~*( A Post Delicate To A 'SomeOne' )*~

ARGH~!!!! suffering frm should-ache.... OMG... guess i din slp well yesterday nite... so wat's happening to mi recently? playing hide and seek... MIA! not been updating my blog... my mood is gng up and down... getting emotional... guess no one noe... only my dearest shumei... still love u the most and no one can compare... she the only one is reserve for mi, when whoever out there were to let mi down.... sorry for not been taking care of myself and make u worry at times... but i noe u still love me as much... miss u really... sound so lesbian huh... but i rather being one, at least its not so emotionally painful...

wat else? i hate to admit tat i'm really sensitive and jealousy... hate myself for being like tat... but its uncontrollable... leave mi if u dun noe abt cherishing mi... awhile ago i'm really in gd mood tat i almost scream my joy out to whoever who passby... but now, i'm lost... lost agn... i dun noe wat i wan, i dun noe wat i'm up to... out of a sudden, i'm like been abandoned by the world... LOST! i can nv trust myself anymore... am i lying to myself or i really not sure wat's happening... totally lost...

recent update... still doing fine... celebrate rafi's bday on the 19th... hmmm~ still as usual, i'm been pamper... but kind of guilty, cos i was there at ard 5pm, and the guys were so bz... din really spend enough time wif my dearest koon, as i hav something on at a later time... the celebration took only less den an hr, koon was off doing his work... when he knew tat i need to rush, he said to mi, 'u not waiting for mi to go home ah...' OMG! guilt guilt~! so sad... he sound so disappointed... :'( i'm so bad... his bday coming, hav to repay him, maybe buying him some yummy food?! haha...

went for some drinking session wif darling shumei... get to noe a few frens of her... wat can i say abt tat nite... hmmm.... as usual... went over to ten gu, saw ah pei, ping and shuzhen... wow! so girly nite... haha... expecting another nite-out wif shumei after her exam, it got to be ard oct... celebrating my bday... *wink*

Got a gd solid scolding (not really scolding lah, nagging maybe) from stephen, for putting his airplane! haha... told him tat i'll be gng over to dxo, and ask him go over and let mi see his 'fishing' skill... but thanks to shumei, we end up not gng to dxo and left stephen wif his fren... OMG! he nag mi like hell... :p lucky he din really angry wif mi lah, cos afterall he caught his fish agn without fail.... planning to hav a dinner, buffet as requested by Mr stephen, and KTV after we got our sept pay... cool~

hav been rather 'guai' these few days... gng home after work, as i felt i really spend too little time for my family and my little ash boi... so gng straight home after work to keep little ash accompany... except for friday, went marche wif juanna and Grace for a gd dinner.... *yummy* again stayed at hoem for the whole of sat nd sun... doing my facial and watever~ got a phone call frm someone frm far far away land... although its a short coversation, but i'm contented... a word to him: "no matter if ur 'someone' is referring to mi or not, i will be gd..." wonder if he will be reading this... btw, i really wish to see ur BOTAK hairdo!!! anxious!!! haha~ but guess it hav to be like 1 or 2 mths time... hai~ anyway, take gd care of urself... i hate to say this and i hate to admit, (" i miss you ").... *goosebump* OMG~ back back back to my daily update... gng over to bugis tml to do my eyebrows embroidery... scary~!

wat a long rubbish post i hav today... its so wordy!!! haha~ wonder who bother to read through~ haha~

Cyber Wedding

a interesting webby for all couples...

http://www.livewed.com/

hav a cyber wedding if u really love ur partner, if u dun wanna by tied down by official legal document, if u wan to gif him/her a status... or simply jus feel like marrying.... hehe~ *wink*

专辑：快乐无罪歌手：许美静

你要我快乐我非常快乐
在不想太多的时候
吻你是烟火吻后是寂寞
爱是我犯的差错

我要你什么我贪你什么
在你想消失的时候
想你是黑洞它没有尽头
就算流星也该堕落

快乐有泪怎会有泪
我哭到心碎
不解幸福会被永恒连累
不解刹那是你要的美

快乐无罪怎会有罪
我怎么拒绝
也许到最后你我都反悔
留下空荡的城市黑夜
让我撒野

Dinner on Friday and Dinner on Sat

Fish & Co. on friday, Kuishin Bo on Sat...

Fri:
went to mit rafi and fendy... went to sim lim as fendy need to find a gd laptop!

hunting~!
After checking out the laptop, we went over to bugis Fish & Co. while waiting for table!

acer? or toshiba?

how long do we hav to wait?

taken by raffeeh... oh gosh~ so act cute! puke!

but i guess rafi is worse den mi~ haha~
finally, we settle down and ordered a sambal fish for fendy and seafood platter for mi & rafi~
while waiting, the guys continue wif tat laptop topic~

man in deep consideration...

comment from consultant rafi~
and here come the first dish!

sambal fish~

fendy is so excited over tat big fish!

he jus can't resist the temptation...

neither do rafi~
while fendy was half through eating his delicious fish~ our dish is here~

Seafood platter for two~

we finish it in no time!

contented fendy and rafi~

and not forgetting tat ultimate fish hanging on the wall~

mi & rafi~ taken by mi... good shot! end of day~ its on rafi treat! pai seh sia~ any idea wat to gif on his bday?

Sat:
went over to suntect for kuishin bo... my mocha ice cream... sis gif mi a treat but i gif godma, godbro and godsis a treat... wow!

my godma and godbro~

contented sis~

LK was there too~

Its all abt BAGS & SHOES

wat should i say? gers~ haha... crazy shoppers... bags, shoes, clothings, etc... for mi, i love bags, shoes, cosmetics, perfume... i spend alot on those~ and take a look @ my shopping bag as on 7/8/05

Learn to wear heels ever since i start working... and now i spend money on shoes~

simply love this so much... the creamy colours... but its rather high... it will make mi taller for another few inches~!

another 2 pair of shoes~

fall in love wif those kind of 'handbags'....

bought all these online~ i admit i spend too much on all these... but tat girly is indeed a gd bargain... wif lock, wif serial no., wif auth card~ cool~! jus hope tat e stone won't drop off~!

jus bought this bag @ OG on friday... on sales~ $85.90.... cool~ jus love it... not so casual, not so formal, not so girlish nor so boyish!

~New Friends, Old Friends~

am i a werido? i love making fren but i hate the very 1st miting, its always awkward... and the 1st impression... OMG! its shit! i jus hate the very 1st miting so much... but without the very 1st miting, how we get to make fren rite?! haha~ and as a werido... i'm always so cold during the 1st mit up... seems hard to get along, but when u get to noe mi, things are different... but who will really make an effort to know a ordinary stranger?! haha~

anyway, life here @ sing post is getting better each day... i mean having free meals every now and den... nah~ not treat frm anyone, jus tat whenever they hav an event, we will take the left over buffet... hehe~ the only prob wif this place is the accounting stuffs... the system is not ready, and tat stupid system provider is like shit... he keep on saying tat its cannot be done... "its not as easy as u seen"... and so, does it means tat we hav to spend huge sum of money on a system tat can do nth?! OMG! this system only create more trouble for mi and not lessen the work load~ help help.... seriously need help... spending too much time on work and seems like there isn't much time left for my personal life... boring~ but ppl here are nice... ppl like stephen, shukor, jaka, so on... nice ppl... joker... as like my PGPR abangs~ an advice to ladies out there: be open-minded to all topic, life will be better... ppl will also enjoy chatting wif u~

wat else... the conflict between my bro and mi... OMG! i had really give it up... as in, if he is so bz wif explaining himself, saying how much he been suffering since he enter ns, and dun even try to understand my pt of view, i guess i got nth much to say... really find it tiring, when ppl shouting at u and claim tat he is jus explaining... and ask u to be understanding but he himself is not...its pretty unfair isn't it... its hurt, but it will be gone soon... really spoilt my mood lor, before that i was happily on the fone wif someone, and here it come, spoilt my mood... sian half~

KTV wif xiao mun and tim... got a FREE kbox membership as tim got some coupons... cool~ so long since i last sang... OMG~ really enjoy it lor... bullshiting all the way... try to imitate S.H.E, but in the end cause the mirc's wire to be tangled up... and of cos i will always be singing my all time-fav duet, 'ni zui zhen gui' and 'wo bu gou ai ni'... OMG! can't resist everytime when i watch that mtv of 'wo bu gou ai ni'... jus simply fall for andy lau's moustache.. so sexy~ hmmm.... haha... spend ard $15 for the k-boxing.... but really enjoy it... its so bloody cool~ too bad tat we hav to work the next day, if not we can sing till 2am~

so fast weekend coming soon, time really files... OMG!~ tml miting my abangs.... rafi and fendy... miss them lots.... can't wait for the day to end~ when will my alternate sat off coming... ARGH!!! still waiting~