歌曲：离开我
歌手：陶晶莹
我把你的电话从手机里消除了
我把你的消息从话题里减少了
我把你的味道用香水喷掉了
我把你的照片用全家福挡住了
你让我的懂事变成一种幼稚
你让我的骄傲觉得很无知
你让我的朋友关心我的生活
你让我的软弱陪伴你的自由
离开我你会不会好一点
离开你什么事都难一点
车来了坐上你的明天
车走了我还站在路边
离开你你会不会好一点
离开你什么事都难一点
风来了云就会少一点
你走了我住在雨里面
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Am beginning to go into DeSoLoGY agn... taking all wat i see, all wat i experience, all wat i hear as a experiment... in another word, start exploring abt complicated human mind...
Feedback from ppl who noe me... they find me very mysterious wif my thinking... so obvious tat i'm thinking abt something but i jus won't say it out, until i really trust and noe tat person tat well... am over-sensitive... somehow a gd thing and a bad thing... gd, i can easily sense the change of mood in anyone, but depend on if i wanna react or not... bad, cos i'm thinking too much... i concentrade too much on the consequences and outcome den too enjoy the current, enjoy wat i hav and i noe rite now... concerning of consequence cos i dun like taking risk nor regret... sensitive - i noe wat to say and wat not to, i noe how to make u happy and also noe how to trash u...
I always think am a very bad example, very complicated person, vey hard to handle... perphaps guys who been wif me b4, they can sense it... i treat frens and lovers very differently... i draw a clear line... be my fren will be a bliss, be my guy will be a torture... cos i dun like promise and commitment... maybe 'i love you' can easily be said, be mention, but for me... its hard... even if i'm wif some guy, doesn't mean i LOVE tat person, definitly i like him, but not love him.. love to mi is even more complex, not abt jus giving status, but abt commitment. and to mi commitment is something cannot be break... its jus as serious... ppl who said those word, and bk it, should simply go to hell... its an insult... even simple things like, u actually promise ur fren to watch movie, den u last min not gng, its also a sin... its very rude... pls respect urself, respect others, respect wat u urself had said...
being my fren is a bliss... i dun expect much from my fren, as long as we click, u care for me and i concern abt u... i love wat u do and u love who i am, tat's it, jus so simple... frens might fall out when ur hav conflicts and so... but fren won't tell u something like... 'sorry, cos my other best fren really needs me, so i can't be fren wif u...' tat explain y DeSoLo treasure her gers so much...
Sometimes human beings jus sux! u simply can't differentiate between truth and lies... contradicting animals... like ur cheerful, but den they brought tears to this smiling face and brought pains to this cheerful life... they can be so angelic but turn into devil anytime... i myself is a devil too... well...