ya ya~ FUCKER FUCKER FUCKER! FREAKING ULTIMATE PISS~! PISSED TILL THE EXTEND TAT MY BLOOD PRESSURE WILL OUT OF SUDDEN RUSH UP AND DIE RITE NOW! EVERYTHING ARE FAKED... FAKED.... ALL UR MISSES.... FAKED...SO MY ONLY TRUE FREN... I NOE WHO AND HE HIMSELF NOE... WAT THE FUCK.... HUMAN BEINGS... AS USUAL, ACT ACT ACT... IF U R SO FUCKING GD IN ACTING.... OH COME ON, GO TCS OR GO HK OR EVEN HOLLYWOOD! WAT THE FUCK! YA... AS FREN, I GIVE IN ALOT... KEEP MY UNHAPPY WIF MI, KNOWING UR PROBLEM, TRY MY BEST TO HELP, SUIT U PPL, WAT UR LIKE TO DO, AND THROW MY OWN LIFE ASIDE, EVEN PUT U PPL IN MY NO. 1 PLACE... AND IN THE END... I FOUND THOSE SUCKER SECRET UR BEEN HIDING FRM MI... HAHA.... YA... NOW MAYBE U R THINKING 'IF I WERE IN MY SEC SCH TIME, I WILL GIVE HER ONE TIGHT SLAP'... COME ON LAH.... THINK! THINK WAT I HAD DONE FOR U PPL ALL THIS WHILE!... JUS THINK.... NO ONE IS PERFECT... I'M NOT A SAINT.... I CAN'T STOP MYSELF OF HAVING THIS KIND OF FEELING... FEELING BEEN BETRAY... AND YA... MAYBE UR MIGHT SAY, ITS NOT BETRAY BUT U NOE WAT, THIS FEELING JUS COME... OUR OUTING, THE WATEVER SURPRISE, THE WATEVER CLIP, WATEVER WEBBY, WATEVER BLOG.... ALL GONE COS EVERYTHING SHOULDN'T BEGIN.... IN FACT MAYBE I SHOULDN'T COME IN IN THE 1ST PLACE... AND OF COS ITS MY FAULT TO DRAG MY BEST POLY BUDDY DOWN TO ALL THIS MISER! SO SRY TO HIM... STORY BEGIN AND END JUS SO FAST... LESS DEN A YR... PLS! BURN ALL THOSE PICS COS WE SHOULDN'T BE IN SINCE START! I DO ALL FOR FREN... ALL... WON'T HESITATE TO HELP U WHEN SOME BODY PROVOKE U.... AND YA I NOE! WE R SHIT... WE R NOT RICH PPL WHO HAV CAR! WE R NOT.... WE CAN'T EVEN DRIVE U HOME ON A BICYCLE... SRY TAT WE R NOT... HAHA... LIKE WAT MH BEEN SAYING TO MI ABT HOW HE REGRETED IN ENTERING ST. PAT. AND HERE MI SAYING I REGRETED GNG TO TP, SEEING U PPL... LET MI COUNT... IS IT THE 4TH TIME I HAD BEEN AN IDIOT? BEEN FOOL BY SOMEONE? LAUGHING AT MYSELF... BEEN SCOLDING MYSELF EVER SINCE I FIRST KANA BETRAYED BY MY BEST FREN... 'Y DIN I LEARN FRM THE PAST LESSON? Y TRUST? Y DO SO MUCH? HAV U FORGOT THE BETRAYAL? HAV U FORGOT THE PAIN AND MISER?' AND YA NOW I'M SAYING THE SAME THING... TORN! TORN BY U PPL... TREAT MI LIKE A LEGO, BUILD MI UP AND TEAR MI DOWN... UR CAN JUS WATCH AND JUS LAUGH... I WILL STILL BE MI... AND YA... THERE'S A STAIN... A CUT TAT IS TOO DEEP... TAT IT MIGHT NV RECOVER.... WHO EVER SAID TAT LOVER IS NOT FOREVER, FREN ARE FOREVER? WHO'S TAT IDIOT WHO SAID TAT? FRENSHIP IS NOT ALWAYS FOREVER... SOMETIME PPL JUS WANNA BK TAT EASY! MAYBE TO U, WATEVER I HAD DONE, CAN'T EVEN COMPARE TO A CAR RIDE TO UR DOORSTEP.... SOMETHING WHICH I TOT I PUT IN ALOT OF EFFORT TO DO CAN ACTUALLY EASILY BEEN BEATEN DOWN BY A CAR RIDE... GET IT? A CAR! A RIDE! IT SO FREAKING FUCKING FUNNY... SOUND LIKE A CLOWN ISN'T IT? *LAUGHING WIF MY TEARS IN EYES* CAN'T IMAGINE MI MYSELF BEEN SO FUCKING STUPID... SERIOUSLY WHEN I'M SCOLDING TAT DRIVING FUCKER, I NV EVEN SHED A SHITTY TEAR! HAVING WATERY EYES NOT BECOS I'M SAD OR WAT, IS BECOS CAN'T BELIEVE WAT I BEEN DOING WHICH SEEM SO MUCH TO MI CAN'T EVEN COMPARED TO A FREE CAR RIDE... WORST DEN A TAXI OR BUS DRIVER I GUESS.... YA... STUPID STUPID... STUPID MI... ULTIMATE TORN... IF U WANNA READ JUS READ, IF U DIN, NVM... COS THIS BLOG IS A SHIT TO U ANYWAY! FREN GONE, EVERYTHING GONE, GO SET UR 'WOW' GRP WIF SOMEONE WIF CAR, SINCE WATEVER I HAD DONE IS 1000 TIMES WORST DEN A FREE CAR RIDE... MAYBE U MIGHT THINK I OVER-REACTING, THAT DRIVING FUCKER NOT REALLY TAT BAD... BUT SORRY! I CAN BE BETRAYED BY OTHERS BUT NOT MYSELF! ITS MI... JUS MI... JUS SO SIMPLER... I NOE U WON'T EVEN CARE, SERIOUSLY... ENJOY UR LIFE AND WISH U HAPPY... AND OFF I GO... EVERYTHING END... GAME OVER!
p.s. i'll be back to my usual self soon... guess my old frens are still better... mh, wilson, dewei, my bunch of abangs.... guess i really shouldn't hav female frens huh... see, all my female fren who i regard as good or even best fren, all broke my heart.... fated huh....