this is a title-less entry... a rojak entry... little of everything... no pic... no meaning... no nothing...
jus feeling so boring these days... miss sch life... miss the time when i can lame ard wif the gang... gng ktv on wed... pinic on sat... stay in sch for project till late nite... now... having my study week... really so boring... can't understand BI, no matter how i study... dun understand plus no mood studying... wonder how am i gng to sit for exam....
been slping at 4am... waking up at 2pm... life sux.... when u r so boring... nth to do... and have to study... dun understand i suppose to study... can't go out... can't wait for exam to be over... but seem like i can't pass the exam wif not much knowledge in me.... hai~ alot of things to consider... casual stuffs like where to go, wat to do, oversea trips, party.... things that concern abt my future... further study or working, where to work, how to start and things....
looking ard mi at the time....
dear ash slping... so sweet... so sound aslp... recalling the times when he first came to my hse... the cute little noti boy... hav to slp alone in the cage... so poor thing... will bark and cry non-stop until he fell aslp... the first nite was hell... mummy strictly reject the cute baby for becoming part of the family... after much begging, ash is allow to be in... but still mum was unhappy abt it... i put ash to bed at ard 10... and at ard 12am... he start crying and make noise, maybe not use to the new environment... i and sis jus lay on our bed, listen to his cry and dare not ans to it, afraid tat we will invite scolding from mum... we stay awake until 6am... den we wake up and see little ash boi... at that moment, actually sis was abt to send ash to her bf, but luckily mum said 'i allow ur to hav him, but dun neglect it when it grew old or wat'... frm then... as become part of us, rather part of mi... did i mention that his cage was placed in the computer room... at that time when i wanna use the com, i hav to fence myself also... in order not to let him make noise in the nite... i will usually off the com, sit next to him, watch him slp and quietly walk off... after ard 1 mth, he learned his 'toilet manner', paper trained... he was allow to run abt... the first of having a pet dog is unbearable... cleaning up his poo... keep ash clean everyday... cleaning of his eyes and ears... feeding him... slowly... get use to it... frm the 3 KG baby become now a 6KG boi~ i din ever lose my love in him.... still love him like last time, in fact, now i love him more... the cute little boy is no longer a dog to mi... but my little brother... i treat him like a human being... maybe ppl will think tat i'm silly, childish, stupid, lost my mind... but... i hav my reason... no one pet tat i ever had will ans to his name... will hav his feeling, cry when sad, angry when disturb... doing things like small little childish... knowing things that he do will lead to scolding, but still wanna challenge us... believe it anot, he will even speak during slp... even my mum was asking... are we having a dog or a baby? unlike other dog, my darling wake up in the morning, take nap in the noon and slp at nite... jus like wat normal human being does... he might be playful at times, might make mi angry, spolit my things... but he still as sweet... waking up early in e morning when everyone is slping, it could be lonely and quiet... but not for mi, ash will always be the one who will accompany mi... when i got home from outside... ash will nv fail to invite mi wif his tail waving... slping next to mi when i'm alone using computer... and alot... proud of having ash by my side... had spend a huge sum of money on him... but what he brought are something that money can't buy...
this remind mi of ppl who abuse pets... are they human... torture a little harmless animal who gif so much for them... wat they wan is jus love... and is it tat hard to gif?
okay... i guess i touch too much on my ash boi boi... but i jus love him tat much... in fact, i dun noe how i survive in the past, life without ash....
tat's all for the day....