I guess Trina will kill mi for writing this... i actually got over it, cos i think i'm adnormal to feel tat way, until i came across "Granny's" Blog... So i'm not as adnormal huh, everyone feels tat way... So y granny get so pissed off when we went out without even inform him... cos... show no respect?! cos show tat we dun even care abt him? dun even wan him to join... but its like... she knew the reason, we din ask cos she's working and properly she won't be able to make it, den y ask him along... well, ya... tat's so true... but even if granny she herself noes the reason, she still been affected... cos RESPECT, RESPECT is the word... perphaps, strange enough, only one person noe wats happening and maybe one who read noe who i'm referring to... and sad to say maybe the one involve might guess its him... anything, doesn't matters...
am pissed off not becos u din ask mi along, well, i too think tat i shouldn't be there... but come on, y hide it? if u think its not neccessary to tell mi, u r slapping urself... and agn, the problem is not abt jealousy, definitly not abt y u ask him and not mi... but the problem is RESPECT, basic RESPECT... i'm so affected cos i treat u as fren... and its kind of hyprocrite to mi... so sorry... even if i were to confront u, but wats the pt? u will be finding excuses to hit off the whole topic abt being not sincere, and dun even regard mi as fren, by saying 'I think its not neccessary'... let it be... rmb the time, when i kind of said, u had forgot abt mi ever since u hav new frens... i already lost the energy to try building up this Frenship... If u wanna say tat i'm making a fuss and so on, say urself 1st...
At times, i really find it funny... Human beings... They always try to Build/save frenship wif those who discriminate them or simply dun fuck care them, and take those who truely accept who he is, cherish him, treasure him as fren, for granted... How pathetic... but it dun matters me any further... u noe me well enough... i dun hav to explain myself...