The Butterfly With Broken Wings

The dream of little caterpillar is to become a butterfly.

Understanding how cruel reality is, facing the long journey ahead isn't as simple. Unfriendly surrounding, danger of been killed by humans, animals or even bad weathers. The worse out of all is not about the survivor game, its about the staring and bad treatment it received from 'cold-blooded' human beings. The unpleasant comments are enough to send caterpillar to it grave, not to mention about how people tried to harm it just because its born worm-like and ugly. Its nothing wrong about being ugly, and its beyong litter caterpillar's control. Its isn't litter caterpillar's choice to be born ugly either, but who understand or rather who even bother to, they can simply flood little caterpillar to death with just one spilt.

Fight all it way throughout the tough path, tried so hard to be strong, to win its fate, just to fulfill a wishful dream... To be a butterfly, something which is just too nice. When that magical moment arrive, who will still remember the ugly and disgusting caterpillar. With that dreams and its little determination, little caterpillar finally break open its pupua shell, turn into a beautiful butterfly...

Little caterpillar fly high, emegde itself into the bed of sweet-smelling flowers, it thought it could shake off its never-to-be mention past. Looking at the leaf it once fed on, little caterpillar remember the pain it endured, it thought no one will ever look at it as a disgusting worm that only know how to damage leaves and scare people with its aweful appearance again...

But fate had never stop playing spank on little caterpillar, no doubt fate knows how hard it been through, knows how much effort it puts... Just a few minutes of dreams come true, as little caterpillar enjoy its moment of gorgeous, a net appear from nowhere, trapped little caterpillar in it... it saw a familiar cheeky yet cruel smile of a human being... Sense something not right, little caterpillar start bumping within the net like a bumble bee, but nothing could help. As compare to the world outside, little caterpillar is just a useless tiny creature, nothing much it can do, its stuck! All it could hear are those cruel and cunning laughter... at this moment, little caterpillar can only close its eyes, prepare for the worse...

The people did not kill little caterpillar but they break it wings... its painful, so painful, but to compare the pain with little caterpillar's dreams and heartache, its nothing... Answer me! what's the different between A butterfly without wings and a caterpillar..?

The man left... all that little caterpillar have with it is a pair of broken wings and a broken dreams... caterpillar can never fly again... and it can never thought of having a pair of wings again, no matter how long it wait, how hard it tried... Its no longer the same as before... HOPELESS... A dream that can never be fulfilled... A dreams that is impossible... Because of just an act of playfulness, the people had ruin caterpillar's life... A living thing without dreams... is like Earth without water, it can't survive and no one can turn back time... simply no one... Caterpillar is just too weak to fight fate... Maybe caterpillar is fated to stay in the tree and not surround by beautiful flowers... its kind and harmless but still it can't escape from the cruel human beings...

Caterpillar grew up into a butterfly after putting in so much effort but afterall its still a butterfly with a pair of broken wings, the wings that can't fly, the wings that can never fly...

I'm Diagnosed With Mo-Mo Addiction

a pic blog today, b4 trina bomb me... and ya, i diagnosed wif momo addiction... i'm addicted to momo liao... siao! and ya, met alot of new fren recently... really cool, but no doubt, i'm still as ice lady... haha~ ok... shall touch on my bz week... wat i did huh... ok~ my steamboat, which i aready mentioned abt... and here's the pic :


Our TOM YUM Steamboat...

The Crazy 4!


Cooking Munhong in process~


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The dinner~


Wat munhong and timmy doing?!!! OMG! tat's gross! haha~

My MoMo nite on wed... get to mit Ailin, trina's fren... and sad to say, i'm the oldest among all... OMG! wo lao le....

tat's momo's ladies, ya... all gers are the same... haha~

get it when i say LADIES night, its for ladies... and here, trina, ailin and me~ i look old! haha~

mi and trina~

mi and ailin

trina and ailin~

the attitude~

mirror image!
wed @ momo... hmmm... ya, ice lady is as cold... but trina hook on an ang mo... hehe
sat is a better one yet dangerous... got a no. of incident happen... met sheron there... cool~ and imagine, sheron is my sis's fren... haha... and ya, her pri sch best fren i shall say... everyone is a grown up now... no more playground mit up k! and ya, maybe i curse her, she's drunk for her very 1st time... and this the very 1st time she mit mi in club... haha~ cool~
and get to see Jerry, nice chap! funny, but too bad, din really spend much time wif him, cos i'm quite bz... been running ard... and went to look for trina's ang mo fren, dun noe how to spell his name~ haha~ anyway, a bz nite... and a scary yet adventure nite, only trina and me noe~ haha~

went over to ah shu's chalet... yeah... my dearest ah shu bday leh! she still love me as much... and ya i love her too... and ya, went to her fren's pub on thurs... cool sia... this few days is like heaven club club club, pub pub pub... maddness~ and ya, my voice hav not recover... not enough slp... go club, go pub, go chalet, play mahjong... alamak! dun if its hell or heaven... but i seriously enjoy every single seconds... haven't been doing such crazy things liao...

life is so great wif my trina and shumei lor...if trina were to go back to aust... hai~ i dun noe how i gonna handle my momo addiction lor~ go clubbing alone?! alamak! maybe i'll be crazy till tat extend~ i'll miss trina so so much... my dustbin sister~! haha~

some random pic...

Trina bitchy face when we saw 2 yandao at PS mac~ haha~

The fireworks on new yr nite... taken @ marina south

The bitchy Dustbin Sista! hehe~ **muack**

Whether how long can i survive?!

OMG~ i'm leong... haven even mth end... ya ya~ trina will say : 'OI BI LOR!!!!' haha~ i noe... anyway, i can survive wif white bread k! today bonjour, tml gardinia, the day after sunshine... np one k! haha~

a really bz week i'm having and i'm dying... experiencing mood swing... ITS THE TIME! tight tight real tight schedule... frens frens and frens... my battery is dying soon... voice haven recover, its been like 2 weeks... but dun expect it to recover even until Trina left sg... haha... the things tat i'm having, the lifestyle tat i living.... if only i'm not working... haha~ but FAT HOPE! no work = no money... die die also must work~ alot alot of pic to post BUT lazy to edit... haha~ gonna hav a pic post soon...

But quite a major incident happen, not worth mentioning, not abt me anyway, jus abt 2 of my fren... dun say anything abt forgive lah, i mean everyone are in wrong lah... no one in the situation are completely, perfectly right... so jus move on and forget lor... better for the both of them and better for our grp of fren... cos i still prefer the same grp, not one less... anyway, dun rmb ur enemy but rmb their names!!! wahahaha~ kidding... but serious lah, by the time u realize tat u had choose the wrong step, it will be too late~

anyway, bz schedule... monday steamboat with the same grp, whoelse? tim, mh and trina lor... full of rubbish and i guess mh tot he was at soeul garden, tot he got free flow drinks sia... brought alot of can drinks... madness... but no worry, i manage to cook mh to teach his a lesson~ haha~ u will get wat i mean...

bzbz~ get to catch wif shumei yesterday nite... she rebond her hair, look so much better... haha~ and ya, wif trina... good tat they can actually get along quite well... cool~ 3 women = to a market... haha~ and ya... no doubt... and tonite is our momo nite, wif the same grp of gers agn... gonna mit up trina's frens also... hmmm... haha~ cool rite?! and thurday my one and only restday.... whew~ friday... shumei's chalet... wow~ to pay back for not able to attend on sat... and sat... nisa's farewell... OMG!!!! OH YA!!! ANYONE WANNA GO TP OPEN HOUSE>>>??? i wan my tom yam.... den gng down to shumei chalet at late nite... wow~ scary~!!! haha~ but enjoy it... jus hope tat i won't fall sick~ pray hard~

wait for my pics huh~

Its Friday the 13th

i swear i hav to blog an entry no matter wat... cos its FRIDAY THE 13TH~! wat's more... early morning b4 i even reach office, the central air con control is down... and its badly down! teh whole building aircon is affected... OMG! hotline is ringing non-stop... nightmare repeat agn~ scary~!

Awaiting for the lousy-est moment of my day.... 'pang dang' huh~ hehe :P

Friends keep mi alive...

and agn... a pic blog... jus alot of pic to upload~

i shall start off introducing my new fren... Its a SHE!!! to those who noe mi well lah, i got not much female fren lah... as i always think tat ger are more cunning as compared to guys... they can be so nice infront of u, but behind u, u dun noe wat they will up to... and only gers who r, nice, real, happening, daring, will attract me... like tricia, her 'real' and nice self attract me... and for trina, her craziness and she definitly not those who will act in front of ppl... very nice person to hav fun with, with her very own laughter and so on... get to noe her through mun hong... had a lot of fun time wif her too~

jus a pic blog~

Dinner @ Lido pepper lunch... 1st time trying... hmmm~ quite nice but too bad, i'm too full to even try tat shake shake salad~

tat's my choice, salmon~! yummy **

taken @ zouk toilet on their New Year hip hop party... the newly-renovated zouk is not much diff from b4 leh... but i also nto sure lah, cos i'm no zouker anyway! haha~ the hip hop party is not tat shiok for me either... haha~ guess zouk is just not my plc... got to try mo mo next sat... with trina-na agn~

hav to touch a little more on our JB trip...
took leave on friday, went JB with Trina and Timothy.... a shopping day agn... but to our surprise, the shopping king for the day is tim... he bought a lot of stuffs... bought contact lens, shirt, shorts, dye hair... hmmm~ so who's the rich guy? haha~

Little timmy excited over his cheap cheap contact lens which can last him for like 6 mths...

and me... wearing trina's mosqitoe sunglass!!! hehe :)

we took a rest @ city sq star buck after a great shopping...

And Tim start his tarot session agn....

here it goes.. our tarot master~

Wat an expression... hmmm~

Seems like the result is gd huh~?!

after resting, we head towards holiday plaza... and tim went to hav his hair dyed... and the gers continue shopping... i bought myself a pair of boots and trina bought herself a pair of shoes too... hmmm... a very nice tied up heels... and wats more, its selling at a duper inexpensive rate lor...
and the 2 vain ger start staring pic of ourselves with caps and hats~

quickly snap and run out of the shop b4 the shop keeper chase us out wif a broom... haha~

and here's tim's new haircut and hair colour~!
went for dinner at this dun noe where... told the taxi driver 'taman sentosa' and he drove us here... anyway, settle down at any shop and start ordering~

here's our dinner.. tom yam soup, tepan tou fu, sting ray, lemon chicken, etc....

All our Yummilicious expression~

took a nice nice pic of trina-na~

Our server of the day!!!

finish it in no time... here goes my diet plan... sob sob~
and after eating, its time for home... wat a tired day... Yawn Ywan~

hav a bz sat also... went for work in the morning, den mit up wif wilson bro for lunch~

Lunch with wilson bro @ Suntec marche...

and poor bro hurt himself... mi this buddy like so lousy lor... he hurt for so long and now den i noe... hai~
anyway, went mit up wif tricia after tat, for a shopping trip agn... but din really tried anything, cos i been thinking of my black guess bag~ haha~ went over to millenium walk, candy empire... tricia gave me a chocolate, and dear babe! i tried tat chocolate liao k! ya... its ultimate nice! haha~

after tat head towards bugis to mit mun hong, trina and tim...

bought this liquid candy for trina... haha~ cos the moment when i saw this candy, i tot of her at once... and ya, gurly, u dun hav to use lavendar oil anymore!!! haha~

ya, mh, i noe it look like lubricant but its not k! dun get so excited wat... but y din anyone invent flavoured lubricant? which can be consumed... haha~

haha~ ok~ =X should keep my mouth shut~! haha~
go over to OG albert for my guess bag... but too bad, not fated... hai~ the new pcs is abit damaged and i dun wanna take the display set! haha~ too bad~

the chinese horoscope prediction display @ bugis street... the 3 of them are so excited huh~ but after reading, seems like its not a gd yr for ox... sad :(
went bugis village for a walk, ultimate lots of ppl lor... and saw wilson, ivan, yunjing, cun chong they all... cool huh~ sat nite @ bugis, sure i'll get to see these grp of ppl there~haha~
settle down @ star buck bugis for coffee and chat b4 heading home... wow~! energizer huh, it really drain off much of my energy these few days, but no doubt, i enjoy it so so much...

jus some random pics :