ya ya~ again... had my blog BG changed.... kind of like emotional huh... change my bog song too... Wa Jie... a song by 'nan quan ma ma' written by jay and i choose the version sang by jay during his recent taibei concert... a very nice song... maybe ur can't really hear the lyrics, nvm...
u can find the lyric here!
its seems like today is not a good day... a gd beginning but a lousy ending... everyone seems to be so affected by 'dun noe wat'.... everyone got so emotional out of sudden... hai... okay... tat's human being.. everyone might say so... but i'm tired... truely tired... perharps i'm the kind of person who love to share happiness but not saddness... hehe... ya... like wat.. someone 'analyse' mi... the isolator~!!!! hide my saddness and expose my happiness... hai... maybe near end of mth... everything start to change... as for mi lah... u noe... the mood swing... the depression... the hot temper... the untolerance... and wat sort.. sometimes find things unacceptable and unforgivable.... i mean its jus mi lah... come on... i can't control the kind of person i am... as to what ppl always tot tat one can control themselves to be who they want to be... but wake up! we can nv... there's duper loads of things that we human being fail to control, fail to take charge of... and touch ur heart, search deep... we can nv do tat... i hate to restrict... i hate to be control by others... no matter in wat way... in ways tat are undirectly... i appear to be so f**k care of everything surrounding mi... but in fact i do take notes of every little things happen... and work quietly to solve, or rather, to avoid... ya... like wat u see, when an ostrich mit danger, it will dog a hole and stuff its head it, wif its huge body outside... as for mi, i admit, i'm an ostrich... being an ostrich doesn't means tat i wanna hide myself, bluffing myself... but to hide my actual tots from whoever it may concern... however, human beings are born liar... y i said so... cos sometimes we hav to even BLUFF OURSELVES... agree? can anyone tell mi tat they nv ever lie b4... come on... by saying tat, u r lying... haha... funny... a creature tat is born wif tots, feeling, emotions, personality, things tat make us unique frm others, diff frm animal... but becos of the thinking we hav... we tend to think more or even plan for something mean... born wif feeling, tat special things that make us happy each day and cry like hell when things happen... the personality, tat make us having diff trail from all, make one unique and different, but is the thing tat make one unintentionly hurt another without realizing it... to live in a world like this... keep everything in peace... wat can we do? hidding frm each other? start our rountine? wat rountine? the lying rountine... keeping our mouth shut... the features on our face... two ears, two eyes and one mouth... listenly more, see more, tok less... who succeed? who succeed in this? the intention of human creation.... no one noe the true meaning...
human beings tend to reserve their minds for sad memories rather den happy memories. y we tend to do so? something make mi wonder most of the time... is human being a creature tat will seek for trouble? as compared to other animals... dogs can be angry wif u this moment and forget everything the next moment... and human... not so simple... they might seem to forget, but do they really? if we were to born cold-blooded, everything might be better... seeing human beings EXTINCT... a creature which is not meant to be out in this world... a creature which spoilt the whole cycle of nature life... cause damage to ozone, making animal extinct, ..... having war, making world no longer peace....
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this is jus my view on human... and guess wat! its not finish yet... alot more.... u can disagree wif mi, but think carefully... no one owe us, or rather, no one owe mi nor U... as wat i said earlier on... a lousy ending....
an indicator to my mood change... will change back my blogskin when i feel better~