Finally, get my blog back to wat it use to be...
many things happen lately... not worth mentioning at all... but surprisely, even i myself dun understand how i manage to put all these aside jus so fast... not tat it din affect me but in deed it affect me so much... jus tat i choose not to say, not to show... but still i'm not totally alone... there's still ppl ard who noe everything... memories still haunt me as usual, wound still hav not recover fully... but life goes on... maybe going into a diff way... stronger again, but a little more timid again... mindset change, thinking change... its still better to be alone perphaps... and i guess i need no one to fill up my empty space anymore, i dun noe abt future, but at least not at the moment...
a no. of things happening recently... good and bad... not to mention abt the bad ones... celebrated my bday wif gao mei, pei, they all... a very wonderful day, something which i nv expect so much... pampered by my buddy brothers... ah kai, siquan, singing songs for me... not to forget wee and my little 'an zai'~ took a couple of pic wif pei and shu... gonna post it at a later time....
took 2 day mc on my bday... mit up wif rafi and fendy on my bday for dinner at a turkrish restaurant @ shaw... nice food but! ulitmate full~ always trying new food wif fendy and rafi ard... den mit up wif tim the day after... after much influence and consideration... i bought a set of tarot! still at beginner stage! working hard on it... took a pic of my darling cards, gonna post it up soon... and am into wicca, doing my self-study on it... been hanging out wif tim recently, jus alot to share wif him i perphaps... was doing cleansing ritual on our tarot at east coast some times ago... checking out on each other's reference book and cards and having some discussion at ECP mac... was searching for someone to do reading on him/her, so i can look at how others interpret... den a grp of guys walk past and one of them actually look in and seem so interested... so i jus ask him to come in and join us... jus so, we made frens... cool~ nv expect to gif strangers reading and making fren at such places and under some situation... cool~ haha... not to go into details abt the readings...
mit up wif wilson for lunch at suki, realize tat all my fren made there had been transfer out... so sad... will not go back like how i do last time liao... mit up wif tim again last sat, this time rd, i'm doing reading for my teacher... i so call succeeded... can sense tat my tarot is improving... satisfy wif my result...we do reading, toking abt some paranormal issue, and some life experience and ya... get to noe his fren gerald and through him i found some BIG SECRET!!! haha... his fren left us 1st, and the 2 of us jus chat and so on all th way till 7am!!! when i got home, my mum jus woke up and comment tat i'm coming home so "EARLY"... haha~
mit up wif fendy and rafi again to beach rd for soup dulan, this time rd, asharf and amizan were wif us too... after dinner, we went over to geylang serai to jalan jalan... OMG! plenty of ppl sia... ultimate crowded... scary! i went there almost every lunch time, but i nv experience such crowd b4... scary! after jalan, go over to orchard tp mi up wif tim and mun.. went to catch exorism of emily rose... nice show! with the mobile bible, tim, wif us... clear our doubt while watching the show... den mit up again yesterday... was suppose to catch a movie but call off the idea as not much show to watch liao... go for dinner den slack ard... tok cock all the way... bought a jisaw, libra... very nice... love being born under libra.... if i were to tell everything in detail, guess i'll hav to spend days typing...