问心无悔

This is dedicated to my ah bao...

i can swear to god tat i hav nv done any stupid thing like this.... i may be a bitch, may be a slut, but am definitely not a 小人villain.

I hav my class and standard to maintain... i'm not tat 卑鄙. if i dun like i will jus text, scold and say in front of the person, i dun do stupid thing by acting as a passerby or who and make comments... 明人不作暗示... i dun hav to hint, i will jus say out frankly!

i can jus die rite away if i'm the one who did tat... i can swear... i dun noe who the hell who did tat and wat the hell this person wan... i mean... well... y no ppl wrote tat on my blog... maybe u may say this blog is not as popular...

well, afterall i jus wanna say... this bloody rubbish bo liao thing is not my instruction!!!! tats it...

Season Greetings from Ashie Boy

Never take someone for granted

DeSoLoGY: Season Greetings - delicated to all my FRIENDS

I always love this wonderful day, Christmas day... thou' i'm not actually a christian, but i jus find this season to be the most beautiful... when u see nice lighting... and people shopping for x'mas gifts... pressies, xmas trees... i jus love this season...

its a time i do a look back at my performance this year... i will say tat its a year of change... Jeslyn had grown up... i realize and learn to see things not only from the surface... i learn abt communication... loving every single ppl... see the ugliness of human nature... met the lovely beings ard me...

Achievement:

More sociable, outspoken, confident, frenly
Make more frens, e.g. Jason, andre, GANGz, edward, etc... gain buddy fren like Eric...
Realizing goals and aim, dare to dream....
Taken her 1st step to explor her dreams...
getting back contacts like Jarell, Casin, Gad, Kean, Wilson, JEN JEN, Timothy, etc...
Getting back her tanned and shape...
have a better understanding of myself....
Swimming regularly and watch diet...
Complete my degree course
Learn to appreciate life
Spending more time wif precious ppl like Shumei...
Have her 1st gecko ink! and develop a DeSoLo logo for herself
Turning into a bitch but its a total wonderful thing
Bought my Prada Shades (ok, i'm proud of it)
Start my 1st flea market sales

Loss:

Dark eye rings due to lack of rest
Taken up bad habits
Enter a f**k up film and not getting her mthly pay
losing one close fren (used to be, but i hav get over it, ppl come and go, its fine)
KGssss... (which is gd)
got herself a sux job, underpaid, no leave, no mc, basically no benefit
bad hair days...
Purchase my 1st pair of Specs! which mean my perfect eyesight is GONE!
Not able to prepare xmas gift cos of stupid Company's pay delay
Been stalk by ex... YUCKS! he's mad...

i think tats all... hmmm... its seems to be more gd den bad... so i should be happy... but the list next yr are guarantee to be BETTER! hehe...

i love my xmas, pls dun let any more evil mouth or jeslous eyes ruin it... finally i understand the meaning of wat new boss say... different perception and mindset cos lost in topic to tok to... i jus officially announce tat I DUN NOE THIS GUY NAME ROY and HE DUN NOE ME... so ppl, dun bother to ask him wat went wrong wif me... and pls... there's nth wrong wif mi... its jus something wrong wif ur eyes... haha~
i had nv in my life felt so great abt life tat i dun even thot of the word 'sux'... My true real frens are all understand me so well, and they see me improving and not getting worse... my close fren like Alex, Eric, Shumei, Trina, Wilson, Jen... other den these ppl tat i mentioned, no others are consider as my close fren... so dun bother to tell me abt ur comment, abt how u judge me by jus LOOKING and not listening nor asking... tats bull shit... the judge from the court took bloody long period to come out wif their final sentence, after thousands of qns, millions of analyzing... and ppl, by jus looking at pics, looking at the surface, ur can say craps... and ppl who i once treated as fren can go buy their words... how true this fren is? this only show tat i had wasted my time on this relationship... and i seriously hav so many thing to do, to fight for and no time for nonsense... judge all u wan... until one day when i succeed, den u come and tell me abt ur comments..

If i were to listen to everyone's comments, i dun think i will even find myself, find the plc tat i'm standing rite now... Telling me abt social management, u r kidding me... i can afford to stay out of hse for a week, jus by miting different frens each day...! my schedule is simply in a mess due to all the things tat i need to do and ppl i need to see... until i hav to start referring to my organizer... think i'm kidding... haha~ b4 u tok, pls use brain, dun tell ppl how other see her, when u dun even noe how ppl outside see u... Jeslyn treat outside comments as shit, cos she believe herself, and not others... even if ppl come telling her rubbish nonsense abt her frens, she dun gif a damn... no one is prefect... mouth is wif them, they can say wat they wan, my mind, my body, every part of me is MYSELF, i dun need ur nonsense... i hav always been a easy gng person... none of my fren, any of them tell me abt mi ditching old fren when i hav new frens... my frens who r wif me for YEARS, even longer den u and me... wilson, jen, shumei, my fren for more den 10 yrs... there r times when we r all bz, we can't mit up wif one and other, but we hav nv gif up on each other and still cherish each other... this is fren... so confident wif this frenship until u r so assure tat they won't turn out to be as jerky as u ppl... fren is not jus companion, but a listener, a talker, a heart to share, a shoulder to cry on... fren will nv gif up on u... and how many frens u hav? i mean real true fren who noe u inside out? go think abt it... and i can say i love my fren... to the extend whenever i'm outside, i see things tat remind me of them, i will buy for them for no reason... tats fren... u dun need expensive gift, u dun hav to be rich... u jus hav to be urself... well... i'm slapping myself, cos haha... i gonna say this frenship is not measure by the length of period ur noe each other... i can understand a person and accept the person in jus an hr and make him my buddy, cos life is jus like tat... fren is like a love relationship, all depend on fate, degree of accommodation, degree of acceptance, common likings, care & concern... it can end like a relationship too... jus by realizing everything... not worth my effort in save-keeping this frenship... and i'm sorry... my xmas and new yr eve and day are reserve for gd use... not for time wasting... :)

last but not least, love everyone ard u... only ppl wif goals and see things tat people can't see will be able to stay happy and hav no regretion in life...

In this beautiful season, i wish everyone a merry xmas (not a noisy one)... hope tat everyone will be able to find their goal, dare to dreams... love all lovely beings ard me... *Kisses & Hugs*

p.s. there's simply nth wrong wif my dressing even if i wore a band across my forehead! i hav mass send out my pic to millions of ppl, and the feedback tat i got back are perfectly alrite! u can jus say its disgusting, but millions of ppl dun feel tat way... which means u are the odd one out! wahahaha~ i Love myself... and tats' it... and... thou' i noe a few frens thru' u, but i won't gif out on them, they r still my fren... but of cos they hav a choice to walk out of me, i'm fine... (if only they r as ignorant) *cheers*

DeSoLoGY: Keep an open mind in order to succeed in life

Been in the working society for 3 years... these essential 3 yrs means alot to me... a major transformation... from a little ignorant kid to a person who dare to pursue her dreams... i have grew up...

wat hav i really been thru' at the age of 23... well... in fact, everyone been thru' many things, its jus their degree of acceptance and analyzing the situation... watever that may seems to be a mishap is jus another lesson to learn... u may grief, may upset, may get angry, but keep an open mind to see things and realize all individual's faults... i mean, it takes 2 hands to clap, the fault usually lies on both parties (including ourselves) but ppl jus dun wish to accept or even face it... same issue goes to my current boss... jus becos of egotism, face value, u lose out in everything. no matter wat experience u have, how much worth of assets u hold, how high ur self value is... all are pointless when one can't even face themselves... by saying means nth... To say is always easy but to really admit one's fault, it really takes a lot of courage... but agn, its all depend on a person's view... for me... well... i cherish all my frens, no one is special, everyone is special... i aim to be fair and balance (its a trail of Libra, I can't help it)... i treat ppl the way they treat me... if i dun feel sincerity, i will hold back wat i give in... well, tats normal, i mean who wanna be an idiot?! No one is perfect, neither am i... its a bliss when ppl dun pick on u, so wat it is to pick on others... The world is small, u nv noe if one day u need helps from others... being revengeful is the stupidest thing to do... jus dun bother abt ppl's life... dun force, keep things neutral, keep an open mind to accept ppl as well as ourselves...

Life can be wonderful, jus how u view it, how u wanna live it... as DeSoLo always said, 'Life is short, Happy or sad, like it or dun, u still hav to finish this path... y make is a miserable one? jus keep urself happy and make full use of ur life... live with no regret, die with no regret'

There r always gd and bad ppl out there... gd ppl to help u, bad ppl to trash u... but its u urself to choose if u wanna allow them to help, or allow them to trash...

Most importantly, Love urself... learn to love urself before anything, before anyone...

have you make your choice?

After 3 yrs of working life... i had learn to be responsible to myself, my family, people ard me that worth of care and concern...

at the age of 23, i mark myself, i name myself, i sort my mind... i make my choice... to make a different in my life... in my old parent's life... in control of my life... dare to dream... set my goal...

A person wif no plans and no goal is equal to a corpse... one feel astray with a target in life... life will be different when u see it in a different angle... when u noe ur purpose of staying alive.... when u have a target... when u decide to put ur thots into actions...

Goals make one person feel the sense of belonging, feel the meaning of life...

Everyone jus go back and think... wat u wan? and wat u have? and how u gng to do it? jus think and ask urself...

Tribal Tattoo Designs

accounts for nearly a third of all tattoo design search requests, and the term "tribal" of course covers an astonishing array of tattoo design possibilities, from the traditional tribal tattoos of indigenous and aboriginal cultures, to the latest in graphic design for the body.

While today it is possible to find some incredibly breathtaking tribal tattoo designs, you’ll be hard pressed to experience the full, authentic art of the tribal tattoo experience in commercial America. Now, electric guns and high tech and high quality inks have replaced sticks, styluses, bone needles and plant dyes of the modern tattoo’s ancient ancestors. Modern tattoo artists have replaced the shaman and medicine folk of old.

The History of the Tribal Tattoo Design
Most likely, the very first tattoo happened on accident. All it takes is a few rowdy primitives playing around the fire. It wouldn’t take long for someone to fall in, get poked with a charred stick and later heal before they’d realized that they were on to something. The news probably spread as fast as the fires that prompted the invention. As a matter of fact, it is rumored that the first tattoos were of the sun or flames in honor of the sun god(s).

There were three major factors that took the practice of tribal tattooing from the realm of art and into the plane of the spiritual: Pain, Permanence and Loss of the Life Source (blood). This mystical trio elevated the tattoo from mere art and transformed it into a chance to draw people into a relationship with God, a god, magic powers, or a trance or vision state.

Because body and soul were generally thought to be identical to one another, your tattoos then existed on two planes: the physical and spiritual realms. Many of the tribes from Borneo believed that tattoos would not only be enough to get them to the proper spirit world, but that their tattoos also offered them special qualifications for advantageous occupations upon their arrival.

It has been found that most (if not all) primitive tribes used some form of body marking, be they tattoos, scarifications or the use of plain, temporary body paints. This art prevailed worldwide until the arrival of civilization as we know it, when the tattoo fell into a temporary loss of popularity.

Times May Change, But The Reasons Stay the Same
In ancient times, tribal tattoo art was popular for many of the same reasons it is so alluring today. Tribal tattoos were employed for many motives.

To Identify Clans, Tribes and Families
Originally (and hence the name) tribal tattoos were employed to identify and group tribes, clans and families together. Not only did this enable you to easily identify one another, or recognize distant relatives, but it was generally believed that your tattoos would allow you to find your tribe and join it again in the afterlife. Today, fraternal orders, gangs, members of the military and other organizations also have designed tattoos that are recognizable to their fellow brothers and sisters.

Marriage Tattoos
In addition to a tribal tattoo, ancient men and women may also wear a marriage tattoo. Not only would this serve the same function as the modern day wedding ring (as a witness to your commitment to another), but again, would allow you to find your spouse in the afterlife. This was understandably important when husbands and wives would “cross the veil” several years apart from one another. In modern times, this form of tribal tattoo is still prevalent, and you will often see spouses and life-mates with matching tattooed armbands, “rings”, initials, and hearts as a permanent witness to their love and fidelity.

Rites of Passage
Ancient adolescents approaching maturity would often come under the prick of the tribal tattoo point before being socially accepted as an adult. A woman who couldn’t bear the pain of a tattoo would be unfit for the impending pain of childbirth – making her unacceptable for marriage. A young man who couldn’t take it would be seen as unfit for battle or hunting, often dooming him to the role of outcast. Today, many teenagers eagerly await (or don’t wait) their eighteenth birthday and celebrate their entrance to adulthood by getting a tattoo.

Totem Animal Guardianship
Many tribal tattoos were administered as proof of the power of certain totem animals over the lives of those they chose to guard and bless. This was especially true amongst Pacific Northwest Native American tribes and the Druids and Celtic people of the British Isles. Being bestowed with a totem animal guardian was a two-fold blessing- not only would you gain the strengths and abilities of the totem animal, but the tattoo also served as a mysterious link between the animal spirit and the bearer of its marks. Different animals provided different strengths and virtues to their receiver. Today, animal tattoos are wildly popular. Lower backs, upper backs, shoulders and arms abound which have been decorated with gentle butterflies, fearsome dragons, and deadly scorpions in hopes that these creatures’ merits will take hold.

Magical Reasons
Probably the most documented and understood of the magically charged tribal tattoos was for the purpose of love spells and charms. These tattoo magicians would mix special herbs and potent concoctions to their dyes and would apply the tattoo to a small, generally hidden area to activate the magic. Generally, these tattoos were kept hidden because it would be foolish for an old married woman to go around wearing the marks of a foolish youth. Today, who doesn’t know someone who knows someone with an ex’s name tattooed somewhere, whether they’ve covered it or removed now or not?

The rich, spiritual folklore still survives today. Tribal tattoos are being given in droves, to people as different from one another as night is from day. You can find a tribal style fairy, Hawaiian themed designs, African inspired prints, and Celtic crosses (both pagan and Christian), and even Maori facial tribal art. But it appears that the ancient superstition still prevails. When faced with doubts or indecision regarding tattoos, the modern tattoo artist and administrator will tell you….

“When you should get a tattoo, the tattoo god will tell you that it is time.”

(Taken from Vanishing Tattoo)

Hair Care for Dry Hair Type

• Dry Hair Type: Dry hair looks full, feels dry and frizzy and tangles easily and is difficult to comb or brush especially when wet. Split ends are common.

• Causes of Dry Hair: Dry hair receives insufficient oil from the scalp. This can be caused by chemical processing such as coloring and rebonding, or may be inherited. Often dry hair is also a result of over-exposure to the sun, stress or nutrition imbalance.

• Use a moisturizing and nourishing shampoo and always follow with an intensive conditioner.


• Avoid heated styling whenever possible, letting your hair dry naturally instead.


• Use hair masks once a week to step up on hair hydration.


• Brushing the hair regularly can stimulate the scalp to produce more oils.

Taken from ShoppingLifestyle!

News: Singapore worker killed after jumping into tiger enclosure: zoo

SINGAPORE, Nov 13, 2008 (AFP) - An apparently disturbed worker was mauled to death by three tigers at the Singapore Zoo on Thursday when he deliberately jumped into their enclosure, the zoo said.

The white tigers pounced on the 32-year-old contract cleaner after he jumped into the moat surrounding their enclosure and then moved toward the animals, the zoo said in a statement.

The zoo, one of Singapore's most prominent tourist attractions, described the victim as "apparently disturbed and agitated".

Fellow workers reported that he "was acting a little bit erratic and odd, throwing papers around" before the incident, assistant director of zoology Biswajit Guha told Singapore's 938Live radio.

Guha said the cleaner worked at the chimpanzee area and was on his lunch break when the tragedy occurred.

"Goodbye, I won't be seeing you again," Guha quoted the victim as telling one of the zookeepers.

"And they saw him riding off on a bicycle and coming back in through the front entrance again, and then about five minutes later, the whole alert came on the walkie talkie," he said.

Horrified visitors screamed as zookeepers rushed into the tiger enclosure to try to rescue the victim.

They threw rocks to try to distract the animals, which dragged their victim toward a passageway, said Guha.

Zoo workers finally succeeded in luring the tigers away from the man and confining them to their pens, but paramedics later pronounced him dead.

The victim had injuries mainly to his head and neck, Lieutenant Colonel N. Subhas, the director of public affairs with the Singapore Civil Defence Force, told AFP.

The zoo identified the dead man as Nordin Bin Montong, a zoo contract worker from Malaysia.

"At no time was any visitor or Singapore Zoo staff exposed to any danger," the zoo said.

Police said they were called to the zoo about 12:30 pm (0430 GMT) and were investigating the "unnatural" death.

The zoo said the moat and other permanent safety features at the enclosure meant there was no risk to visitors or staff.

"Nonetheless, we have temporarily closed the White Tiger exhibit to visitors to facilitate investigations into this unfortunate incident," it said.

(news taken from Yahoo!News)

DeSoLo is a Fag Hag

A fag hag is a slang term for a woman who either associates mostly or exclusively with homosexual men, or is best or good friends with a gay man or men. It originated in gay male culture in the United States and was historically an insult. Some women who associate with gay men object to being called fag hags, while others embrace the term. The male counterpart, men who have similar interpersonal relationships with lesbian women, are called dyke tykes or Dutch boys; furthermore people who associate with gays, lesbians, and bisexuals may be called fruit flies, regardless of their sex.

Taken from wikipedia, the free encyclopedia...

friends...

jus another random blog...

ya... jus saw my dustbin mei's entry... and i realize i got wonderful ppl ard me... thou' i seems to have more guy frens den gers... mainly due to many reasons....

1. i hate the sensitivity of women
2. i hate the needs of taking care of weak gers
3. i hate the gentle princess gers
4. i hate it when they can fake like jus so natural
5. i hate it when they feel so ultimate sucky when u flirt and they start gossiping behind u...
6. i hate it when they ger jealous easily
7. i hate it when they are so closed minded
8. i hate it when they comment abt ur life and the way u live it...

and well.... at this moment.... after my SOCIETY TRAINING... haa... my darlings, i'm jus getting happier, more confidence, more sociable, more open up, more open minded, more bitchy... i believe women will jus HATE me... opps =X
I dun mean to...

i always tell ppl ard me... i got more guy frens... its either guy or gay.... but i dun hav much ger fren... i can use jus my hands to calculate my true ger frens... name it:

Trina, Shumei... who else... hmmm... i still recalling....
and my 2nd class of ladies are my Ju, belle, pei, Tricia, ... who else...??

but my true gers is jus so excellent who can jus take over like 100 true gers tat others have...
u name it, u hav it... someone who noe u so well, who dun even hav to ask, and they noe ur ans... someone who take care of u even if u appear to be strong... someone who nv forget u when she might be jus so far away... someone who not afraid of showing her bf to u... the trust... the love, the care... ya noe... i'll say i'm content wif wat i hav... thou' my gers are either bz or far away... but they will be there somewhere still thinking abt me... and i noe...

glad for the change i realize in myself... ppl might jus HATES me...thinking jus another bitch, another slut, another fren snatcher... but i dun do those on purpose... i jus wanna be open up to everyone, able to speak and jus say wat i wan... let ppl noe abt the true me and not think other wise of me... ppl who r really to share and not jus make unpleasant rubbish feedbacks....
I'm not a booster, i jus wanna voice out wat i see, how i feel... so ppl who are lack of confidence are a absolute NO to me... their lack of confidence make them lose faith in themselves and dislike jus any better gers ard them...

oh btw... am sick... so i dun noe wat the fuck i'm toking abt.... jus rubbish thru out... *yawn* i'm getting abit drowsy... OMG... someone jus hold me... well... i see trina and shumei... wahahhaa~ illusions after i took the medi??!! Oh Gosh... it sound so..... haha~

Do some good deeds, Calling for All Blood Donors...

What

Youth Favorites @ Dhoby Ghaut NEL Station

When

Sat Oct 25 11am – Sat Oct 25 5pm

20081025T110000/20081025T170000

Where

11 Orchard Road, Singapore

Created By

Singapore Bloodmobiles (www.donorweb.org)

Description

Organised by Youth Donor Club
Concourse Level @ Dhoby Ghaut NEL Station
11 Orchard Road
(Enter via the escalator near the 7-Eleven at Orchard@Atrium)
(Bus Services No.: 7, 14, 16, 36, 64, 65, 77, 106, 111, 124, 128, 139, 162, 167, 171, 174, 175, 190, 502, 576, 578, 579, 581, 587, 590, 598, 700)

Taken from http://www.donorweb.org/

Tattoo @ Dragon Pearl Inking

ya... i got my tattoo done on monday...
And as everyone will start asking... 'Is it painful?'

the ans is 'NOT AT ALL'... dun be frighten by the sound of the needle... its really not as pain as u hear... the pain is bearable... jus like cutting urself wif a penknife... its nth.... its not as bad as piercing... less painful den eyebrow embroidery... if u're not afraid of injection... well, tattoo is nth to u...

finally i got myself a gecko, which i had been thinking since 2 yrs back?! a partial self design tattoo... with meanings behind...


TaDang... my tribal Gecko... with the DeSoLo (DSL) logo (totally self-designed)and a 'dragon-like' broken tail... the head, body and legs are add on by the cool handsome young tattooist... *blush* actually my fren's fren... he's cute... haha...
BTW, this gecko is COPYRIGHT RULE PROTECTED!!! its mine...

another qns, y a Gecko?
ans grab from http://www.vanishingtattoo.com/
Gecko Tattoo Designs - A very popular lizard for tattoo designs is the gecko, which appears often in Polynesian tribal tattoos. The gecko is supposed to have supernatural powers, and is regarded by Polynesians with fear and awe. It is rumored that if a green gecko "laughs" at you, it’s a terrible omen of illness and bad fortune.

Just as the lizard is able to drop its tail in order to escape danger, so the lizard totem shows us the principles of letting go and self-protection.

Get it? cool meaning huh... haa... and how to read the DSL logo?

now u noe y... and its COPYRIGHT!!!

anyway... some pics of the yandao Tattooist...

not very clear... thanks to James' Shaky hands... haha... and spare me, i have to crop off my body lah... cos i'm FREAKING FAT!

sorry to say that DeSoLo is a fussy customer... i spend quite some time discussing with the guys on my tattoo... whether to have round toes for the gecko (which make it look like a freaking FROG), whether to have design on its head and so on... haha... troublesome customer... but the tattooist is frenly and nice... my Mr. 'Jamie's' frens... :) waiting for mr 'Jamie' to get his Koi fish done... Big Project... *anxious*

and they are so funny... sickening 'Jamie' keep asking Dewei, the tattooist to tattoo 'i love james' on me... and guess wat... after it was done, Dewei claim that i move about and cos some small mistake, and tat he hav to do last minute 're-design'. he took a marker and wrote 'I love James' OMG! *scream* and he pick up the tattoo needle... *scream* it really scare me sia... *faint*

as usual, the bhb Jeslyn will say 'my bday coming, so dun charge me for the tattoo lah' den dewei said 'my bday also coming' den i quickly respond 'den i do free tattoo for u too lor'... -_-! wahahahaha~ *evil* jus alot of stupid craps... but fun lah... enjoy my very 1st tattoo session...

anyway, the tattoo parlor is @ pearl's centre #02-48, name: Dragon Pearl Inking.
Website: http://www.dpinking.com/

if anyone wanna get a tattoo, buzz me... i can bring u there *wink*
Or u wan one of their name card, jus text me...

lastly... my Gecko is peeling le... hee~ abit itch... but NO SCRATCH! if not no nice no more... got to sacrifice my weekend Suntanning for 3 bloody weeks... *sigh*

歌名: 说好的幸福呢歌手: 周杰伦

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
曲周杰伦歌词提供再兴
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得

Extremely love this song... its touching... remind me of some stuffs, which really pain me... feel like saying "sorry" to someone... *sigh* i'm getting emo...

Anyway, Jay's new Album is out! 魔杰座, is out yest! and i regret not purchasing PRE-ORDERED!!! its completely out of stock!!! F**K! upset... and the ppl @ CD-rama said that the metal casing one is out, no more! only left wif the paper pack one, which will only be in on Friday... damn lagi upset! should hav bought the PRE-ORDER!!! hai~

Anyway, enjoy the song...

So Many Restrictions

There's so many things that i wanna tok abt... but... it seems like there's so many eyes looking! opps =X

I'll try to be nice but no doubt... DeSoLo is a bitch... haa~ i miss the time when my dustbin mei was here... Trina, when will u be coming over to bitch ard wif me? i'm waiting...

Something i can't get it... y is it so that swimming on a 'rainy (not as in rain but there's no sun and its super cold, u noe the kind of weather when jus after rain and abt to rain agn)' day, will still get me TANNED?! OMG... i told it won't act on me... and still i got tanned after a morning swim yest... i din apply suntanning oil, well i din apply sunblock either... I DUN HAV ANY SUNBLOCK LOTION CAN! anyway... there's bloody no sun and only light drizzle... y do i still get tanned? OMG~

I guess Roy have had enough of me... haha... OMG... i'm so bloody mean... i have pass on the NUM maddness to him and not forgetting the slimming Craze.... haha~ i hav manage to build myself up quite.... hmmm... i will say gd, at least to me... thou' weight lost is not as speedy... but at least i look Fit and healthy~ hee...

Compare this...

i took it in May, when i was in bintan... and this....

(Taken on 12 Oct 08)
I'm proud of it... thou' I'm not at my best yet... but i still feel great... and i start cam-whoring... haaa~

and ya... both of us get really crazy over NUM until we wear their part tanks to town to shop for more NUM stuffs... OMG~
i got my 3rd and 4th pc of 'Mister Vainpot' and 'Mister Over Joyed' on last sun after our suntanning @ sentosa...

"U look familiar, are u at heeren yesterday?'
'uhhh... i'm at jurong... -_-?!'

haha~ shhhh....
And yest... i got my 5th party Tank~ i got myself 'BRAZIL' and 2 NUM shorts: 'BRAZIL' and 'GERMANY'... reminded me of that 'ah jie' we met in Cafe Del Mar last sunday... haa~ and roy got his 1st mister series 'Mister Promiscuous' and a pair of flip flop from Braziliano Praia~

Anyway, the cute little di di who serve us... the sales ppl @ NUM may be cute and hot but... u noe it lah... haha~

I shall stop buying NUM for a moment huh... oh ya... even my new suntanning oil is from there... FAINT~ haha

another thing... am i really dun look like my age..? ppls thot am like 26 yr old!!! OMG... I'm born in 1985, yr of ox tagged with the word 'LIBRA' on my head... hehe~ and pls! at this moment... i'm not even 23 lor... i'm only 22... still a young little INNOCENT GIRL... haa... ppl said gers @ my age look kiddish... hmmm... but at least ger ard are like wat they say... dun tell me u find tricia kiddish?! O_o or Nisa? or even my dearest TRina... haha... Its abt wat this ppl experience and how they dress up... i dun care wat kind of image i portray to others, i only noe wat kinda image i wanna see in myself... :) Anyway, gers out there, no matter how old u r, how fat u think u are, how ugly u feel abt urself... Jus need to learn to love urself... find the style u wan, find the type of beauty u seeking for... and love urself... with a 'positive' self esteem, we r unique... well, i rather be unique den to be jus pretty... haha... at least there r ppl who are addicted to me as well as ppl who hates me... haha... watever it is... jus live with no regret and live like there's no tml~ enjoy every moment u have in life... jus do wat u wan... be Free... No restrictions...

Pictures times~

Taken on 14th Sep 08, sis's birthday~

My jie jie... thou' i kinda abhor when ppl say i look like her and said that i'm the elder one... but... i still love her the most... (hmmm... she's the 2nd actually, cos i love myself the most, haha~)

My malaysia childhood frens~

Kissing the bday ger...

A grp photo... with my family and my relative... WHERE's ASHIE BOY?!

Some random pics~

My Handsome Daddy...

Lastly, my ashie Boi... the giant shih tzu~ haha~


The rare drinking session i had wif Xiao Mun Mun... haha~ 'thats y ppl prefer others than Heineken' SHHHH... =X

Roy and Me... pouting~ hee~

the one and only beer that i will drink~ Hoegaarden

I declared myself MISTER EMO... sob... ;(


One of the dinner session wif Roy... :)


@ Bugis Breko... on the 19th Sep 08, after a visit to Botak Uncle's office... opps =X Ray Ray will sure smack me hard for that... :p

Roy wif his Healthy Sandwich... me wif my Caesar Salad...


Random pics --->> caught Goldie Ger hugging bolster~

ok... Bear wif me... i'm a Parasitic Narcissist... haha... u can choose to skip this session, but jus dun let me noe abt it...

Before my haircut... my hairstyle go out of shape~
After my haircut...

Phew... be rest assure, you jus wake up from the horrible nite mare... haa~

Last but not least, a ultimate lame msn chat been posted up... featuring Jeslyn the DeSoLo and Roy the aHRoy:

jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
i am proud of myself
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
becos i found someone who i really love and someone who love mi... and i'm so sure that it will be forever and ever after...
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
??
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
wow
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
u got bf!?
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
hmmm
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
she my gf and my bf, she is my life and my everything
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
???
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
ya!
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
i know
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
urself!
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
YA!!!
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
how u noe?!
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
wahahah!!!!
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
OMG
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
I KNEW IT
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
u so so understand me so so well
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
i'm touch
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
haha
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
i also found someone that i love
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
Hasebe Yu
aHRoy : NUM craze~~!!! says:
wahahaha!!!
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
-_-!
jes|yn-desolo is a an Over Joyed Parasitic Nuisance. says:
pls kill urself