and lastly tot of buying shawl, since she dun hav one and i guess she need one! take 23 to sim lim area, walk frm OG, to bugis village, squeeze wif the crowds, to seiyu and lastly found the nice and affordable shawl @ parco, the cart near the food court! $12.90 for a one-colour shawl and a free scarf~! cool rite?! but seriously, the shawl is good... i mean nice and so on lah... hehe~ ok~ after buying, rush to pasir ris... was kind of reach early, help up wif some wrapping biz... den went tampines wif godsis and godbro to shop for some food and of cos xmas present again... godbro got himself a converse basketball shorts and mi tot of buying the jack jack pillow and charge it under my sis's account... but godsis insist on buying tat for mi as belated bday present~ and so... hehe~ i got tat pillow frm her~! after buying the present, went to get the chocolate log cake which is meant for godpa bday, after all went back for dinner... had a steamboat dinner... after tat we sat in the living room, watching tv, so long since we all sat together chat and laugh... so sad tat 2 of my younger godsis are not here, jessica and amanda~ but still, mi and godsis bought present for them... haha~ i sure got a lot of 'godsises' and 'godbroes'... 1 older godbro and god sis-in-law, 1 older godsis, 1 younger godbro, 2 younger godsis~! wow~! haha... ok.... cake-cuting session and of cos unwraping of xmas present~! haha~ the most funny incident, i bought the same t-shirt to godbro, as godsis bought the same one to mi~! OMG~!!! haha... same taste... but she bought the wrong size... hehe~ so i ask her to bring the shirt back and change a shirt tat she like, as she already bought tat pillow for mi liao wat~ cos u noe lah... buying shirt for ger are very problematic... hehe~ or u can say i very picky or wat~ hehe~ tat's my xmas... nth special... hehe~ left @ 12am, godbro gave mi a ride home~ hee~

tot of gng swimming today... but SHIT sia!!! it rain lor~ wow biang~ forever... and i guess my swimming will postpone to next week again~ cos i'm so BUSY this week... haha~ make me so so happy! miting rahim tml @ his wkplace after sch, den wed went cut hair wif wilson bro, maybe dewei bro coming too, but he forever bz one... hai~ thur hav to go back sch for make up lesson, and after tat went to town to look for the ultimate BILLABONG bag for my buddy as bday gift... den of cos fri... NEW YEAR EVE!!! never never stay at home on the eve again... already book LITTLE MUN and TIM TIM... TON NITE~! yeah~! hehe~ happy!!! its like been so long since we 3 get together and bullshit like mad, a pity tat dewei can't join us~ :( but it will still be as fun~! haha... oh ya... actually had a chalet tonite.... and guess wat?! its organise by MJR BAND~ one of the junior(who i can't really recall) called mi, asking mi if i wanna join their alumni band which they jus set up not long ago~! taking my post, tenor sax player back~ thanks for still rmbing mi, but sad tat i've to reject the offer, although i do feel like gng back~ y den? cos my time has past... i dun noe the current juniors and 3 yr since i last touch sax~! oh... so sad... and of cos, my buddy, jen, will nv go back... of cos i will follow her too... anyway, i dun wish to see 'someone' there lah... so i must well dun go back! hehe~

watching news rite now... OMG~ wat a christmas... this christmas brought alot of lives away.... wat a 'HOLY' Xmas~! OMG~! so sad... no sweet and nice singing voices this x'mas, but painful sobs... is it the sin human did? or wat? so sad...

Animal Cruelty
toking abt news, ya~ saw this afternoon new... there this guy actually go and tied one of the legs of a stray cat, tied it super hard, so hard that the blood can't flow through and cause its leg to rot and left only bone... imagine 3 full paw and one left only bone, its so painful~ so far there 2 cases of such happening in jus 1 mth time... and believe tat its done by the same guy~! OMG~! that guy is insane or wat?! so cruel... come on, god! this guy of ppl den deserve to die k~! open ur eyes wide and see... OMG~! seriously hate ppl who dun respect animal life! although its jus a animal, but its a life lor, they hav flesh and blood one lor!!! mad fellow... can lightning jus strike those mad ppl who did such cruel act!!!

My Pathetic X'mas Eve

been greeting 'merry xmas' to everyone who i noe since tue... haha~ but so pathetic... On the eve of xmas, i hav no program... absolutely NO~!!! OMG~ actually... waiting for ah beng to call... joining he and his fren IF they hav program for tonite~ but if there isn't... means the party ger got to stay @ home for this xmas eve~ ok... keep ash accompany den... miserable~! on a xmas eve, where to go? bar, club, ktv??? OMG~ drop the idea man... its super ex lor!!! china black is charging $45 and zouk $35 if i'm not wrong! super ex! OMG~! and guess wat?! kbox charging $30 per person! haha~! tot my dad got the job of printing SG dollar notes meh?! thinking of how will places like thaWu or cocco latte charging?! nvm... go some where which is cheaper lor~ can anyone tell mi where to go? go countdown @ orchard!!! U must well get mi a knife!!! haahaa~ orchard will be crazy on xmas eve! haha~ best of all... go church lah~ haha... but i'm still waitng for that ah beng to call!!! my xmas eve depend on his call... toss a coin or something, predict if i'll spend my xmas eve @ home or somewhere else~ anyway, had a good chat wif fazli~ hehe~ asking for my xmas present... but haha~ the outcome is alway the same~ ok... he say he can gif mi a new yr present rather den xmas present, cos its his pay day! haha... but... as if he will really buy like tat~ haha... this xmas seem like many ppl is spending it either @ home or @ church~ not so bad den... at least i'm not the only one... hehe~

X'mas eve is boring~ but on x'mas day... its fully plan! as usual... i'll spend my x'mas @ godma and pa house~ cos it godpa's bday~!!! altot we r no christain, but we do gif each other present!!! wondering wat will i get for this xmas~! hehe~ and guess wat, sis jus came home frm her company xmas chalet, and she got mi plenty of cane candy, chocolate, etc... so EXCITING!!! haha~ and ya... she promise to buy mi the jack jack pillow! haha~! anyway it only cost 10 bucks! hehe~ but on one condition, i've to buy it myself and pay for it 1st! haha~ guess my xmas eve plan calling off! now is 8pm and yet no call received.... sob sob~ but who noe?! he might call after 10pm!!! haha~ as usual~ anyway... greet all: "MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!"

Title: Goodies
Artist: Ciara feat. Petey Pablo

My goodies, my goodies, my goodies
Not my goodies

[verse 1: Petey Pablo]
I got a sick reputation for handlin' broads
All I need is me a few seconds or more
And in my rap
Tell valet to bring my 'Lac
And I ain't comin' back
So you can put the car right there
I'm the truth
I ain't got nothin' to prove
And you can ask anybody
Cause they seen me do it
Barracades, I run right through 'em
I'm used to 'em
Throw all the dirt you want, it's no use
You still won't have a pinup in a fabulous room
On her back, pickin' out baskets of fruit
(I love you, boo)
Yeah, Freaky Petey loves you too
Ha, ha
You know how I do

[Ciara]
You may look at me and think that I'm
Just a young girl
But I'm not just a young girl
Baby, this is what I'm lookin' for
Sexy, independent, down-to-spend-it type that's gettin' his dough
I'm not bein' too dramatic
That's the way I gotta have it

[chorus]
I bet you want the goodies
Bet you thought about it
Got you all hot and bothered
Mad cause I talk about it
If you're lookin' for the goodies
Keep on lookin', cause they stay in the jar
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, yeah

[verse 2: Ciara]
Just because you drive a Benz
I'm not goin' home with you
You won't get no nookie or the cookies
I'm no rookie
And still I'm sexy, independent
I ain't wit' it, so you already know
I'm not bein' too dramatic
That's the way I gotta have it
You think you're slick
Tryn'a hit
But I'm not dumb
I'm not bein' too dramatic
It's just how I gotta have it

[chorus]

[verse 3: Petey Pablo]
So damn hot, but so young
Still got milk on ya tongue
Slow down lil' one
And you ain't got it all
Hey shorty
You think you bad, but you ain't bad
I'll show you what bad is
Bad is when you're capable of beatin' the baddest
I been workin' at it since I came to this planet
And I ain't quite there yet, but I'm gettin' better at it
Matter of fact
Lemme tell it to you one mo' 'gain
All I got to do is tell a girl who I am (Petey)
Ain't ne'er chick in here that I can't have
Bada boom bada bam da bam

[verse 4: Ciara]
You're insinuating that I'm hot
But these goodies boy, are not
Just for any of the many men that's tryn'a get on top
No, you can't call me later
And I don't want your number
I'm not changin' stories
Just respect the play I'm callin'

[chorus 2x]

Uh, yeah, uh, yeah, uh, uh, uh

I Lost MY MONKEY PHOTO!!!

alot alot to say!!! i jus got my com back! manage to backup 'my document', but still tragedy happen... i din backup the pic i taken during my SIP!!! i LOST ALL MY MONKEY PHOTO~!!! so so sad... and guess wat, in order to save my SD memory space, i delete some of my very very precious pic and i din upload those pic to my blog, briefcase and so on... so sad!!! i really lost the photo~! can't believe it!!! sob~ sob~ hai... so bloody upset over it sia! hai... guess wat? when i haven't even comfirm if i could hav my backup done, i accidentally delete off my bloggy template! oh shit~! luckily, backup success and have my template back! anyway... reformat my com... ok! trying my best to dl those program tat i had lost! got a new black colour keyboard frm my wkplace! thanks to Tjew for keeping the keyboard for mi~ hehe... cos PGP is having their mass checkout period, most of the student will jus throw all their unwanted stuffs in the room and left... most of the time they disposed things of good condition, jus becos they lazy to bring it back! sometime u can even find 3 printer in one single cluster! cool sia! all are brand new and wking fine! like my new keyboard, its brand new, come wif the orignal box some more! hehe.. jus got plenty to tok abt!

tue:
went to eat fish & co after sch wif xiao mun~! haha~ my 1st time eating fis & co sia~ but sad, din get to see jenna there, she left liao... had seafood platter for 2... nice and worth cost~! damn bloody full!

wed:
went back to pgp again, jus to celebrate fendy and ramli's bday!!! cool rite~! hav a enjoyable day! as usual crack a lot of jokes! brought 2 roasted black pepper chicken... luckily, all of them love it, managed to finish all! watelse can i say? haha... its jus so enjoyable when wif them! took some pic, will upload them soon!

thurs:
no lesson on thurs, but still went back to sch for FYP! if u really noe mi tat well, u will noe tat i hate toking abt sch wk in my blog! haha~ ya... and i won't touch on it~! after doing the FYP thingy, i left for PGP again... trying to reach there b4 5.30pm... for wat i go there, cos raffeeh, fendy and hairil jio mi go for movie, watching 'blade'! but when i reach there, last min cancel... cos their stupid manager want last min want fendy to work! kao! so call off... but still, stay there and chat, after tat go pasir panjang for dinner... den take bus 30 wif fendy, shall not mention our topic and stuffs... *hehe* and hairil postpone the movie trip to sat~!

fri:
as usual~ sch in the morning... after proj thingy, went back home~ to keep my promise, brought ash ash out for dinner at urban pooch~! mich join us too~ had a gd chat wif mich over alot of things, cos kind of like so long din mit up liao, so sure got lot to catch up~! send ash for grooming 1st, waited for more den 2hr sia... den this playful boy, can't get to butt properly attach to the chair, spend alot of energy to get him settle down... now his fur is neat and tidy~! short and smart... so boy boy~! haha...

sat:
went back sch again, even on a sat~! wow biang... really no life... how i wish i will graduate tml~! haha~ continue dreaming~ anyway!went back to PGP AGAIN~! and guess wat! movie trip call off again~! hai~ FOREVER~ tot tat sat will not be a gd day for mi~ but overall, not so bad~ we still went for movie... but only the 3 of us, raffi, tjew and mi~ watch 'alexnder'~ tell u wat, its a horrible show~! waste my money and time... sit until my butt crack and yet i dun understand wat the hell is this show~! nv nv watch k~! after movie~ went to mit xiao mun and Ms NEW~! as its Ms NEW's bday celebration... quite dissapointed, cos tot it will be kind of like gathering and celebration of huiling bday... but many ppl can't make it~ nvtheless, we still enjoy ourselves lah... the long lost 'PBL' team~! haha... guess only we noe wat it really means~! haha... din carry my cam wif mi... which means not much pic taken~ sad... its been so long since the 3 of us get together~ and i realized tat Ms NEW is damn blooding sociable sia~ 'hi' here, 'hi' there~ bth sia~! haha... when we got into CB, Ms NEW busy wif her socializing, and xiao mun and mi bury ourselves in the dance floor~ as usual, looking at all sort of funny dancing... for concert singer to tiao dang! laugh till my pants drop sia~ but kind of disappointed wif the songs played... it sux~ as compared to the 1dt time i went there... the songs real sux... no 'superstar', not a single hit by black eye pea~! mostly retro, which i hate most.... and trance... limited r&b, hip hop... so sad... maybe change of DJ~! the first time i went there~ the songs are bloody nice~ but yesterday simply sux to the core! Ms NEW went there too on wed nite, she comment tat it sux too~! hai~ disppointing~ left @ ard 3++ cos the songs sux~! haha... home sweet home~ tot of slping wif little ash boy... but he is damn active... either keep on lick my face or run ard my bed... cannot tahan~ hav no choice but to send him out of the room~!

sun:
wake up @ 3pm~ got a msg frm raffi but after i reply him, he din reply back! OMG~! stay @ home the whole day! took a nap again in the afternoon~! haha...

Jeslyn is so noti~!

OMG!!! i'm actually skipping lecture to work!!! haha~ i'm so bad sia! cos its like easy $$, since today i went to sch for jus 3hr, to attend a lecture and apel lesson~ so i decided not to go :p hai~ *sign* so bad sia! jus for 40 bucks and i'm doing this! OMG~ anyway its set! haha~ i now in office slacking~!!! jus once and no more, i promise myself! anyway some update...

still my com is in the 'hospital', not back yet~! ARGH~! life without my computer...!!! this few days been gng home late~ having program after wk! hehe~ go shopping for bday presents... got my pay yesterday sia! $CASH$ *cool* and this bunch of monkeys saw it... and all eyes got brighten! keep saying i din gif treat! kns~! this coming wed got to come down again.... some ppl celebrating bday! haha~ hav to be runner... deliever bday cake and present! no photo update... cos no way to upload pic! sad~!

OUR 1ST SINGAPORE IDOL: TAUFIK BATISAH ! ! !

yeah~! TAUFIK HAD WON!!! YEAH~! i'm so freaking happy! haha~ guess wat?! i'm 1 of the silly audience tat fell into the media trap... I VOTE FOR TAUFIK... but jus one! thinking tat 50cent not a big amt, so jus sms one vote! btw~ taufik rox sia! can't forget how he sing the SI winner single, I DREAM! this song super nice lor! haha... so happy sia~ anyway, its kind of win-win situation... Taufik won, he got a BMG contract and gonna represent sg to take part in world idol... hai~ more powerful sia! den syl got a contract too... he gonna be in the aisan market, but i seriously think he can make it to the taiwan and so! wif his ROCK style, i believe he can... ok~ he's more to the chn side lah k! and ya, he can compose!!! haha~! maybe he will be the 2nd JJ... who noe rite?! haha... but its cool, i mean the final show! all 11 contestants are there~! and OMG!!! the final 2 wore white! ma chiam prince charming (bai ma wang zi)! cool~! now class 95 keep playing taufik's I DREAM... real nice~ awaiting for his coming album! haha... cool~! i also miss his belaia jiwa (the malay song he sang in asian pop competition)... his superstitious... his ultimate R&B is something i seriously admire, cos i noe i nv able to do that... haha... even if i do, it will also sound awful! haha... like so chicken screaming! haha... anyway its a super nice show! haha...

enough of SI thingy... guess wat? my com finally collasped! haha... he can't take it anymore! haha~ have to be beaten by mi everyday (hit it so hard while typing), forced to show vulgarities, bare my killing pig voice, gif mi a 'shoulder' to cry on and so... finally he go bersek! jus after the day i break down, it nv awake anymore! haha~! maybe scared by mi sia! haha... my sis unable to on it liao, it jus keep hanging at the window startup page! wahahaha.... bth sia! so magical, jus after the day i'm torn, it torn also! haha... see... we got gd relationship! haha... maybe it too sad to see my tears lah... haha~! anyway, it is send to the IT ICU(intensive care unit)... after it recover(backup 'my document'), i gonna brainwash (reformat) it... free it frm trouble~! wahahaha... hai~! so troublesome sia... becos of my dear computer go bersek, my whole family go mad! my house atmosphere is ma chiam WORLD WAR 1+2 tog!!! scary sia! haha... all start becos of my computer, maybe everyone in the house jus love it tat much lah... haha... and the real result behind everything is $$$! hai~ life in singapore is tough... and life in my house is even worst!!! again, quarrel over $$ matters... hai~ and who is the one who really concern so much abt $$? its my 'BEST' mum~! hai... she scold us for wasting $$, saying tat we r so poor... but yet! she can go CHINA for thousand over dollar! and yet she say 'we r so poor, papa work until so tired,...' watever! all is said by she and herself... and becos of all this, we SUFFER! y make life so miser! hai... but anyway, i'm working everyday... haha... lucky, not @ home, no need to listen to her endless nagging... and monday sch reopen, and best still, she left sg.... wahahaha... can have some rest for my EARS! wahahaha.... anyway... now my com telok liao... cannot go online... @ this time still in my wkplace~! haha... waiting for my dearly monkey, do my update too~! haha...

Re: post on 'i'm totally torn'
thanks for all concern... i'm fine now... everything still remain, i mean the cold war is still there... but i'm okay! used to it liao... hai... anyway, i had threw all the shit behind liao! thanks u guys for ur care~! take care dude~! tata~