Ash ash got a lump!

29th of feb, once every four yr~ hee~ today nth special, bring ash to vet this morning... he got a skin lump at his chest for almost 1 mth, its getting larger and larger, so hav to go to the vet. But dun worry, its a minor problem, he's still as active and playful as b4.

my first time to the vet wif ash! saw lots of doggies there, got a 'japanese' shih tzu (mostly white, its owner is a japanese), a 3mth old mini schnauzer (pepper & salt, very cute and playful), a 2mth old Labrador (golden baby, unleashed), a baby shih tzu (black and white), a jack russell, a pug (in cage) and a maltese (in cage). the snauzher baby is so cute, so mini and the fur is smooth, so do the labrador, so mini also but both of them are damn active. Ash is actually the eldest of all! haha~ when the little black & white shih tzu go for vaccination, he bark in pain, so poor thing, like very painful... but my little ash boy never ever did tat when given injection. Ash is very funny, he never scare of pain, neither injection or grooming. He was given 2 injection but he seem to be alrite wif it, no sign of pain at all. since his 1st vaccination, he never make noise at all! strange rite~ still remember his last grooming session, the groomer pull out its ears' hairs, he jus lay down and let the groomer pull, no sign of pain also~ even the groomer say tat he can really stand the pain! haha~ he was also given two type of medi, tablet form. the vet ask whether he can take tablets, we reply tat watever we gave he will jus tat~ haha~ the vet say: "wat a obience dog! not scar of pain and never pick on food, din make noise~" haha~ never never knew tat last time i actually make the rite choice, so heng~ my first time having a pet dog, and i got such a special doggy! haha~

ok~ back to him lump! The vet say tat it is cos by infection of cut wound! he gave him 2 injection and 2 type of tablets medi, after one mth if the swollen still there, he got to go for a minor operation, which will cost $150!!! the cost is alrite, if ash can recover, its ok to pay. but the thing tat matter mi most, is ash himself, i'm worry tat he might be scare~ dun wan him to go through those, so let's hope tat the lump will be gone soon! the whole treatment cost $70!!! 2 injection, $30 each and medi, $10. all pay by my sis~ hee~ cos she will take care of the vet and grooming costs, den mi the food and other costs~ when we reach home, ash was so tired, very fast he fall aslp liao~




Ya~ there's a dog show coming on the 28th of mar, at expo hall 4B. admission $5, admission free for dogs. I'll be bringing ash there~ if who wan to cum along, jus let mi noe~ hee~ for more information, click on the link at the right frame, to the SKC webby!

OH MY GOD!!!

OMG~ so many things happen to mi this week~ recently jus realize the true lies beneath, noe who the real betrayer... but forget it~ let it be... i can't stop ppl from doing tat u see~ tat's y, let her be den~ Thanks to my fren who console mi, thanks ya~ now had already threw this thing behind, only hope tat the betrayer won't look for mi again~ I jus couldn't bring myself to be as hypocrite, to smile at her, but deep inside is hatred~

this week is boring~ until now i had not done any research for my project, jia lat~ actually planning to go clubbing wif the gang this sat, but sum thing crop up, so not going liao... My "god-grandmother" past away, hav to attend the funeral. wat to do?! sad? nah~ not sad at all... cos really not close wif my godpa side relative! never forgot tat day when god bro married, they took a family photo, its ok if i'm not in tat pic, but the worse thing is one of the cousin even ask mi to help them take tat pic!!! 'mei li mao!' tat y i dun feel like going~ they dun actually regconise mi as one of them, y should i go?! there goes my weekend~ am i bad to say all this? but really feel tat it nth got to do wif mi, i jus go there and be bo liao~ mummy forever want mi to be involve wif all this. hey, exercise mi! i really feel its no link lor~ forget it~ i still hav to go in the end! jus go there and 'bai mei' lor~

Jus edit a new blog skin for dewei jie mei! dun noe whether he like it anot, but i love it~ haha~ ah yah~ shit! i haven't took a nice nice pic wif dewei, cannot put the pic at the 'poison buddies' column! shit!



Wow~ u noe sum thing... ash really grow up liao, as compared to last time, he is so big boy liao~ he can actually jump up to the sofa bed in mummy's room, he no longer need to run from far, he can jus jump up straight in front of the sofa bed! yesterday he even jump from the sofa bed to the bed! he fail to do so at first, but den he did it! wow~ its like when u see ur baby start calling "mummy"! hee~ so sweet!

Yesterday mit shumei go shopping. u noe~ wat can 2 ger do? haha~ we gossip! haha~ i bought a bag bag, actually wanna buy a burberry-print shoes, but dun hav my size~ sad! my feet too big liao~ sob sob... we hav ajisen, but not very nice~ den go swensen for banana split, give shumei a treat. but 2 week from now, we going shopping again and she will treat mi back~ haha~ yesterday when we pass by Tangs, i go and sniff the latest escada island kiss perfume, not bad, smell like candy, but i prefer last yr's edition! i love the sweet smell, like thousands of ant will come chasing after u~ haha~ sweet sweet! thinking of buying perfume but i already had abt 7 perfume liao~ feel like buying leh!

Yeah~ 2 weeks frm now, miting shumei go crazy shopping, den go swensen get my treat back, and after tat go clubbing wif the gang again~ this time round hav shumei ard, more fun! haha~ hope tat the day will come very soon and wish tat nth will crop up to spoil my day! Count down to tat day, still got 2 more week!

But first count down to 4.30, haha~ wilson bro's last paper end at 4.30! wanna call him up and COMPLAIN, complain and complain! haha~ hmm... and also gossip abit lah~ haha~~

Perfect Love

Never say I Love You
If you don't really care

Never talk of feelings
If they aren't really there

Never hold my hand
If you mean to break my heart

Never say forever
If you ever plan to part

Never look into my eyes
If you are telling me a lie

Never say hello
If you think you'll say goodbye

Never say that I'm THE one
If you dream of more than me

Never lock up my heart
If you don't have the key
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Happen to see this poem in a testimonial frm my fren to her bf~ find it very nice and meaningful, so decided to put in in my blog~ hehe~ Hope she won't mind~ no offend!
here it goes:

U are my everything

Your name on my lips gives me reason to breathe.
When i can't close my eyes, you're my reason to dream.
When i can't move my body, you give me the will.
When i'm numb inside, it's your love i feel.
You love me today, when i can't face 2molo.
You give me joy, when i'm filled with sorrow.
You keep me going, when i want to give in.
You are my beginning when it feels like the end.
I love you beyond, anything i've ever known.
In the shelter of your love, my spirit has grown.
When i'm frightened & feeling unsure, your strength and your love make me feel secure.
I can never repay you 4 this gift that you give.
But i want you to know you're my reason to live.
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Very nice and touching rite?! so loving hor~ *envy*envy* :D Oh~ wat a lucky guy to receive such a sweet poem for his love one~

Boring Sunday

Actually this afternoon, i'm going TM to get the perfume for my sis, den accompany Pat to get his hp repair~ but this blur guy lost his warranty card and so end up not going out liao~ and sum more the weather is so bad, dun feel like going out liao~ haha~ btw Thanks pat for been so supportive! he keep on reminding mi tat he's on my side and dun be affected by wat that "enemy" said. ZH also tag mi, telling mi not to care abt her... so touch~ so many of my fren care and concern abt mi~ i'm so pampered by all~ haha~

Oh ya~ i forgot to add sumthing in to my friday blog! Ah boon actually ate all my chocolate liao~ idiot!!! when i scold him for eating it, u noe wat he reply mi? he say:"ask u not to wrap liao, u dun listen!" -_-; Urghhhh! Beh tahan~

Fun Fun Fun

Jus return home~ today go club 3 wif them again... haha~ so fun, in e end pat, wee, ivan, ger and kai, all going... haha! so gd~ today really crazy, keep on bull shit wif yan qing and mei yun... haha~ but maybe all those bull shit can bring our friendship to a higher level, so gd~

At first all of us is there dancing, but in e end left only mi, ger, pat and kai. -_-; haha~ but we still hav fun lah~ but too bad today yang and tony din go~ less 2 person to bull shit wif mi~ Poor wee, he was so tired, keep on falling asleep, tml still need to go wk, so poor thing. tat bo liao pat, keep on showing mi tat ah si face, tat face like he wanna beat sum one up. so question mark! haha! beh tahan~ today ger also got go, this is the 2nd time i go clubbing wif her. NICE! Opps! like to say a sorry to shu mei, i din notice abt her sms which is send at ard 12am. she actually wanna join us, ask mi where we r! but Until 3am den i saw it, but its too late, abt to close liao. So sorry~ :p today also saw esther at fusion, she wif dewei~ Den i realize tat she also got read my blog one~ haha~

Today also abit sway, saw my enemy! so funny she sms one of my fren, saying: "eeek. y she go chiong wif ur? she can go meh? she can dance meh? er xin". haha~ but she din noe tat the guy who she sms to is my buddy. haha~ how stupid she was! i saw the msg, and din argue wif her. but i showed it to everyone! haha~ she jus making a fuss of herself~ everyone got to see her true face! and everyone is at my side~ haha~ Meiyun even told mi tat its time for mi to put a full stop for my frenship btw her, but i had already done this long ago liao~ when i saw her, i din even say anything abt her, funny person! y do she hav to do this? haha~ becos of jealousy? she alway think tat i hav attitude problem, hard to hav frens, and maybe she think tat she more prettier den mi, but y am i still wif the group? y do i have frens? y am i not been out-cast? on the other hand, she the one who been out-cast. but seriously all this insulting words, doesn't affect mi... she should be very sad to hear this~ haha... I'm still as happy as ever! wahahaha~

Sushi for Tonite

today i mit shumei for dinner~ eat sushi at parkway~ haha... we chat abt a lot of thing, chat abt the past, the happy times. Den went to mit pat, ivan, wee, boon, keith, meiyun and her bf at city plaza mac. chat abit~ i ask them a personality test, wat type of lover u are. ur can also try it up too ---> if ur gf/bf is asleep, which part of his/her face will u kiss? A: eye, B: ear, C: forehead, D: nose, E: chin. Solution: A- u a lover who look for true love, B- a lover who look for money, C- a lover who is very dependent, D- A lover who look for sex, E- a lover who look for romance. haha~ Many of my fren chose C. so wat abt u?? hee~ Today got free ride home, boon send mi home and he pay the cab fare, so nice of him~ hee~ Tml miting shumei again, no idea where to go~ but most likely go fusion again, den go clubbing wif they all~

Test come to an end

Yeah~ finish all my mid-term test liao~ haha... but facing one problem, most of my fren are having test next week. OMG! my term break == their term test. sian~ today paper sux, sure fail ~ Jia Lat!

i took a couple of personality tests today, check it out dude!




I think i took alot of test huh~! haha... So pai seh... hehe

Countdown: Last paper

Have been staying at home all these days, finally, test is coming to an end, can go party lor~ But too bad, many of my fren is having test next week, brother, ger, pat, etc, all cannot go, hav to study. Only left, the tp(s) one, which include dewei and keith, and the gang, jeff, ah yang, zi chong, etc. like very few ppl leh~ den dun noe whether dewei wanna go anot~ how??!!! Ya... still got wee and junzhong, heard from brother that their test is after term bk. dun noe how~~




haha~ last sat is valentine day. on friday i wrap alot of chocolate for my fren, i bought 2 bag of snickers, wrap them at fusion. wahahah~ but in e end, i left the bag of chocolate at fusion, asking boon to help mi to give them out. dun noe how my chocolates doing? still at fusion? or all eaten by boon? haha~ For those who din receive my gift, so sorry~ :P a little pic for ur lor~ haha~ happy belated valentine day.

Frens any??

Yeah~ finally finish my two important project, The ecad B2C application design and art app collage. I love my collage mann, feel confident wif it. Let ur have a look at it...



My collage and my mask~ (the mask look abit funny huh! haha~)


Ok~ come to the main topic of today's blog.

For these few days, i feel that some of my frens who i think is close to mi one, actually become so fake! (Dun wish to mention their names) When they hav troubles or they are alone, den they look for u, other wise even if they see mi online, they won't even say a 'hi' to mi~ and they will gif excuses like 'your status is set busy', etc.. yet, they can say he/she is my best fren.. Oh My Goodness... this is human beings.. Wat's the problem with human? But fortunately, there is still a no. of them who is always true. even if they din chat wif mi online, i can understand that he is busy. As time go by, everyone changes, ppl can change frm true to fake, while other will become better~

so sad~ i saw zh blog! Her eye's problem is back, she must be damn worry now. Feel so sad, as her depression might come back again. i prefer the cheerful her, dun wish to see her in sadness. Hope that she will recover soon, and dun go through depression again. Some word for this fren of mine, zh: hey ger, dun be sad, dun be depress, the problem will soon go off. i think its becos of the long period of time staring at computer screen, jus let ur eyes rest. Dun think too much k!

Finally i got my testimonial from wilson brother: (the top portion can drop it! U noe what u wrote!) "Frankly speaking my this bro hor, is a very nice person. i noe her very long long liao don noe got how many years. A very nice person 2 tok with, so i will alway treasure this bro. Although we had some misunderstanding in e past but eventually we still can sort everything out n this oso show tt pur friendship bond is very strong. Bro u r e best fren i ever noe. " though he forgotten how long we had noe each other liao, but i still feel very touch~ Brother 4ever k~ I will also treasure U, no more stupid misunderstanding, i promise~ haha~ Thanks for being there wherever i need someone, Thanks for ur understanding, thanks for being so caring, thanks for ur patience towards my bad temper and stubbornness, thanks for treating mi as such a important cum special ppl, thanks for listening to my troubles and gossips too, Thanks for the coming treat u owe mi!~ haha... U e best too~ U rock~

Men Are Hard To Please

The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;

If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)


If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love
him;
If u do he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for
u.(Bullshit)

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;(damn
true man!!)
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too... SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to
please!!!!!


If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not
true.......
but if u don't, they say u are selfish.....

Stress~ Damn Stress~

Luckily yesterday that treat call off, if not i'm going to die liao. for 2 days, i stay in school to do my ecad project until lab close. but fortunately, i finish my project liao.. hoo-Ray~ Real tiring man. B'cos of this project, i have unstable meals, often eat my dinner at abt 9pm++ so unhealthy mann~ wow biang! sore throat for dun noe how many days- miserable! After rushing ecad project, still got art app collage to do... :@ siao liao lah~... wanna slp... but can't... sob... sob...

Treats gone

OMG~ wat a day! THese days dun seem to go smooth for mi, feel so low for these few days. Actually wilson brother is treating mi to sushi tml, but in e end he can't make it due to rushing of projects. Who to blame? no one~ i din blame him but jus feel a bit disappointed. But he has no choice also, mi also no choice but to understand it and accept it. SIANZZz... How long will all this unhappy times last?? OMG~

Loneliness

Feel so sad, jus find out tat every thing has change, everyone has change. The group is no longer the group, The people is not the people, the frens is no longer there, All is drift apart emotionally, out of sudden all get so busy. Loneliness has never left mi, he's always there. So anyone going to fight the battle wif mi?? ya~ My dearest ash ash who is beside mi now~

Are u lonesome tonite?

Boring day~ Promise myself to be good ger for 3 weeks, not going clubbing until term bk. Tat mean not able to see tat gang of fren for the time being. they should be at club 3 now, dancing and laughing. No one online, so boring. Luckily, there's still wilson brother ard~ haha~ At least i'm not alone tonite~ hee hee~
Finally finish designing my blog~ yeah~ nice nice... need to go take some more pic wif fren and put it up~ haha... hav to go to bed liao~ GooD NitE~

Poison (Full Vocal Edit) Lyrics

Your cruel device
Your blood like ice
One look could kill
My pain your thrill

I wanna love you, but I better not touch
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains

Your mouth so hot
Your web I'm caught
Your skin so wet
Black lace on sweat

I hear you calling and it's needles and pins
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't wanna touch you, but you're under my skin
I wanna kiss you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains

Running deep inside my veins
Poison burning deep inside my veins
One look could kill
My pain your thrill

I wanna love you,...

recovering soon

feeling better today but still abit giddy! Actually not giddy lah, is a bit headache, something like 'pian tou tong'.
OMG!!! i think dewei's msn is been hack by some one~ This person very strange, when i chat wif him, he din reply. den he din display his pic, normally dewei will display one. today i ask dewei abt it, he say tat he will definitly display his pic one~ 'qi guai' leh... Oh ya, remember tat assignment that i'm rushing yesterday. THat tutor extend the deadline to this friday. Shit! what for i rush until half dead for it~ haiz~ today kakitori test, i forgot to study. jia let! dun noe how will i score.
Yesterday keith so 'kind', cum and 'ang wei' mi, but he end up 'suaning' mi~ -_-; ah pat also got 'ang wei' mi today, but only until i ask for it -_-! but luckily, we get to chat for quite a long time, abt many things, share some secrets too... SHH!...

I feel sick

Today is sux~ feel so sick, yet have to go to school jus for the sake of that stupid online package thingy.. who to blame? i using netscape as my browser but it say not suitable, have to use the latest internet explorer. However, my explorer always got problem, even though i re-dl a few times, it jus can't work. Some more i'm using 56k net speed, damn slow lor~ re-dl take mi abt an hr leh...
Sux, sometimes really hate to be sick. My mum always blame mi for being sick! hey, its ain't my fault okie, u thought i love to be sick is it!!! She say that if anything happen to mi, dun look for her. But pls lor, i go to the clinic by my own this morning k! sianz~ sick still have to finish tat SAND assigment and hear my mum nag, wow biang!

Yichang bdae at club3

yesterday go chiong again~ really hook~ haha.. yesterday yichang celebrating his bdae, happy bday yichang. The ger he been wooing finally accept him on this special day, congrate sia. This must be the greatest bdae present he ever had. Also get to see yin liang wif his gf, his gf is quite frenly and fun to be wif~ At abt 12am, the DJ greet yichang a happy bday~ The funny thing is tat he say his full name, need to be so formal anot? 'bai tuo' haha~
again no need spend a single cent for the entrance and drink, but anyway i seldom drink, tat y it dosen't matters mi. yesterday actually going zouk but b'cos of the high cost, they change to Boat quake, but dun noe y lastly they decide to go club 3. Better for mi too~ haha.. yesterday Mich also join us, hope tat she enjoy the nite, and hope the the loud music can help her forget all e unhappy things. if next time got this kind of lobang, shall ask her go too.. wow biang, when i was trying to push e chair in, i accidentally hit on to e chair and got a bruise, its so painful mann~ haha, tat nite i disturb wee, i go hug and dance wif him. alrite... i admit i'm flirting~ haha, when i hug him frm the back, he keep on avoiding his back touching my chest, he get so pai seh~ tat stupid Tony, keep on saying he jealous and say tat wee wanna 'tio' wif him. den he so sweet, keep on fan mi wif tat post card, but i noe he will never serious toward mi one lah, haha, he jus fooling ard~ Actually mi also~lolz~ tat stupid guy, come here jus to wait for "walking in e sun", beh tahan him ah~
haha~ yesterday i put on my new liquid liner, oh MANN~ the effect is gd and some more it won't merge. yesterday really put on a heavy make up, finally get what i really long to have on my face. so happy~
Sick~ earlier on, Mich and i go mac for dinner, saw tat sickening malay old man, blink at mi. OMG, feel very disgusted.
sianz... lots of assignments and stuff date due liao, term test coming liao... Must wait till term bk den can go play, sian~ 2 more weeks~ have to be guai kia liao~ haha...i already very guai liao rite~!