Finally FYP is OVER!!! yeah~

OMG~ OMG~ its over... i mean its really over!!! yeah~ so bloody happy sia... omg~ experiment been carried out, proven that one who spend the whole nite not slping, staring at computer throughout will make one puke! before i start blogging, here my very own thank you list...

THANK YOU LIST...

a very thank you first goes up to FYP grp MPC 12.... yong wei, siewhui, ziyang, diana and horng jiunn.... really thanks them tat tat much... which i couldn't explain how much... but thanks... credits goes up to u guys~ thanks for the laptop, guys, if without that laptop, i guess i won't be able to finish watever should be done lor... thanks yong wei for paying all the envelops, CD-R, snacks and all... thanks him for coming to my hse yesterday nite to help us up wif the project, even though he had nth to do wif our grp, he had finish all his stuffs... telling mi wat to write for reflective journal, help mi with printing out of documents... siew hui, ziyang and hj, thanks lending a helping hand when we in doubt in our project, not selfish and even share wif us what they did for their project, borrow mi ur laptop, asking mi if i need any helps.... diana, thanks for lending a helping hand also... doing little things like help mi to pass the envelop frm level 5 lab to lvl 1 lab, telling mi how my reflective journal should start... always cheering mi up when i'm stress... guys... i rmb wat u all did for mi~ i really appreciate it... really are frens in deed... still rmb this afternoon, siew hui and diana said to mi when i was kind of touch that they wanna help mi up wif all the stuffs,'hey, wat are fren for right?' i dun noe the ans to ur question, but definitly frens like ur are not for 'li yong'(to be make use of) one! thanks guys....

and of cos, all credit of the project goes up to our dearly MUN HONG~! hey bro! i din forget abt u k~ will always rmb the days we stay back in sch until the labs closed, doing screenshot in my hse, din slp throughout the whole nite~ although the project really queeze us dry but too it brought to us lots and lots of gd memories... noeing who are our fren and who are not... 'sorry lor, i'm doing design one hor, i dun noe abt coding, dun ask mi for help' - tat's wat we always say to each other but ended up helping each other... jes:'hey mh, this one how to do eh?' mh: 'dun tell u leh!'... mi looking at wat mh did, 'wow so nice sia... later burn down his hse and corrupt his memory cards~!' and of cos our 'search pencil box' theroy... haha... the way we always cheer ourselves up.... nv nv forget... really thanks to u, for doing all the crystal report, drop down list and all.... appeciate tat tat much... really tat much... noeing the stress u undergo all this while... finally, we can take a gd rest and enjoy a little more! take gd care my dearly fren...

really appreciate who ever that take a part in doing the projects and helping the grp... keep all in mind... seriously...

finally, its all over... guess its really the only project tat i spend e whole nite doing non-stop... cool huh.... slept only 2 hrs in a day, 8am to 10am, wake up and go for lesson 12pm-5pm... wow~ luckily, ERM lab cancelled... can help up wif the compiling... reach home @ 7pm... after bathing, jus collaspe sia... bth... hav a 3 hr slp and here i am blogging away... really gonna take a gd rest.... planing my wed and thur... no lesson anymore on these 2 days... yeah, can go party liao sia! haha... can slp @ peace... finally~

~Lunar New Year + Rizlan's Birthday + Valentine's Day~

sorry for not blogging for quite some time~ a long blog today wif tons of pics...

last monday (7/2/05)
went bugis wif siew hui they all for her makeover thingy~ seeing her wearing real thick make up, but its really pretty lor and powerful makeup skill~ of cos lah... its make over leh!

putting make up and setting hairdo... wow~

the outcome~ cool huh~

of cos hav to take a pic wif her dear dear lah~

last b4 we left~

Last friday (11/02/05)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RIZLAN!!!
went to celebrate Rizlan bday on our friday nite~ late nite out... brought along a bottle of red wine... a nite of drinking and playing... a really nice nite sia... make us develop a stronger bond again... its so cool lor... really a nite wif laughter and tears~ haha... laughter... hmmm... okay... but y tears? haha... the cheeky grp of us, xiao mun, qidi, jason and mi cheat them by having a fake possess... haha... really scare till hell lor, all the gers cry sia... haha~ mi so bad... wahahhaa... share alot of secret, as well as, personal stuffs *wink wink*

the grp...

the bday guy~

the gers...

bday guy kana sabo~ haha~ look at his face!!! wahahaha

sunday (13/2/05)
had a reuion dinner wif my godsis, godbro, my sis and her bf~ i guess its the most wonderful new yr gathering as compared to last few days... its always nice to be wif them... eating steamboat and making fun of godbro over his ultimate 'helmet' hairdo!!!! haha... hav a game of mahjong and 21 point... bth godbro lor, he been acting cool since he enter... but once we start gamble, he reveal his true self... the joker attitude, doing lots of stupid reaction, clap his hand when he got a gd card, peep at sis's bf's cards and so on... godmum even join us for the 21 pt game lor... but the overall winner is sis's bf, he was e banker and won all the money... cool sia... godbro even play until he got no money! haha... a really nice new yr! ian't tat how new yr should be like?

Valentine's day (14/2/05)
a really nice val day too... spend sat and sun wrap and preparing val day gifts, give to my grp of frens... its always nice to give fren a little gift on val day, seeing them been touch by ur gift and so... still rmb last yr i wrap a bag of snickers for my sec sch fren, ask boon to pass it to them and yet end up he ate all my gifts... unlike last yr, i din regret spending the whole day and nite paste and cut and wrap, i got alot of gifts back... and of cos something that money can't buy, hugs and kisses and touch... sec sch fren's are always sweet, they appreciate all little things that u did for them... so sweet... got hugs and kisses frm diana, hui hui, zhenhui, nisa, ariel and etc... still warms my heart when i tot of it... hehe... oh ya, guess wat?! its my first val day receiving a rose... although its no surprise lah and somemore is i ask for it one... but felix still bought it for mi, no doubt it cost 6 bucks, he still din disappoint mi... *cool*... touch touch leh.... hehe... but so pai seh... guess i will nv ask or request for a rose anymore, cos its like so pai seh, walking ard, holdin a rose... OMG... so shy *blush*... hehe... i'm contented liao... hehe...

mi and diana showing kissing lips, posing for val daY!

the guys~

mi and felix! he look so 'butch' in this pic huh~ hey pls! mind u, he's a guy! haha... so *cute* huh... guess he will look nice if he's born a ger!

showing off my val day gift...

chocolates frm diana and siew hui~ so *sweet*~ even hav a card on it...

Candies frm rizlan.... wrap until so nice rite... *loving*

heart-shaped chocolates frm john john... i got 2, he allow mi to take 2!!! hehe~

:( this is not mine... its hui hui's one, frm diana.... so cute hor!!! *envy*

my little roses...

my rose and my 'after eight' chocolate frm mao mao...

look at his sicko face!
and of cos... kinder surprise frm felix again, lollypop frm xiao mun!

a late val day gif frm horng jiunn... *cute* rite!!! haha... dun *envy*
wondering wat's all this???

its actually sex toys~!!! wahahahaha.... *kidding* lah... its pen lah... haha~ cute huh... dun tell ur where he got it... bleh :p

tuesday (15/2/05)
pics taken in lab

mi and xiao mun~

so who is the cutest???

xiao mun: "of ocs is mi lah! dun agree?! beat u up sia!"

of cos not forgetting my cute little ash ash... hehe...

wed (16/2/04)
a sway day for mi.... while climbing the stairs, trip and fell, hit my keen cap against the staircase edge and broke my toe nail... until now still aching sia! *sob*

its scary isn't it...
really very sway lor, while laughing, accidentally hit my face against my metal bottle... *pain*
accidentally kick the leg of the chair, i wearing slipper somemore lor!!!
sniffing all the way sia, suffering frm running nose....
wat a sway day!

~the end~

What a NEW YEAR!

I guess as one grew older... new yr seem to become so quiet.... a very sad, exhasted, piss new yr i have this yr~

SAD
i knew saying death during new yr are somehow not gd or watever... but bare wif mi, i've to tok abt it... u can choose to skip this part if u want~

receive a news frm godma on last sun (6/2/04), saying tat my younger godbro's(Robin) mum(auntie Jenny) jus past away in the afternoon... really feel so upset abt it... recalling the time, ard last yr or so, when i brought Robin to sec sch for enrollment, when mi and godsis sent him back to home... as u know, a 12 yr old kid, behaving childish, inmature thinking, despite seeing his mum suffering from the cancer disease, trying her very best to fight against the illness jus becos of her 2 sons, one at 12(Robin) and the other one at 16(Robin's Brother), Robin still shouting @ his mum, very rude towards his mum, which send tears rolling down frm auntie jenny's eyes... at that moment, we understand y Robin behave like this and understand the pain of auntie jenny, both mentally and physically... knowing that one day Robin will regret what he had done... both mi and godsis tried toking him through, but as u know, a 12 yr old kid will nv make sense to whatever logic u said... forgive him for his inmature thinking...

went to auntie jenny's Funeral on monday nite... can't forget what i see... it create a big impact on mi... really... i saw robin following the Priest doing all the neccessary ceremony, he was crying... seeing him in tears really hurt mi so much... i dote on him the most as he's my only godbrother... i start crying once i saw him in tears... jus dun noe y, but it hurt so so much... fate is always cruel, 1st it gave auntie jenny the illness since Robin was only in pri sch or less, and now gob call her home when robin is only 13... at new yr season some more... heard godma and godsis saying that Robin actually been crying for the past few days... the day when auntie Jenny past away, he called godma and bk down into tears... like wat i always said abt human's weakness, only know how to cherish when that particular person is gone... i jus can't bare to see robin crying... the little boy who's always pampered by us, imitating all show that he watched, act cool but alway failed... he was crying until his eyes were so red and swollen... recalling all this jus send tears to my eyes again~ imagine jus a few days ago, he is happily preparing for his coming new yr, looking forward for the holiday... and yet it became the most painful new yr he ever had and it will stain his heart forever... other den hurt and pain, i'm also very worry... as u noe kids without mum are easy to go stray, some more wif a violent dad who keep asking them not to study anymore and help him up in his drink stall... worry that he will turn into gangsters, worry that he won't be able to complete his study, worry that he might get beaten up by his dad, worry that he might take up smoking or even drugs... jus alot of worries... worry so much but dun noe what can i do... how can i help him? will i forget my responsibilities? worry and upset...

exhasted
dun noe y... since tues, i felt so exhasted... i feel so tired, maybe becos of the crying on the night b4. jus felt so so tired... went to sch in the morning and heard some news that really pissed mi off so so much... reach home @ 4pm, took a nap till 6pm, jus not enough for mi... slept at ard 1am, wake up at 8.30am, cos of that bloody church thingy... took a nap at ard 1pm and wake up at 2pm... still feeling so so tired... and seem like alot of things uncomplete... BI project, FYP thingy, and alot alot...

pissed
really pissed sia... sorry if i create some trouble for whoever... but i jus super duper pissed and i have to voice out... how i hope JASMINE and ALAN get to see this...
first of all... jus keep ur mouth shut if u dun wanna do a thing! Alan, i got nth more to say... he's not been doing things but he has been quiet! i dun wish to say anything, but u noe MI, MUN HONG and ZHENHUI are all struggling~! As for JASMINE, i got alot to say.... forgive mi for been too frank! but i hav to voice out either here or face to face or even BOTH! first... pls can u respect mi?! u really show no respect sia... when i was doing the coding, u nv even show that u wish to help or something!!! and yet, after i finish all, U SAID TO MI : "jeslyn, after u finish, pass ur FINISHED stuffs to mi, i wanna PLAY wif the design!!!" wat the hell... the user webby is completely plain and nth, y dun u go and design it and leave my stuffs alone!!! and one thing, if u really think that ur HTML is so gd, i doubt u will experience any trouble doing those ASPX coding.... dun gif mi reason saying "I forget the coding and stuffs", u can go internet to search for the html 'table' coding, i believe that u can also do so for ASPX! SOMEMORE, its all copy and paste frm our ECAD project.... if u were to say that u lost the ecad project or so, dun worry, both mi and mun hong still hav ours and mun hong is always there for u to clear all doubt... tell mi, copy and paste is really so difficult meh?! believe it or not, i din get A or Z for my ecad k, i got C or D... still... i manage to finish the customer webby... and ya, i guess now u are say, "no one assign mi tasks wat" PLS>>> stop all rubbish... u can always take the initiative! even mi, now i'm taking part of mun hong's user webby, doing the coding! and guess wat, I myself go and ask frm him one lor~! TELL U ONE THING, WE WON"T GET DISTINITION OR A JUST BECOS OF OUR DESIGN, IF EVERYTHING CAN'T LINK, THE SYSTEM CAN'T WORK, WITH THE WORLD MOST PRO DESIGN, WE WILL STILL FAIL!!! Pls keep this in mind! tell u wat, dun worry if u afraid that u got nth to do, cos we GOT PLENTY STUFFS NOT DONE... remember b4 sch reopen, we were discussing, and somebody mention "FLASH IS VERY EASY ONE WAT" and in the end what u said "I FORGET THE CODING, I DUN NOE HOW TO DO"! if u were to keep ur mouth shut, i will really appreciate it... u claim that its easy and yet, in the end, zhenhui hav to consult his bf's brother for that flash that u once said its VERY EASY!!!! if u dun noe in the 1st place, no one will force or scold u... but y must u say ITS VERY EASY, and make us feel so hopeful and in the end I DUN NOE HOW TO DO... if u dun noe, u shouldn't say that u noe in the first place and claim IT's VERY EASY! and tell u one thing, we dun owe u k! u tot munhong really wish to 'BAO GAO LIAO' meh?! u tot he happily do all this ah.... while u msn-ing, friendster-ing, he is bz doing all coding, crystal report, search internet for coding, dropdownlist, radiobutton and so on... u tot he enjoy huh! the time he spend doing all this is far more den the time u spend in sch lor~ and yet u there saying he 'bao gao liao'~ if he dun do so, who will do it? u meh? ya~ i noe IT VERY EASY WAT, jus that u dun noe the coding... if he not doing, den how? ans mi!!! depend on u ppl, WORDS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN ACTION, we sure fail without 2nd tots... while u happily enjoy ur new yr, guess wat our dear mun hong is doing, he is struggling wif all the rubbish left behind lor! u dun appreciate, nvm k, but pls keep ur mouth shut~ no one love to cover tasks for ur all this free riders~! we 3 already accept all the rubbish, and really dun wish to say anymore... but pls!!! RESPECT AND SHUT UP, this is the only thing we expect frm ur, ITS REALLY VERY EASY LOR, and u dun hav to noe coding to understand wat i said lor! simple enough?! hav i made myself clear??

~FORMAL Outfit Day~

today had my POT presentation... as usual, my blog won't mention a thing abt sch wk~! haha... took alot alot of pic sia~ *cool*

before showing the lead pics of the day... i gonna show my little family... a family tat stay in my household for years...

My LEGO family... haha~ i hav had this set of LEGO since i'm less than 5 yr old... cool huh~ a family of 5... hehe~ and the exact location is top of my TV in my ROOM~! hehe~ the family LEGO cars are cool huh~! woohoo~


of cos i won't miss the chance to snap my dear darling ash boi boi... took b4 he went for grooming~ the morning, out of bed look!!! hehe~ *cutie*

outside the LT:

mi and my 'TING FENG'... should hav took pic WIF his GREEN hair...

Tricia, 'yue han bi de siao wei wen', and MI~

During POT lesson:

the secret affair...

the 2 cha bo(s)

mi and hui hui~

hui hui and ah MAO~!

the GIB (GIRLS IN BLACK) *so sweet huh*

Jos and Alex~

Mi and Cartoon Diana~

me and ALEX~

Diana and mi, force jos to act cute... but it do look cute, isn't he??

Our POT group~ the formal one and the 'act cute' one~ hehe... love it...

Felix's group

Diana's group... but the others seem like the background... haha~ *opps*

hui hui and Rina

mi and felix~ the *sweet* one...

the "act cute" one...

and of cos the kana SHOCK one~ zoom in to felix... he damn bloody cute lor in this pic~ snatch all my attention sia! *bleh*

mi and hui hui, trying to act 'shock', but we look more like gossiping huh~ and mi, bite finger-nails??? haha~

they try to act 'shock' again~! but it looks more like felix trying to scar all of them wif his funny face or something~

mi again~ with flash or without flash?

mi and JOS~! wahahaha.... love this pic sia~! look so freaking funny~! haha~ zoom in to Jos's expression!!! BTH ah~!

a nice nice pic of hui hui wearing tie~

the blue and black~

mi and Eugene~ trying to act 'shock' AGAIN again~ haha~

trying to take a nice FYP grp pic:

look weird huh~ the guy are too near to the cam.. and gers are too far~

now, the othe way rd... gers too near, guys too far~

still weird~ us weird~

i guess this is the best...

tricia and Ariel~

'bo zi' and 'wang fei'~ wahahahaha~

last b4 leaving TP:

mun hong trying to snap the spot light!!! haha

Look @ Rizzzlan & Mun Hong... trying to act *cool* *puke* wahahaha...

to put a nice ending to my today blog...

conclude it wif my pic~! taken by felix's cam... cannon is better or olympus??