I'm Back but Drained

I'm back... hmmm, well, i'm back since sunday nite... haa~ OMG my trip is jus so lagi BUDGET! haha... in total i only spend like S$245 which include all expenses, hotel, transport, entertainment... Crazy... haha~ in another word, i din spend much lah... bought like... 3 pair of sunglasses for myself (i noe i'm mad), 2 bracelets, one mango racerback (ya lah, its MNG agn), one ciggie box for my shu and one surf pants for Roy... and tats all... so miserable rite... nth much to buy lor... cos lao niang been buying authentic stuffs, which over there it cost either same or much higher, so no pt buying wat... and i'm jus trying to save more for my Turi Beach Trip. Gng KL wif fendy and Rafi is always a 'no-need-to-think-too-much' experience... haha~ they noe the plc well enough, they will organise everything, and keep their hotel stay cost at lowest and keep transport cost at affordable price... and ya, clubbing @ KL is a must for fendy! i only went for the 1st nite, too exhuasted to go for the 2nd nite... went to KL hard Rock, surprisingly, i was shock by their live band... OMG... its so so so cool... they can sing R&B either @ the same tempo as the original one or faster den it. And they can RAP well... Latest hits are no problem to them, guess wat, they sing Freign's London bridge! tat's really so cool... and my Lovely PCD's buttons and Don't Cha... and not forgetting BEP's Let's get retarded, hey mama, Pump it... slow one like Ne Yo's So Sick... they even sang that indian R&B all time fav (i forgot the title), OMG! i was like 'WTF! they can even sing tamil song! PIANGZ!' they r so so gd... and ya, a series of Rock songs which DeSoLo not interested in at all... and they really ROX! power lah... i ever went to devil's live band and momo's one, really not as fantastic, but theirs really ROCK! anyway, Been to KL for like 3 times in 1.5 yrs time, i dun really feel much abt this trip...

Gng wif this bunch of dearie abangs, OMG! They are all wearing Sportie Shoes and hell, am wearing heels, thou' not this slim high heels lah... but my feet is suffering... the long hrs of walking ard, make my feets so painful... The ankel is aching and feets' condition become so bad, minor crack heels and corns... OMG! becos of the lack of enuf slp... my whole neck and shoulder is aching... hell! and due to the same result, plus bad weather, skin care insufficient, PMS, i got a terrible pimples outbreak! *sob* A need to pamper myself.. Facial, Massage, Foot Reflex, pedicure, Spa... i need all those... OMG! My beauty... not having enough slp and it totally eat up my beauty & health... not been slping early ever since i finish my exam... even for weekends, waking up early for suntanning session... and weekdays slp at 1am or later, and waking up @ 6am... and worse, KL trip... of cos, u can't expect me to slp my trip thru'out wat... so agn... slping late, waking up early... reach home @ 11.30pm and back to work the next day... ya... catching up wif frens after work and the bad habit of slp late wake early is still on... it tear my health sia! my neck is really so painful these days and not to mention abt complexions and darker eye circles... *cry out loud*

went for a classic mani and pedicure @ bugis village on tuesday. REGRET! take note ppl, dun ever go this shop @ bugis village lvl 2, venus manicure or something like this, nice interior, as if its so pro! located rite at the very end.... quite a big shop.... the look and and real is a total DIFF! FUCK! all the shop assistants are china gers... SHIT! i went there cos i tot it might be gd cos as i said the 'PRO' interior design... and other shop are all not available... sad to say, this shop is even a few bucks more expensive den the others... it cost me bloody $43! if the service is gd and everything, i dun mind... but den... it sux! 1st, the ger who did the pedi for me, dun look frenly, and she's very rough, she accidentally cut my 2nd toe and it bleed...! FUCK! and nvm... i tot a foot scrub is included but no... nvm, it might be my problem, din clarify clearly in the 1st plc... another ger did the manicure for me... she's slow... but well, no cuts, no bleed... den the 1st ger done wif the pedi, she took over the mani... HELL! a total HELL! my left hand is perfectly safe, as its done by the slow ger, but my right hand suffers... she cut my cuticles too deep and it bleeds!!!!! FINGERS! 2 fingers!!! my index and my last finger BLEED!!! and my middle finger also kana! CB... worse! at ard 8.30pm, all the gers left except 2 gers, one is that rough ger. and while doing the manicure, they hav a tiff! and RIGHT INFRONT of ME, CUSTOMER... oh come on, its not very pleasant to argue in front of customer rite... and ya! WHILE DOING MANICURE FOR ME, THEY ARGUING! now u noe y my fingers bleed! fuck! she basically vent her anger on me sia! i was like really pissed off... and i told her 'hello, its BLEEDING AGN!' and she said... "ur skin very skin huh, easily cut.." WOW BIANG! -_-! sweat ah! i sweat i'll nv go back agn... but i appreciate one thing is, she is so angry wif the colleague but she still force herself to smile to me... so... hai... wat to do, i'm a kind and loving soul... but for sure i'll nv go back agn! SHIT!

wed went to BioSkin @ parkway during lunch for my package... i tell u, i love Parkway BioSkin, the lady is so nice! shit, i forgot to get her name... anyway... i was like asking her abt the spa and massage prices... den i bought some facial voucher instead... while making payment, i was like complaining abt my neck ache, den the lady said, "i keep my ger to massage ur neck for u lah"... OMG! for free leh! so nice sia... SHIOK ah... massage liao feel so slpy... *yawn* shiok~ preparing for my coming facial... happening... being a gd ger, go home straight after work... haha

Thur went for foot reflex... and... the noe me! i mean ppl from the shop... haha~ i went there once last mth... and they still rmb me... haha~ giving me a special rate of $27 for foot reflex + hand/plams massage + shoulder + neck + scalp + bavk massage for a rate of freaking $27 only!!! great deal... its @ far east... whoever who is interested, buzz me k!

Fri... went to Balaclava @ suntec with shu, james & frens... btw, james is shu and mi's current cousremate... hehe... full of laughter cos of my inspired of 'big fish, small fish' game... been force to drink some beer and ya! i still hate drinking alcohol... a happy day but somehow i'm not as happy, cos i'm so occupy by some bothering stuffs, cos of a silly man who misunderstood my meaning... anyway, back home @ 12am...

Sat... a miser afternoon i hav... anyway, went over to mich's chalet wif Shu... I love love love such 'gathering'... we always take the opportunity to catch uo wif each other... and met xiu xiang, hmmm... really nice miting her agn... surpricingly we got so many common topics... nice chatting wif and so on... left @ 7am wif shu... and head home...

While I'm Away

ok... Guys... Be good... i gonna leave for KL tml... 10/11/06 to 12/11/06... Everyone be good... especially my ah shu...guai guai hor... i'll go and see wats there to get for u guys, but... no promise... :p

Stay good, guys... and ya... many others tat i really worry for, my sexy daddy gonnaBe, my 83 ... haha... dun miss me too much... bleh... be rite back~

Yet another DeSoLoGY - 喜新厌旧

"Life is about Meeting New and Dumping Old?
人类天生的坏习惯是喜新厌旧吗?"

*bare wif it, I'm getting abit Narcissistic these days... :P i been throwing my pics all over my bloggy... hehe~ probably cos of my diagnosis of personal mental disorder (well, i self-declar as a 精神错乱 not 神经病 k... jus abit gila but not CRAZY!)

OMG... hell~ life under dramatic construction... haha~ i sound abit too exaggerate... not as bad as u ppl tot... ya... jus as wat DeSoLo is... emotional, negative, sensitive, fear of pain, she is able to walk out of a painful emotional situation pretty fast... maybe am immune from it... haa... wow~ 说大话... not really immune lah... can walk out fast cos mind stronger den heart... am a follower of mind, perphaps tats the reason y i'm keep on"thinking so much"...

Fated to be in unclear situation... the kind of unclear is like keeping everything unsaid, with alot of bloody hell-like mind game involve... and my dears, am not a gamer k, i dun game! i hate mind game... My mind is for guilding me to the 'no-pain' boundary, not for gaming...

Born wif very bad temper... i dun throw tantrum doesn't means i hav an angel like attitude... very stubborn, i believe there r ppl who experience my stubborness... am impatient... very harsh... harsh in decision i mean... 坏脾气又任性! 真难搞哦! dun ever try me... once my anger get working, my reaction will be out of control, u gotta lose me forever... i dun like been taken as a dummy... like... 把我当成牙签，填补空间, take me for granted. look for me when need me, hack care me when u dun need... i hate this kind of thing! it sux! I dun pester ppl, i dun go after ppl, i dun even approach stranger... so... 搞清楚好吗，是你先招惹我的? piangz...

human being is born imperfect, full of bad habit... like... the one i always say... Selfish and greedy... realizing one more... 喜新厌旧... direct translate: adore new and abhor old... having new stuffs and get tired of old stuffs... meeting new and forgetting old... very pathetic... but... agn... this mistake is all wat human being detest yet commited... haha... to the extend tat at times, stuffs dun means jus non-living things... horrible and ugly being huh... but well, tat all wat human being BORN to be... NATURE~ really... not wat ppl taught u but wat u possess since the very 1st day u are brought to life... sob... 好无奈啊，但这就是千真万确的事实。不在你我的控制防卫内~

currently constructing my life... cut away some of my habits... putting my heart in some other stuffs... resisting the facts tat ppl come and go jus so fast...things are like 一波未平，一波又起, getting far out of control... scary... trying hard to stablizing my conditions... relax...

p.s. will be away for 2 short trips this mth... KL (10/11/06-12/11/06) & Batam Turi Beach (26/11/06-27/11/06)... really SHORT trip, but well! gd enuf le lor~ bleh :p

CANCEROUS FOODS / PRODUCTS

"jus one of the email tat i received and wanna share wif u guys... jus
take note of the food/product and lead a healthy life!"

INSTANT NOODLES
Dear instant noodle lovers,
Make sure you break for at least 3 days after one session of instant noodles before you eat your next packet! Please read the info shared to me by a doctor. My family stopped eating instant noodles more than 5 years ago after hearing about the wax coating the noodles - the wax is not just in the Styrofoam containers but it coats the noodles. This is why the instant noodles do not stick to each other when cooking.

If one were to examine the ordinary Chinese yellow noodles in the market, one will notice that, in their uncooked state the noodles are oily. This layer of oil prevents the noodles from sticking together.

Wanton noodles in their uncooked state have been dusted with flour to prevent them sticking together. When the hawker cooks the noodles, notice he cooks them in hot water and then rinses them in cold water before cooking them in hot water again. This process is repeated several times before the noodles are ready to be served. The cooking and rinsing process prevents noodles from sticking together.

The hawker then "lowers the noodles in oil and sauce to prevent the noodles from sticking if they are to be served dry. Cooking instructions for spaghetti require oil or butter to be added in the water when boiling the spaghetti to prevent the pasta from sticking together. Otherwise, one gets a big clump of spaghetti!

There was an SBC (now TCS) actor some years ago, who at a busy time of his career had no time to cook, resorted to eating instant noodles everyday. He got cancer later on. His doctor told him about the wax in instant noodles. The doctor told him that our body will need up to 2 days to clear the wax. There was also an SIA steward who after moving out from his mother's house into his own house, did not cook but ate instant noodles almost every meal. He had cancer, and has since died from it.

Nowadays the instant noodles are referred as "cancer noodles".

SATAY LOVERS (BARBECUE)
If you all eat Satay, don't ever forget to eat the cucumber, because eating Satay together with carbon after barbequing can cause cancer.
But we have a cure for that... Cucumber should be eaten after we eat the Satay because Satay has carcinogen (a cancer causing element) but cucumber is anti-carcinogenic. So don't forget to eat the cucumber the next time you have Satay's.


PRAWNS (SUGPO) & VIT C
DO NOT eat shrimp / prawn if you have just taken VITAMIN C pills!!
This will cause you to DIE in ARSENIC (As) toxication within HOURS!!


PORK AWARENESS
Try this and see whether the pork you bought has worms. There goes with your "Bak Kut Teh" for those who love it. Most men love to eat this so watch out before it's too late. If you pours Coke (yes, the soda) on a slab of pork, wait a little while, you will SEE WORMS crawl out of it. A message from the Health Corporation of Singapore about the bad effects of pork consumption. Pig's bodies contain MANY TOXINS, WORM and LATENT DISEASES.

Although some of these infestations are harboured in other animals, modern veterinarians say that pigs are far MORE PREDISPOSED to these illnesses than other animals. This could be because PIGS like to SCAVENGE and will eat ANY kind of food, INCLUDING dead insects, worms, rotting carcasses, excreta including their own, garbage, and other pigs. INFLUENZA (flu) is one of the MOST famous illnesses which pigs share with humans. This illness is harboured in the LUNGS of pigs during the summer months and tends to affect pigs and human in the cooler months.

Sausage contains bits of pigs' lungs, so those who EAT pork sausage tend to SUFFER MORE during EPIDEMICS of INFLUENZA. Pig meat contains EXCESSIVE quantities of HISTAMINE and IMIDAZOLE compounds, which can lead to ITCHING and INFLAMMATION; GROWTH HORMONE which PROMOTES INFLAMMATION and growth; sulphur containing mesenchymal mucus which leads to SWELLING and deposits of MUCUS in tendons and cartilage, resulting in ATHRITIS, RHEUMATISM, etc.
Sulphur helps cause FIRM human tendons and ligaments to be replaced by the pig's soft mesenchymal tissues, and degeneration of human cartilage.

Eating pork can also lead to GALLSTONES and OBESITY, probably due to its HIGH CHOLESTEROL and SATURATED FAT content. The pig is the MAIN CARRIER of the TAENIE SOLIUM WORM, which is found in its flesh. These tapeworms are found in human intestines with greater frequency in nations where pigs are eaten. This type of tapeworm can pass through the intestines and affect many other organs, and is incurable once it reaches beyond a certain stage. One in six people in the US and Canada has RICHINOSIS from eating trichina worms, which are found in pork.

Many people have NO SYMPTOMS to warm them of this, and when they do, they resemble symptoms of many other illnesses. These worms are NOT noticed during meat inspections.


SHAMPOO
Cancer-causing substance in shampoos. Go home and check your shampoo. Change before it's too late... Check the ingredients listed on your shampoo bottle, and see they have a substance by the name of Sodium Laureth Sulfate, or simply SLS. This substance is found in most shampoos; manufacturers use it because it produces a lot of foam and it is cheap. BUT the fact is, SLS is used to scrub garage floors, and it is very strong!!! It is also proven that it can cause cancer in the long run, and this is no joke. Shampoos that contains SLS: Vo5, Palmolive, Paul Mitchell, L'Oreal, the new Hemp Shampoo from Body Shop etc. contain this substance.

The first ingredient listed (which means it is the single most prevalent ingredient) in Clairol's Herbal Essences is Sodium Laureth Sulfate. Therefore, I called one company, and I told them their product contains a substance that will cause people to have cancer. They said, Yeah we knew about it but there is nothing we can do about it because we need that substance to produce foam. By the way Colgate toothpaste also contains the same substance to produce the "bubbles". They said they are going to send me some information.

Research has shown that in the 1980s, the chance of getting cancer is 1 out of 8000 and now, in the 1990s, the chances of getting cancer is 1 out of 3, which is very serious. Therefore, I hope that you will take this seriously and pass this on to all the people you know, and hopefully, we can stop "giving" ourselves cancer-causing agents.

Please, pass these information.

Predicting Future

If only i'm possess with the ability to see future... If only chances are given... If only i can turn back time...

best if i can do without getting emotions involve... best if i'm in control of myself...

was digging for my this tension's album, happen to hear this song... once i ever so in love wif this song... jus wanna share... enjoy~

Title: 先说再见
Artist: Tension

* 当时我没话可说 两眼无神脑空白
那消息实在来得太快
也可能是我自己太冲动 误解你对这友情的期待

# 爱情像是一场戏 我这出是个悲剧
没演完就有这样的结局 或许是我真的不懂爱情
我还能怪谁 只好怪自己

@ Goodbye my love 我都明白 虽然无奈 还是要看得开
Goodbye my love my love 短暂的爱
或许十年又一天 你才会珍惜这一段爱
你不会明白我心有多痛 心里好痛 Goodbye my love yeah

Repeat * # @

Why does this always happen
I guess it was over before it begin or perhaps
It was never meant to be 只好在今天 Goodbye

先说 Goodbye 我都明白 虽然无奈 还是要看得开
Goodbye my love 不想分开 (短暂的爱)
或许十年又一天 你才会珍惜我 我的爱

Pieces of Me

Born as a sensitive mammal... tat's DeSoLo... i think and think of all things ard me... be it a person, an act or an event... Strong in a way tat i hardly shed tears, independent in a way tat i dun need someone to be beside me all the time.... mentally weak... escaping from facts, escaping from truth... i dun like ppl to lie to me, but i prefer truth to be hidden... unable to accept truth or facts... afraid of truth... many times, truth hav failed me, truth hav hurt me... fear of pain... i run, i escape, not to face it, but i understand no matter wat i do, truth can nv be change... unable to accept it gracefully prephaps...

Mind Imprisoned... i'm stuck in a way tat i can't help it... i can't seems to walk out... its been yrs... I can't help it...

A choice need to be made... but i choose not to face it... undecisive... too many things tat i can't bear to let go... i dun wan to choose, i dun dare to choose... Greedy & Selfish... Uncertainty...

I dun noe wat i wan, i dun noe wat is it tat i'm holding onto... wat should i do? wat i should be done? Unknown...

i sense the changes... i feel tat things are not as gd as b4... Maybe i'm lying to myself to make myself feel better... Maybe i'm acting... I noe myself, i noe where i stand... Dreams & Reality... one day i hav to wake up and i noe... i'll be fine in no time...

i'm walking out... i'm leaving... i noe i'm not patiene enuf, i noe i'm a bit harsh, i noe i'm a quitter... but i afraid tat i'm holding on to the wrong thing, wrong idea, wrong dreams, wrong goals... most of all, i'm afraid of wasting my time, my effort, my true emotions on things tat bring no satisfying returns...

gng thru wat i went thru, i'm sure u will become like me... its nth ez for me to come to the current state where i stand... its beyond imagination...

is it really late? or is it an opportunity? or is it my turning pt?

Libra - its hard for the scale to be balance...

HOU BLING~

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