OMG! i'm extremely EXCITED! jus as i thot that life gng to fail me... i recharge myself agn! yeah~ Finally i have the rite reason to leave HELL forever... i got a job offer le... entering into the residential field... well, many ppl discourage me by telling me how sux residential managing could be... but... ya... i had enuff of commercial buildings shit...
after 2 years spend here at SPC... i'm totally tired of everything... the responsibility is jus too heavy... perphaps its me without enuff of experience, perphaps its lack of a good guidance, perphaps its jus the wrong time, wrong place...
i enjoy looking at building, solve defects, attending to my tenants, attending to my contractors... its nice at times.. seeing how ppl appreciate me, mainly my tenants and contractors... i receive gifts, greeting cards, a frenly smile, sincere words from ppl whom i offer help to... i enjoy myself, able to handle all this without teaching from anyone... but sad to say... no one in the company truely appreciate me... or rather jus tat one sucker who dun appreciate me, insult my capabilities, insult my abilities, and mis-use my smartness... worse, when he's the complex manager of tat site... watever i done, even if my clients, my tenants recognise my efforts, this bloody sucker will jus go spread rumours saying that how lousy i am... He nv wanted to understand my job scope but to insult me of not knowing my work, lack of knowledge of that bloody tenancy system which i had been working on for the past 1 year 10 mths, which no one else in the whole organization know how to use it. Further to all this displease, he even accuse me of not handing over my stuffs properly so as to cock things up... y is he jus so political and narrow-minded, thinking that the whole wide world is jus the same as him!
Oh full of shit... 2 years working in SPC, half a year at PGP... 1st time ever, i seriously hate working to the max! jus becos of one bloody fake old ah neh, becos of his selfish thots, he turn the wkplc into a bloody battle field... can't rmb since when, the topic ard the site is only abt politics and endless politics... asking me to fight for them, fight for myself, to fight against the devil, the way of fighting and jus every thing abt wars... I'm tired, truely tired of all this ppl, all this abt office wars... Everyone were severly injured, u see bleed scattered, death... Whether to pity those who got killed in this battle or to laugh at them for trying to fight...
I becoming abit more racism after all this rubbish... racism against that minority no more den ah neh... my apology, but the sight of neh jus make my blood boil... its jus affect me tat much... the way these ppl FAKE themselves! OH Hell... Human Beings are jus so ugly... they will do jus everything to get thing their way, even to the extend of shedding fake tears infront of superiors! LOL... funny beings... wat is this 50+ year old man thinking abt? to thrash ppl's rice bowl... jealousy? to kill family and live happily in ppl's misfortune? pathetic...
Should i said its a retribution... in life at times, even if certain things are known to be harmful but u jus couldn't get rid of it... i.e. sharks, we knew sharks are horrible creatures, they ate almost everything on earth, they attack human beings even, but still 'save the shark' campaign is on, y? they deserve to die ain't they? but... without sharks, it will kill the entire animal food cycle... another example, Drugs, drugs are harmful, in fact its illegal... but there's jus no way to get rid of it... if governement ban the use of poppy field, imagine the villagers who relay on the harvest for a living... same logic here, jus as that old black man din realize, by killing the sub-bordinates, things cock up and surface out... in e end, he suffer from the risk of been sack for his inability to manage the site...
Human beings are born wif brains, meant for the purpose of thinking and analysing... however, not many of them seems to make full use of its functions...
for wat i had experience in my wkplc...maybe in this life time, not much of them will experience wat i facing now... but well, a miserable yet good experience, at least i been thru the pain, the suffering, it build up my endurance in a way... and make me cherish watever that will come my way in the future...
Thanks god... Bless me wif a better new coming wkplc... after being thru this shitty plc... its seems like no barriers are unlikely to be overcome... And agn, like wat DeSoLo will always said... Thanks for watever and whoever, who play a part in my life, whether its a mispha or a fortuity, they jus make me realize and make me learn, in terms make me stronger.
~ jus a piece of mind to share. for those who have yet to enter the society, dun be surprise, that's jus the real world out there ~
