The uncertainty in life

yup yup, as many had heard abt my change of job... many one start asking, "why a change? especially at this very moment..."

the ans is... no matter which moment i were to join this field, everyone will say its a bad timing... so... dun ever tell me its isn't the rite time... ;)

anyway, jus did a tarot reading wif timmy agn... haha... recalling the good old times when every weekend i'll mit this shi fu of mine @ ecp for some 'spiritual session'... pls dun ask me if its accurate... its up to individual to believe in it... anyway, we dun do prediction, we ain't god... we dun predict... wat we do is mind searching... when u feel confuse, feel tired of things, when u need to noe wat is within ur mind... yup, we do mind searching, telling u wats ur inner thots... and yup, i did one for career... and wat it says? a rather positive reading... its a good choice, its tough at the beginning, but there will be result in long run... jus tat i hav to keep on renew my passion, keep my passion burning... shall take note of it...

anyway, yup, toking abt life... these days i been miting up wif ppl, toking to many different kinda ppl... and i realize that many ppl hav taken their life for granted... they r too fortunate to understand tat there's many uncertainties in life... ppl are only looking at cash in hand but din think of protecting themselves against others... ya ya... i'm preaching... watever, but its so true when i see many ppl fallen ill... fighting against illness, winning the battle as well as losing the battle... the mentality of everyone, "won't be so lucky one lah! i won't get these illness cos i'm still young, cos i'm healthy"... but there's no concrete evidence that show them no chance of illness... when things happen, ppl will start to regret, will start to blame the whole world, but in the 1st plc when insurance agent approach them, they gif excuses like 'i dun believe in this, i'm not interested.' u're not uninterested in insurance, but uninterested in ur well being... sad to say...

once illness fall upon, sorry to say tat: no insurance company will take this application... before u even think of getting insurance, pls see that insurance company are also picking on u guys... i do admit tat we work for the sake of money, but agn, dun u agree that if something were to happen to u, u receive a lump sum of money, u're the one who benefit, not me... if nth happens to u, as it reach maturity, u got back every single u put in plus bonus, who benefit? u or me..?

ok ok... enuff of all this... bear wif me ba... things like this will keep appearing in my blog every now and den, especially when i'm still in this trade... =)

a period of darkness

so far, i consider this period as one of my darkness... there's so many uncertainty... be it r/s, work, life, frens... mostly it come from the inner struggle...

alot of challenges is out waiting for me...getting tired... but life goes on... i can't afford to abandon anything just for an easy way out...