Lately, things ard start to change and happen... somehow, it change my perception or even make mi more assure of my thinking... i agn wonder... the complex human mind...
ok... my topic is on GUYS... (ok, i mean gurls are the same lah)
i always think tat human words can't be trusted... and ya... u won't believe... commitment can nv be true...
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Guy A telling his gf (ger A) that how much he love her, endless promises, commitment being made, telling the whole world tat she gonna be his last love, and how much he wans her to be his wife....
And yet, at the other end... the Guy A telling another girl (ger B) that his r/s wif ger A had become a rountine... and he had feeling for ger B... he even tot of bking up wif ger A so as to get together wif ger B... and when ger B get attached, Guy A can actually angry over her for doing so...
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Human nature perphaps... selfishness... wanting best of both world... tat's human being... he is the overall great bf to other but yet another liar... so can u still believe the guy that u see..? So wats hidden undernearth?!
Over-sensitive, ya... i am... but y is it so? cos trust is hard to find... over-sensitive cos i treasure those ppl... ya noe, human mind are like a glass of plain water... u can add anything in to change its colour, add in sugar, it become sweet, act in lemon, it become sour, add in colouring, it become coloured, but if u add it wrongly, u can nv undo... like u noe, if u add black colouring, no matter wat colour u put, it will still be black... tat's life... we come to this world wif a pure mind, and after all the 'add-in' we become rubbish, we become cunning, we become liar, we become cheater... and tat's life... wat's the meaning den? its meaningless, but no choice...
and the worse funny part of all is human can nv understand themselves... they can make up wat in their mind... at times they even mis-interpret... love, like, lust, feeling, slave, they can't seems to differentiate... and they tend to mix them up and say tat its love... **disgusted** Love is not like tat... and so who the hell noe wat's love? Love is an ability, something which is so hard to learn... at times it depend on if u born wif it, if u not, probably u won't hav it for this life... y use the word 'love' when u dun even noe wat the hell it is...
To whoever who read this, ask urself, is tat 'love'? do 'Love' exist between u and another person... ask urself abt trust... can u be trusted? can u trust someone? can tat someone be trusted?
for me, i can't trust anyone... and vice versa, dun trust mi either... I'm a liar...
Take the challenge, get to noe mi... i think, sorry but i hav to say this, only my 3 princess noe wat is it in my mind... but i think i can't really open up to anyone...