ok, well... after breathing... hmmm... a new me i should say... realised something... i shouldn't take anyone tat important... my fault... from this moment onward i'll be treating everyone, anyone equally... no one getting special treatment... nth abt best fren, good fren, buddy, soulmate, sisters, brothers, special frens, king, queen, prince, princess, everyone is jus the same...
wat u do or did or done b4, as long as it dun concern me, ya, nth i shall care den... even if u were to kill someone NEXT (note tat 'close' has been replaced by 'next' instead) to me, doesn't matters, as long as i'm not the one receiving the injury... there's no gd retribution or karma, there's only busybody... i been one, a rather silly and foolish one, but i'm not anymore... 'lone', 'cherish', treasure','giving' is no longer to word to use... maybe its jus survior game... well... being too righteous is useless, had jus realized tat little truth but a useful truth... being true is useless too... doing too much is stupid... giving too much is nv appreciated so y bother?! u nv noe tat someone u tot u could depend on can easily fell out on u... it doesn't matter lah, but agn, they hav nth to lose... me the afterall big loser, mentally, physically and materially... OMG! i'm the FOOL huh... oh... tat's pathetic... So afterall, frens not tat dependent either... ya, no doubt... 大难临头各自飞... sad but true... worse when u r not born wif this kind of 'skill' or 'quality'...
Sad enough, watever the outcome might be... i won't thanks anyone... the thing abt selfishness! cool huh~ everyone's playing it well...
Btw, can return mi watever i left there, cos i dun even wanna see u in my next life... sad... but still u OWE me, something u won't be able to RETURN!
DeSoLo's survivor tips huh.... **DeSoLo on one week break**