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finally i had noe the whole story as in both side of the story only by yesterday nite, after i mit up wif mh to clarify things...
first, maybe ur had misunderstood that mh had backstab u b4 u did to him, but in fact, from the start he nv even mention anything abt u ppl~! prove! i hav edvidence! like wat ur love to do... paste the whole log file in...
chat log as on May 25, 2005
so who is backstabbing who... he din even mention a single bad thing abt the two of u... all he concentrade on was tat sucker... and wat piss mi off is the pics that Mr Tee post on his blog! i did scold mh when he is so mentally weak, once i saw tat pic! pls dun assume things k! ur tot tat he backstab ur, but he didn't.... but u ppl did.... he treat ur like how i treat ur... we try our best to give Diana a wonderful and happy birthday, cakes and present... u urself noe how much the present cost, how much we hav spent.... we could jus give a useless present tat cost only $5 per person and gave stupid reason for not gng to the zoo to celebrate ur birthday... u noe, i had been thinking of birdpark rather den zoo... y do we hav to do all, cos we take u as fren... and now the both of u give him a 20th birthday tat is so 'memorable'... y? we try to make it best for u, and ur? did ur try to plan anything on mh birthday? even the present is my idea, i go all the way to buy! did ur put in any effort? as a fren? ans mi! ya, like wat i said, sec fren are better, but at least i still hav mh this fren... pls lah... i noe him for so long liao, even longer den the both of u, i understand him too well.... noe his character too well...
thanks to tat sucker for rejecting mh's invitation to his birthday, thanks to NOT INVITING MH TO ANY OF UR OUTING... if not i think my frenship wif mh will be gone too... he had hurt him but help him in another way...
after reading ur respond,
The entry from Diana & HJ
i really so upset... it had not help at all... upset cos i tot ur will reply something like, 'ya, we went out wif him, cos we think tat things are already so long liao, so on...' but i din expect ur to push all the blame to mh... wat happen to mh now will also happen to mi in the future... if anything happen in the future, ur will also do the same to mi~! i simply dun understand y do ur hav to do such things to him...
if ur really wanna to mention abt that incident happen abt tat KL trip... okay... ya... he did say such things... and actually it do concern abt him! i'm angry wif him abt he keep pushing all the blame to tat sucker, ya, it do concern him... not really none of his biz... and Mr Tee, u did comment abt mi also wat!
[05:55:10 PM] mrHorngJiunn: temper too bad liao
[05:55:17 PM] mrHorngJiunn: unresonable
[05:57:47 PM] mrHorngJiunn: ya lor, very spoilt sport lor
[05:57:51 PM] mrHorngJiunn: hiax
[05:57:58 PM] mrHorngJiunn: friends until like dat
[05:58:09 PM] mrHorngJiunn: like we not worthy at all
[05:58:16 PM] mrHorngJiunn: one conflict
[05:58:22 PM] mrHorngJiunn: declare war
[07:09:49 PM] mrHorngJiunn: hiax, she too stubborn liao
and ya, u did say something abt mi also... may not be as bad as 'BITCH' but u can't deny tat u did say all this unpleasant stuffs....
[05:58:09 PM] mrHorngJiunn: like we not worthy at all
but now it seem like we r nth to the both of u.... and do u really think tat i'm angry over this matter? i'm not, not at all, not even angry abt wat u said, wat mh said... cos its already so long ago... and i understand tat ppl will say all kind of things behind ur back especially they are are ultimate pissed off wif u... if i were to take this against the both of ur, i'm really a bitch! come on lah... let bygone be bygone, y make an effort to search through the chat log and do such things?! waste so much effort to make mi blacklist someone? for wat? in fact i nv tot of gng to KL... my plan was HK, and ya, i do hav the money to go... its the original plan of mi and wilson... even if its not HK, we r thinking abt thailand and nv KL... jus becos of ur, saying u got no money and all sort of reasons... i went wif ur without a word... without mentioning tat i actually was gng to HK and stuffs like this.... for wat i do all this? for fren... and u should noe!
and ok... since u love chat log so much... i shall search one more for u~
Chat Log As OnMay 19/20, 2005
(gng through tons of log file is hell, i wonder where ur find the strength to do all this!)
diana, u did tok abt this matter wif mi online, rmb.... actually the whole matter, i side mh all along... cos he's really not in the wrong... dun wanna tok abt it anymore cos no pt when the both of ur already 认定 tat mh is in the fault.... by saying 'every conflict tat involve mh are jialat one'... 我帮理不帮亲.... i dun noe wat HJ had told u... but since i dun wish to say anything... i had show u the evidence by giving the non-edit chat log... not trying to stir up thing and make things nasty btw the both of u, seriously... when mh say 'FAT BITCH', straight away i tot of tat holy inno cha bo... but ur dear HJ, he tot of u... y? to mi, u are not 'FAT BITCH' and nv one, so when mh mention abt it, u din came across my mind... but wat abt HJ? y? y mh mention 'FAT BITCH', without 2nd tot, he think abt u... and think tat mh is refering to U, DIANA TAN! y? funny rite? u go and think, really... i been thinking abt it since the day tat incident happen, i din mention it to anyone but only my sister.... and mh noe nth abt how i analyze it... but seriously, think! i do hav a pt there isn't it? if u wanna lie to urself by saying wat i said is wrong... its up to u lah... u tot u noe the whole incident, u mention something abt 'listening to both side of the story' but b4 u judge mh regarding this matter, did u listen to both side? did u? and yet, u say something like 'everything involve mh is jialat one'... i think its time for mi to voice out! ya, after HJ had misunderstood mh, did he really put in any effort or sincere to match back the broken bits? he didn't, he din even come online as often as he did b4 the incident and not to mention abt the sincerity of tat 'sorry', he still think tat mh was wrong dun he?... so who is not worthy to who? and ya, mh din say any bad things abt the both of u... and u ppl do such things to him... all the 'FAT BITCH' stuffs meant to be jokes, but ur can't take it, worst still, he nv meant u... and yet Mr Tee, wat u scold him? scumbag? shameless? and this is wat u call ur fren lah... so u might be giving mi such name now also? u must be quite piss off rite now by mi, assume tat u will be giving mi all those nasty name, but did u noe? mh feel the same as u now... pls! think of how ur treat him b4 u judge him...
rmb our outing to suntec, tat invention of wow video... u keep on hiting him wif tat leaflet, did he angry? he could hav get angry but he didn't... u noe y... we try our best to 迁就 the both of u... u see... its bloody unfair sometimes... ur a couple and sometimes ur treat the whole world like there's only the 2 of u... becos we dun wish to upset diana, we let ur 取笑... baboons... watever... sometimes it get too over, but i keep quiet cos we dun wish to upset ur... if we provoke either one of u, means we provoke the both of u... i do admit my bad-temper, my stubborn, but diana, u can't deny either... when u angry u dun wanna voice out to us, u throw ur temper at HJ, we noe... we dun wanna offend u cos dun wanna upset the both of u.... as for HJ, u a guy rite? wat u hav, mh also hav rite? as in body parts? but jus becos u r the bf of DIANA, u got all the privilledge... suntec outing, y only mh kana hit by diana and not u... and we din say anything... i sure mh feel unfair but he choose to swallow everything... for wat? cos we care and we noe... jus tat we keep it to ourselves... to ur, we are like ur background picture... ur only care abt the both of u... like diana birthday, HJ can come out wif all kind of plans... and for mh birthday? u din even plan anything for the present, not to mention abt the celebration... ok~ maybe becos diana is ur GF and we r jus FREN... of cos we r not important at all... so who are not worthy to who? serious speaking lah... deep down ur heart, the only worthy is only the 2 of u... and no one else... tell u wat, ur dear MR sucker FELIX also feel the same... jus tat he dun wanna say it out... come on lah... if he say no, he's lying...
No one is perfect lah... i noe my problem... i nv mention tat i'm perfect, but i jus can't forgive tat sucker like wat ur did.... as stubborn as ur think, as hot-temper as ur think... maybe ur think wat tat sucker did is a minor thing... to mi its not... its u, diana tat said tat the one who he shouted at in the phone was u and not the others... i'm as petty as wat ur think... but... i had gone through more den wat ur tot... 人性本善, how true is it? its up to one person to judge... forces of nature force mi into who i am today... 本性难移, like wat my manager told mi habit can nv be change... even when u cut the 'H' away, there's still HABIT, cut the 'A' away, there's still HABIT, cut 'B' away, HABIT is still there! Its hard to change... i had seen alot of diff people, i can read wat one is thinking, jus tat i choose to be 疯疯颠颠.... i choose to behave tat way cos i think knowing wat others are thinking dun really bother mi tat much.... if one were to live it such a way tat he/she is so affected by wat other think, his/her life will be in miser... but i do noe wat u ppl thinking... and ur tot tat sucker look ur up jus becos he treat ur as fren... no... cos he got no fren to turn to... i'm sure ur do hav some comments abt mi too... but jus tat ur dun wanna say out... but its normal lah...
all i wanna say are all here... up to u to think... if ur wanna think it as a blog out to scold ur, to insult, to 'win the battle', or its a absolute rubbish, up to ur... its already out of mi, out of my life... but thanks to ur 冤枉 entry, let mi hav a clearer view of the whole matter and determine who ur really are... like wat i said, sec sch fren are always better but did u notice u will nv think of them until something bad happen... its the same goes to everyone, including mh... only until this matter happen, den he realize how important is Tim to him as a fren... human beings are like tat... they will only realize tat how important someone is when something bad happens... but not everyone is so lucky like mh to hav tim by his side truely... human's mind is complicated, they might act as if they care but u dun noe wat they really thinking or even saying behind ur back... jus an advice... alot more to go, alot more to learn... a new lesson for mh, but not a new one for mi... this explain why i handle this matter so harshly... sad to say, forces of nature...
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P.S. pls return mi my comics, will get it back frm ur one of these days... pls get ready all 12 issues... thanks....
